Symphony

Your words
between cement&
             sympathy

chunks of private
ceremonies
           ikebana for roses
           bitter tea
                     in dirty glasses

breaking through
corrosive bands of salt
dissolving hardened parts
fusing intestines formaldehyde

            vapors of tears
            drum rolls in your belly
            slow tar beats

on sticky practice pads
to shut out neighbor's screams
the world sky oozing meadows
leaking from the side of your mouth

dry as violin resin
flaking away

           the lips of your vagina
           speech less  cracked& dry
           salt bands of colorless brick

the mortician standing by;
she has been probing
the silence between your legs,

                  your fame precedes
                  you to this place
                  your famous words

                      flinging themselves     
                  into nights 
               of drum rolls
 
seamless as the petals
of crushed frangipani
your skin stretched 
over the stove of your body

I put a lamp inside
to keep you warm
to shine into the pale horrors of the world
the dry skin stretched over frames
lit from within 
hanging in the sun to dry

your proteins still puddled
on the gurney the guilt
still dripping from her fingers
her eyes of frightened jellyfish
as I lean over

            & bite your toe off
            below the purple tag


            and taste the sweet salty
            tears hiding from probings
            into your useless body cavities

& tie it within the sash
around my waste

to hurry home
to practice what you taught me
about the timpani of trees
while your toes fucked me in the tall leaves
I pressed into blades of cement meadowgrass
until quitting time

                                               and hurried
home to find you there with a new work
in one hand humming the second violins 
the other stirring my insides into swirls
of Clara Schumann muffins your breath
fumes bread-ethanol tongue rolls in 
imitation of oysters we will later funnel
into each others mouths through 
leaking fingers stoppered with
your slow-toed teasing

               "later, patches,  go stir
                your kettles. boil my blood
                             into cloud gathers"

watching from the studio as my chain kettles 
affirm the meanings in second violins
sustaining them offering them violincellos,
then cellos then tremolos rising falling woman
shading the clouds rolling overhead firming
tossing boiling into full arpeggios with the
muted end of tomorrow night's performance

your hums muting into words over felt covers
that you insert into my body in eighth notes
against my quarters  sixteenths against eighths
thirty-seconds  sixty-fourths tumbling into polished  
black stones of coda swirling on the end
of my favorite felt-core rollerball  
resolving 

                    your form  your tears
                    your oysters 
                    leaking from my eyes

your name under 
a fluorescent  smear 
of last night's appetizers 
her thumbprint whorled 

in oyster dust  her caught eyes  
following the trail of sash
over blood lines leaking
from the corner of my lips,
her smile in rubber smock

as I sign for
your effects,

my fingers wet with the pale rose
oils of you, smearing stains of you
across the rising heat in buds of silk 

                                            (the back of your hand
                                            brushing…

               slipping my business card
                between her oyster-wet
                fingers smelling of you
                shedding the last

                     tears onto the tile floor
                     my smile leaking

          your tears  your
                inviolability

to hurry home
to feel your rising hum

                 your bread your oyster
                 toe inside of me drinking 

                          from the well
                          felt of my           
                          belly

your rhythms  your words
your fine sense of control
your tender orchestrations
your scorings for timpani
your felt-covered toe

thumping inside of me
            your calling me "patches."
 

to hurry home

         & slip into
           seamless bamboo.













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