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ForewordThis is
taken directly from my autobiography, which came out to 193 pages after 5 years
of work on it. What can I say…I
like to type. It was originally an
assignment that called for 3-5 pages. I
took it to a personal level. I had
forgotten how painful this was to write. Just
reviewing it, to see if it makes sense and make it more readable, has given me
stomach pains from the stress. This
section was the main hold-up when writing my autobiography.
It took me a year to get ready to face it, and almost another 6 months to
get through writing it. I have
continued to add pages to bring it up to date, and to fill in the gaps.
This is a work in progress, I will add more as things happen.
Much of
this document describes things the way I saw them at the time.
So, don’t assume that what I wrote, is what I believe today, until you
read to the end. For example, I
describe my talking to Cyndi as being real communication with her; when it is
obvious it never could have been real. I
had to write it this way in order to relay what I experienced at the time.
Also, it
is interesting to note the differences between being a fan in the 80s (or
before) and being a fan today. In
the 80s, there was no Internet, and even pen pals were hard to come by.
The only information I had about Cyndi was what I heard on the radio, saw
on TV, and the occasional article. I
was on my own to fill in the spaces. And
to make matters worse, I didn’t socialize much, so nobody could tell me I was
wrong. Even when they did, I was so stubborn, I wouldn’t listen to
them. If you
have ever seen the Movie “A Beautiful Mind”, you can get an idea of some of
my struggles. The circumstances are
different, but there are a lot of similarities. The guy in the movie is my hero when it comes to dealing with
these things. -
Kenneth
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