Seems
it was like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seems to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you gone we still a team
Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime
The night they took my friend
Try to black it out but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give it anything
to hear half your breath
I know you're still living your life after death
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
It's kind of
hard with you not around
Know you're in heaven smiling down
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep a friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Jess I just can't define
Wish I can turn back the hands of time
Us and the six
shop for new clothes
And kicks you and me takin flicks
Makin hits stages the receive you on
Still can't
believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you're still living your life after death
Somebody tell
me why
On that morning
when this life is over
I know I'll see your face.
Every night
I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every day that
passes
Is every day that I get closer
To seeing you again
I miss you Jess
Cause we won't stop
Cause we can't stop I miss you Jess
~Becky~
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She Died a Dreamer
I dropped the
phone as if it were fire.
No, it isn't true, the world is filled with liars.
But it wasn't
a lie and I wasn't dreaming.
Reality set in as I discovered I was screaming.
All the hands in the world couldn't have caught me as I fell,
I begin questioning my faith, wondering if this was Hell.
A world once ripe with possibilities now seems tiresome and dreary.
Our eyes which used to sparkle, now do so because they're teary.
The skies of
heaven have become your new home,
but I wish the trip wasn't that far,
Because then
I wouldn't have to spent my nights
searching for your face amongst the stars.
I know you are
the one making nature so colorful, now that you've gone.
Thank you for your delicate rainbows and the fragile sunrises at dawn.
God was worn
out from picking weeds and decided
to add a flower to his garden.
I suppose he
forgot about our loneliness
and about how our hearts would harden.
Our beloved Jessi
died a dreamer, and let us not forget,
To live our lives to the fullest, leaving nothing to regret.
So when I greet
you again my budding dancer,
in the great land which hangs above,
You won't need
to remind me to thank you
for your immense protection and love.
Sometimes I'm
tempted to come join you, but I know I must behave,
Because I'm not sure if I'm ready yet to lay in a flowery grave.
I took you for
granted, but I'm going to expect you
to be there just once more,
Because I know
that I want you to be the first one I see,
holding open heaven's door.
~Kelly Anne Burke~