Diary Excerpts


Clarissa Stowell Franklin
March 4, 1818 - Guilford VT   - to -   December 23, 1893 - Boston MA


Here are presented some excerpts from the hand-written diary of Clara Franklin, wife of Benjamin Albert Franklin and mother of Albert Barnes Franklin, who was the father of Clara Violet Franklin Stockbridge, who is the grandmother of this diary's transcriptionist, Cath Stockbridge.

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February 1, 1852
  My little daughter was 15 months old yesterday. Is well and healthy except sore eyes she has been afflicted with for some time. Feel thankful to God for the blessings and mercies we now enjoy. Her grandmother was 80 the 13th of November, has been sick much of the time, but is pretty well now. She talks much of Religion, the truths of the Gospel. She vindicates in a clear light-- her memory is good and passages of Scripture are ever ready to her mind.
Ellen Louisa ran alone at 13 months. Her grandmother has no Physician but the great Physician of souls and adapts her skill to the use of roots and herbs.
My Care is very great and responsibility extremely so.

March 4th 1853
  This day numbers or completes 40 years. My mind is sad and cannot refrain to pen a few words which may be read hereafter. Have been to meeting this afternoon. Children all will give praise and thanksgiving to God for all his blessings and mercies.

Roxbury, Dec. 25th, 1853
  It is Christmas day near the close of another year. It has been very fine and we enjoy many of the blessings of God. I will try to be grateful for them and praise God through his Dear son for his unspeakable goodness.
How many have gone to the world of Spirits during this year. Our Dear Mrs. Hill has gone. we trust to enjoy the full fruition of the Saints and Glory. She died Nov. 2 of a Paralytic Shock. She lay perfectly unconscious for 12 days during which time shee took no nourishment at all. We all feel the loss very much. But let us be silent and may God's will be done.

Thursday Eve, November 30, 1854
  It has been Thanksgiving Day. We are all in health and spirit. Truly it is a day of praise and thanksgiving to God for all his blessings and mercies shown. How much I miss my dear Mrs. Spofford [children's nurse]. I shall never behold her face again. She died Nov. 5th sabbath morn. She was 66 years. She was lovely in life and possessed very many beautiful traits of character. And she was beautiful to look upon even in death. Abby & Charley have had the chicken pox. The weather this fall has been remarkably mild but tonight it is very cold. Henry & Nellie [Ellen] had the mumps.



NOTE:  the diary includes some writings by Mrs. Hill on pages near the beginning of the album.
Excerpts:
Roxbury, Nov 21, 1849
(writing to the baby Ellen)   Precious babe,
Three weeks old today !
Can I give you joy in coming to this world of thorns   and roses ?
Say little plump girl as you lie in the cradle, with dearest mother sitting beside you ?
Mrs. Spofford is your nurse.
Clara Maria died six years ago, and now you have come to take her place.
You have three little brothers, and they cannot estimate the value of a sister's softening influence--may you be spared to be a comfort to your family.
I wrote you a note and some verses last week.
In this room where I write and where you were born, your dear grandma Stowel died three years ago.
I watched with her the last night and commended her soul to Him who gave it.
May you, sweet one, be prepared for the future scenes before you.
May yr parents be willing to offer you to God.



March 16, 1850
(writing to the baby Ellen)
  Your Grandmother Franklin is now near you & your brothers Henry & Ira are play & playing & smiling with their sister.
Your dear Grandmother is very feeble. She is in her 80th year. She remembers the Revolutionary War. Her father was wounded as a soldier under Grant.
Her pilgrimage has been interesting. At the age of 30 she became pious, a Baptist by profession, but her mind is large & free to love all who love the Lord Jesus. Be like her my sweet Ellen then all will end in Heavenly Peace. She says the Denomination distinctions are the work of man--not the work of God. Mrs. Franklin has strong faith in the Bible promises & believes prayer will be answered.





1858
  Mother Franklin came here in October. She had a cough that troubled her very much but her appetite was good. & her resolution & spirits kept up until 5 days before her death.
She kept [to] her room through the winter & Spring when warm weather came. She seemed a little better, enjoyed everything of a religious character, retained her reason until 5 days before she died when she had a Paralytic Shock which deprived her of her reason and her speech.
She died July 26th aged 87 years & 5 months. Mrs. Roustal [?sp.] & Mrs. Edwards were here when she died.

March 4, 1860
  This day is my birthday. God has spared me 47 years. It is a joyful day. I can truly say I rejoice in God & joy is in the God of my salvation. It has been a day of praise and Thanksgiving for all the blessings & mercies. Have been to church. All day kept the day in fasting & prayer as far as I could.

April 14, 1860
  Have attended the funeral of my dear Mrs. Ropes. She died the 11th, was found drowned in Dorchester. & how sad & melancholy the event. Sad indeed to lose our reason. But she died prepared to meet her God, I trust.

August 19, 1860
  Yesterday attended the funeral of Mrs. Ellison. It was unusually solemn & impressive. Mr. Edmonds addressed the Children in a faithful manner, exhorting them to be kind to one another, to love one another.

August 20, 1860
  Heard an excellent sermon from Mr. George Hill. Text: "keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life."
  Mrs. Chamory [?sp.] Henry and her son have been here about six weeks. Left yesterday. Thinks her son better than when he came. Had a fine time going to Nahant with them. She is an accomplished lady.

Nov., 1860
  Sunday heard Prof. Phelps preach text in Isaiah. He commenced by saying "Man's extremity is often God's opportunity." He said often we could realize God's Providence in great emergencies.

December 2,1860
  Heard Dr. Blagden. He says whatever calling we have, we should abide with God. One calling is as good as another if we aim to serve God & obey Him.

December 8, 1860
  We have a little snow but not enough for sleighing.


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January 6, 1861
  This year opens upon us with health in our family, with hopes & expectations that will bestow His blessing upon us, that my children will be converted in His own time.
But now is an important crisis with regard to our nation. There is much noise of strife & contention, even war is apprehended.
  Our discourse was in Peter alluding to the Rock of Christ. He that rests upon the Rock shall not be Confounded. Mr. Thompson gave out a subject of Prayer for each day of this week. Today was a promise of the Holy Spirit.
Monday -- For God's blessing on the week & for Brotherly love & I should say Sisterly affection
Tuesday -- For higher attainments in Religion, an elevated standard in Piety
Wednesday -- For the conversion of our Children
Thursday -- For a blessing on Bibles & tracts & the spread of truth generally
Friday -- For Ministers, to all who are preparing to preach the Gospel
Saturday -- May Thy kingdom come
Sunday -- Thanksgiving & Praise for all that has been done in time past

Sunday noon, May 25th, 1861
  Mr. Butler, the Bible distributer, preached from the text Psalms 119, verse 105.
  War has actually begun the past week. A number of our men killed & taken Prisoners. May the war soon be ended & peace soon be restored to our once happy country.
  It is a delightful sabbath. Everything in nature presents a beautiful appearance.

October 13th, 1861
  This has been a very changeable day: some rain, some sunshine, this evening bright & clear.
This morning heard a sermon from the text Luke II, 13th verse: God's willingness to bestow the Holy Spirit upon those that ask Him.
  This afternoon Mr. Anderson took his text [again from] this second chapter, said his thoughts ran in the strain of the hymn that had just been sung, A Soldier of Jesus Christ. He pointed out what it was to be a soldier in a very simple way: first to enlist, put down their names to be a Soldier of Jesus Christ; Second they must drill, read the word of God & pray, attend prayer meetings & all religious worship; then 3d, discipline, guard and watch for the foe.
No frost yet.

March 4th, 1862
  This day numbers my 49th year. How many blessings & mercies are bestowed upon me. May I ever feel gratitude to give praise to God for what he has done for me & will he not bless our children. I trust he will. I believe he will grant his Spirit to renew and bless their souls. I never felt more the Providence of God than in our late fire the 13th February when our dwelling was so wonderfully preserved.
  Let God have all the praise in the recent victory over the Southern Rebellion.
  We have had a very pleasant winter, quite steady cold weather, good sleighing for several weeks.

4th March, 1863
  This day completes my fiftieth year. How much cause for Thankfulness that my life has been spared so many years, that I have such good health the greatest of all blessings. Thankful that my desires have been greatly increased of late for the welfare of my Children, that some of them are converted in the Church at this time.
  I would give God the praise that N. has some concern for her soul's salvation. May she not experience the Spirit but seek until she finds her Saviour.
This afternoon went to Boston to attend the funeral of Mrs. Fulton. She died at the home of agedness.
  I returned hastily to attend a maternal meeting at which our Pastor was present. He made remarks from the portion of Scripture which says, "I beseech you, brethren, by the mercies of God that ye present!" Romans 12, 1st verse. Enjoining upon Mothers to be faithful to their charge & be themselves what they would have their Children be. A good number of Mothers present; through the blessing of God we are all in very good health.
  This winter we have not had scarcely any sleighing. An open winter.

1863, 25 of November
  This Thanksgiving day. A very remarkable day, a pleasant calm, serene, quiet, happy day. All in health & able to partake of the rich dinner I was able to provide. The Lord has blest abundantly. What shall I render unto the Lord for all his mercies shown.
  Two of the Children give evidence of a change of heart, A. & N. May they not deceive themselves but have a lively faith in Christ which shall be able to save their souls.

Dec. 20, 1863
  This day heard a sermon from the text Matthew 10, 37-38, The cross of Christ. The preacher was Abbott Kittridge. He set forth the duty of Christians in a very able manner. He dwelt much on the sufferings of Christ--that the Christian life is a warfare, that we have to contend with Sin as long as we are in the flesh. He spoke of the fear of conviction & after that how much there was of joy & peace in believing that everyone must take up their Cross whatever it was, great Crosses & little ones, if they would make progress in the divine life.
  Our Pastor is sick with a slow fever & rheumatism.
Mr. K leaves for California this week.

April 10th, 1864
  Heard a Sermon this forenoon from Mr. Laurie [sp?]. Remarkably interesting on the duty of Parents. He said that one of the reasons that our Country is in such a state is the want of family Religion.
  Last week was our quarterly Maternal meeting, very thinly attended. Only 13 children & about the same number of Mothers. Dr. Anderson made some appropriate remarks. It seemed sad for there was scarcely one of the Mothers whom I used to meet. Most of them, their children are too large to go.
  Time rolls on rapidly & what am I doing or what have I done for my Crucified Saviour.

Nov. 24th, 1864
  Thanksgiving Day. It is a very pleasant, mild & comfortable day. All in health & enjoying innumerable blessings.
Went in the evening to hear Dr. Gleason lecture on Anatomy & Physiology. Very interesting. Heard Dr. Whiting 6 years since on the same subject. Dr. G's subject was on the eye, the ear & the nose. He says that quince cores steeped are good for inflamation in the eyes.

Dec 4th, 1864
  A delightful Sabbath. Heard Mr. Thomson preach from Gen. 19th, 24. An excellent sermon. Very comforting.

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July 1, 1866
  This day I have had the unspeakable joy of seeing 4 of the Children enter into covenant with God & his people by uniting with the Church. It is almost 24 years that I have gone alone to the Communion table. Now my heart rejoices....[writing here is very faded]

Jan 5th, 1867
  The goodness of God in sparing us or blessing us all with health. So many blessings the last year. The last Sabbath of the year in the evening our Church celebrated a Eucharist in the Last Supper. It was a Heavenly session. Last evening a Preparatory Lecture was fully attended & today has been the United Prayer Meeting. A full attendance, both old and young. It was suggested that we consecrate ourselves anew to the service of Christ....Cheerfulness was recommended.
  I called this evening to see Mrs. Tutherlan [sp?]. She appears to be gradually sinking away. But she is & has been resigned to submission to the will of God whether to live or die. She says a beautiful thought came and asked to be buried in Forest Hills where the trees wave over her grave & her friends visit her. She almost longed to be gone. She said she should like to do more for Christ. The world was nothing to her. She had arranged for her Funeral.

March 4th, 1867
  This day completes my 54th year. How merciful God has been in sparing me so many years. He is so merciful & kind notwithstanding all my shortcomings. He has blest me abundantly in bringing so many of my Children into the fold of Christ, delighting to do His will. I never was happier in my life than I have been the past year. But I have much to pray for yet.
  My faith has been strengthened by reading the Memoir of Mrs. Mary Winslow. She had great faith whcih made her mighty in Prayer. She walked with God. She still says, Go tell Jesus.

May 24, 1868
  The unspeakable goodness of God in blessing us all with health the past year. He has crowned us with tender mercies.
  Edward left for San Francisco the 1st day of May. May God bless & preserve him.
Mrs. W. Adams died May 11th in full assurance of a blessed Immortality beyond the grave. Dr. Thompson was present. He said let there be no murmuring here but let everyone be made better by coming to this funeral. & I felt there was something pleasant in that occasion. Her countenance was so peaceful & quiet & a calm resignation rested all around.
  This month is unusually wet: no fair weather, no sunshine.

Feb 14th, 1869
  Sabbath day. Have stayed at home from church yet my mind is heavenly inspired. I can say I am happy in the Lord.
  Have been reading Mrs. S. Tuckers memoir and have some impression from one so godly & holy.
How few go to the prayer meeting of the Ladies in the church. Were [they] hungering and thirsting after righteousness would they stay away from our weekly meetings? May I be prepared to take charge next meeting (if my life is spared) to the good of edification.
  Charlie is now 15. May I be faithful to him that he may become a Christian. Thankful that I can pray for my husband and Henry and God hears my prayers. What should I do if I could not pray for this.
Have scarcely any snow this winter, a mild & open winter. Nellie and Charlie [are] taking music lessons.

April 8th, 1869
  This is Fast Day eve. Try to be thankful for the health we all have. What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits to me?
This morning I heard a sermon on Temperance from Rev. John G. Means, an able discourse. This afternoon had a good Prayer meeting. Some allusion was made to the danger that our country was in on account of the increase of Wealth and the spread of Romanism. One said there was not so much danger as that of wordliness in the churches....
  It has been a vey fine day. Ira and Nellie have gone to Quincy in a Party. Edward is making Sugar, tapped 6 hundred trees.
  Dr. Thompson is sick with the Pleurisy, is quite sick.

Aug 22nd, 1869
  It is very quiet now in vacation. So many people are away. Dr. Thompson is away. Professor Smith of Dartmouth College preaches for us. Preached from Rev 5th, 11. The four beasts are the Ministers of God, the 24 Elders are the 24 Churches in the old & new Dispensation. He considered the Subject that Praise is indispensible to the people of God but is not thought enough of in general.
  Albert has just returned from the Adirondacks. He had a nice time. Nellie is off with Ed.
  We have had a cool summer.

September 8, 1869
  We have experienced the greatest gale of wind we have ever known. Chimneys blown down, awings and signs, a general wreck through the city, the coliseum a good deal damaged.

September 9, 1869
  Started on a short journey with Mrs. Freeman & Minnie. Visited Aunt F. & went up to see cousin Ellen who was sick with the Rheumatism but recovering. Went to Brattleboro. Stayed over Sunday & went to meeting with Mrs. Taylor. Went to Bernardston on Monday to visit Aunt B. Found her very comfortable & living in a pleasant family.

October 4th, 1869
  Our country has experienced a great Flood, such as was never known before. Some places almost deluged with rain, bridges carried off, and mills and factories. Many people suffered great loss of property. In Brattleboro there was great loss.

October 9th, 1869
  I started for Guilford, called on Mrs. Taylor. There I read a letter stating the death of Aunt Lucy. She died the 25th of September after an illness of about a week.
I reached the farm on Saturday eve, having met Ed in Brattleboro just before I met with Mr. Huntington & wife. Our ride was not very pleasant to Guilford but Willie had a fire to light. How glad I was for that. & then how hard I worked over the old house to get it so I could stay in it.
How I worked on the apples & and on the pumpkins. No person knows but myself. But such lonely nights I never knew. I slept alone in the room where I was born. I felt timid for it was a lonely dwelling. But one night before retiring I read in the Psalms, 'What time I was afraid, I will trust in the Lord.' I was comforted & got along much better the remainder of the time. We got ready for the auction & the Farm was sold the 2d of November. I came home the next Monday after being absent 4 weeks.

Dec. 15, 1869
Hard sleighing a few days & some cold weather.

January, 1870
  The year opened very mild & continued so very mild to Spring. Like today--the mercury is at 58, as warm as April [on] the 23d of January.
We all enjoy health by the blessing of God.

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This section contains news of a Death
and news of the Marriages of all the sons


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Feb. 15, 1870
Death has entered our happy family & sundered one of the strongest ties a Mother can be called to bear with. Our dear Precious Nellie has gone to the eternal world. Snatched away so suddenly and brothers left without any Sister.
How deeply afflicted. But we do not mourn as those without hope. She gave good evidence of being a child of God & an heir of heaven. Always kind, love & affectionate. And as she matured, her Christian graces grew brighter. And she was everything I could wish her to be. How little I though. Her life was so brief. I am left in sorrow, no one knows my grief but the Searcher of all hearts. I have no where to go for comfort but to my Saviour.

Death Notice from saved newspaper clipping:
15th inst. Nellie L., only daughter of Benjamin and Clara Franklin, 20 [age]
The death of this estimable girl has thrown a deep gloom over this community, where she was widely known, and dearly beloved for her amiable traits of character. Her funeral was attended on Thursday, by her classmates, who graduated with her at the High school, and they paid with sad hearts and tearful eyes, the last tributes of respect to their dear companion, so suddenly taken away from the joys of earth to the purer joys of heaven.

May 31st, 1870
Our Dear Nellie was interred at Forest Hills Cemetery. There to await the morning of the resurrection when her body will be united to her soul to dwell with Christ forever. That spot has become sad to me, for every flower seems lonely, every sound seems mournful, and every bird sings a solemn requiem.

Sept. 1870
Summer has gone &it has been a lonesome one to me but I have been wonderfully supported. I have had strength equal to my days. The hottest summer known for 90 years. It is very dry, but little rain.
Sept 20 Felt the need of a change. Have been to Brattleboro, stayed a week, and feel much better.
Mr. F. and I have visited Hooser Tunnel. It is a great marvel what man can do. We visited the Chinese shoemakers.
We visitedthe Natural Bridge wich is a great curiousity. There we can look from nature up to nature’s God.
Sept. 22 Joseph and Herbert Taylor were there with their wives. I miss my Nellie everywhere.

Oct. 18th, 1871
Mrs. Thomas started on her return home & Edward accompanied her. They arrived safely in Moline after about 2-days journey. The 8th, 9th, & 10th are marked days in our history. A terrible fire burnt almost the whole city of Chicago. And at the same time fires in the Forest of Wisconsin and Michigan destroyed whole counties, taking whole villages with hundreds of lives & a vast amount of property. God in his Providence permitted it all to be. May we all be made better by so terrible a calamity. Charity has abounded.
Robert has been gone 7 weeks. I miss him very much.
Our Dear Nellie’s birthday has just passed. If she had lived, she would have been 22 on November 1st.

November 5th, 1871
How strange it is that it should be so long since I have written in this book. We moved into our new house this past February, suspected it would be a permanent home. It was so pleasant & I enjoyed it much. Still, it was lonely. But I was happy in doing my duty to others as far as I was able. But we made another change to make us more comfortable to come to this house. June 29th, we have all been blest with health & enjoy the many mercies of God. Boys all at home through the summer. The 29th day of August Mrs. Thomas came here with her son & wife, stayed 7 weeks & received medical treatment for her eyes.

Dec 31, 1871
Only a few hours more & this year will be gone, sealed up forever in eternity. & how stands my account with God? Have I made any attainment in the Divine Life? I can most assuredly say Yes. I do feel that I do live nearer to my Savior & that I am making progress. His mercies to me & mine have been very great this year & I can give Praise & gratitude to his great and holy name.
Our new Pastor has been with us since the second Sabbath in November. Mr. B.F. Hamilton–he is universally liked. There is much harmony and good feeling in the Church. Dr. Thompson is on the other Continent for his health.
We have had only 2 or 3 days sleighing.

August 22, 1872
These are lonesome days. Albert left this morning for Brunswick, Maine. Came home yesterday after a trip to New York & Saratoga. Charley is away to Virginia.
We have had a very heavy shower this afternoon. It has been a very hot summer & many thundershowers. But we are still preserved. & I would praise the Lord for his abundant mercies.
Mr. George Blake was buried last Sabbath. Mrs. Morrill broke her limb & it was amputated. Dr. Thompson is on his way home.
Our Church is shut up for 2 Sabbaths.
Our Ed seems prosperous out in Marshead, Minn. Lt. Hill has just gone there with his wife.
There never was a time when so many people were away as now.

March 4, 1873
I sit down to write a few lines on this beautiful morning, my sixtieth birthday. I am joyful & happy that I have been spared so many years, happy in my Savior’s love, never more ready to Labor for Christ than now.
This winter will be marked as one very remarkable in the Annals of Time: first, the horse disease, then came the terrible fire acknowledged by everyone as a mysterious Providence. Then the Small Pox has raged alarmingly: 67 deaths in one week. But now it has greatly abated.
Albert is away in Canada. All winter I miss him so much. Ed in Minnesota. How much I want to hear from him.

June 19, 1873
Ira was married. The first marriage in the family. May he be blest & prosper in his new relation.
A very warm evening. A good number at the wedding. A very pleasant family going to board at Auburndale.

Nov 1st, 1873
Ira has come to board at Mrs. Currier’s, Woodbine. I am very glad to have him nearer so that he can go to his Church.

Jan 28th, 1874
Albert’s birthday. I gave him a party as I promised him when he was 21. About 35 [people] were here. A very pleasant time. I made him a loaf of cake. It passed off very well.

March 4th, 1874
The Lord has preserved my life and health to see another birthday. & I will praise his great & holy name for all his goodness & mercy towards me & mine. I do feel to enjoy more of the Savior’s love than every before. I feel more happiness in doing for others.
Our neighbors & friends are passing away. Mrs. Atwood has gone to the better world & her daughter Lizzie soon followed, leaving 2 motherless children.
I had a bouquet & some nice presents from the boys as a taken of affection.

April 1874
Have commenced repairing our house–to have a dining room & to enlarge it.

June 1874
I have been very busy indeed all the Spring but now we are all through cleaning & are pleasantly situated, ready for the wedding.
June 24th Henry was married at 8 o’clock. It was a pleasant day & evening. About 60 were present. A very happy occasion. May all their days be as happy as that evening. They are now on their wedding tour & when they return I shall be in readiness for them.
A Sabbath school picnic Tuesday at Silver Lake.

Nov 1st, 1874
Our dear Nellie’s birthday. If she had lived, she would be 25 years old today.
How joyful the day was when she was born–a fat, plump baby weighing 12 pounds. It shall always be a day of Thanksgiving & Praise to God that I had her so long & she did me so much good, & had such an influence over her Brothers.
Annie was her yesterday with her baby, 4 weeks old, a nice promising child. May he be spared & be trained in the fear of the Lord.
Last month was very remarkable. No frost at all & have not scarcely needed a fire to sit by all the month. Today a fire is very comfortable.
Albert was married the 30 of September. Made a wedding tour to Vermont. Had a pleasant time, visited old Guilford & all the Cousins. He returned safely & met the congratulations of both families.
I think Nellie is one whom by knowing her we shall respect & love.
What a precious sermon we had today from Mr. Hamilton on Faith. He proved that Faith was better than sight. He spoke of the enjoyment we can have in performing our daily duties & not be conformed to the world but have our minds on heavenly things. & I believe it to be so & seek an opportunity of doing good to others, which is our greatest happiness.

Nov 9th, 1874
Started husband & Myself on a journey to Adams [Mass.]. Started at 5 o’clock am, reached there at 5 o’clock [pm]. Found them pleasantly situated. They have a very nice residence, a splendid conservatory with 500 plants. How hard for that Cousin to take care of them.
Returned home by way of Hartford. Found Uncle & Aunt & Clara all well. It was cold as winter.
Children all home on Thanksgiving but Ed. Enjoyed the day.

Dec. 1874
Still his Mercies abound. We all have such health & so many precious privileges to enjoy.
Mild weather all this month.

Jan 1st, 1875
Now commences our sleighing & it continues very cold all the month.

February 1875
Is more severe than last month. There is much trouble with the pipes freezing–a great scarcity of water in many places.


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This section details Clara's thoughts
on weather, funerals, travel, and babies.
Her sons visit.


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March 4th, 1875
I will Praise the Lord this day that I am spared to see another birthday & that I have so many blessings & mercies both temporal and spiritual & yet I am an unprofitable servant. I do so little in my Master's service.
The children are invited home.
Mr. Isaac Meserve [? sp] is buried today--a good man has passed away. Henry sent a wreath of flowers.
A severe snow storm last night, so that the roads are obstructed.

April 24, 1875
Tillie presented us with a beautiful son. May he be spared to his parents & to us all. We have a nurse & my cares are greatly increased.

July, 1875
Went to Brattleboro & Guilford. Stayed 2 weeks. Mr. F. went & visited with me.

August, 1875
Had much unpleasant weather. 5 of the family went away on a vacation & left me almost alone. But I was not alone in the house for I felt the Presence of my Savior. He is always near to those who put their trust in him. The word of God is more precious every day of my life. How thankful I am for all the faculties God has given me.

Oct 1st, 1875
Went to Brattleboro to the funeral of Belle Taylor. It was well attended & the services were very impressive. Mrs. Taylor is carried through a great deal of hardship. She has wonderful Patience & gentleness of Spirit.

Oct 15, 1875
Received a telegram that Aunt Bradly has passed away. Went the next morning with Mrs. King to attend the funeral. It was in the Church, a goodly number being present. They sang 2 appropriate hymns & the Minister took for his text the words in the 8th psalm, "What is man that thou art mindful of him." She was 92 years of age.

Nov 28th, 1875
Our annual Thanksgiving has come round.
Years pass away & I can see but little that I have done. My life seems made up of little things. The children all at home Thanksgiving except Ed.
We enjoyed the 2 grandchildren very much. Arthur is 14 months & creeps all about. Bennie has 2 teeth at 7 months.
Today our vice President is lying in state at Doric Hall. He died the 22nd. His funeral will be tomorrow. The people of this state have been allowed to see him today. Great preparations have been made. The country mourns. He was a noble man, great on account of his purity of character; his acts & deeds represent him & the name of Henry Wilson will stand in History through all time.
Mr. Hamilton preached from the text this afternoon, " it is finished," and spoke of Mr. Wilson.

December 20, 1875
We enjoy much of the blessings of God. All the family in health. A severe cold day, the coldest I ever experienced in this house. It came on cold yesterday.

Dec. 21, 1875
A great change has taken place in the weather. 72 degrees warmer than yesterday morning. It is a remarkable change but it does not affect anyone here.

Dec. 25, 1875
Christmas Day: the ground is white with snow, showing the purity of what the day should be. It should be a joyful day.
Albert, Nellie & Charlie are all we have to dinner. The others dine abroad.

Dec. 26, 1875
Sunday: our church was decorated with flowers & evergreens & a beautiful Star of flowers.

Jan. 20, 1876
Our centennial year has commenced. The year opens with bright hopes & expectations. Much of prayer in all the churches for the outpouring of God's Spirit.
Albert's wife has a dear little girl born Dec. 30. May she be spared to bless & cheer their happy home.

Feb 8, 1876
Have been to ride with Tillie & Nellie & the 2 babies. The little girl slept all the time we were out. Nellie is quite well doing her work.
Such a winter I never knew--weather like April almost all the time.
Much sickness. One family in Zeigler Street buried 3 children in one day, all they had, a very sad & mysterious event.

Feb 15, 1876
It is 6 years today since our Nellie's death.
Have been to the funeral of Mr. Wellman. Attended at the chapel. Mr. Ride & another clergyman present. They sang 2 hymns such as were sung at Nellie's funeral. How thankful I am that her name was written in the Lord's Book of Life as I trust it was & that she has spent 6 years in Heaven.
Our little Bennie is 9 months old, has 6 teeth, does not creep [crawl] but is very healthy.
A week ago yesterday the Blacksmith's shop caught fire by a lamp. The building is greatly destroyed & many workmen are out of employ.
A great deal of rain has fallen last night and today.

March 5, 1875
Yesterday was my birthday. All of the children were home but Edward. It was a very pleasant time. Bennie, 10 months, and Lilla, 9 weeks--both well & healthy. All of us enjoying health.
How great are the mercies of God to me & mine. The Lord is ever at my side & doing me good. I will Praise the Lord for his goodness & his loving kindness unto me. I will give thanks unto the Lord continually.
Have been to the Bible Class & Communion Service. We have a good attendance, 2 united to the church by profession. Last Thursday we had a tea party in which they were successful in getting money to perfect the chapel.
The weather is very mild and spring-like. A little snow that came last Monday lasted only one day.

June 1876
We had an invitation to go to Guilford to Mr. Jedadiah's golden wedding. We went; gone 3 days; had a very pleasant time. On coming home and reaching the Depot, we met Pike who told us that Ranney Tillie Brother was dead, died at the Centennial, was there just a month when he died very suddenly the 9th of June, leaving so many friends in the greatest sorrow.

June 10th, 1876
Edward came home. I had watched the hour, day after day & week after week. At last he arrives, looking well though tired from his journey. How pleasant to have the boys all at home.

July, 1876
Ed goes to New Hampshire to visit an acquaintance. In 2 weeks we have word to meet him at North Conway.

July 20, 1876
Left Boston at 12am for the White Mountains. Had a pleasant ride on the Merrimac River. Manchester is an interesting manufacturing village. Arriving at Concord, had a fine shower as we proceeded. We saw black clouds around the horizon. We crossed Lake Winnepesaukee. For a while we enjoyed it very much, but fearful black clouds showed that a storm would meet us. And so it proved. A fearful tempest with high wind & thunder & lightning. But He who is in all storms preserved us. We were 2 and 1/2 hours in crossing. Bennie got along nicely. We put ashore at Wolfbors at the Bellevere house.

July 21st, 1876
The air is cool and very enjoyable after the oppressive heat, the mercury being at 95 yesterday.
22nd We are now at North Conway at the Sunset Pavilion. Have been this afternoon to visit Echo Lake. Heard the echo. And to Diani Baths. This is a charming place. We are now in a smooth, level valley where the air is pure and salubrious.
23rd North Conway. Sunday. Went to church in the morning with Ed. Heard a sermon from the text in Matthew, "By their fruits ye shall…." In the afternoon we all rested.
24th Monday. Took the cars a few miles. Then took the stage and rode to the Glen house. Took dinner about 3 o'clock. It is a very fashionable hotel.
Then took a wagon and four white horses and started for Mt. Washington, a distance of 8 miles. We found the road excellent. But as we approached the top, winding round and round, it was fearful to look off. Reached the top about sunset. It was cold, snowed there in the morning, it being 37 degrees. The house is very large. We sit by the fire to get warmed. Had our supper. But I could not eat. It was too much for me to look over such a vast expanse. It was awfully sublime. Bennie slept all the way up the mountain. I could not enjoy it . There were 50 or so people who seemed quite happy.
I listened to the piano a few moments and then went to my room. I awoke in the night terrified at the tought of going down in the cars. I rose early as always to see the sun rise. I took a cup of tea.
We all went into the cars at 7 o'clock, 45 persons. We went down that steep ascent, all safe, in an hour and a half. Glad to reach the base. Then took the car for Littleton. Arrived here at half past 10 am. Took dinner. Then the boys took a team and drove to Brattleboro. Had a fine ride through the bushes, enjoying it much.

July 26th, 1876, Wednesday
This morning took a pair of horses & wagon, took our dinner & started on an excursion. I saw the Franconia house, rode among the mountains 17 miles, saw Echo Lake, the Fish house, and the Old Man in the Mountains [?]. Then we had a hailstorm, stones as big as a pea came down on the horses. We rode on to the Profile House. It is large and beautifully situated.
Bennie and I stayed in the wagon. We enjoyed the mountain air, so pure and refreshing. Returned to the hotel kept by the Thayers.

July 27th, 1876
Started for home and arrived in safety. Edward stayed until the last of August and then returned to Fargo.

August 19th, 1876
Mr. Edwin Evans died after an illness of 3 weeks. Mr. F & myself went to the funeral. It was a very large, orderly & respectable funeral. We stayed overnight and came home the next day.

Sept. 4, 1876
Went with Edward's cousins down to Nantastaket Beach. Charley, myself and 4 of them had a very pleasant time.


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September 26th, 1876
Mamie Waterman, Charlie & myself left Boston for the Centennial. Took the cars until we came to the boat at New London. Crossed the Sound. Had a very pleasant trip. We entered New York harbor in the morning and saw a splendid sunrise. Had a nice ride to the Centennial grounds and from there to Miss Angelo's.
In the afternoon [we] visited Gerard College, a place of great note. It is elegantly situated. It has an annual endowment of 600,000 for its support. 500 children, all boys, compose the school. It is kept in perfect neatness & order. I went up to the roof and had a beautiful view of the city.

--Thursday, September 28th, 1876. Pennsylvania Day. 250,000 people in the grounds. Went to Fairmount Park and went into Horticultural & Pomological [?] Halls. Saw nice fruit, the best from Michigan, and many tropical plants.
--Friday, September 29th, 1876. Agricultural Hall & the Women's Pavilion. There is a wonderful display of what women can do in needlework & the fine arts, both in this country and in other countries.
--Saturday, September 30th, 1876. Went to Machinery Hall which is perfectly wonderful. The neatness & polish on everything--even the big Engine which carries the whole machinery is perfectly polished.
The Shoe & Leather Building would astonish you on account of its taste & neatness of display. The crowd was immense & we had some trouble in getting home, it being wet & rainy.
--Sunday, October 1st, 1876. Today is perfectly lovely. Have been to the Bethany Presbyterian Church, Rev. Mr. Miller, pastor. Heard the sermon from Gen. , Chapter 19, 12 verse, About leaving Sodom.
I was deeply interested. They have a Sabbath school of 2,000 children. The church was built by a wealthy man by the name of Wanamaker.
--Monday, Oct. 2, 1876. Went through the Art Gallery, Memorial Hall. Saw the most exquisite paintings and statuary.
Next was the Government Building. We saw an immense quantity of naval & marine stores & a representative of many nations.
--Tuesday, Oct. 3d, 1876. Went to the Art Annex & saw Italy in nice statuary & elegant paintings from many foreign countries. Went to the Massachusetts House & other state buildings.
--Wednesday, Oct 5th, 1876. Was all day in the Main Building that was beyond everything else.
--Friday, Oct. 6, 1876. Went to the Mint, to Carpenters' Hall where we heard speeches, saw the ink stand that Washington used and many old relics. It was interesting to see where they made money & the bags full of it.
--Sunday, October 7, 1876. Started for home but was delayed & did not reach home until morning. Was well & found all well at home.

March 4, 1877
This is my birthday, 64 years old, all the family in health, & with thanksgiving & praise to God the day opened. Charlie showing his tender affection by giving me a beautiful bouquet. The house is filled with its fragrance. It has been a happy day. So thankful for all the blessings & mercies bestowed.
Went to the Tabernacle at 9 o'clock to hear Mr. Moody's address to Christian workers. This afternoon went to the Eliot. It was communion & then went home with Albert. His little boy is 6 weeks old, a fine promising son. Cellia is a beautiful little girl.
Tillie's little girl, 3 weeks old today, weights 11 pounds. A sweet child.
5 weeks today since Mr. Moody came & commenced his work. He has met with great success, with full meetings & many souls converted.
We had remarkable, pleasant weather all through February. No storms at all. Now it is mild and spring-like.

March 21st, 1877
This evening the desire of my heart has been gratified. Charlie has been baptized at rev. Philip Brooks Church. I should rather he would have stayed with me, but as he could not, I am glad he is there. 12 were with him.

March 25th, 1877
Today Charlie has been confirmed with about 50 others. Henry & Tillie & Albert & Nellie went to the Confirmation. I took care of Nellie's children & now they have gone to Melrose to live.

September 11th, 1877
Henry & Tillie, the children, & myself -- with a pair of horses & wagon -- started on a journey to Vermont. Were 2 days and a half going. Had fine weather. Enjoyed all we saw in traveling. Found all well in Brattleboro. Had a nice time in Guilford.
Mr. S. Franklin & wife had gone west, visited the old homestead, found it looking well. The house has not looked better since my mother left it.
Was gone 12 days, enjoyed every moment. The children improved very much. Had a good housekeeper.

Nov. 11th, 1877 She is still with us [the housekeeper]. We have had a very mild autumn so far.

March 4th, 1878
This day numbers 65 years of my life. How grateful I am to God for all his blessings & mercies. Truly he has not been unmindful of me. Though I am but as a grain on the seashore, I know that he is mindful of me. May his praise be continually in my life for the health I have & all my Dear Ones, husband, children, & little ones, all in health today.
We have had a very mild winter with very little snow.

Last week I went to Newton. Went to Ira's and to Mrs. Cobb's. I think she is improving slowly.
Our Church seems prosperous. Yesterday we had an interesting communion service. 2 young ladies added & 4 children baptized.

Friday Eve, Sept. 27, 1878
We have had a pleasant summer. The second week in August, took a journey to Maine with Mrs. Jordan. Had a very nice time. Visited the Poland Springs. Enjoyed the scenery at the hotel.
Enjoyed our visit at Mr. Cobb's.
Today Tillie & I have made calls on Mrs. Hamilton & Mrs. Thompson; Mrs. Chase of Philadelphia, & Miss Waterman called. Mr. and Mrs. Cobb are in New York.
Annie & her children have come home from the mountains today. Mrs. Childress spend two weeks here this month.
The yellow fever rages fearfully at the south this season.

Thursday Eve, November 7, 1878
Yesterday went to the Northern meeting. There was a full attendance & some interest.
Last month was most delightful weather. No frost at all. Kept my plants out until November.
Uncle Fletcher died the 15th of September, aged 94 years. Jed Franklin died the 6th of October, with typhoid fever.
We have 5 rooms added on to the house. They commenced work the 3d of October and now it is all plastered.
Mrs. Childress spend 2 weeks here in September. Started home last Monday, the 3rd of November. Charlie & I went to the boat to see them off.
Saw Mrs. Borman. Had not seen her for 10 years. She talked about Nellie [Clara's daughter], remembered a great deal about her. A young man was with them.
I have been out riding with Tillie & the children this afternoon. Ira was here to dinner. There was great joy that Butler was defeated & Talbot is governor of this state.

March 4, 1879
I will give Praise to God for all his blessings & mercies that I am spared another year to another birthday, thanks for all the health I have & all the family. I have had much happiness the past year because my Saviour has been near. I have had more Faith in the Precious blood of Christ that his blood can wash away all sins if we only believe. It is unbelief that keeps us from taking hold of the Promises in God's Word. I am sure that my sins are forgiven & that my name is written in the Lambs Book of life. What gives me an assurance is belief in Prayer that God hears & answers, Prayer though it be from the feeblest supplicant.
This afternoon called on 2 old ladies, very aged but goodly women. They were so glad to see me.
This evening, while seated at my sewing, what should come but Charlie with a beautiful bouquet in all its freshness and fragrance. A sweet emblem of what he always has been to me. But what was more: on the top of the Flowers, a 5-dollar bill. Should I not be thankful that I have sons.
Thankful for all the health of the little ones. Prayer is my privilege, whether near or far away. Edward's letter yesterday was a comfort.
We have had a pleasant winter, not very severe, with considerable sleighing.
Our house is all finished & mostly furnished. We all enjoy it very much. We have room enough and it is very pleasant.

June 29th, 1879
It is so long since I have written in this book. Many things have transpired in the time. Edward has been home 2 months. How much I have enjoyed him. None but a Mother knows.
We have not been anywhere. We have been so busy getting ready for the Wooden Wedding which took place last Tuesday. It was a pleasant evening & it came off with grand success. Bennie stayed up until 11 o'clock.
We have much to be thankful for in the health of the children & all the family. The 9th of the month we celebrated our 40th anniversary of our marriage. The children & grandchildren all being here to dinner & all in such health, I will praise God for all his goodness to me and mine.
Sunday today has been rather remarkable. In the morning I found myself not well enough to rise so I stayed in bed nearly all day. My limb troubling me from being heated and overworked, together with changing help. Yet I can rejoice that I am so well tonight.
It was very warm this morning & for several days past, but this afternoon we have had a very severe shower, the most heavy and terrific I have known for some time. Now the air is cool & much purified.
Edward will leave us tomorrow for the far West. I shall miss him but God will take care of him, I trust. I read in the hanged cross [?]:
Our Life is not in all these brief possessions
Our home is not in any pleasant spot
Pilgrims & strangers we must journey onward
Contented with the portion of our lot.

July 5, 1879
Took a little journey to Franklin to visit Mr. Drisley's. [?] Had a very nice time & stayed 10 days. They kept horses & we rode among the mountains. Good Methodist people.

August, 1879
Am feeling some better but my foot is not well. Stay at home 7 scarcely ever walk out.

Sept. 30, 1879
My foot is healed & all well. Went, all of us, to Melrose, it being Albert's anniversary of his marriage. The children had a nice time playing together. It was like a summer day. The evening was delightful. Henry & Charley came with the Barouche & we had a fine ride home.
From that day until now, the 20 of October, we have had summer-like weather all the time, the mercury at 75 to 80 most of the time.
Went to Ira's last Saturday 7 stayed until Thursday. Went with him to church. Enjoyed the day very much. Such singing I never heard before. Ira went with me to the Suffolk conference Wednesday.

February 18th, 1880
Have just passed the anniversary of our dear Nellie's death. 10 years in Heaven. What knowledge she must have attained of the New Jerusalem.
Last week was over to Ira's. Had a nice time. Their baby is a splendid boy, 3 months old. Found all in very good health.
The weather is very mild, more like April than winter weather.
Mabel & Nellie [daughter-in-law] have had the chicken pox this winter.
Today has been a day of Events. In the morning our coffee was spoiled--all had to do without. And before dinner Millie upset and broke 2 flower pots & the saucers that were attached to them. At dinner Mary strew the contents of her meat platter across the dining room carpet. And I must go to work with soap & water to clean it up. After all this, I find myself too tired to go to the Prayer Meeting & I felt disappointed. But I desire Patience 7 wisdom to bear all the ills of life.

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March 5, 1880
    Yesterday was my birthday: 67 years. And what blessings and mercies have been showered upon me all my life long. Yesterday had several Presents from Dear Ones & a beautiful bouquet on the tea table at night from a Loving Heart & yet I do not have all I desire. There are those who are not in the Kingdom of God's Dear Son.

Went to ride with Nancy [the horse] in a Buggy. Made several calls. Called on Dr. & Mrs. Anderson. They were well and in good spirits.

We have very mild weather. Almost like summer.

Was over to Albert's last Wednesday & all the 6 children had a good time.


April 4th, 1880
    In reading a book I find the sentiments of my own heart so fully that I write them down: "I trust in the blood of Jesus already shed as sufficient atonement for all my past Sins." The future I commit wholly to the Lord, agreeing to do his will under all circumstances as he shall make it known. All I have to do is to look to Jesus for a present supply of Grace & to trust him to cleanse my heart & keep me from Sin at the present moment.

Made several calls the past week. Enjoyed them very much. I have so much to make me happy. I desire fully to appreciate all God's goodness to me & mine.

May 1st, 1880
    Monday morning had a great surprise: Ira came to the door with a present from Ed of a horse and carriage for my own special use. The carriage is very nice & Nancy [the horse] as good as she can be.

The 25th, 26th, 27th are excessively warm. Thermometer stood at 95 degrees.

Mr. Taylor was buried the 28th.

June 3d, 1880
    Have attended the funeral of Dr. Rufus Anderson. It was very large & very impressive: a great many clergymen present. Heard the voice of my favorite preacher, Mr. Laurie from Providence. He [the deceased] was 84 years, [had] been steadily declining for some years, but died in full assurance of a happy hereafter.

June 4th, 1880
    Our church is visited with affliction. One of the Ladies of the Prayer Meeting is buried today, Mrs. Bachelder. She had a fall down stairs which caused her death. It is very sad for all who knew her. But her 3 daughters most keenly feel the loss.

June 9th
    Have been to the Women's Board of Missions. After that, took Miss Bire and made four calls, 3 of them among the poor of the Church.

Feb. 9th, 1881
    Have attended the funeral of Mrs. Ordway. There was a large attendance & the Minister spoke well. They had a great many rich & beautiful Flowers.

Last Friday I went to Newton and stayed until Tuesday. The children all have whooping cough & they have it very severely.

The cold weather has quite abated & today it is warm & sloppy.

Mrs. Pierce, 95 years of age, was buried last Wednesday, the 2nd of February.

Feb 11, 1881
    Charlie's & Mabel's birthday--they both had presents. It was a joyful, pleasant time. Mrs. Jorden was here & had ice cream in the evening. Mabel is 4 years old and will go to Sunday School now. Bennie commenced in the fall. They go with me [while] I go to the Bible Class.

March 4, 1881
    This day I am 68 years old. How good God has been to me in all these years so abundantly blessed with health & all needed comforts. With so many kind acts & presents as tokens of love from the family. And Charley with an elegant bouquet, so suggestive of his warm heart.

I went to Melrose last Tuesday & it has stormed all the weekend. Home in the rain. Tillie met me at the depot with Nancy, a faithful creature. Albert's family have a pleasant, cozy home & the children are well & healthy. Enjoyed my visit very much. He has greatly prospered this last year. Our baby grows finely; she is a sweet child.

March 24th, 1881
    Yesterday went to the Prayer Meeting. It was at Mr. Smith's. There were 8 ladies. Had a good meeting. Mrs. Thompson & her sister were there. On the evening at the Chapel we had a Musical Entertainment which was very fine. And a sale of aprons & fancy articles. Also ice creams as refreshments. It was a very pleasant, enjoyable occasion.

Ira's children have all quite recovered from their cough. Annie has gone to New York.

All through the month it has been cloudy and stormy, with very little sunshine.

April 15th, 1881
    We all have heavy colds. The weather is cold & stormy today. We have a beautiful snow covering the trees, making them look very artistic.

I have just got a letter from Ed announcing his engagement to marriage. I have lately had papers from him giving an account of the Ice Gorges [spring ice jams] in the Missouri, which are terrible. People lost their lives by the flood.

We have just heard [of] the death of Mrs. Shattuck--died suddenly last week.

The 9th I attended the funeral at the chapel of Mr. Fred Moser who died very sudden. After the funeral we had Fast Day services. Then I went & made a call on Mrs. Blaisdal whose husband died very suddenly about 2 weeks before.

Our children have got the whooping cough. Bennie has coughed near 5 weeks. Also Edith, Mabel & Nellie.

June 9th, 1881
    Brattleboro, at Mr. Taylor's. This day is the anniversary of my wedding, 42 years.

Have been visiting here since last Friday. This afternoon Mr. Huntington went with me to Guilford to see Mr. S. Franklin who had been sick for several months. As I came in sight of the Stowell house, many sober thoughts came over me. What a change in these years--all my family so long passed away. I have no doubt but they are among the Blessed in Heaven. Mr. Franklin is very low but is [somewhat] better. Enjoyed the ride very much--all of nature is so beautiful. Vegetation was never more forward but a nipping frost shows itself some.

[Additional notes on a separate sheet of paper in the diary:
Mary Stowell died 1830, age 96 (Clara's grandmother); Eleanor Stowell died Marth 17th, 1846, age 59. (Clara's mother)]

August 20, 1881
    9 o'clock p.m. All is quiet. The children resting & all is silence.

Charley went away last Wednesday for his vacation, gone to Mt. Desert. Annie & the children have gone there too. It is a lonesome month, so many people away.

Last evening I went up to the Chapel. Dr. Thompson took charge of the meeting, urged us all to take seats forward near to him. Then he was interesting in talking about the Manna in the Old Testament & then about the Bread of Life in the 16 Chapter of John. We all enjoyed it much. I think I enjoy more at home than some do who are away.

This week has been very stormy & disagreeable. The children have been sick. And Old Lady Gray, who is in her 90th year, had the colera morbus.

September 18th, 1881
    Charley returned home safe and well.

The 6 of this month was a remarkable day. In the morning the sun rose very red in appearance & all objects had a yellow tinge, a very singular phenomenon. In the afternoon, at 3 o'clock, it was so dark that we could not see to work. But that was of short duration. It soon came out lighter. It reminded me of the dark day my mother talked about at that time the fowls went to roost at noon day.

Henry and his family are all away. Been gone 10 days. Mrs. Frank Hall died yesterday morning. Mrs. Tibbetts had a fit of apoplexy the 25th of August.

Oct 4th to 5th, 1881
    There came a cold and wintry blast which almost killed all the fruits. Flowers were spoiled. It was hard to give up my little garden I had enjoyed so much. No more flowers this year.

Oct 18th, 1881
    Came from Albert's yesterday after staying there 3 days. Enjoyed the visit very much. Went to Church with them. Mr. Franklin [her husband Benjamin] has gone to Vermont today. I went last evening to Mrs. & Mr. Hill's silver wedding [anniversary celebration].

1881, Dec. 9th
    Have been up to the Chapel to Meeting. This afternoon I took my horse & buggy and went out. Got to Mrs. Livermore's and then made a call on Mrs. Estabrook. We had a very pleasant call. She is an excellent lady. Saw Miss Hattie Graham there.

Yesterday I went down in town to do shopping for Christmas. I went to the Congregational House & paid for my paper & paid for it for Albert, the two being $6.00. and got a book, Without a Home, being the title.

Henry & Tillie have gone to Dedham. The weather is very mild for the season.

Jan 28th, 1882
    This afternoon a terrible accident has occurred. Our John [servant], who went out from dinner well, was killed about 2 o'clock by the cars & those faithful bay horses. Oh, how bad we all feel.

29th - Monday. Tillie's uncles and aunts are here, writing on their return from Washington for the Raymond Excursion.

30th - A deep snow came, a foot on level. It is quite rejoicing to all. Snow in winter is very pleasant.

Feb 1st, 1882
    Went to the Mothers' Meeting. 5 ladies were present, yet it was very profitable.

Two weeks ago tonight Miss Knight fell downstairs and has been unconscious ever since. I have taken her things to store them for a while.

10th - Miss Knight died this morning. I got money and prepared her for her last meeting place.

I had a fall from a sleigh which made me unable to walk for several days.

Feb 11th, 1882
    Nancy, my favorite little horse, fell dead in the harness. Suppose from heart disease.

March 4th , 1882
    How happy I am able to walk on this, my birthday. I rejoice that my Heavenly Father has spared me these many years and with so much of health. I desire that my life be more fully spent in my Master's service.

I had some nice gifts which made me very happy--the beautiful bouquet from Charlie showing his warm love and affection.

12th - Charles Henry died this morning.

March 25th, 1882
    How much we learn the frailty of all earthly existence by the events of this present week. Five persons I have known for many years have died. Mr. Foster died very suddenly & Mrs. D. Estabrook, her age was 70. She was an excellent lady, well beloved.

April 11, 1882
    Aunt Freeman's death occurred this day after a short sickness. Through the winter her mind has been bright & clear to knit two pairs of stockings. She was 87 and eight months.

Now I have no more any aunts, all gone on my father's and mother's sides. But when our relatives die, there is a promise that the Lord will be our support if we trust in Him.

April 17th, 1882v
    I rejoice in the Lord that I am able to walk to the Chapel and back. I have so much to be thankful for.

It has been very pleasant for me to have Edward here this winter. I have enjoyed his visit very much. Today he has left for his home in the far west. May the Lord preserve his life and grant him safe return home.

April 22, 1882
    Yesterday I went with Mrs. Jorden to the Old Ladies Home. Old Lady Smith was buried the day before. Her age was 86. She spent her 85th birthday here last September. She was a quiet, amiable, harmless person and a Christian. The blind woman is very bright & cheerful.

July 14th, 1882
    We all went to the Parka Pang [?]. Mrs. Jorden, Julia & all making 9 [people] in the barouche. They caught a few fish. Mr. And Mrs. Morrill from Dedham joined us. We had a nice dinner and reached home at half past 9 o'clock in the evening. We had a delightful time. I enjoy the woods and the Lake was calm and splendid to sail on.

Dec 3d, 1882
    Last Thursday was Thanksgiving Day. The children and grandchildren were all here to dinner. It was a joyful, happy day. I felt thankful that our Forefathers instituted such a day… Edward was not here but I hope he was enjoying his own home in his new relation.

It is now quite cold weather but we have had a very mild Autumn.

Dear Dr. Manning of the Old South Church was buried last Friday, with much sorrow from his church and many friends.

I went with Mrs. Jorden to the Meeting of the A.B.M for Foreign Missions. Enjoyed very much. Then went to Lewiston to visit Tillie's relations. Was away 10 days. The weather was fine & I had a nice time.

March 4th, 1883
    That I have been spared to see my 70th birthday is a cause for gratitude and praise to God who has been so kind & merciful to me & showered upon me blessings on every side & especially in having children who do so much to make me happy. And in reality it is the happiest time in my life. The presents I have received, the bouquet of flowers from Charlie & the Lemon Pudding from Edward & Belle have made it a joyful day.

The Winter has been severe and cold.

April 4th, 1883
    Mr. Andrew Marshal was buried today. He was sick only a week. And how sad and sorrowful is the case of Mrs. Marshal.

April 14, 1883
    The children have all had the measles. Bennie had them first, then the 3 little girls were all sick in bed together but came out all right.

May 6, 1883
    Sunday. Miss Nash, the blind girl I have carried to ride several times, died this morning. It makes 6 deaths in the church in about 3 months.

Mrs. R.R. Kittridge died the 17 of April. Hattie Mulliken died in March. The month of April was a very cold month, with a furnace fire needed all the time.

July 15, 1883
    Edward has lost his dear precious wife. He sent a telegram immediately. It is so hard to have it so. The 17th: we have a letter from him & also from the sister. It is very hard for her also. But they both have the consolation of the Gospel.

September, 1883
    Have been thinking of Edward & of his great sorrow and loss. Wish I could see his home made for her. So I wrote to him that I wanted to go see him but my Husband could not go. He [Edward] immediately telegraphed that he would meet me in Albany. After thinking the matter over, I trusted in the Lord that he would preserve me and save me to return home. And so he did.

I started the 11th of September in the morning and met him in the afternoon. Had a pleasant journey to Moorhead; met a cordial reception from Marie & Miss Stewart. I found his home to be much pleasanter than I expected. His house stands in a fine location with a very nice lawn on one side of it.

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