Hello my fellow readers. I apologize that i haven't posted in a while now.. Been doing alot of work.. Been working on a website for someone. BUt anyway I am doing ok. My baby is doing ok, we are still alive.. Barely hanging on to reality for now.. We miss our baby girls alot and we know they are in a good place. We also know they are watching over us and telling their next brothers and/or sisters about us.. We haven't started trying to have anymore yet, but we have talked about it.. We are still alittle scared, but we will know when the time is right... Right now we are just full of fear.. Alot of fear... I think my baby is more afraid but still we are afraid... Well i have to get back to work on this website i am designing... I'll talk to you all later.. Have a nice night..

GOD BLESS;GOODNIGHT

Hey my fellow readers. Today went well. We rested all day from the past 3 days of being around most of my family at the reunion. The experience went well with my baby i think (well i hope) she said she had a good time. Although it wasn't the best but it was ok. I rate it a 3. Lol. My thoughts at the moment are really all over the place. I'm doing whatever it takes to make my baby happy. We truly miss our girls alot. Not one single minute goes by without having thoughts of them. When we watch tv we see things that other children do and we know the girls would probably do the same thing and what not. I can't say life is getting better cause really it isn't. We are just trying to find ways to get by each and everyday.. But anyway i must retire to the shower now and then try and relax. Like i said my mind is wondering all over the place.. Thanks for reading, I will post more later..

GOD BLESS; GOOD NIGHT

Good Evening everyone. Today went ok. We went had a family reunion to attend and she got to meet somemore of my crazy family members. I think she had a good time, of course we missed our baby girls. They are always on our mind and in our heart, we are still trying to find a way to make it through this troubled time. I still give her all my strength to get her through this. I have been blessed with more strength and I will continue to give her and my family all the strength. I know that doesn't leave any for me, but i will get through. I am not worried about myself, never have been, i know i am going crazy and out of my mind, but can't let them know just how weak i have become internally. The Lord is my Shepard and he will help me and watch over us. WIth him on myside, I know i can't go wrong.. I just pray he continues to give me the strength and helps us through our troubled times... My baby wants to get on now and do her blog so I will continue this later.. Have fun and be safe.

GOD BLESS; GOODNIGHT

Hello my fellow readers, it has been a few days since I have been on. I am doing ok for those who are wondering. I have been blessed with more strength from our LORD and SAVIOR.. Well my days have been ok. Haven't been up to much, spending time with family and missing my beautiful baby girls. I know some day I will get to see them again and hold them. This weekend I have another reunion to attend, this time it is our family reunion. Starts today, get to see some distant relatives... Oh Boi, isn't this gonna be fun. lol. Yea right, but anyway things are ok, like i said before i have been given a little more strength and so i am trying build on it and continue to help my family and my baby survive this tragic year. I have to go get ready so I will post another blog maybe tonight.. Take care..

GOD BLESS