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Kim had said good night to her family and gone to bed. But as she prepared for sleep, the words Grimm had spoken kept circling through her mind.
'He told me he can't bring them back. That there's no way to bring them back.'
She hadn't flinched when he said it, and hadn't let anything on to Wade or Monique. But now that there was no one there but herself, the words sank deep into her. The thought that it might be true, that she would never see Ron again, spawned a feeling of deepest loss. It had been just over two weeks since Ron's disappearance. But it felt like much longer.
She had tried not to think much of how Ron might be feeling. She didn't know what he was going through. Did it hurt being where he was? Was he frightened? And if he really was stuck there forever....
She stood with her hands clenched, her fingers trembling. 'I have to be strong.' she thought. 'I have to be the strong one so Wade and Monique won't lose hope. I'm Kim Possible - I can do anything. I never lose - I never let anything get to me and I can't let anyone see me being weak....'
She saw the picture of Ron on her computer desk. Somehow his eyes and his smile seemed sad.
'....there's no way to bring them back.'
Kim checked to make sure the blinds were drawn, checked to make sure the door leading up to the loft was locked. Then she laid down on the mattress and cried herself to sleep.
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Ron saw a brief, blurry vision of Kim lying on her bed. It was as if the scene was on a railway car that sped by, giving him only brief impressions. 'There goes another one!' he said, smiling.
'I saw Grimm and Jade a while back too!' said Rhonda. 'Did you get Rufus to send a message to Kim?'
'I told him, but I'm not sure how he'll carry it on.' Ron said. 'He could write for a while after he got hit with the brain booster, but that wore off a long time ago...'
Rhonda clucked her tongue. 'Well, if we can learn how to 'hang around' when we see them again, maybe we can figure something out. Got any more positive vibe ideas?'
'Well there's one....' he said. 'But it's kind of unusual. One of the trust-building exercises at Yamanouchi was one where you had to agree with everyone in your squad.'
'Waitasec!' said Rhonda. 'Trust-building exercises? At a NINJA school?'
'Hey, they do bushido stuff too!' he said defensively. 'They're not all about fighting and sneaky-ness!'
Rhonda rolled her eyes.
'Well, when I was there I gave them my ideas to 'Ron-inate' the exercise. I had them centralize it by building a yurt at one end of the courtyard...'
'What's a yurt?' said Rhonda. 'That doesn't sound like a real word.'
'It's like a hut, but it sounds cooler.' said Ron. 'But anyone who was in the yurt was only allowed to say positive things and agree with other people. I called it the yo-yurt.'
Rhonda winced, then sighed and ran a hand across her forehead. 'That was a long way to go for a tired joke.' she said. Ron took up the lotus position, motioning her to do the same opposite him. She sighed and crossed her legs beneath her, face-to-face with him.
'Deep down, you seem like a pretty nice girl.' Ron said, though he looked uncomfortable.
Rhonda blushed and looked away. 'Shut up...' she said.
'Ah-ah-ah! Positive things, or agreement!' Ron said. 'You want to see Grimm again, don't you?'
Her face flushed even redder and she still didn't meet his eye. 'Yo.' she muttered.
'Your turn.'
She sighed, casting her eyes back and forth, then said haltingly, 'It was... cool of you to help me out while we're here.'
'Yo!' Ron said, smiling. 'I thought your bear powers were totally kickin', right up until that whole banishing thing.'
'Yo.' said Rhonda, pumping her fist half-heartedly in the air. 'Your monkey mojo isn't bad either. Has Kim ever seen you using it?'
'Yyyyyo....' Ron answered, shaking his head, then he got a mischievous gleam in his eyes. 'Are you and Grimm going steady?'
Rhonda buried her face in her hands, but the skin that showed between her fingers was beet red. She also shook her head. 'Yo.'
'Would you LIKE to?' he said slyly.
Her voice became very weak. 'Yo.' she said, nodding. 'What about you and pom-pon?' she said quickly, as if trying to move the focus off herself. 'Do you like her?'
'Yo!' said Ron firmly. 'Totally yo!'
'Are you in love with her?'
Ron's jaw went slack as a thousand memories flashed through his mind in an instant. Meeting Kim in pre-K. Playing games and hanging out with her all through elementary and Junior High. Sticking by her side as she was accidentally called on an odd job through her website. A job which somehow led to years of adventures too bizarre to have imagined. Seeing Kim swept off her feet by Eric, then having her in his own arms on the dance floor at Junior Prom. Then the press of her lips against his. He liked her - he always had liked her.
But did he love her? Somehow, having the question sprung on him like that made him hesitate. He had been totally comfortable with an unspoken understanding between Kim and himself, that they really, really liked each other. And the next step after that... Was it love? And was it something he was ready for?
'I....' he said, and was surprised to feel his hands shaking. 'I.... yo.' he said. Then he blinked, as if somehow, something he had always known but never admitted suddenly clunked into place within him. 'Yo....' he said again, wistfully.
Now Rhonda was the one who looked sly, reaching across and punching him on the shoulder. 'Does she love you?'
Then again, a memory lanced through his mind. He and Kim were trying to stop a military train that was speeding towards destruction. The previous few days after being hit with the memory device, Kim had gradually recalled all her memories - except about one thing. But on the train she suddenly looked at him and said, 'I remember that you're my boyfriend - and that... I think I love you!'
At the time, he had been so glad to have her memory back that he hadn't considered exactly what she said. But now that Rhonda had asked, he noted that Kim hadn't said 'I love you', only 'I think I love you'. Was it just because they had been too shy to say it flat out, or was it something else? Was he over-thinking things? Or deep down, was Kim not sure if she really loved him?
'I.... don't yo.' he said, shrugging. And somehow, the mists surrounding him seemed to become darker.
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The next morning, Monique turned up at Kim's house soon after breakfast and they both waited from Grimm. When it got to only five minutes before school started, Kim lost patience. 'Where is he?' she said, pacing back and forth while Rufus stared at her.
'Chill, girl.' said Monique. 'The fact that he's annoying you when he's not even here shows he's totally back to normal.'
But Kim was throwing open the front door, finally seeing Jade and Grimm coming up the sidewalk. 'Where have you been?' she snarled. 'You may not care about missing classes, but I do!'
'I'm not going back.' Grimm answered. There was no sarcasm or snarkiness in his voice - he was cold and matter-of-fact in his tone, which made Kim pause.
'What's the sitch?' she said.
'The sitch is our deal is over.' said Grimm. 'We'll be out of your hair in a few hours.'
'Excuse me?' said Kim, storming up to him. 'Over? What makes you think the deal is over?'
Grimm frowned. 'The deal was I hang out here until we found Maze. We did that. Now that we know he can't bring them back, there's no point...'
'The deal was put in place until we get Ron and Rhonda back.' said Kim firmly. 'They back yet?'
Grimm stared, and Jade looked back and forth between them nervously.
'Until Ron is home safe, we're sticking to you like cheese on Naco.' said Kim. 'It was a pain and a half putting up with you, and I'm returning the favor until the deal is done.'
Grimm rubbed the back of his wounded left hand, staring hard into Kim's eyes. 'If that's what you want, then you'd better be prepared for changes.' he said.
'I'm prepared for anything because I can do anything.' said Kim. 'What changes?'
'Changes to the way you normally operate.' said Grimm. 'Here's the skinny - right now, Maze and Monkey Fist are probably wondering how we managed to track them down to Basalton. They also know you have weapons that can immobilize their golems. And more importantly, they know we've been working together.'
'Why should that make a difference?' said Kim.
'They were fine when they thought we were separate - feuding - and flailing around in the dark. But now they'll start thinking of us as an organized threat.' He looked up and there was a dangerous gleam in his eyes. 'A threat they'll want dealt with. They've proved they can make targeted strikes using Monkey Fist's powers. It's only a matter of time before they target you.'
Kim felt a sinking in her gut. As much as she hated to admit it, Grimm was probably right. 'What can we do?' she said. 'Wade's system lets us know when they're using their Jammer - but we haven't figured out a way to stop it yet or track them down to their hideout.'
'From your house, there's nothing we can do.' said Grimm. 'You're too high profile. Everyone knows where you live. And with their Jammer, they could petrify your whole neighborhood to get to you. I was leaving so they couldn't get both of us at once, but if you insist on sticking close, then our only option is to drop off the radar and go somewhere they can't find us.'
Monique stared at him, looking annoyed. 'That so, Mr. Big-Bad-Boy?' she said, 'And where exactly might that be?'
A sly look returned to Grimm's face. 'A place that can't be targeted by a satellite system because it's not on the map.' he said. 'A place I can make adequate preparations, and for that I'm gonna need my peeps.'
'Wait a minute,' Monique said, doing the time-out sign. 'You got peeps?'
'I got peeps.' he answered.
'Are they good peeps?' she asked.
'They're good.' he said, nodding.
Monique looked suspicious. 'And... they're not evil?'
Grimm smirked. 'Oh, they're evil. But they're good.'
Monique's face collapsed into a confused expression. 'OK, what the heck are we talking about?' But Grimm was already heading towards the door.
'Hold it!' said Kim, going after him. 'I said we were both in on this to the end, and I meant it!'
'Suit yourself.' said Grimm, walking out and motioning Jade to follow.
'Where are we going?' Kim said angrily.
'Home.' he answered, and left Kim's house without another word.