Then the normal doubt and look of fear had returned to Ron's face. 'What if she really, really likes this Eric guy and I show up yapping about my feelings - and she wants Erik, not me... We're talking total flame-out! Oh man... Not to mention what it would do to our friendship.'
And Kim had watched him as he abandoned the Prom, slouching off to Bueno Nacho alone.
'Mmm...' the Mystical Monkey had said, shaking his head. 'That really pathetic.'
'He's not pathetic!' Kim snapped. 'He's.... Ron.'
The Mystical Monkey's brows knitted. 'Oh....' he said. 'He Ron. Thanks red, I kinda confused there for a moment.'
But Kim knew how it had turned out. She had seen Ron come to her again, as he always did. And during the Diablo sitch, when Eric had betrayed her and she had lost all hope, Ron was the one who brought her back. And together, they had once again saved the day. But the most wonderful part of the night was going back to the Prom with Ron, hand in hand for the first time as something more than just friends. The Mystical Monkey had sniffed at that point, blowing his nose noisily with a corner of his robe.
But soon after that, she had seen herself shaking her head at Dr. Director and agents of Global Justice, who believed that the 'Ron Factor' was the reason Kim kept succeeding in her missions. She had felt deep down that the idea of Ron being the reason for her success was laughable, and said out loud that Ron was 'prone to big-heady-ness'. But then she had seen herself coaching her brothers' soccer team, using her position to control them all with iron fisted strictness.
She saw herself bristling with jealousy in Home Ec class while Ron dazzled everyone with his cooking skills, while she could barely turn on a blender without it exploding. And while she had learned to benefit from Ron's zen-like attitude about cooking, she had once again resented his skill overshadowing hers, as she had with his Bueno Nacho job.
And finally she had seen the caper with Adrena Lynn at Russ Cueler's mansion, just a few days before Ron had been banished. She saw Ron save the day, and A. U. Dibble appearing suddenly at the manor to report the story, his microphone in hand.
'I was rescued by this boy right here.' Russ had said, putting a large, powerful hand on Ron's shoulder.
'And what's your name, son?' said Dibble, pushing the microphone right under Ron's nose.
Ron looked slightly surprised, but responded. 'Ah... Ron. Ron Stoppable.' he said, smiling faintly. But Dibble was already pulling back and facing the cameraman.
'And there you have it folks. Kim Possible fails - Ron Stoppable sails.'
Kim had seen herself standing behind them, clumped in mud from her chasing Adrena Lynn. 'Hey!' she had shouted, but Dibble continued as if he hadn't heard her.
'Is the former daredevil stuntwoman too much for the famous Kim Possible? Only time will tell - but let's hope next time she has her new partner Ron Stoppable alongside her to hopefully forestall any further crimes.'
Ron raised his hand. 'Uh, excuse me, I'm not a partner, I'm the sidekick.' he said. 'And what do you mean new? I've been with her since the day she started saving the world! Hasn't anyone noticed?'
The Mystical Monkey had watched the whole thing with a curious expression. 'I know I just an observer here,' he said in his squeaky voice. 'But it seem to me every time the Chosen One try to step up, you smack him down. You afraid he might look as good as you? Or better?'
Kim again had been unable to answer, because she remembered all too well how she had felt that day with Ron getting the glory while she stood behind him. After being beaten by Adrena in the Big Four factory, she had wished Ron was a little better. But after he had inadvertently shown her up at the Cueler mansion, she'd resented it. 'I want him to be better.' she remembered thinking. 'But not better than me.'
And again when the visions had finally ceased, the day was drawing to it's end. And the Mystical Monkey had bidden her to come back again the next day.
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She stood at the stairs leading up into the dojo with another Naco bag in her hand. Somehow, the ascent up the stairs was harder, and she climbed slowly, wondering what she was going to have to go through.
The Mystical Monkey again appeared as if from behind, pulling the Nacos out of her hand and shambling off to devour them at the foot of the Buddha statue. She waited while he ate his Naco tribute, staring out the door towards the distant mountain horizon. The clouds were painted with brilliant streaks of yellow and orange with the rising of the sun.
The munching and slurping sounds of his eating eventually slowed and then ended. She heard the thumping sound of his staff as he tottered over to join her. 'OK red,' he said, rubbing his hands together. 'You ready to start again?' He held out his hand to her.
Kim hesitated before taking it. 'Am I going to have to see the same kinds of things I saw before?'
The Mystical Monkey scratched his head with the end of his staff. 'I donno,' he said. 'Maybe - does it matter?' To Kim, it did matter. But she didn't know how to give voice to what she was feeling. But the Mystical Monkey seemed to catch on. 'You scared, red?' he said, looking at her piercingly.
And before she could answer, the mists rose around them. They swirled and rippled, and then parted, showing a much younger version of Ron sitting inside a wooden cabin and wearing a coonskin cap.
She was seeing Ron at Wannaweep, cringing in fear as he was terrorized daily by their monkey mascot, and the deep phobias it had left in him. But years later, he thought Kim had become a monkey because of Monkey King amulet.
But Ron had fought back his monkey phobia and done his best to look after her. He'd spent the whole day in Chippy's company, almost forming a bond with him, despite his fears.
Then the visions shifted, and Kim saw herself, trembling in fear in front of a dog-sized cockroach. Dr. Chester Yapese had made other roaches as large as a truck. Kim had felt a fear like she'd never known before as she saw them rampaging through Middleton. In an alley between two buildings, Kim suggested Ron should use his bond with Roachie to try and talk to the other roaches.
'Gah!' she screamed, seeing a roach as large as a school bus bearing down on them. But Ron hadn't noticed.
'Gah? What's Gah?' he said. 'You know if your trying to speak roach, you got it all wrong KP! You gotta click with your mandible.' Then he finally turned and saw the giant roach, and his jaw lowered. 'Oh...' he said weakly.
'Okay Mr. Mandible, you’re on!' Kim said, and she pushed him forwards towards the attacking roach, while she fled down the alley. Luckily, Roachie saved the day by stepping between Ron and the giant roach, talking it out of attacking.
Kim looked at herself in shock. It was one thing watching Ron running from danger - he did it so often she had almost come to expect it. But to see herself - pushing him into harm's way while she ran to save her own skin?
Then she was in her cousin Joss' room, listening to her going on about Ron while she taped up pictures of him around her mirror. 'Ron's afraid of everything, but does he let his fears keep him from sidekicking?' she said with her drawling accent.
'I do not!' said Ron, who was smiling and adjusting his collar.
'Let's face it Kim, you can do anything!' Joss continued. 'So facin' all those dangers and villains, well... it's just like ya say: no big!'
'Well, I guess...' Kim heard herself saying, torn between relief that Joss had taken down her own pictures and regret that her cousin had found another idol so soon.
'A fella filled with that much fear always chargin' into action with you... seems to me that's a true hero.'
'I can tell she's a Possible.' said Ron with his normal exuberance. 'Smart as a whip, this kid!'
The mists rose once again, and Kim saw the dojo. She stepped quickly away from the Mystical Monkey and the mists vanished at once. Kim kept her back turned, her head down. 'What was that for?' she said, and heard her voice breaking. 'Just to stick it to me that there are some things that I'm scared of?' She covered her eyes, letting the moisture that was pooling beneath her eyelids get sopped up by the cloth of her gloves.
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In the spirit world, both Ron and Rhonda were sharing the same vision of Kim. The visions had started the previous day, passing in flashes. But Ron had done everything he could to try and focus, and gradually it reached a point where he was seeing what she was seeing. He observed the Mystical Monkey with a fidgety expression, looking ready to squeal and bolt at any moment.
'Come on,' said Rhonda. 'He seems OK to me. He can even talk.'
'And how wrong-sick is that?' Ron squealed. 'A talking monkey? That's just not right!'
And looking at Kim's face, Rhonda couldn't help but wonder. 'Well... it's true your GF doesn't look too happy about all this.'
Ron fought back his monkey fear as best he could to get a closer look at Kim's face. She looked miserable, and Ron wasn't sure why. He'd also seen a number of the visions from their past that Kim had seen - and they didn't look so bad to him. It was just stuff he remembered going through with her, like a walk down memory lane. Even the stuff that had annoyed him at the time didn't seem all that bad in retrospect. He had been a little embarrassed that Kim had seen him 'talking about his feelings' before Junior Prom - a moment he'd hoped to conceal from her forever. Plus, he'd been terrified that the vision would continue as he undressed and changed into his normal clothes....
But now Kim was wiping her eyes and the Mystical Monkey was staring at her anxiously.
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She heard his squeaky voice behind her. 'Red? Something wrong?'
Kim kept her eyes closed. 'Please.' she said. 'I don't want to see any more....'
The Mystical Monkey sighed. 'Red...' he said, his voice sounding confused. 'What the deal? I thought you said you want to save the Chosen One.'
Kim felt her eyes tearing up again. 'I do.' she said. 'But this.... hurts! What does me seeing all of this have to do with saving Ron?'
The Mystical Monkey shook his head. 'It got everything to do with it, red.' he said. 'You said you do whatever it take to save him, no matter how much it hurt. You change your mind?'