Whining about Community

 

26 July 2003


I found an email today from a person whom I knew years ago when he was in The Word of God. We lived in the same house twice, and I can't say we got along well.  So now he has read my web site and wants to get in touch with me. The reason is apparent from a link he gives in the e-mail, which is to a 6-year-old article from the Washington Post that is highly critical of the Mother of God community in
Washington. He believes that this accurately depicts his experience of The Word of God, and characterizes covenant community in general.

So I guess he wants to gripe at me about the community and try to get me to agree with him. I've heard this before: former community members who want to blame all their problems on covenant community.

I don't know much about the Mother of God community. If what the Post article says is true, the leaders of the community seem to have assumed rather too much authority over the lives of community members, and to some degree tried to usurp the position of competent Church authorities. On the other hand, the article may exaggerate or misrepresent the community's practices. It cites Steve Clark and Douglas Hyde as inspirations for the Mother of God teachings, and misrepresents both, so I have reason to be suspicious. I do know that the Mother of God community has never been in a relationship with The Word of God or the Sword of the Spirit, and that it went through some troubles (the nature of which I do not know) a few years ago. These may have been related to the issues described in the article--I don't know.

But I do have some experience of covenant community--33 years of experience, to be exact. No covenant community is perfect; each is made up of human beings, and many leaders of community have made mistakes in their teaching. In particular, many have tried to assume pastoral authority that would better have been left alone. In many cases, however, I think that what appeared to be attempts to control people's lives were simply instances of holding up a high ideal with a somewhat naive underestimate of the difficulty of everyone following it.

I think that everyone who has survived in covenant community for any length of time has had to come to a realization similar to the one I did. I saw clearly that my relationship with God was just as good as that of any community leader, and if I thought they were wrong, I could tell them where to get off. No one can be part of a community in the right way who believes that his relationship to God depends upon the community. Over the years there may have been a fair number of people in covenant communities, some even in positions of responsibility, who have not clearly understood this. In the long run, they cannot be fruitful servants of God.

People who join a covenant community and put the community in the place of God are looking for a cult, and may find one. They may find one, even if the leaders take care to discourage this attitude. In earlier days of covenant community, however, those in leadership were in many cases themselves fairly young, and in most cases very enthusiastic, and were not likely to balance their eagerness to share the vision that they had with the necessity for each member to hear and understand God's will for himself. They were too ready to mistake for a corroboration of their vision the quick agreement of an immature person looking for a spiritual free ride.

I am happy to say that the leaders of The Word of God, and of Washtenaw Covenant Community and other communities in the Sword of the Spirit, have learned through bitter experience the perils involved in community. They are careful, even while discussing the development of a way of life that characterizes community, that they are not assuming any directional responsibility for the lives of individual members. Nevertheless, I find the advice of other members of the community extremely helpful, and I hope some have found mine likewise helpful.

I am a member of a covenant community because I believe that it is a good way to serve God. I believe moreover that God has called me to serve Him in this way, although what good I do to the mission of the community is not apparent to me most of the time. I believe that if I were not in community, a number of things that I need to do in life would be more difficult. My salvation does not depend on being part of the community, but being part of the community is an aid to persevering on the road of salvation. Even if I were not called to be part of covenant community, or I were called to some service incompatible with being an active part of covenant community, I still believe that community is performing a valuable service for the Church.