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Herbert E. Cotes
New Woodstock
Madison Co.
April 20th 1862 New York
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H. E. Cotes
Leavenworth City
Kansas
Apr. 20th, 62
These pages are devoted to the
recording of events as they transpire
and of the thoughts that naturally
occur and recur from day to day in
my mind for my own personal
perusal in after days
when conflicts cease.
H. E. Cotes
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Saturday Apr. 19 1862
Rather of a cool disagreeable
day. Wind in north. The Spring is
backward. Farmers have not yet
finished their spring work. The
grass has been green a long while
and the leaves are just beginning
to show themselves in a partial
light. Quite an excitement prevails
in the minds of the company in respect
to the scene presented as Billy the
Commissary returned from the
Fort. Is that he was dead drunk
unable to walk - unconscious.
An unfortunate state for a soldier
who has an office to be in inasmuch
that it takes his stripes off. The
boys arrested for interfering with
the nigger dance last Monday
night also are in a very preca-
rious situation, more and more
(page 4)
is proven against them everyday.
Wash Whitehill and Sergeant
Grenlee especially are liable to wear
a ball and chain for 60 or 80 days.
Ed’s position is more favorable.
The theatre is the same monot-
onous performance over and over.
Sunday Apr. 20, 1862
A beautiful Sabbath morn. It
seems as though all nature was
awake with praises to God. The air
so pure and refreshing from
the North as to inspire one with
a new degree of Cheerfulness
and adoration. Attended dinner
services as usual at the Methodist
Church both in morn and Eve
and the Sunday school too. For
the first time since I came to
this City of corrupt morals I
visited the Bible class and
(page 5)
participated in the exercises. I
feel like renewing my energies
to live more consecrated and
devoted to the great I AM.—
He who sustains me from day
to day and protects me from
all harm. This is Easter Sunday
a day of frolicsome indulgences
for the Dutch. In the Eve they
had a school exhibition which
is reported this morn to have been
most excellent. All the boys who
helped to destroy that saloon are
under arrest and in the Guard
House. They are Evan Hibbs, Kerry Ken-
dal, Mulnix, Hughes, and two or three
others. Tregers Co. received march
ing orders to report themselves to
Fort Riley. I desire very much to
stay here for now. I am getting
so much acquainted as to enjoy myself.
(page 6)
Monday Apr. 21, 1862
How beautiful the sun sheds his
dazzling light! How cheering all
nature appears! How sweetly the
birds sing! In fact every thing
appears cheerful. Went to the Post
to help the Co. Commissary draw
rations. The trees are about half
leaved out. In the afternoon those
implicated in breaking up that
Saloon on the river were ordered
up to the Fort upon which nearly
a whole Co went. Gen Sturgis
released all of them upon hearing
the true state of the case and
fined Bomgrisser for selling
liquor to the soldiers. Bomgriss-
er had better kept still.
Everything seems to work in my
favor as regards promotion
and I seem to have in possess
(page 7)
ion the respect and confidence
of superior officers. It is my ear-
nest intention and wish that I
may ever merit the approbation
of all. I retired feeling satisfied
with the events of the day.
Tuesday Apr. 22, 1862
Really warm and sunny again
Loitered about all the forenoon.
Tregis Co. started for Ft. Riley. I
reckon they will grumble some be-
fore they get there - not being used
to walking. It took them a long
time to get ready. The Capt’s and
Lieut wife would not go by stage
but preferred to ride in the gov-
ernment wagon on top of the
goods. I was sorry to have them
leave for we all agreed well.
In the afternoon very agreeable
to my wishes I was detailed to
(page 8)
write in the Provost Marshall’s genl
office. I think now I shall en-
joy myself better. The kidnappers
are doing much toward disturb
ing the quietude of the darkeys.
An old farmer out in the coun-
try has quite of number of them
working for him. He was away
a few nights ago. The Darkeys
expected to be attacked so they
armed themselves with muskets
and corn cutter. As expected the
Kidnapers came. As one of the
rogues stuck his arm through
the partly opened door, with a
light in hand to enable (h)is
colleagues to see, one of the
daring darkeys struck it with
his corn cutter and nearly severed
it, at the same time another
one fired and as he suppose
(page 9)
hit the mark. The desperadoes
fled. The man who shot the
school master night before last
has not been found. The victim
fled as soon as he perpetrated
the deed. Duke is the name
of the deceased and Smith the
name of the murderer. Old man
Grunler was drunk again, which
will truly take off his Stripes,
so the Capt. said.
Wednesday, Apr. 23, 1862
The sky obscured with clouds accom-
panied with a cool mist which makes
it unpleasant to be out. I had a
considerable writing to do. It is
pleasant to be here. In the eve
attended the sociable at Mr. Palmers
in South Leavenworth. It seemed
as though I was out of my place
to be associated with such a
(p. 10)
throng of citizens, ladies and
gents, in such a capacity. A great
many were present all of refined
morals and good habits. The scene
was a pleasant one to enjoy
for a change. Returned to my
bunk at 11 o’clock.
Thursday Apr. 24, 1862
Cold and disagreeable again, yet
sunshiny. Very dull all day.
Did nothing in the writing
line for there was nothing to do.
Read newspapers most all the
while and was forcibly struck
by the daring deeds accomplished
in warfare as well as with
the narrow escapes. From present
appearance and indications it
seems that the greatest and
most earnestly contended battles
remains yet to be fought
(page 11)
and that on an old Revolu-
tionary battlefield where Lord
Cornwallis surrendered and gave
up his hands and implements
of bloodshed to Washington. It
may be possible that Jeff or
Johnson will yet surrender
their all to McClelland
or some other of our Generals.
In the evening attended the
American Theatre again. I
was at one particular time
during the performances ren-
dered sad by the apparently life-
like appearance of Belle Oceana
as the one singing the “Mocking
Bird. No color was in her cheeks
save that manufactured, her
form was altogether slim
lean and lank, worn out, her
posture far from erect -her voice
(page 12)
tremblingly weak on account
of poor lungs, she being una-
ble to utter a clear perfect sound.
All in all the entertainment
was better that before when I
was there.
Friday Apr. 25, 1862
Exceedingly pleasant and balmy
day and O. how dusty. No writing
to do. Was consequently very
idle all day having slept all
the afternoon.
In the evening attended the
Singing School. Before I went
I felt real downspirited and bad
but need I say that when I returned
my drooping spirits were greatly
revived and instead of taking 4
or 5 of those cephatic Pills to cheer
me I retired happy and light
hearted.
(page 13)
Mr. Ford and Wheeler started
for Fort Riley by stage. The
weather is exceedingly favorable for the
farmers to get in their crops.
Saturday Apr. 26, 1862
Continued balmy and pleasant
but O such clouds of dust as
sweep and fly through the sts!
Enough to strangle one almost.
Im very much pressed with
writing. No news of importance
worth relating. The 75 hour
walker is still going along
on the same old pace, he has
nearly “gin’ out or had last eve
when I saw him. It almost
made me sick to see him, so
lean and lank and fatigued
he appeared. Retired very early
on account of ill health.
Hope I shall feel better.
(page 14)
Sunday Apr. 27, 1862.
Very warm and sultry in morn
as well as windy. The dust flew
in perfect clouds. But before night
the weather changed cooler and
in the eve we were blessed with
a more refreshing shower. Atten
ded church as usual. In the eve
a 1st. Lieut. of Artillery preached
how plain spoken he was, and
how he put it down to the half way
. . . Took supper with
Smiths. The Sunday school is
very interesting indeed and well they
did as well as the Bible class.
Hughes and one of Blocks men
had the coldness the audacity to
demand with drawn sabers the
money of a quiet civilian walking
leisurely along for which they were
both arrested and tied fastly.
(page 15)
I wonder why I don’t hear from
my friends more frequently. I can
stand it if they can. Old Davy
Goodmin at last has died. He
was found late in the eve lifeless
in an old saw mill below here.
What a life in inebriety and
wretchedness he has lived having
from his infancy been addicted
to vice of the lowest kind - a
curse to all he was with, to the world
in general.
Monday Apr 29(sic), 1862
Made out part of a muster Roll
and waited the rest of the day to
finish it; but the proper authority
did not come. The shower of last
night refreshed everything. How nice
and invigorating the air all day.
In the eve I felt most miserable
mean and blue.
(page 16)
Tuesday April 29, 1862
Again beautifully pleasant. Wrote
all day as hard as I could put
in - finished making out the pay
rolls. How the recent order has
made the shoulder straps “skedaddle.”
In the eve we were happily
startled by the news of our troops
having possession of N.O.
Now we can flank them. Why
will they prolong the war.
Attended the theater again. It
is getting to be an old thing.
I am feeling quite well and
cute again. Trade is brisk. Build
ing is going rapidly on and
this goes to prove that prosperity
reigns. The report of the capture
of N.O. is confirmed. It is nuts
the Rebels now. They will flee
where ... (ink ran out)
(page 17)
Wednesday Apr. 30, 1862
A nice farming breeze from the
West which enlivens one with
joy and light heartedness. Not much
writing to do. In the forenoon
we were mustered for pay. It was
short yet well conducted. Now all
heads are joyous with the idea
of again being replenished with
the “green Bucks.” Am feeling much
better every day. In the eve attended
the social at Mrs. Palmers. I had
a real good time. How pleasant
to spend the evening in such
a way, it recalls to mind past
days and destroys the soldier
life for a spell thus rendering
monotiny mixed a little. I
am really enjoying myself
and like the society life much
better than expected.
(page 18)
Thursday May 1, 1862
And at this beautiful day came
gentle May. The cheery month, with
her smiles and vernal winds to
chase away the tears and chilliness
of April. May, month of blossoms
welcome! Corporal Bonta from
Hurds Co. come in the afternoon.
He reports residences in Mo. as
very forsaken in as much as cattle
sheep and hogs run and occupy
dwellings once joyous and happy
with loving families. Furniture is
left in some instances to the mercy
of all - the farmers have gone. Where!
to aid the wicked Rebellion. Corn
in large quantities remains un-
gathered as well stacks of wheat
and oats remain untouched.
Desolation prevade the land.
(page 19)
Friday May 2, 1862
Still warm sunny and bright
and really pleasant. The air is
cool and refreshing. A dull day
with me for I have had nothing
to do, I spent much time in
sober reflection and meditation
and in the evening to pass
away time went to the singing
rehearsal of the Sunday School.
Returned and retired as usual.
All are anxious for pay but no pay
comes yet.
Saturday May 3d 1862
The weather unchangeable. But
very little done in way of writing
for nothing to do. In eve took
a long walk, returning via the
Catholic Church. We stopped a
few minutes for there was to be
services. How peculiarly struck
(page 20)
I was to see such Jew like for-
mality, each member having dip
ped their fingers into a vase of
something, water I suppose and
then touched their foreheads, breast
and mouth. Soon we left and
returned to quarters. I felt un
commonly well and like raising
a breeze of fun How many
are glad that tomorrow is
Sunday, are all?
The old practices of 56 and 57 are
being indulged in in the way
of kidnapping which now is
carried to extensively on to be
let alone by us the protectors
of the rights of the people.
Not long since a band of kid-
nappers entered the house of one
not far from here at 12 o’clock
midnight, demanded of the
(page 21)
inmates what negroes he had
if any, saying that if he de-
ceived him in cold blood he
should die - then searched the
entire house, having uncovered
while in bed the two daughters
fastly sleeping to make sure
their business. None could be
found so off they went. It is
a shame, a degrading shame
that such outrageous proceed
ings will be allowed. Extensive
search should be kept, all
means possible resorted to to
catch the unhuman wretches.
Other instances of the same
nature might be mentioned
but nothing new would be
revealed. This is a strange
city inhabited by a strange
people.
(p. 22)
Sunday May 4, 1862
How cool the air, so pure, on
account of the little sprinkle
of rain of last night. Attended
church as usual, not at the
Methodist for there was no preaching
but to the Congregationalist where
a most superb and excellent sermon
was delivered to a large congregation.
Some of the boys went on a
walk into the fields, milking
cows etc. Such tricks as are
cut up when one is sleeping
down in quarters. One was played
on Brown. Now they have quite
a fashion of filling a pipe
with powder and tobacco putting
good pure tobacco on top then
invited their friends to smoke
with them at the same
time. interesting him with
(p. 23)
some story. Till the flash takes
place, then a ha, ha, ha in good
earnest. In eve Brooks Spenser
attended church but who they
were with I will not say, for
it would be a disgrace to these pages.
Monday May 5th 1862
Beautifully bright. In the morn
rumors of a serious and desponding
nature were afloat till late in the
afternoon gloom was in the
countenance of many, but a
telegram from Yorktown from
Maj Gen McClelland received
about 8 o’clock dispelled all des-
pondency and gloominess for it
announced in bold terms that
the rebels had evacuated their
strongholds, their breastworks,
all their fortifications, and
(p. 24)
left their guns, cannons 100 of
them behind besides ammunition
etc. and that our whole Cavalry
was in hot pursuit, accompanied
by heavy horse and light artillery
supported by infantry, our gun
boats having hastened up York
River - in consequence of all of
which a tremendous and en-
thusiastic applause echoed from
every heart accompanied by
volley after volley of musketry.
The wildest conseternation imag-
inable was occasioned. Keg after
keg of lager box after box of cigars
were devoured in fond remembrance
and honor of the brilliant
achievement. Favorable news
also from Corinth was received
all of which created joys unex-
pressable, but and untold.
(p. 25)
I hardly know how to account
for such a movement when
all about was so strongly and
securely defended. Was a spirit
of inability felt on their part
to hold their immense fortifica
tions the strongest ever con-
structed without finally losing
all as they have now, besides
numerous lives? Where have they
fled to Richmond? Nothing there
have they to defend themselves
with against our ponderous guns,
for all was removed to Yorktown.
Whither will they flee? Time
will develop all -go where
they will. We are ever ready
and efficient. I feel grateful
to think of our successes, to
the Director of all things
Praises to him forever and ever.
(p. 26)
Tuesday May 6th 1862
Again cheerful and gay over
head and beneath. Spend the day
very busily writing making out
reports post Return etc. and in
attending to other duties. I have
felt very fine and ambitious.
The order reducing Serg. Gren-
lee was read publicly causing him
to color up and his wife a fine
lady to mourn in account of
the disgrace. The Col is quite
unwell and feeble. What beau-
tiful evenings we are having so
much more pleasant than the
days for the morn shines as lus-
trously and the hot sun does not
scorch. I don’t know but
Wall Martin will go into spasms
if he don’t get the Sarg position
retired in good season.
(p. 27)
Wednesday May 7th 1862
Warm and sultry in the extreme
for this season of the year. Time
passes pleasantly and agreeably.
Rain is needed for the grass.
I am waiting in suspense for
a letter from my dear Jennie,
and from Mrs. Green--they will
come after a while. It seems as
though the present war could not
last much longer, cheering news
from all sources greets our ears.
Success after success is achieved.
If the Rebels would accept of
the advice of the Minister from
France and at once yield it
would benefit her on all homes
on earth: but whether she will
or not I can not tell, they seem
inclined to continue on as long
as they are able to keep together
(p. 28)
thinking that when we
have conquered all the creeks
and rivers and obliged to meet
them in the open field face to
face, they will be able to over-
power us, but how unreason-
able for how will they subsist
any length of time without
the aid of some shipments.
Attended the social again
which was rather dry and
noninteresting. Very fine evenings
for them much pleasanter than
the day. Retired very late indeed.
How dusty the streets are, I
should think the merchants would
hire a sprinkler to save their
goods from being soiled but thats
their look not mine. I’m
feeling right well and cheer-
ful besides ambitious.
(p. 29)
Thursday May 8th 1862
Disagreeably warm and sultry.
Lounged about all day slept
some etc. Mr. Grenlee who was
reduced to the ranks for drunkenness
in the afternoon apparently was
affected with the times. He de-
livered up all his papers to his
disconsolate wife, his watch to
his boys bade them all good bye,
hastened to the river bank was
about to throw himself in when
his boy caught and rescued him
when to the guard house he
was carried where now he is.
Ruined man. I am sorry
for him and his family. Re-
tired in good season. I want
to get some letters. When will
I. I wonder have all for-
gotten me?
(page 30)
Friday May 9, 1862
Still uncomfortable and warm.
Loitered about as usual in the
forenoon, but in the afternoon
printed all the weeklies and
part of the dailies. It never
does no hurt to know how
do anything. I felt real pearky
in the evening uncommonly
lively - roamed about town
went to the sing over to Mr.
Haskels from there to the
theater where I laughed my-
self almost to chocking and
till my side were sore. I slept
in the Provost Marshals office
for Mr Corker wished to go
out after a kidnapper who
was going to try to kidnap from
a friend of his. I was very
tired and sleepy.
(p. 31)
Saturday May 10, 1862
Appearance of rain. O, I do
hope it will rain for it would
be so much cooler and pleas
anter. It is a hard job to keep
comfortable. In afternoon as
usual I printed some more.
The prospects are strong of our
Reg being ordered to Indian
Territory. Certainly we will leave
here for the Col will die if he
don’t and has made applica-
tion to be removed. The boys
are totally disgusted because
they don’t get their pay. It
is a shame that so, but
can’t be helped we are totally
dependent on U.S. I sat and
visited all the eve down at the
door with St. Robinson till
bed time.
(p. 32)
Sunday May 11, 1862
How warm! Arise as early as
usual wash myself and then
instead of going to church I
wrote a letter to my Jennie.
I had a right good time (In
afternoon went to Sunday School
as usual it was interesting and
instructive. Reviewed in medita-
tion my past life, meditated
upon the future etc. Did not
go the Dutch Theatre as I was
invited but attended church)
Staid long with Smith. For
the first time since I left
Ills. I slept on a soft bed.
It did seem so good and cosy
as well as pliable and consoling.
All kept pretty quiet for it
was too warm to move about
and keep comfortable.
(page 33)
Monday, May 12, 1862
Oh! how warm and sultry
all is dull here in the city
excepting business which is
uncommonly lively. Nights are
the time for enjoyment. I
don’t like to go to bed. I ate
to plates of ice cream for the
first this season - quite cool
ing to ones physical institution.
In eve felt as lonesome as
Noahs Arc therefore romand
about accordingly having fi
nally wandered over to Smiths
were I stopped after a while
went out walking and talk
over with delight olden time
and older trials all com
bined, I am quite well
now. Retired rather late
as might be expected.
(p. 34)
Tuesday May 13, 1862.
Old “sol” still showers down
his warm rays of light in effu-
sion, scorching the heads of
the street pedestrians in spite
of all their feelings to the con-
trary. Lazy fellow I am, a per-
fect do nothing except when
I am obliged to work, sleep
a little sit up a little and walk
a little. Cleveland the Jayhaw-
ker is dead. He was first discov-
ered by Lieut. Walker crossing the
Kansas River at DeSoto and followed
to Osawatomie where the Lt. called
upon Col Judson who furnished him
with a detachment of ten men who
found C in a house in town.
Sergt Morris went to the door and
asked for him. When the Jayhawker
came forward heavily armed
(p. 35)
and acknowledged his identity. The
Sergeant informed him that it
was his purpose to arrest him.
When Cleveland replied that the
thing could not be done - and
that if in he had never given himself
up and never would and was
afraid of no man, the Sergeant
however have been detailed for
his duty told him he proposed
to accomplish it dead or alive.
When to Clevelands boast inquiry
as to the number of men with him
the Sergeant replied “ten” and
to “C’s” boast that he himself had a
greater number, the Sergeant re-
joined that if he resisted he would
be shot, Cleveland then said that
if the Serg’t would call a Lt. he
would go with them provided
they would accompany him
(p. 36)
to a friend’s a short distance
from the town. Lt. Walker
then coming up, the party hastily
all mounted and after proceeding
all short distance C endeavored
to make his escape by breaking from
the guards into the woods. Reaching
the edge of the timber he dis-
mounted throwing away a revolver
from which he had discharged
five shots at his pursuers without
effect. Drawing another pistol
he prepared to fire again when
Private Johnson shot him: The
ball striking the right shoulder
passing obliqely through the
heart under the third rib.
His body was taken to town
delivered to the citizens among
whom he had so long been a
terror and this ends the
(p. 37)
last chapter in the life of
the desperado Cleveland. The
circumstance is of his final
arrest and death is owing to
the strenuous efforts of Gen
Blunt who upon his arrival
and appointment to the com-
mand of this District immediately
resorted to effectual methods of
Capturing the demons of Kansas.
Gen Blunt is determined to “rid”
the State of all such desperadoes
and will I trust in due time.
The death of C brings sadness
to many hearts while joy and
gladness to others. Everybody
where engaged in honorable or
malicious pursuits has his friends
who advocate all done in
good earnest but who can
sanction the deeds of Cleveland.
(p. 38)
Wednesday May 14, 62
Scattered all over the floor
lying loose in chairs and tables
covering our sanctum table so
thick that it might have been
scraped up by handsful, was the
dust of yesterday and the day be-
fore; aye and the day before that.
Dust heaps accumulate before
show windows, eclipsing the mnds.
and the laces and ribbons etc
set out to attract the attention of
purchasers, and dust in the eyes of
pedestrians in the streets. Dust
flying in such clouds that we
couldn’t see across the way, coming
in at the windows and doors &
leaving us in doubt as to whether
we had better close the aforesaid
and smother in the opressive heat
or leave them open and choke
(page 39)
with dust. People looked with
their hats pulled down, as though
they had been in a Baltimore riot,
and their spring styles had collided
with fragmentary paving stones!
After all the wind was doing lit-
erally what many people are stri-
ving to accomplish figuratively.
So it was all day long. In the
eve, as usual attended the Ladies
Social. Quite a co. congregated do-
nated their little, then promenaded
with their ladies till nearly time
for retiring homeward when all
concluded to pay the ice cream
saloon a call and did having
done justice to ice cream, can-
dies, cakes, soda, water etc. in a
gentlemanly like manner. I
really enjoyed myself -no mis-
take about it.
(page 40)
Thursday May 15 62
The morn dawned clear warm
dusty and sultry as usual: but
the night paid us a call rain
poured in torrents, causing all
to spring upwards with double
vigor. We rec’d our pay and how
soon all the boys scattered as
soon as their green bucks were
safely in pocket. The Capt. gave us
permission to be out till Revelles
this morn saying that if any
were found drunk in the Guard
house they must lay for one week.
Wrote all day long making out
monthly Returns of the Reg. In
eve though had a social time
eating cake and cream soda
pop etc. Retired but could
not sleep for I went to
early to my couch.
(page 41)
The caloric of yesterday was opp-
ressive and ice cream and
juleps were in demand until
the water from the higher regions
“soused us.” People began to think
seriously of throwing aside their
winter fabrics, doffing their military
and other stiles and going into
lightness generally. Leaving appear-
ances out the question a shady
street corner was altogether pref-
erable: But as it was the aforesaid
appearances precluding this. I for
one sat in the window and read
Kanes Artic Voyages, in the
rain, endeavor to Keep Cool.
But not even the discriptions of
congealed mercury and snow
fields, nor graphic pictures of
walruses in the ice flows could
banish the reality that the
(page 42)
Summer days are upon us
and that the mercury is like the
rebellion going up.
How many do get married!
It is the way of the world and
has been since Eve blushed to
Adam in the leafy bowers of Eden.
Our friends branch out so fast
upon the sea of matrimony that
it puzzles one to find congratula-
tions for the transition.
I can but wish to Charlie and
his fair bride all due prosperity
with happiness flitting like summer
clouds around their day of life
and the fair sunshine of mutual
trust and ease beaming in
them even yet when its twilight
comes. A life of extreme joy
and prosperity be theirs until
their share is run in this world.
(page 43)
Friday May 16, 1862
Muggy and when the sun shine
and when it didn’t shine extreme-
ly warm, only had a little writing
to do in the morning. the rest
of the day rambled about etc. un-
easy as a human being could be.
I am really dainty since I
received my pay. Some of the boys ready
have spent all they had or lost
it. The news in the evening of
the surplus troops in Ks. having
been ordered to Miss struck fa-
vorable our boys yet the prospects
etc. for our going is very slim.
The idea of going to the Indian
Territory does not strike my
fancy. I had rather fight
the genuine white scoundrels
who should know and do know
what is just.
(page 44)
Saturday May 17 62
Really cool and disagreeable so
much so that I had a fire
in my room. Very indolent
all day. In eve went to theater
from there at an early hour to bed.
Sunday May 18 62
Pleasant and cool as one could
wish. Attended Sabbath School
and heard a class recite. After
Sunday school we staid and
sung. I took tea with Smith –
had something real good.
Went to church in eve from
their home then somewhere else.
I felt uncommonly good
about night, like dancing
but I did not dance much
for it was Sunday you know
thats the reason.
(page 45)
Monday May 19, 1862
Cloudy and cool. I went to
bed at 1 o’clock in the fore-
noon or rather layed down to
rest a little and fell asleep
and did not wake till 1/2
past 4 in the afternoon. This
passed the day.
Tuesday May 20, 1862
Detailed as Sergeant of Guard
once more by my comment to make
the duty lighter on the other Sergts.
I did not understand the system-
atic way of doing guard duty now
a days. Therefore I make a great
many mistakes but I’ll come
to it. It rained most all day
and oh! how muddy and dismal
it was but what should gladden
my heart but a letter from Jennie
about dark. How good it made
(page 46)
me feel to hear once more from
her. I slept till 12 o’clock then got
up and staid up till morn. The
moon shone faintly reflecting a
glistening shadow across the river
that tended more to make us
think it was really lonesome
than pleasant. -the stars shone
too occasionally. I was not
much sleepy. I thought of many
things in succession though of no
particular thing seriously.
The sleeping sentinels on each
side of me as I walk to and fro
across the room lent an aspect
that fairly remembered me to a
dream of fancy flickerings between
sleep and wide awake. I needed
some fun & could not help it.
Yet time passed pleasantly
and fastly.
(p. 47)
Sammy Hibbs and Jim Brooks
started home on furlough of 20
days. It will do Homesick Jim
good I think. I wish I knew where
we were going. Now that we are
no more the Guards of Kansas,
to the Indian Country I think.
Wednesday May 21, 1862
The weather is again salutrious
and inviting. The long spell of
rain has wonderfully invigorated
all nature. The grass is so green
the air so pure everything is so
pure changed that one is almost surprised.
I worked all day correcting a
mistake made in the letterbooks,
someone having changed them from
one pigeon hole to another. In
eve took some boys out walking
made several calls and then
retired to our respective quarters.
(page 48)
Thursday May 22, 62
Right warm again. Did not
do much, or care about doing
much but for all that I mus
tered dignity enough to sit
for my likeness with which
I was dissatisfied so concluded
to try again. No news is rec’d
lately here for the telegraph wires
have been down. The forces in
the Potomac though are advan-
cing on to Richmond now being
within 7 miles of there. Anxiously
I am waiting to hear of a move
at Corinth that will dispel
the opposing forces. All manifest
a degree of uneasiness in regard
to the long stand still but all
is for the best probably for great
preparation is necessary before
making attacks.
(page 49)
Friday May 23, 1862
Right pleasant again and moderate.
Col Barstow Wis. I Cav. Two Co
arrived at noon to relieve us
of Provost duty. I did but little
all day. Had another picture
taken. rambled about in eve
retired rather late. I was
happily surprised by the arrival
of 3 letters which greatly cheered
me, causing hanging doubt
to retreat out of sight.
Saturday May 24, 62
How balmy and invigorating
the weather. good news rec’d
this morning. We are going
to Corinth. How over joyous
the boys are! at the idea. How
much more honorable to fight
the real instigators of the
war instead of the Indians.
(p. 50)
Spent the day in writing to
my old dear friends. I am feel-
ing quite good.
Sunday May 25, 62
The skies were very cloudy &
portentius the most part of
the day but yet they did
not vent forth from their
apparent fullness. Attended
Church and Sunday school as
usual after Sunday school I
& Jesse took a long walk down
the river through S. Leavenworth.
How beautiful the scenery
along the river. How beautiful
the location of South L.-- all
covered with oak trees scattered
just as nature planted them
in clusters here and there all over.
I am in love with S.L. so
romantic retired it is.
(p. 51)
Just below is a Brewery on
the backs banks of the river
the walls made of stone the
back side of the building which
three stories high being formed
by the high rocks, natural only
hewn smooth, the cellar where
the Beer is kept is 80x130
long extending back into
Mother Earth that distance
having been made by blasting
stones out - quite a curiosity
splendid building stone line
the banks of the river for
miles, high & deep of a hor-
izontal shape or posture.
I almost persuaded
Smith to go to Corinth
with us as a soldier
but he hardly knew what to do.
(page 52)
Monday May 26, 62
All are busy preparing for
Corinth. Much will have
to be left behind. It seems
as though this has been the
warmest day of the season.
I have not time to detail
my remarks but will sim-
ply say that I am exceeding-
ly busy. In afternoon went
over to the government farm.
They have 1300 acres under
cultivation, their meadows are
taina grass. They employ
15 hands till haying then they
engage enough to make the
number 50. It is splendidly
situated on a bluff commanding
the city and fort. I would
like to live there. Quite
civilized & fenced it is.
(page 53)
It has been under cultivation
twenty years. They pay this
season for laborers $20 per month
and board them. They quit and com-
mence work at six o’clock The
boss workman receives $1500
a year and makes all he can
otherwise. The fort is a great
advantage to the working pub-
lic for it furnishes work for
so many all the while.
(diary entries change from ink to pencil)
Tuesday May 27, 62
I never was so busy in my
life-orders after orders kept being
sent in all day. The review took
place as ordered. The general app-
earance of the troops were good &
complimentary. What should sur-
prise me late in the afternoon
but orders for our Regt to prepare
immediately for starting for Corinth.
(page 54)
I had made all calculations
on going to the sociable once
more, having entertained the
idea that we would not start
for Tennessee til the next
day or tomorrow. Accordingly
all was packed. Negroes boys
and the rest of our Co ordered
down the river did not reach
Leavenworth till late in the
afternoon so much running
about they caused that I could
not leave to go to any place
of entertainment. How dis-
appointed I was! I did not
have time to write in my diary
yesterday. I am writing yes-
terday proceedings in the
Emilie, on board ready for
a start any moment. All
is stationary is nothing in respect.
(page 55)
Wednesday May 28, 62
A very pleasant day. The rain
of last night purified the air
greatly. Sometime during the
night we started on our trip, it
must have been nearly morning
29th inst for when I awoke
we were only 7 miles from L
I slept as I have done before
on the soft side of a board
on the middle deck outside.
All was confusion, noise
and bustle consequently I
rested poorly. some of the new
ones who came on in the
eve were drunk. I did
not want to start as we
did so hurriedly for so many
things I forgot that I
shall feel wanting some them.
(page 56)
Thursday May 29th 1862
When I awoke in the morn
the boat was under motion
and what first started me to
my feet was the cry of “some
one has fallen overboard” &
sure enough someone did. One
would remark he’s nothing
but a soldier “who cares for him”
etc. The poor unfortunate fel-
low was not rescued. I feel
as though I had not rested
very well. The scenery along the
river is really beautiful. Now
and then one sees a farm
house cozily situated, chimney
outside the house from the
ground up and occasionally
a small town greets the eye.
The only tns of note are ...-
dan and Wyandotte the former
(page 57)
place looking as gloomy as
the last rose of summer while
the latter presents a view en-
tirely opposite, though it is
small. We reached Kansas
City at 7 o’clock a city once
the most flourishing west
of the Mississippi but now in
a disapping condition. What
first struck my eye was
the extremely deep cuts
through the bluffs along the
banks to make a street.
The banks straight up to each
side of the street till one gets
into the main part of the city
are upwards of 10 ft. high. How
beautiful the trees look all
along drooping their green boughs
in the “old muddy.” We put
rations we made for
(page 58)
breakfast. Each had to
take what he could get. I
had some cold boiled ham
& bread & butter besides some
hard crackers. I frequently
notice com up. Missouri
City seems to be quite an
old place but yet small
and in a dilapidated condition.
We reached there about
10 o’clock. Wayne City is a
small landing place for
inland towns. The bluffs
after one passes Missouri City
disappears and the appearance
of the country is better
by far. For dinner we had some
coffee that make a bitter
relish. The boys are all en-
gaged taking notes of what
they see. Camden we reach
(page 59)
at noon. It is built on the
side hill, a small place barren
in appearance on the north
side of the river. Now and then
an evergreen Island dots the
river and a sand bar lifts
its sandy head above the surface
of the river as well as stubs
and logs. The timber is mostly
cotton wood, some elm.
Wellington is also on a
bluff - a small town as it
looks from the river. We are
now 7 mi from Lexington.
Sycamore trees are quite plenty.
The stop at Lexington was pro-
longed longer than intended
that the old heroes of one battle
might see the battle ground, etc.
I visited it. Saw the rents in
the old desolate college, breastworks
(p. 60)
the rebels position, a grain
of Wallace Martins nephew, des
olate houses made desolate
by showers of shot & shell as
the town presented a lonesome
appearance yet an appearance
of age and wealth altogether
pleasant - being built on
bluffs, shaded streets etc. Bluffs
again appear as we made an
approach to Lexington. The
ascent is exceedingly slick up
from the landing. The band
played beautiful strains
as we stop and left the place.
We were hailed with joy
judging from the kerchiefs
waved etc. at Waverly, I cer
tainly believe they are all
secesh for no demonstration
whatever did they make.
(p. 61)
We are in the land of live
secesh. I am getting sick
of traveling with so many.
It is jam, cramp, lurch &
hunt and a grat of our entire.
Friday May 30, 62
We stopped last night at a
wood landing or the steamboat
stopped --and made only eleven
miles travel. It is very unsafe
to travel nights in the river for
the channel is so changeable.
As the morning first dawned
we reached Boonville - a city
of some note - a battle field,
built cozily & snugly as well
as neatly on a gradual assent
of ground. I really admired the
place as well as the surrounding
country which is higher more
fertile and better located. The
(page 62)
northern shore especially &
some ports of the opposite shore
is exceedingly rocky high up
extending, grayish brown
covered with vines and shrubs.
One point in particular struck
my notion just this side of
Boonville before reaching
Rockford about 10 miles from
B. It was a pointed rock jut
ting out over the river. Miles
covered with vines called the
lovers leaf. Rye is looking
beautifully all headed out
waving to & fro so regularly.
Brunswick is a handsome
little town the first town
above Boonville some 30
miles. Before reaching Jefferson
City for miles the country
presents a picture of prosperity
(page 63)
and fertility--the shore is formed
of layers of limestone mixed
with a kind of black stuff
rendering the view varigated.
Beautiful residences dot the
banks. Jeff. City is built on
... as the Bluffs. The first
building that meets the eye
is the Capital - a large brick
edifice with semicircular porch
and circular dome, etc. The
State Prison next strikes the
eye as well as some handsome
residences. The Pacific R.R.
runs along the banks of the river
not yet complete. The band
struck up and played some
of their sweet melodies in time
for the entertainment of lookers
on much to our enjoyment.
The banks are extremely rugged
(page 64)
now at Jeff City we are 17
miles from St. Louis.
Now 1/2 past 12 o’clock we are
about eighty miles below Boon-
ville. It is getting really mount-
ainous both sides of the river
especially the north side where
nature throws herself up hundreds
of ft. in rocks. Pleasant to look
at the layers perpendicular &
grand to all appearances. Grey
and dark brown but little can
be seen of the country here.
The banks are high each side.
Ridgley could not be found.
He must have drownded when
he fell off the boat--he broke
his neck I think. A perfect
motive to whiskey, hardly able
to stand when from under
its stimulus. Three from
(page 65)
our Regt have fell into the old
Muddy since we left Leav.
Wallashington is located in a
beautiful position on bluffs
rolling and from the appear-
ance and size of this point this
has been long settled. Our
arrival was greeted with
dire enthusiasm. We are com-
ing near to St. Charles. The
soil can’t be very deep for
the shores indicate to clearly
the depth of it. From Fort Leav
to St. Louis 499 mi, and from Kansas
City to St. Louis 457 mi. From Camden
to St. L. 389 mi. From Lexington
to St. L. 371 mi. From Boonville
to St. L. 232 mi. From Jeff City
to St. L. 174, Augusta 76 miles etc.
St Louis is a small town on a
side hill like the rest.
(page 66)
Below on the opposite side of
the river is the most picturesque
scenery I’ve seen on the river
the highest and most beautifully
decked with trees jutting out
majesticly-- then sinking so
abruptly that it forcibly strikes
the eye of natures admirers.
We make everybody take their
hat off when we see them
or we threaten to shoot. It is
7 o’clock the sun is obscured
by a cloud -the indications of
rain are strikingly plain, the
river is dotted with Islands of
considerable size and looks
wide and more like something.
Saturday May 31, 62
How it did rain last night
just after all were snugly
in bed. If there was not a
(page 67)
sudden skedaddling from the
Hurricaine deck when I lose
my guess. All could not get in
side so they stayed out and O.
how dripping wet they got, all
endure with good humer. The
boat anchored for the night
about 6 miles from the mouth
of the Missouri. About 4 o’clock
this morning we entered the
Miss, what an intermingling
of muddy and clear water when
the Big Muddy starts across
but soon that disappears &
the clear crystal waters
of the great mother of waters
alone is seen. The change
is great beyond description
in size and general appearance
wider, deeper and very
navigable.
(page 68)
We reached our destination
Bloody Island opposite St.
Louis at 6 o’clock all safe
and sound. The Cav. were imme
diately - after a while we the
Infants were allowed to go
off the boat. Confectionery peddlers
without number hastened to
supply us with the goodies
of all sorts strawberries & cherries
quite rarities. The Island is
covered with trees - not overly
large quite pleasant through
the news this morning is
like to send us back to Leav
City. Corinth is evacuated &
the rebels are on the retreat
what the cause of such a
movement is can’t be im
agined. I doubt whether
we go there now.
(page 69)
I wandered about the Island
all day making observations
etc. peddlers continued to
stream in - the boys to bother
them by stealing their pies, cakes,
apples with sharpened sticks. No
less than a hundred of us had
gay sport in swimming with
the boats & horses which we
caused to swim with us, there
is quite a settlement on this
Island, Saloons, Hotels, con-
fectionary shops, residences etc. It
is the terminum of all the RR
that entered, approach St. Louis
from the NE and S, a great many
boys are busy writing letters!
Steamer Estella arrived about 1
o’clock landed with the 12th &
13th Wis and 7th Cav, a portion of
retired early.
(page 70)
Sunday June 1, 62
It rained a little last night
and the air this morning was
considerable warmer colder.
The Steamer McDowd arrived
at 7 o’clock loaded with soldiers
for Corinth. How busy it is
not at all like Sunday, so much
hooting and carousing. Wrote
a love letter for Seth and one
to Mother. Seth & I went over
to Illinois town to mail our
letters. This forenoon two spies
were arrested. Now 1 o’clock it is
misting, rendering all gloomy.
I ought to write one more letter.
We left at 8 o’clock as or-
dered. With difficulty we
started the boat from the
bow for it was so heavily
loaded, our parting was
(page 71)
enthusiastically demonstrated by
shouts and yells - the band played
beautifully. We passed Jeff Barracks
about three miles below the City –
old in appearance. Bloody Island
is just across from the Barracks
named so on account of the
numerous pugillistic battles
fought there, the scenery is
beautiful. Rimley is was the
first town we passed upwards
of four miles from St. Louis.
Beautiful residences spring
up here and there on the rocky
yet picturesque shores like
palaces in appearance. Real
cold. The most of the ladies
have now left us. I am some
sorry for they are a charming
portion of humanity. I retired
early.
(page 72)
Monday June 2, 62
Yesterday was Sunday but
who would have known it,
as we were situated the ring
ing of the St. Louis Church bells
surprised one several times &
intimated that it was the
seventh day. I awoke at 5 o’
clock, eat my breakfast.
The scenery is still roman-
tic and beautifully picturesque
along the river - the shores
covered with heavy timber
trees angled with grey head-
ed wood that now & then
peep through the green fol-
iage. Cape Girardeau was
the first place we passed in
the morning, a small place
with some beautiful buildings
not very small though.
(page 73)
The place must be about 150
miles below St. Louis on the
hill just above the town and
built breastworks for the de-
fense of the city. I am feeling
better today. We reached Cairo
at 1/2 past 9 o’clock this morn-
ing. On the right of the Miss
coming down just opposite of
Cairo is Birds Point a very
sharp point of land jutting
into the river. How clear the
Ohio looks - its waters with re-
luctance commingling with
the nasty Mississippi. Cairo is
a small town of a five thou-
sand inhabitants of a business
appearance built on low ground
prevented from overflowing by
levees as embankments. It
does not look very neat.
(page 74)
Across the Ohio from Cairo
is the Kentucky shore all
covered with trees. the em
bankment is 12 or 15 high.
The stop in Cairo was short.
Soon we were on our way for
Columbus which place we
reached at 2 o’clock pm. The
shores are low all the way &
covered with woods. The first
that attracted my attention
as we approached Columbus
were the fortifications on a
point just above the place
200 feet high which place
I visited as soon as we
landed. 15 acres are strongly
defended by immense breas
tworks, heavy mounts with
128 lb cannons and smaller
ones besides water batteries
(page 75)
etc. The 54th Ills now are pro-
tecting the position. It com-
mands the surrounding coun-
try for miles, and why the
secesh would so easily give up
such a position is more than
I know, one thousand men
could repulse forty thousand
with ease. Across the river was
fought the Battle of Belmont.
Torpedoes of all kinds have
been dug up from the ground,
long cylindrical ones with
conical heads. Those hat
shaped etc. besides shells & balls
without number which were
thrown into the river since
having appeared on dry land
by the fall of the river, any
quantity of large guns were
thrown into the river etc.
(page 76)
and thousands of feet of cable
chain have been taken from
across the river that were in
tended to impede our progress.
Columbus is a very small
place of no account, dirty
and ugly. Nearly the whole
of our brigade is now here.
A unionist made the first
few torpedoes which were fired
and exploded admirably (the
sesesh thought he was one
of their kind) but the rest he
made were so constructed as
to be entirely harmless - quite
a keen trick - the originator
skedaddled soon after comple-
ting his job, all is confusion,
orders have been received and
countermanded until finally
we are to stay here tonight.
(page 77)
Tuesday June 3d 1862
I awoke early, we slept on the
boat last night, How warm
this morn! About 8 I took a
bath, went away down the
river, I found a kind of red
clay very tough and shapable, some
made pipes, white fine sand
was very plenty, not far from 10,
we received orders to proceed into
camp about two miles from Co-
lumbus back on the bluff and
Oh! such a bristling and kicking up
of troops, the McDivel arrived
with the Wisconsin troops. As
we were marching to our new
home a right smart shower
visited us, wetting us through
and while we were pitching
our tents, it rained most
all the while. How
(page 78)
unpleasant. A flash of
lightening struck some trees
close by our quarters, consid-
erably shocking us. We have
quite nice camping grounds.
In the afterpart of the day
I took a walk after some
water and found torpedoes, guns
in different places along the
path. It was dug up and im-
mense boxes of powder found. The
timber is of a superior quality as
there are large quantities of oak,
cherry etc. back in the woods in
an opening are four acres of
clearings or more, and what should
be there but hundreds of mules
& cattle dead, having been killed
by the secesh that they would
escape falling into our hands
at the time we took this place.
(page 79)
This section of the country has
been long settled as is indicated
by the fruit trees. For three or
four miles about us are breast-
works and trees felled for self pro-
tection. Now the force here is very
strong comprising though no
more than our Brigade & the
54th Ill or strong taking into
consideration our means for
self defense, our battery
reached us in the eve. Columbus was
before the war a thriving place of
two or three thousand inhabitants
but now nearly all of the former
occupants have left for parts un-
known. What few are left are
on the sly poisoning the beer,
cakes, and pies that they sell to
the soldiers, several have been
poisoned already. Fish are large.
(page 80)
Wednesday June 4th 62
A real lousy day: but little
sun. All were busy making prep
arations for comfort. I slept the
best last night of any time
since we left Leav. City with
nothing over me till most morn.
How early I get up. Not far from
4 o’clock an such a ravenous
appetite, I feel quite well, I saw
some new kinds of wood, paw-
paw, gum wood.
Thursday June 5 1862
Cool & agreeable. Drilled some
in skermish drill, while
out received orders to march
tomorrow morn at 8 o’clock.
It suits us all. Change is
pleasant for a soldier
every time. It is all ex
citement & frivolity.
(page 81)
Friday June 6th 1862
Cloudy and sunless. In accordance
with the orders received yesterday
we all packed our knaps & took
down our tents. Much was thrown
away, such as overcoats, pants etc.
to make our baggage as light
as possible for we were obliged
to carry it on our back. The men
were all murmuring because
they could not carry their knaps
and as we had only one team
nothing but Co property could be
carried. After awhile we were all
ready and waiting for orders to
start but for two hours we waited
in vain when we were ordered
to repitch our tents. How mean
it made us all feel to be so
fooled as it were. Soon we
were at it & up the tents went.
(p. 82)
Went to the river with three
or four dozen boys to bathe.
How it does make the boys
grumble to do so much ...
at the river. Yesterday a fellow
was arrested out of his own folly
saying that he could put his
foot on a certain little thing
and blow up the whole breastwork
for a great distance. The report
is current that Fort Pilam is
taken and that it was blown
up. How pleasant the evenings
are & how cool!
Sat June 7, 62
Very warm and pleasant all day.
We received orders to march
again at 7 tomorrow morn.
We had beef in great plenty
all day & guttersnipe for supper.
(page 83)
Sunday June 8, 62
We started on our march at
9 o’clock or a few minutes
before. We all wanted to get
rid of carrying our knapsacks
and put them on the wagon
but the Capt said all that
were able, should carry their
own truck so on we strapped
the rigging with a free will.
Our brigade was formed in
rank & file in line of battle
the artillery on the right and
at the beat of the drum all
started off when the band
struck up one of those mar-
tial airs and played for about
a mile all keeping good
time. After we got out into
the country we marched
at will. It seemed like
(p. 84)
fun at first but soon the
knapsacks began to pull
heavy and our shoulders to
grow sore. We stopped often.
Our march till now 2 o’clock
has been through thick
heavy timber of all kinds,
cyprus wood, oak as large
tall & nice as ever I saw, walnut,
paw paw, some maple, gum
wood. The route we traveled
was a little south east,
timber all the way, now and
then an opening where a
farm house would be located,
secesh of course, because
their darkeys said so. As
we left Columbus upwards
of 50 acres were covered with
log soldier huts all burned
to the ground. We stopped
(p. 85)
often and shortly. At two we
stopped at a farm home up-
wards of 8 miles from Columbus,
Secesh, for they said when asked
that they had no relations and
were mum on all points. The
boys drained the well dry,
helped themselves to onions
etc. took amongst themselves
nearly 1 barrel of molasses
away in their canteens. It
would be no more than right
if we should clear them
out entire. My shoulders are
dreadful lame and sore as
well as my back. I hardly
know whether I will stand
it or not. I don’t like the style
of carrying things on my back.
We are now 8 miles from a
crossing ground - far to right
(p. 86)
corn and all crops look very
backward, cherries have rip-
ened & some apples are about
large enough to cook. A guard
has been sent back two miles
to help the teamsters get out
of their muck having got
stuck in the mud. Since we
stopped some of the boys have
gone to sleep, others are sitting
mutely, others are rambling about
and still others are laying &
talking about this & that.
We reached our camping ground
about 7 o’clock all tired &
sleepy. In less than half an
hour all the tents were pitched,
water brought and fires built ready
for living. The Wis 12th arrived
about 10 min after us. The
lot we are camped on
(p. 87)
is about 10 acres large, entire
ly surrounded with timber, thick
and heavy, square. It now
looks like a village, in fact
it is one, our tents are pitched
in a wheat field where the
wheat is so poor that it is
of no account. What nice
timber lands we have passed
through today. The secesh
are frank to confess their
position and are few in number.
Monday June 9, 62
Very pleasant morn & day.
Towards morning we got quite
cold, how heavy the dew fell.
We started on the march at
7 o’clock having arose at 4
o’clock. My shoulders felt good.
All started cheerfully. We reached
(p. 88)
Moscow at 12 o’clock precisely
having marched 12 miles, our
camping place. The country
passed through was more open
and settled -the crops looked well.
Wheat was ripe in many places
while quite green in others.
Corn looks slim. How pleas-
ant the timber is! We passed
through one place by the name
of Clinton - a very small town
union though for a Union flag
was spread. The chimneys are
mostly built outside the houses
and an opening through the
center of the house is a prevalent
fashion Jennisons Jayhawkers
as well as well as(sic) all of the
Kansas troops are a terror to all.
The boys have felt well all
day & sung and laughed con
(p. 89)
tinually almost. We are camped
in an extremely beautiful place
close by a stream of water, in
a grove of beautiful timber. The
force here now is upwards of
5000, the Wis 12th and 13th, the
Kansas 1st, 7th, and 8th Regts being
now camped about this vicinity.
Moscow is of no account. seemingly
so small, the inhabitants mostly
are in the Rebel army since they
enlisted having been taken
prisoner and carried to Chicago.
What few left here have ske-
daddled no one knows where, when
they heard of our troops coming
here. They hear no news, there
being no Post Office here, how
eager they are for the news, being
willing to pay anything for
a paper.
(p. 90)
Tuesday June 10th 62
We started on the march at
6 o’clock a.m. and in a humid
manner march into Union City
which place we reached at 1/2
past 1 o’clock, distanced 12 miles
from Moscow. The country all
the way presented a more im-
proved appearance, etc. - the land
being more cleared and of a better
quality as was indicated by
the appearance of the crops.
Wheat is ripe and being now har-
vested - corn continues to look
poorly. The work is being done
by darkeys of both classes. The
women darkeys grinding
while the boys reap. No whites
can be seen. Timber is yet quite
plenty but of a poor quality.
Persimmon trees are seen
(p. 91)
as well as cyprus, now & then
oak. As soon as we crossed the
line farm houses began to be
desolate and lands untilled but very
few citizens were seen. Apples
are to be plenty. Union City
is a very scattered town. None of
its former inhabitants are in
the place now but lots of soldiers.
The boys lagged a considerable
some with sore feet, others of fa-
tigue. I, myself, was nearly tired
out. A great many troops are
here. We are 15 miles from
the river & 7 miles from the line
between this state (Tenn) and Ky.
Yesterday some of Jennisons men
stopped at a house to get a
drink of water. The lady re
fused and said she would give
no unionist a bit of water
(p. 92)
for which insult they deman-
ded the rings from off her fin
gers - she refused when they
said you die then drawing
a revolver to shoot her, she
soon gave them up and off
they went. The day before the
same ones stole (is naturally
Jayhawkers) a gold watch
& a breastpin besides a pair
of earrings. The union troops
are all a terror to the Secesh
and flee or tremble at their
coming. The real design of
our army is misunderstood
by the Rebels, they entertaining
the idea that we intend to
make a clean sweep of all
property belonging to them
which is erroneous.
(p. 93)
To-day two contrabands who were
working in a wheat field close
to the road were coaxed away
from their master to go with us
by some of Co H. They went a little
way with us but as soon as the
Col found out the performance
he told the darkeys that is they
wanted to go with us they might,
but if not they must go directly
back to their master. The reply was
that they would like to go but
if their masser should ever catch
them he would whip them to
death and that they would not
know how to get a living when
the war is over. The most of the
secesh at home are neutral –
those under arms having fled
from this state & Ky on account
of the advance of our forces
(p. 94)
southward. Soldiers are fleeing
in every direction all about here
on duty or taking care of their
homes. Now 6 o’clock I feel
quite rested to what I did
when we first reached here.
The day has been sultry.
I am on duty as Sergeant
of the Guard. I never saw a
village built so peculiarly as
this is, in the woods, and so scat-
tering. The Memphis and Ohio RR
and the Nashville and Tenn RR form
make a junction here, but the
roads are not in operation now.
I retired at 1 o’clock feeling
Oh! how tired. It is pretty
hard business to soldier & do
guard when on the march. Very warm. It has
been.
(p. 95)
Wednesday June 11, 62
The skies are clear. The days
altogether sunny and the eve
beautiful. I have felt quite
down in the mouth all day
on account of being up so long
without sleep. We have had
no duty to do. I took a bath
in the afternoon.
Thursday June 12th 1862
The atmosphere is smoky & clear,
the days very warm and sunny & the
dust so plenty. I sewed all the fore
noon on my pants putting on
stripes, etc. The Secesh are flocking
in to take the oath of allegiance
as penitent and humble as a ...
One came in yesterday who
wished a pass to go outside the
pickets. He went to the General
and told him he was a Secesh,
(p. 96)
that he aided & abetted the
Rebellion etc. of course the
pass was not given it. He there
fore went away disappointed but
should surprise us but the fact
that this morning he was found hanging
to a tree dead dead dead. Some
of Jennisons perpetrated the deed.
Every day dozens of teams go out
to pick corn and give orders for
pay on the post. Q.M. at Columbus
who will not pay them until
the bearer takes the oath of alleg-
iance. A good trick that.
Friday June 13th 1862
Still warm and sultry. I am
feeling quite well. A bold hand-
ded robbery was committed
last even. resulting in the
robbery of a union man of
$400 in cash. An order
(p. 97)
severe in its nature was issued
by the Commdg Gen & published at
dress parade. Also some beehives
with honey bees & all were stolen.
We now are having dried peaches
& apples to eat and corn dodgers too.
Gen Mitchell compliments our
Co. by saying that it is the best
Co in his Brigade & the best one
he ever saw. Gen Mitchell has
a very easy way of doing his
business especially with the Secesh
whom he allows to go about un-
molested even if they openly af-
firm they are Secesh & abet & aid
the Rebellion. The order published
last evening contains a very
degrading clause which he
applied to the entire Union Army.
It was this “that thieving was
a prevalent characteristic of
the entire Army north” -
(p. 98)
a compliment that enrages
all of us to a high pitch of
disrespect towards him. He
has to much sympathy for the
traiterous rascals for a man
engaged in supressing rebell-
ion.
Saturday June 14, 62
Still uncommonly warm &
sultry, very dry so dry that
vegetation is curled. Lazed
about all day, read some, sport-
ed some, etc. -retired early. All
seem to be in good spirits &
are cheerful. The Pickets shot in 5
secesh prisoners from the
Rebel army. They fired on to
us. One had a furlough. The
other was wounded. All were
short robust fellows. In the
eve they were taken to Columbus.
(p. 99)
Sunday June 15, 62
No use of saying it is sultry
& dusty & dry etc. for it is get-
ting to common & to well estab-
lished. Emmit & Hurd, Bangs
& myself went with forage teams
after corn away into Kentucky
about 10 miles. All in all we had
quite a comical time inasmuch
that we had a good dinner at
a plantation cooked by the black
beauties. It surprises me to see
rich old planters living in such
rude houses and in such rude
stiles. So it is all over the country.
The darkeys seem to be well cared
for. The residences are generally
in thickets of timber of which there
is plenty. The products are wheat
corn & hay - the latter being cut
in large quantities & prep for sale.
(p. 100)
Fruit is very plenty indeed %
everyone has an orchard. The
farms are uncommonly large
and far between. Corn Dodgers
are all the go. Sour lobbered milk
is a rarity and delicate dish. Com-
ing back we milked some cows
in a pasture, how good!
The stock is of superior quality
blood. We reached home at
7 o’clock.
Monday June 16, 1862
We were aroused all of us at
3 o’clock in order to be ready
for our march at an early hour.
Everything ere 5 was packed &
in good condition for traveling
but some delay hindered and it
was 7 before we marched and
after we did start the roads were
so muddy in spots that the
(p. 101)
teams could hardly get along,
& so it was for 3 or 4 miles stop
stop stop. Finally the roads
became good, and now we had to
go, the sun shone like a hot fur-
nace. The dust flew. It seemed as if
we would suffocate. The greater part
for the way here (to the RR bridge
7 miles) has been timber as large
as evergreen. The Wis 12 are build-
ing the bridge here over which was
burned about 6 weeks since. Our
stop at the bridge was quite pro-
tracted inasmuch that the cupling
pole to our wagon broke & we had
to make a new one. At 3 we started
and went through all timber
till we stopped 4 miles distant.
Our camp was located on an
opening surrounded by woods.
No sooner were we snugly
(p. 102)
settled than strong indications
of rain exhibited themselves &
all commenced digging trenches,
etc. around their tents, but before
all had completed their job, down
came the rain in perfect
torrents accompanied by tremen-
dous thunder and sharp lightening,
drenching the tardy ones not
their beds. Some stripped &
ran out into the rain to wash
themselves - others staid in. It
rained a long time. Oh! how
it did thunder! Then the rain
poured. Quite refreshing after
such a warm spell. In the
I could not sleep much, so
much noise the portentious
clouds made as the wind
lightenings darted through
the sky.
(p. 103)
Tuesday June 17, 1862
The skies were looming all day
though at times the sun would
peep through and shed heat oppress-
ive to our very bodies. We started
not so early as common. The first
half dozen miles was muddy trav-
eling, sticky & gummy but then we
reached the extent of the shower
and it was some dusty. As on
previous days much of the way
was through timber over rolling
land. Residences were crude and
old – now & then secesh to the
backbone. Our march was about
12 miles, the last of which was
through a pure union country
with one or two exceptions. That
portion known as the Ethridge
District. Now E-- is a clerk
in the House of Representatives.
(p. 104)
The spirit of unionism that
he spread in the minds in this
immediate vicinity proves that
the power of human intellect
over outsiders. One house we
passed was a scene pictured of
a very effecting nature. It was
occupied by a family of loyal-
ists true hearted and firm. Their
home was a crude log one. As
we approached them they ran
out overjoy at our coming
with tears streaming down
their cheeks. Their hands were
clasped in ecstacy. Their look
so benign and unaffected that
altogether it produced a war-
mth of feeling within us all.
Our hands were grasped with
an uncommon grip firmly
pressed. The band struck
(p. 105)
up and played a few strains for
them, then gave three cheers
for our worthy cause and after
having been treated with all
they had in the way of delicacies
on we started, refreshed and r-
enewed to go ahead and revise others
from their gloom. We are
camped close by the home of E—
Ethridge in a beautiful section
of country, the best we have passed
through yet. Where some hand-
some mansions are seen in a
clover field. Jennisons boys are
gay fellows into nigger stealing
every time. Which is contrary
to the desires of our Genl. He
threatened & in fact issued an
order stating that he would
muster the Kansas troops out
if they did not stop it.
(p. 106)
Wednesday June 18, 1862
It rained again last night
like every thing but yet the
sun shone the most part of the
day very warm. In the forenoon
a great many of us went over to
the widow Ethridges after berries,
plums and mulberries. How thick
they were! We all returned with
hats full. In the afternoon at
dress parade upwards of 50 or 60
citizens, ladies and gentlemen came
to witness the scene. I was de
tailed for guard once more. I
do dislike the business! It was
confusion in camp all the
fore part of the night. Boys
were prowling about the houses
close by thieving pistols were
fired, dogs barked and just
before midnight
(p. 107)
A messenger from Trenton came
on double quick in to camp
with an order for us to report
as soon as possible to Trenton
for an attack was expected.
An old man, a strong secesh
was brought in. He remained
about here disturbing the
unionists around, exposing them
to the insults of the Rebel Scouts
etc.
Thursday June 19th 1862
Cloudy more or less all day.
At three o’clock the band struck
up & played several times to arouse
us from sleep to prepare for
a march to Trenton. At 7 we
started, having been obliged to
leave our baggage behind for
the teams had gone to Union
City. The beautiful country
(p. 108)
around about the Ethridge
district soon disappeared &
as heretofore on other sections
it was swampy, woodsy & to
clayey for good land. So it was
all the way, 24 miles rather
rude farms & farm houses
yet in many instances corn
and other crops looked well. The
majority of the people were Rebel
open and frank about always
stating plainly what they
were. I admire such honesty.
We arrived at T- at 1/2 past
5 o’clock & if ever I was tired
it was then. We were obliged
to stand a long while that
preparations for quarters might
be made & when we did
start I could scarcely move
and was so cold. Finally
(p. 109)
we concluded to occupy the
Depot - a large brick building
sufficiently large. As we
passed through the town quite
a good many burst into tears
either through fear or on
account of joy at our coming
& when the morning evening
gun was fired how startled all
were.
Friday June 20th 1862
Still with prospects of foreven
it is warm. I took a walk up
through the town. Some of its streets
are pleasant, well shaded & well
laid out. Once it was a place
of trade & prosperity but now the
most of the houses are vacated
their contents left to the mercy
of the finder. A few still keep
up the trade. With but little
(p. 110)
custom for prices are so dear
calico 50c for yd, coffee 90c lb,
salt 25c lb, no tea. Some
men shoes $4 and $5 a pr., boots $10,
flour $28 baril, etc. A great many
left when they heard of our coming.
One was a doctor. He left
his medicines, wines, liquors
of all kinds and fled. We had
quite a feast. The spirit of
succession is strong. The union
flag floats over the Court House
and the artillery occupy the
building for their quarters. App
les are ripe, so are plums.
The boys make free the use
of them as well of the
guttersnips and beefs. The
out and out secesh are entirely
mute and cold hearted, dis-
dainful, and overbearing.
(p. 111)
As soon as we reached here
we immediately confiscated a
dozen or fifteen bbels. of sugar
therefore we have sweet enough.
How very cool it is towards
morn. I can hardly keep
warm. We, our Co, were made
the remot Guards of Trenton.
It contains the 1500 inhabitants.
Saturday June 21, 62
It is pretty warm weather, yet
it does not seem uncomfort-
able to me at this particular time.
I have symptoms of fever & ague,
my bones ache from head to foot.
I have some fever too. I think
quinine will kill the chills
and aches. In the morn 200
men from the country with
the Stars & Stripes floating over
their heads marched in
(p. 112)
to the Provost Marshall’s office
and took the oath of alligence to
the Union. Union speeches
were made and applause tre
mendous was occassioned. The
signs are in our favor, all
is moving favorably.
Sunday June 22d 62
Clear & bright and warm beyond
my description. I on duty as
Sergt. of Guard. All day I had
a violent headache accompa-
nied by chills not very severe.
Religious services were atten-
ded to at both churches. Many
of the boys attended. In the eve
some one broke into a Saloon
& stole 2 bars of whiskey. The
day was dreary to me. I would
like to hear from home
and from other friends.
(p. 113)
An order was published prohib-
iting soldiers entering houses ord-
ering meals and then not pay for it
and Jayhawking too, etc.
Monday June 23d 1862
Cloudy in morn. I felt really
bad, my head ached and being on
duty fatigued me. I retired early.
Tuesday June 24th 62
About noon it rained like
everything until mother earth
was quenched of her thirst. Our
team reached us about 10 o’clock.
I had an extremely painful
headache all day and at night
had a high fever. I thought
I should be sick. It is un-
pleasant to be ailing away
from home and that in the
army. Four Regts arrived.
The force is getting to be
(p. 114)
quite strong. The first loco-
motive from the South arrived
at 1 o’clock - soon the road will
be completed its whole length.
Wednesday June 25 62
I felt some better so that I
went on duty as Sergt & officer
of the guard. Early in the morn
the 7th Kansas left and the 1st Kans.
arrived and citizens both men &
women came in to attend
the Union Meeting. Soon a
great crowd had assembled
but what should add to it
but the galloping of up
wards of 300 farmers from the
adjacent country some on
mules, some on horses mil-
itary style to take the oath
and show their loyalty for the
stars & stripes. Their ban
(p. 115)
ner bore this device “Washing-
ton Flag” How puny and un-
healthy the countenance of all
both men and women and especially the
children of which there are large
numbers both black and white. The
owners of slaves have attempted to
make them believe that our
intentions were to take all
of them that we could, transport
them to Cuba and there sell them
to get money to carry on the war
that had horns and would hook
their very heads off. We had quite
a lively time keeping the boys
from taking the whiskey in town,
nearly every saloon was broken
into and barrels of it destroyed.
Some boys are bent on stealing
all they can and the Kans 1st are
great liquor lovers.
(p. 116)
Thursday June 26th 1862
The sun shone very warm
part of the day. My head ached
some. I did not feel able to
march so I staid here with
the rest of the infirm to go
in the care. Our Battalion
marched at 6 o’clock for
Humbolt 12 miles down the
RR. No rations were left
for us so we were obliged to
shirk for ourselves. Emmet
& I took a walk into the coun
try and dined with a good old
farmer who minds his own
business, a union man, a
man who is benevolent & kind &
believes in justice. The opinion
of the majority of Tennesseans
is that the Confederates would
lay down their arms
(p. 117)
immediately if they knew we
were not fighting to destroy
slavery and liberate the slaves.
Very unfortunate for our
country that a correct un-
derstanding does not exist in
regard to our troubles which
are incurring an enormous
debt expense besides loss of life.
Friday June 27th 1862
Appearances of rain lowered in
the heavens all day yet the
clouds cried not till night. Our
expectations of certainly going to
Humbolt where our Regt. is were
not gratified. Upwards of sixty
of us loitered from morn till
night hoping to go living on
the benevolence of the Q M who
gratuitously furnished us with all
the hard head we wished.
(p. 118)
Just after the train which past
here for Columbus at 11 o’clock
a.m., some scamps were mean
and bold enough to tear up the
track some distance below here
for three hundred yards. A Co.
from the Kans 1st were sent
to repair and guard. A Co. of
Jackson Cav. are reported to
be in camp 3 miles from here
and at other places too, I have
felt rather worse today.
Saturday June 28th 1862
It rained last night so that
the air is pure and invigorating
but old sol does warm things
to a great extreme. About 5
o’clock we the refugees left at
Trenton got aboard the cars
for Humbolt 12 miles south
to join our Co. It seems
(p. 119)
quite easy to travel in the cars
compared with marching. We
found the boys comfortably
situated. This is the Juncture
of the Mobile & Ohio & some other
RR. The Depot is a large commodious
building--only a few houses com-
pose the town all around close by
are thick woods. In the guard house
there is a secish prisoner who shaved
the head of a union man by force.
A considerable secesh property has
been found - clothing sugar etc.
The wind blowed briskly & the
lightening glared and the thunder
rolled the fore part of the evening.
I retired early feeling middling
well. This is a very nasty
place - dusty & right in the
open field to. I am anxious
for the war to close.
(p. 120)
Sunday June 29, 62
Extremely warm. It is Sun-
day and it looks Sunday like
out around. I made out the
payroll not withstanding for
to-morrow we must be mus
tered any way. The Provost
Marshall seized a lot of secesh
clothing and burned them besides
other equipment. Nothing of
much account transpired. At
night it rained some and was cooler.
Monday June 30th 1862
Rather agreeable out to day
our muster was short. The Col.
only just having called the roll.
We expect to leave here soon
on an important expedition.
I feel quite well and fin-
ished making out the rolls.
(p. 121)
Tuesday July 1st 1862
It rained slightly early in the
morn & more or less all through
the day. According to orders the
Battery & Kans. 7 started for
Union City and we struck tents
and packed up. Marched to the
Depot to be in readiness for the
train to take us there. Some
delay occurred and we remained
till night waiting, when orders
were received from the Brigadier
countermanding the orders we
were under through the day. It
caused some surprise for the
telegraph news from McCelland
seemed to indicate a reverse on
his part - rumors of a serious
nature were afloat all tending
to cause a considerable slang
talk. Soon we made beds for
(p. 122)
the night on the porch of
the Hotel (Osborne House) contented
for what would be the use of
being discontented and fretful.
I walked up into the town (what
there is of it) to get something to
eat in the shape of pies. After
waiting about an hour for some
to be baked, my appetite was grat
ified by the privilege of devouring
a whole one. There are only a few
stores and they are nearly empty,
a few dwellings all of which
are more or less obscured by the
timber. The boys usually are
well, only a few complaining
from diarrhea & such com-
plaints. It was my good luck
to sleep on a board again,
the soft side of it of course
I slept well.
(p. 123)
Wednesday July 2d 1862
This is my natal day--a
right pleasant one. It had
recalled to mind many pleas-
ing remembrances of other days
enjoyed with such heartfelt
pleasure which I look back
upon with a longing desire
for days spent with certain
ones on my birth to return
once more. Will my next birth
day (if living) be enjoyed with
old acquaintances & friends?
Perhaps. One year ago, I was
in Pine Grove Penn. My school
had closed and I was staying to
enjoy the Fourth with the
fair ones of that romantically
situated place. Now I am
in Humboldt Tenn. with
my Regt waiting patiently
(p. 124 ---see account page)
(p. 125)
for orders to move somewhere.
Not until 4 o’clock were
we sure of moving when a train
came from Trenton to convey
us South. Some of the boys were
out after berries. Others were swi-
mming and still others were
loitering about impatiently around
and in the Hotel. What a rush
there was for baggage when the
car whistled for a stop. Two got
left, Kemble and Robohl. Soon after
starting we were in Jackson 18
miles south on the RR where
we stopped for the night. No
quarters were prepared for us,
only such as the freight car
we rode in furnished. Many
slept on there, while others
bunked on the ground. Supper
was prepared by 10 o’clock
(p. 126)
of coffee, crackers and bacon. Some
had stewed berries & potatoes
which they had hawked. Jackson
is a handsome city, a tastily
planned city, a magnificently
grand one of 5000 inhabit
ants - so neat & clean, so well
shaded and such beautiful res
idences and pleasure grounds oc-
cupied by wealthy ones of earth
of course. Three Brigades are
quartered here belonging to
McClernands Division, the most
of which are Illinois boys. I
slept soundly but was cross
pained to think we had no
better place to sleep. Some
one was moaning all night.
We were obliged to stay
near by for fear the cars
start.
(p. 127)
Thursday July 3d 1862
The sun rose in as clear a sky as ever
looked upon us mortals & shone with
warmth unbearable almost the
most part of the day. We left
Jackson at 4 o’clock for Corinth.
For the first 10 miles we fairly flew
through space - then a portion
of track was reached all covered
with weeds. It was almost im-
possible for the cars to go so slippery
the track was. scarcely 1 mile an
hour was made. The old iron horse
being to weak to draw such a
long train up an upgrade
rendered so slippery. Finally 1/2
the train was left until the
other half was drawn to good
going - then back they went to
get that. Blackberries were O,
so thick each side the track
(p. 128)
and in the lots. We picked lots
of them and while the engine was
back for the left half I picked
nearly a pint which made a
good meal. This was at a station
not far below it. The train stopped
at a farm house where a dozen
women were waiting with pies
to sell, berry & apple pies. They
were rather inferior looking. The
most of them foreigners - The French
girls were as sharp as needles.
The country passed through was
swampy to a considerable extent.
All woods most some high land
through where corn and cotton was
planted & growing nicely. The land
seems to be some clayey, yet loamy.
As we approach Corinth
breastworks secesh were seen
near the RR and a deep cut
(p. 129)
was passed through where the
land presented in the cut an
appearance altogether curious. It
was glistening & sparkling with
small, very small bright stones
mixed with the clay. No stones
are to be seen. Corinth was reached
at noon. I knew that once it
must have been a very business
place. The Depot of the Mobile & O
RR has been burned as well as
a large brick building. How much
else I know not. I shall judge
it contained 600 pop. Now all
the business houses are used as
commissary buildings for U.S.
Such a stench as arises from the
provisions burned by the Secesh
is scarcely endurable. Soon orders
were received to proceed 4 miles
SE to camp. We started &
(p. 130)
traveled at a good pace. Passed
Reg after Reg of Ill & O boys till
a whole Division were passed.
Genl Rosecranz would have
nothing to do with us the Kans
troops,--for said he--they are thieves
& robbers -undisciplined & rough
but regular tigers to fight.
So every Commander bluffed
us off until we reached the
land of Jeff where we stopped
for the night. No tents were p
itched. All slept on the ground.
Supper was cooked after a while
which was greedily swallowed.
I was detailed for guard
even if tired & unwilling to go.
We are quartered in the
woods, a lovely place. All
the troops here are in the
woods where the land is
(p. 131)
rolling, where water is good and
where the utmost cleanliness is
presented. Straglers continue to
come in. The whereabouts of the
Southern Army is unknown &
hunting for them is of no use.
Everything goes as regular
as clockwork & the General is overly
particular.
Friday July 4th 1862
Oh! what a lovely day--- the
glorious Fourth! Day of enthusi-
asm and rejoicing. We all hail
thee with hearts burning with
patriotic fire. Cannons boomed
all day in honor of this eventful
day - speeches were made in some
Regts. Cheers were utter. News
from Little Mac were received
of an exciting nature which
altogether made the day lively.
(p. 132)
Sat July 5th 1862
The thermometer must in
icate 100 degrees above zero for
a mere scorching sun I
never turned my back up to.
This has been a general day
of cleaning up, and making prep-
arations for easy sleeping. All
in our tent have made bunks
of limbs to sleep using pine
foliage for feathers. I would
not wish for a better bed
at present. We are all greatly re-
joiced at the favorable news
from McClelland who is grad-
ually advancing on to Richmond
with surety. - our Brigadier
arrived in the afternoon bring-
ing with them an Inspection Genl
to inspect our Batallion who
was pleased paying us a compliment
at our appearance.
(p. 133)
Sunday July 6th 1862
This is a perfect cessation of
clear warm weather. Early in
the morn with Ed & John Long
I went to the 51st Ills. to see C
McHenry and other friends. It was
real refreshing to see some whom
I once new. It takes one back to
the past so easily recalling to
mind recollections of other days.
Every encampment appears
very neat, all the turf is dug off
and cleanly swept. Bunks are built
all is comfortable. What an ex-
tensive piece of timber, thousands
of acres rolling of pine in some
ridges, oak and walnut. The ravines
abounding in springs of water
living and pure. I do love this
position for camping. If one
only keep healthy.
(p. 134)
Monday July 7th 1862
The news from Richmond are u
pon the whole in our favor.
even if repulsed over them.
Six days of incessant fighting
has though destroyed thousands
of lives istimate 15,000 at
T. We marched for our new
camping ground with our all
on our backs 1½ off. I for one
nearly feinted coming up that
hill. Our camp now occupies
the same one that some Ill
troops did. It was no trouble
to fix our sleeping cradles for
plenty were found all made.
What dreadful warm weather!
It is pleasant though. I
would like to hear from home.
Why don’t I? Papers are
received every day.
(p. 135)
Our comforts - in regard to eat-
ables are,(what we get from
Uncle Sam) the same, coffee
hard crackers, beans & rice
over and over. I get sick of
such monotonous dishes. By
going two or three miles black
berries can be found. Now
and then those who have money
can get delicacies from Sutler
but prices with him are to
great to indulge much. I
presume that after a while veg
etables from the Q M will
be received then something pal-
atable can be fixed. Plenty
such as it is reigns. The Negro
question agitates contemptiously
the minds of the great bulk
of the army here. Why by our
actions create such confusion.
(p. 136)
Tuesday July 8th 1862
Very warm again, almost en-
ough to melt a person yet at
times the sun felt oh! so good.
I had the ague which accounts
for such feelings. I felt very
bad all day. I retired early.
Wednesday July 9th 1862
No changes -save that is was
cloudy a little. I felt better
the most of the day. The Battery Kan
1st & 7th arrived -the train too.
Our Brigadier (R.B. Mitchel)
was put under arrest for allow-
ing the reported outrages (which
are false) to be commited. Without
interference Halleck himself &
all his Ill & Iowa & Ohio troops are
suspicious of us for we belong
to a Kans. Reg and just be-
cause the Kansas 7th has been
(p. 137)
unjust rough in the way of
stealing we are so charged. It
is a hard pill to swallow, but if
they don’t like our style let them
muster us out as has been threa-
tened. I do wish they would. Every
officer in the Brigade would resign
if their companys could. A
dreadful state of affairs exists.
Wednesday July 9th 1862
The sky clouded. It rained in
the afternoon some. I felt quite
down. A disturbance of some
kind is brewing for privacy and
consultation is common. The
news from Richmond is in
our favor. I think the loss
of the rebels being greater.
Now our armies are resting
for more rigorous exertion.
I retired amidst thunder and lightening.
(p. 138)
Thursday July 10th 1862
It is very monotonous now.
We have a sutter who furnish-
es many goodies at exorb-
itant prices. I keep about
the same. News from little
McC are very favorable for
we are whipping them like
everything.
Friday July 11th 1862
Everyone says the weather
is uncommonly cool for this state.
The nights are cool & com-
fortable as one pleases.
Saturday July 12 62
How cool & agreeable the
weather, cool nights. I felt
better till night when this
ague again attacked me &
I felt as bad as ever
so lame.
(p. 139)
Thursday August 14th 1862
Since my last writing I
have been unable to keep
up my diary on account
of ill health -sickness.
If I remember correctly
I was taken to the Genl
Hospital at Farmington Miss
on the 20th ult with the Fever
and Ague from which I soon
recovered. The Typhoid Fever
than attacked me and for
about 7 days I was unconscious
of what was going on. The
fever left me in a very re-
duced state of Physical health
so that I was almost entirely
helpless. As soon as I had
gained a little strength
I with hundreds more rem-
oved to Northern Hospitals.
(p. 140)
I having been sent to
Camp Benton St. Louis.
I never shall forget how
killing the ride was from
Farmington to Hamburg
in that government wagon
drawn by six mules, over
the corduroy or log roads
slam bang. I was very
weak and I veryily believe
if we had not had a bottle
of “Old Bourbon” we would
all have died. Oh! dear
me I can imagine how I
felt and was wracked about
first one side and then
the other of the wagon.
I came here via Tenn
River - (a beautiful stream
romantic) Ohio and Miss.
The hospital I am in
(p. 141)
is located on the Fair
Grounds about 4 miles
from the business portion
of St. Louis. It was used (the
building) last fall as a
genl recruiting office. The
room we occupy is an ob-
long circle lighted on the
sides and at the top of
the room. Trees surround
and shade us on all sides
other near buildings are
in plain sight. The am-
fitheater is close by, a nice
place to go to walk. A more
appropriate place or location
for a Hospital could not
be found. So retired it is.
On the way here and since
I came here which was
on the 7th inst. I have
(p. 142)
had a large abscess on
the side of my face. It
is better now. I am still
very weak though on the
gain. Today I feel rather
lazy. Now a Regt of soldiers
are passing by marching by
the energetic music of the
fife and drum There are
67 sick or convalescent ones
here, none very sick. Some-
times I get uneasy but I
try to keep up good spirits.
It rained a little this morn.
Friday Aug 15th 1862
A very cool day. It has rained
around us a considerable
most certainly. I am gain-
ing strength and improving
generally as fastly as I
could expect. I saw a stick
(p. 143)
or two of wood every morn for
exercise. Even one stick worked
into makes my arms ache as
much as if I had sawed or
chopped a half a day when well.
I have no muscle now at
all. I weigh only 108 lbs. - making
40 lbs loss of flesh since last
March.
Saturday Aug 16th 1862
Still cool yet sunny. I walked
a considerable in the after-
noon. Nothing worthy of note
transpired.
Sun. August 17th 1862
The weather more mild than
for days past. I felt quite dum-
pish all day for want of exer-
cise I think. The most of the
sick ones are doing well, some
are imprudent though.
(p. 144)
Monday Aug 18th 1862
Bright and pleasant. I have
felt pretty well all day, more
energetic. I can see that I
am gaining. I am thankful
that prospects are so favorable.
We all the sick here were
mustered for pay in the forenoon.
Tuesday August 19th 1862
A more beautiful day we have
not had for a good spell. It
was sunny but agreeable to be
out. I was sent to the board-
ing house to eat on the hearty
table. We had for dinner boiled
beef, boiled cabbage, potatoes &
bread. Oh! how well the cabbage.
The first that I have had in
many months - did relish. For
supper we had beets & tomatoes & cabbie
(p. 145)
vegetables. I do relish and
never grow tired of. In the
afternoon I shaved my whiskers
all off. It left my face look-
ing rather thin.
Wednesday August 20th 1862
Somehow or other this has been
a muggy day with me. I
roamed about a great deal.
The eve gratified me
with two letters, one from home
and one from J-. It had been
a long time since I had heard
from either.
Thursday Aug 21st 1862
Every rain sign indicates rain.
At noon the havens darkened
but here the clouds seemed to
be gusty ones yet it rained
enough to nicely settle the
dust. I am feeling quite well.
(p. 146)
Friday Jul Aug. 22 1862
A pleasant sunny day. I am
feeling a little disinclined
to exsrcise enough for the
diet I have, consequently dull-
ness is the consequence. I
would like some of the vari-
eties of life such as corn,
cake, pie, different kind
of meat, fruits etc. but all
such if I have must buy &
at present that I can not
do.
Saturday August 23d 1862
Rather yes quite cool in the
morn. I could scarcely keep
warm. I feel a dullness
as the day previous. It must
be caused by the diet I
now have. I am quite sure.
(p. 147)
Sunday Aug 24th 1862
Very comfortable all day. I
felt really out of tune. There
was preaching at the amfi-
theater but such a contin
uous heavy tramp of green
soldiers, which were coming
to hear preaching all the while
destroyed the interest of the
discourse for me.
Monday Aug 25th 1862
Warmer a considerable &
I am feeling a considerable
better too. Although some
cause from my cold.
Sept 1st 1862 Monday
We had a refreshing shower
last night that inspires this
morning all with new life
and vigor. Brother Frank
(p. 148)
has been with me the
past 3 days. His sudden
arrival was very unexpected
and it created joy within my
heart only known to myself.
He left this morn. I have
felt decidedly better also
for some days back. My cold
having been gradually work-
ing off. In afternoon had
a fever which did not go
off till dark. Late in the
eve or after 9 o’clock we were
startled by the groans of a
soldier who had been shot
for attempting to run the
guards. He was brought
here. A nice cool breeze
has blown all day. Get
where there is no wind,
it is very warm.
(p. 149)
Saturday Sept 6th 1862
The most of the time since I
last wrote I have not felt
very well - a kind of mixture of
fever and ague. It has been
pleasant the most of the
time. Has rained some etc.
My appetite is not very good
for such as we have to eat.
In the eve it rained very
hard indeed and a great deal
cooling the atmosphere making
all more agreeable and fresh.
Sunday Sept 7, 1862
Cool and fall like. I have felt
good to day, better than for
some time. I am in hopes
that now I shall get along
well & fastly. This is good
weather for gaining.
(p. 150)
Monday Sept 8th 1862
Still fall like. cool though
the day & sunny & cool nights.
I have felt quite like myself
all day, rather more vigorous
and lively. I was surprised in
the morn or last eve by the
swollen condition of my feet
caused by weakness only so
the Dr. says.
Friday Sept 12th 1862
Real cold this morn. It
rained most all day yes-
terday very hard at times &
easy. I have been sawing
wood this week for the cook
room and have eaten with
the Dr. and nurses where board
is good and as at home. I
hope I shall be able to
stand it.
(p. 151)
Sat Sept 13th /62
The sun appears again and
the weather is more mild than
yesterday. I can’t imagine
what makes me so sleepy.
I think I am slowly on
the improve since having
come in here to work & dine.
If I only can get every organ
in a healthy state.
Sunday Sept 14, 62
I have felt pretty well as
usual getting tired before
night although I do but
little.
Tuesday Sept 16th 1862
(Date was written in but no entry for this day)
[Sergeant Herbert E. Cotes died September 24, 1862.]
(pp. 152-169 blank)
(p. 170)
William H. Williamson
The cook at Ward
No C Benton Barra
-cks St. Louis MO
Don’t forget me
Sargent When
you get a way
here if you pleas
(pp. 171-214 blank)
(p. 124 – out of sequence)
Photograph account D
Nelson Sheppard 50
Josiah Sheppard 50
Arthur Welding 50
Aaron Kesy Kendall 50
James Robinson 50
Asa Spurlock 1.00
L. Mulnix 50
Corp Hurd 1.50
Orderly Slemmons 50
Whirten Kinsey 50
Jesse Slaman 50
John Noak 50
John Long 50
E Adams 1.00
J English 50
N Martin 1.00
E Joslin 50
T Ball .50
$11.00
Sept 1 Frank lent me 1.50
(p. 217-220 Memorandum starting with page 220 and writing backward)
(p. 220)
Memorandum
Apr. 19 Received a letter from Home
“ 21 Received a paper from Mrs. Green
“ 25 Mailed a letter to Mother
“ 26 Mailed a letter to R. B. J.
and a paper too
“ 28 Received a letter from Eli
“ 28 Received a letter from Frank
“ 30 Mailed a letter to Frank
“ 30 Received a letter from Home
May 1 Mailed a paper to Eddie
“ 1 Mailed a letter to Nahurn
“ 4 Mailed a paper to Mother
“ 4 Rec’d a letter from Aunt Lil
“ 7 Mailed a letter to Mother
“ 7 Mailed a letter to Eli
“ 9 Recd a letter from Jennie
“ 9 Recd a letter from Mother
“ 9 Recd a letter from Ford
“ 9 Recd a letter from Wheeler
“ 10 Mailed a paper to Barber
(p. 219)
May 9 Mailed a paper to Metcalf
“ 9 Mailed a paper to Frank
“ 11 Mailed a paper to Eli
“ 12 Mailed a letter to Jennie
“ 12 Mailed a letter to Ford
“ 12 Mailed a letter to Wheeler
“ 19 Rec’d a letter from Jennie
“ 23 Rec’d a letter from R.B.J.
“ 23 Rec’d a letter from Home
“ 23 Rec’d a letter from Mrs. Green
“ 24 Rec’d a letter from Jerome
“ 24 Rec’d a letter from Home.
“ 26 Mailed a letter to Jennie
“ 26 Mailed a letter to Mrs. Green
“ 26 Mailed a letter to Frank
June 1 Mailed a letter to Mother
1 Mailed a letter to Jennie
5 Mailed a letter to Mother
5 Mailed a letter to Jennie
6 Mailed a letter to Jen
“ 10 Received a letter from Eli
(p. 218)
June 10 Rec’d a letter from Gard
“ 11 Mailed a letter to Mother
“ 12 Mailed a letter to Mrs. Green
“ 13 Mailed a letter to Jennie
“ 17 Rec’d a letter from Frank
“ 17 Rec’d a letter from Irene
“ 20 Mailed a letter to Frank
“ 23 Mailed a letter to Mother
“ 29 Mailed a letter to Jennie
July 4 Mailed a letter to Mother
“ 7 Rec’d a letter from Mother
“ 10 Mailed a letter to Jennie
Aug 10 Mailed a letter to Jennie
Aug 9 Mailed a letter to Mother
“ 11 Mailed a letter to Capt.
“ 14 Mailed a letter to Frank
“ 15 Mailed a letter to Barber
“ 20 Mailed a letter to Mrs. Green
“ 20 Rec’d a letter from Mother
“ 21 Rec’d a letter from Jennie
“ 21 Mailed a letter to Jennie
(p. 217)
Aug 21 Mailed a letter to Joslin
“ 22 Rec’d a letter from Mrs. Green
“ 24 Mailed a letter to Mother
“ 29 Rec’d a letter from Barber
Sep 4 Rec’d a letter from Mother
“ 3 Mailed a letter to Jennie
“ 8 Mailed a letter to Eli
“ 11 Rec’d a letter from Jennie
“ 13 Rec’d a letter from Frank
“ 13 Rec’d a letter from Jerome
“ 17 Rec’d a lett
“ 17 Mailed a letter to Josiah
(p. 221)
Postage money rec’d of
Col Graham
Apr. 23d ------- .50
(p. 222)
Herbert E. Cotes
New Woodstock
Madison Co.
New York
(Inside back cover)
McDonald Co. K
McCauley Co. K
Megonigil Co. K
Lillie Co. K
Lucas Co. K
Kemper Co. K
Dorris Co. K
Hentz Co. K
------
JA Robinson Co. I
JY Robinson Co. I
J Shanks Co. I
R Pinkerton Co. H
J English Co. I
North Co. H
S Harper Co. I
W Sherman Co. I
N Williams Co. I
M Mullen Co. K
Jeffrey Co. K
Hardison Co. I
(Outside back cover)
Herbert E. Cotes
Kansas 8th reg.
Company I
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