From the Pen of Pellaluna
Vainoni Dreams
I find myself in the Necropolis, the City of the Dead. The shadows are the same, lurking beneath a full and blood-red moon swelled to fill half the sky, unnatural and yet not malevolent. The shapes of the buildings, beneath their ruby gilding, are also the same, half-collapsed ziggurats and rude cairns and everything in between, home to the rich and poor in the one place where all are equal. I breathe the air, thinking to find it fecund with rot, finding instead a bouquet of dry dustiness overlaid with incense and old linen. There are no plants.
I blink, and find that the City of the Dead is not empty. Men and women in all manner of dress and grave clothes pass me, pass through me andeach other. Their eyes are hollow sockets, their skin is grey, and they chill me when their dead flesh wafts through mine. None of them seem to notice me, to notice anything. Some of them are sobbing, a horrible, distant sound, and others are laughing or screaming. The sound is strangely thin, sharp and eerie. I shiver and begin to walk.
My feet know where to go, taking me with them as an unwilling passenger, my body moving of its own accord. A terror starts in me. I know where I am going, who will be there, and I want to turn and run. I want it so badly, yet my body continues walking like a condemned man to the gallows. I am screaming somewhere inside.
I know I have been walking a long time, tracing a path that is both familiar and newly unfolding, surrounded always by the dead. A music starts, deep as a heartbeat, subtle to the edge of hearing. It pulses with my terror. The dusty walls around me take on colors, malignant red and gangrenous green and the yellow of pus, in patterns that warp the eye and mind. A yellow light spills into the grey street. I have come to my destination.
Inside the building - temple, ziggurat, pile of stones? - it is warmer, filled with a pale and lazy smoke. This place smells of decay and old hatred. My feet stop.
They come, as I know they will, all those I have killed, all the people I have sent to this cold eternity. I remember all their faces, remember what it was like as the knife slid home, remember the smell of their blood. Each of them comes up to me in turn. Some of them touch me, their skin like clay, all of them look into my eyes, and I cannot turn my head to escape them. There are so many.
When they are done with this ritual, they stand in a circle around me, and I feel myself accused, and guilty. I wait there in that throbbing eternity, wait for what I know will come, until she steps into the circle. All my old childhood terrors well up within me at the sight of her, beautiful and hated. Death has not changed the swaying walk, the cruel smile, the promise of kindness overlaid with the threat of pain. She stops a few handspans from me, her eyes flickering green and gold, and I notice that her skin has a dusting of scale pattern.
"Vainoni," she says, and I see that her tongue is forked. "My daughter, I knew you would come back to me." No! I want to say. No! I am no part of you any longer. But my mouth cannot form the words.
"You are mine," she says. "I paid for you. What a high price, but it is not forever. One day you shall pay as well, and I shall be redeemed."
"No," I say at last, but the voice is weak, it is not mine. It is a child's.
"Yes," she says, laughing. "Why not bow to the inevitable? I can wait, and I have something that you will...want."
"I want nothing from you." My voice is not as strong as I would like it to be, and she smiles again at my weakness.
"You know nothing of what I can offer you. What you will someday want if you pursue that human of yours."
"He doesn't care for me." I try and make myself believe it.
"No matter. He is a human, and there will be others. And all of them will want children. Something you are unlikely to give them without my help."
"What do you mean?" I know I should not ask, but my mouth forms the words as my feet had walked me here, without my consent.
"I mean children. For you. No Lillum male will have you with your...taints, but to a human, you are a prize of rare value. It's a pity we don't breed with humans, isn't it?"
She is whispering in my ear now, from behind. Her feet haven't moved. Her body is coiled around mine.
"I made a deal for you and your brother, Vainoni. The deal is still open for you."
"You sold us before we were born. Father killed you for it."
"Your father knew about the deal. He started me on this path, you know. And when I would become more powerful than he, he killed me for it. You and your brother were simply playing pieces."
"No!" I scream. "No! Father loves us! He killed you to protect us! Stop lying to me!"
"Think about it, daughter." Her arms are around me now, her fingernails long and sharp against my throat and chest. "He has your true names. What do you imagine he plans to do with them?"
"He kept them to protect us from you!" My voice is cracking, straining upwards. I feel completely helpless, paralyzed with terror, and hate her for still being able to torment me.
"He cannot save you, even if he means to try. You will take my place eventually, unless you provide some sacrifices of your own. We are not unreasonable. The fathers will die, in human time. We can wait that long to take them."
"No! I would sooner cut my womb from my body myself than bear victims for you." But she smells my guilt, the guilt of asking a good man, who would be a good father, to never have children of his own. Her coils tighten around me.
"A little deal, Vainoni. Their fathers need never know. And think how ... happy it would make them. And you would redeem your own suffering. Eventually."
"I want nothing from you," I say, and my voice is stronger, more my own.
"Too bad. Then you are of no more use to me." She releases me, turns, and makes a little gesture with her fingers. I realize what it means when the dead begin to move towards me.
I don't care. I let them surround me, and my senses are filled withcold clay and incense, and the feel of hands tearing me apart.
I wake screaming into the hot Yin Sloth night, my body soaked in sweat. Far off in the fields, the slaves are drumming to their gods.
Dearest Joshi,
I trust this finds you Well, and that the rainy Season has brought some Relief from the worst Heat of the year. I again find myself in unusual Surroundings, these particularly being the home of Loraan the Scholar, whose Acquaintance you have made on many Occasions. As you may Recall, his Family holds lands in the Yin-Sloth Territories, on the wild Borders of the Empire. Our trip here has been fraught with many Dangers, and some small unpleasantness with the Inquisition, but, as we were of no small Use in apprehending the Criminal they sought, our Party came under only passing Scrutiny. (The Criminal, by the way, was a murderous Changeling, who had decided to ply its Trade upon the great Boat by which we traveled into the Heart of the Jungle.)
I can only Say that this is a strange hot place, here at the Borders of the World. They have roaches here the Size of my two hands, and a great manner of Wondrous and Horrible Beasts. Only last night we slew a Serpent of enormous Size and terrible Cunning, which had been Terrorizing the Natives by consuming their Children and livestock. Lest you think that this was a Natural thing, let me assure you that an Evil magick had been laid upon the Snake, by which it lured Loraan from his bed, and was preparing to Consume him when Kendrick and I arrived. We were both gravely Wounded, and I approached Death from the violence of its Thrashings. Fortunately, Furin and a childhood Friend of Loraan's, who calls himself Sid and who seems to have been Trained in some manner of Healing, were on Hand to revive me and menda childhood Friend of Loraan's, who calls himself Sid and who seems to have been Trained in some manner of Healing, were on Hand to revive me and mend my Limbs, or you may have been short a Sister.
Although you know the Nature of my Profession, and that death is always a Risk, I have never come Closer to that cold shore than I did last night. At another time, this would have been of no real Concern, as I suffered no Lasting harm from my Experience, but I have been given much to Reflect upon in recent months. Not the Least of which being a Conversation with the Shade of my dear Master, who Entreated me to avoid death's Lands for as long as was Possible. He looked at me with such terrible Pity and unending Weariness, my Heart bled that he might find no more Happiness in all the long eternity. It caused me to think what I might take with me into that grey place, what warmth my spirit might hold against the chill Dullness, and the Tally returned much as you might expect. I have often felt myself a Thing with no more substance than a cookfire's Smoke, and having no more Direction than that, pushed one way and then another by Survival's perilous wind. And, like Smoke, when I am gone, only you would hold the fading Memory like the ghost of a Smell.
This thing occurred in Djarumir, a young City on the Mouth of the great river. The Natives here have strange and Powerful magicks by whichthey deal with Spirits and other beings. Our Father would scoff at the Arts here displayed, I am sure, and yet these people do with song and smell a Work much like his. Their Protections are not as good, and the Outcomes less determined, which led to great Harm for a conjurer-woman and her family, as the Thing they Summoned was not my Master, who I was seeking, but that Vile and Accursed thing to which our Mother gave her life. It is of the Opinion that it holds some Claim upon me. We shall see.
There is a great Mystery afoot here, and it is one that I think poses great Danger to the Party and to the Inhabitants of this House. Loraan had many years ago been Gifted with an amulet by his Mad Uncle, who lived out his Life in a Tower of this very House, and whose Face had not been Seen for thirty years before he died. While his Uncle was alive, the amulet was little Trouble, merely an odd gift from an odd relative, but since the Uncle's death, strange and terrible Dreams have been visited upon Loraan, a Phenomenon that has worsened in the house of his Childhood. He awakes screaming many times during the Night, and, as his Behavior has been most Erratic lately, I fear that this Gift is no Gift at all, but a curse that is driving him Mad. Even last night, in the jaws of the Snake, he seemed Mesmerized by some Force which was wearing his Body as I might a glove. The Mind-Mage has some explanation for the Nature of the Amulet which is beyond my Ability to Understand, saving that it is a Rune Artifact of great Power. Sid seems positively Disturbed by the Thing, and this is a Man who walks in another Place, largely untroubled by the more Mundane concerns of those around him. I think I am afraid of it.
Even now I am keeping a Vigil at Loraan's Bedside, which has been Warded in a way Familiar to both of us by the Nassur. The amulet has been kept Away from him, and it is our Hope that he may Revive himself in Restful sleep and offer a better Explanation for this Mystery than we currently Possess. He has been studying the Tower in which his Uncle was kept, and where he in turn kept his few Possessions, and I fear there is Much that he is not Sharing. Certainly Kendrick and Sid have both pressed him Publicly to award us some Information that they believe he has, and I would feel more Easy if I could plan against some Specific danger, and not be continually Reduced to responding to cries in the night. Kendrick and Sid are watching with me, as I had Hoped to glean some knowledge from their Conversation.
This brings me to another Topic, one which may seem Frivolous inlight of the momentous Events that seem to be afoot here, but of some Personal interest to me. Kendrick. We have been Companions now for many months, and, as you know, he is a Good man, although his Youth sometimes blinds him to the Complexities of the world. I think perhaps things are Simpler in the East, as well. Still, I have Lately found that a strange and troubling Change has come over the nature of my Feelings for him. Since entering the Nassur's Service, I have lived in close quarters with a greater Number of other people than at any Previous time, and I have come to Value their Company more than I thought Possible. Could it be that I have been Lonely? I never thought I was. Time moves differently for us, and I thought of Loneliness as a Human thing, arising from the Shortness of their lives and the Consequent need to live quickly ere the Opportunity escapes them. I was glad to be free of that Need, yet now I think perhaps the weeks were merely Empty, and my freedom was an Illusion by which I hid that Emptiness from myself. And in the matter of Kendrick, why, I find greater Satisfaction in sitting here writing this to you in the same room with him than in a Job well completed or a Perfect weight and heft of a Blade.
I have a Confession for you, Joshi. I kissed him. A Party of us hadgone into the Fields, there better to view the Stars and to enjoy the Coolness of the evening. We spotted the great Serpent moving through the grasses, and retreated to the House, not wishing to make a foolish and uninformed Attack against something so large, and once I reached my room, an Urge came over me. I felt the Need to make my Feelings known to him, and the Need was of such Urgency that it could not wait another Day, no nor another minute. I wonder, is this how Humans feel, is this imbalance of the Humors their continual state? Compelled to make some Move, I climbed down to his window and tapped on the shutters. It was Foolish, I suppose, as he is sharing a room with Loraan, and it would have been awkward to explain to
Loraan what I Wanted, had he been the one to answer my knock. But I was not thinking, and it was Kendrick, so all was well. I kissed him there, on the windowsill, much to his Surprise, I believe, as he said Little, and I had nothing to say, and so I went back to my room. We have not spoken of this since, although his Attitude towards me has changed in no obvious Way, which I choose to think is a good Thing. I have been most distracted since, and am altogether Glad that he has not chosen to make an Issue of it.
Still, even if this is not simply a fever-dream, and my feelings areShared, should I pursue them to a Conclusion? The Ballads are full of nothing but what Misfortune should come of such a Relationship. And then I fear there is some Awkwardness in the matter of the Nassur. He has been paying court to me, and I feel that he would not take Kindly to a Foreigner usurping his Place. He is an Honorable man, and he has never treated me with aught but Respect, and yet I find that my Heart does not draw me to him. It is, as all the Poets say, a Perverse organ. I had not thought that I had the Capacity for such Feeling, although I have loved you and my Master right well, this is Different. It disorders my Mind and makes my stomach move about within me in a most Alarming manner. And yet I am like some Addict. I do not want the Cure.
There are so few people here, and so little in the nature of Amusements that the Nassur is hard pressed to fill his Time. Kendrick had a tree-chopping contest with one of Loraan's brothers, who is as like to one of his other brothers as a reflection in a still pool of water is to you or me. Kendrick won, although the contest was Close, and I think that Kendrick was competing against the two men, and not just the one. He was provided with some Assistance by Sid, who knows much of the Lore of the plants of this area, and I believe served him some Potion mixed with Beer by which Kendrick was much strengthened. Loraan's brothers were quite Impressed, and I won five sheckels in a bet with Azaz, the Nassur's bodyguard, so a good time was had by All.
Sid is Interesting. He lives in the local Brothel, and is something of a wandering Chiurgeon, and is a known, if not universally Respected figure. He has known Loraan since they were Children, but seems to be more of the Jungle than of the West. Most of the Locals avoid the jungle Tribes, and are similarly avoided by them, but Sid seeks out their Company and wisdoms, and seems to have absorbed something of their Philosophy. He has offered me a Number of useful potions and poisons, and I think I would do well to learn more of what he Knows. He has asked me for a Dance, as there is a party being thrown in Honor of the Nassur by Loraan's mother, and I have accepted. He says he is a Good dancer, but his face went most Peculiar, and I have Apprehensions about the Type of Dancing to expect. The Nassur was not over-pleased by the Party, as he had wished to remain somewhat Anonymous, but Loraan forgot to inform his Mother of this Fact, another clear Sign that all is not Well with him. It will be a Diversion, and atleast my Accent will not Mark me here as it would in Ashur.
I am not sure that this letter will reach Ashur much ahead of me, or even whether I might send it on or be Compelled to keep it with me until my own Return. I will make Provisions in the case that things go Badly for us, and so you shall someday know that on this day I my thoughts were with you.
Keep you well, my brother.
By my Hand and Seal,
Vainoni Pellaluna
Dearest Joshi,
I regret to inform you that your sister is a Fool, intelligence that I am sure will come as no great Surprise to you. The evening has been passing Strange, although the only Woundings that occurred were delivered in the realm of Feeling, and I suppose that is something to be Grateful for. What have I done, what have I done I have betrayed myself, and I fear that I have gained Nothing thereby.
I have done something Unfortunate in the matter of Kendrick. I told him that I loved him, and I do. He has given me no Answer, perhaps because he was surprised by my Revelation, but more likely, I fear, because he does not share my Feelings. I knew it was a Mistake the moment the words left my lips, but it is the Truth, and it is Done, and I cannot undo it. So.
There was a Party tonight for the Nassur, given by Loraan's mother, and involving nearly the entire Area, or what was deemed worthy of the Nassur. Loraan's mother is a woman of discriminating Tastes, and so we were only treated to those who qualified as Society, although not so High a society as the Nassur is used to. I felt quite Comfortable, although I think my dress was too Bright for the Occasion. Still, I had passed much of the Evening in pleasant conversation, for the most part with Sid, the friend of Loraan's sister, who I have mentioned before, when I found myself on the Veranda with Kendrick. I expressed some of my feelings to him then, and when he did not seem to Understand, I pressed the Issue. It seemed to make him Happy, and he offered a Dance to me, as though that was the Next Thing to be Done. Perhaps it is some Eastern custom. So we danced, and I allowed myself to Indulge in that Fantasy of Happiness, and felt for those few minutes that I had emerged from some dark place into the Sun.
It was then that the Nassur came onto the Veranda, as he had noticed some Person inside who had likely been involved in our recent Troubles with the great Serpent. Now, the Nassur had indicated his Interest in me consistently throughout our Association, and is moreover a proud man, so I was somewhat apprehensive of his Reaction. The business at hand being more Pressing, he contented himself with a sharp Look, and I returned Inside to speak with Sid, who had some knowledge of the suspicious Person. Some Words passed between Kendrick and the Nassur, the Content of which I cannot guess. Sid supplied me with a sleep poison, with which I had no Trouble sedating our Friend, and he was Spirited away to a guest room in preparation of Furin's attentions. We hope to gain some Intelligence as to the Nature of our enemies and their goals through interrogating him.
Some Madness overcame me then, and I could leave things Unresolved no longer. I went to Kendrick's room, where he was conversing with Azaz, and revealed All. Azaz seemed a little relieved, for although he respects my Skill, I think he finds me no Suitable match for his Master. Kendrick refused to say More, excepting that he would talk of it Later. I then spoke to the Nassur, which was perhaps the most Difficult of all, for it is no Easy thing to disappoint one of my Companions, and I was moreover Worried that this would prove a source of Strife between him and Kendrick. Still, dishonesty would have been Worse. He was understandably a little Hurt, and none too well Pleased with this state of Affairs, yet he showed no Signs of hostility towards Kendrick or myself. I think the only injury done will be to Myself, should I be Refused. It could only be my Unease at having revealed myself in such an Uncharacteristic sentiment that makes me sure I will be, could it not?
If that is not so, and matters take the Course I fear they will, how could I have been so wrong - or so Foolish? I know myself to be no great Student of human Nature, but I was Certain my feelings would be Returned in some Manner. Perhaps if they were not Presented so Suddenly The last time I saw Twylla, she had grey in her hair. She looked Old. Yesterday we were Children together. Tomorrow she will be dead, and I will Remain unchanging. If I am Fated to Love where love lasts but Briefly, how could I wait? How could I trust myself to notice that ten years, or twenty, had gone by? Would I look up one day to notice that Kendrick was an old man, or gone back to the East, or dead, and I, having never said anything, would never know what might have been. My life will most likely be long. Could I live with never knowing throughout it? Or knowing myself a Coward too filled with fear to reach out for some different Future than our Dark and dreadful Past has ceded to us?
And it would be different, I am sure. In his eyes I see that he dreams me a Finer person than I ever dared dream myself. He dreams the world as a finer Place. I thought perhaps I could learn his dreams, make them my Own, in Time. I don't think that I know how to be a Person, Joshi. I know how to Survive, but I have lately come to Doubt that I know how to Live. The Dogs in the streets live much as I do, killing to defend territory, to establish their Place in the Order of things, to keep from being killed themselves. They have Nothing to waste on what they had to do Yesterday, and they face the Future with as little Thought. I made my life that way, for Reasons which I think that you can Guess, and have Woken to the reality of what I was living like waking from a long Fever. It is like a Dream, all those long years of terror and pain and power, of being a Predator. My Master said to me once, "Vainoni, some people are predators, and some people are prey, and once in a great while someone is better than either. Not everyone can be." I want to be something Better, but I don't know how. I thought I could learn. I thought Kendrick could teach me. I think I was an Idiot.
The Road is still there. Perhaps I can find my own way, and I certainly have plenty of Time to try. Still, the Predator in me is Strong tonight. I just want to kill something, but I think I'll go sharpen my Knives instead. It's rather Soothing.
By my Hand and Seal,
Vainoni Pellaluna
Letter from Kyrilos Pelleluna to Aliosh the Un-named
Aliosh -
I trust that this finds you well, and that you can spare time from your studies to honor me with a reply. I have grave news. Our mother, who has been in failing health for some little time, now feels that it is urgent that she conclude her affairs, so that she might spend her remaining days in peace of mind. She feels that we have done your children a great disservice by not offering them a place in the house before now, and that we have singularly failed them in allowing them to be taken from us at all. She wishes to see both Vainoni and Joshi as soon as is possible, and a visit from you would not be amiss. I have written to Joshi informing him of her wishes, and offering to provide any assistance he may require in the maintenance of his responsibilities or in the matter of travel costs. It has been thus far impossible to locate Vainoni, and it is my hope that you have some knowledge of her whereabouts and will pass this message on to her at your earliest convenience.
The fortunes of House Pellaluna continue to prosper, as I am sure that you will be glad to hear. We have had three healthy children born to the women of our house in the last ten years, and the young journeymen of our house have attained many advantageous positions in Society, and so our economical and political interests are likewise well-served. There are, however, some few matters which I do wish to discuss with you, and which I do not feel comfortable committing to paper. You know I would not ask this if it were not of the utmost importance.
By my Hand and Seal,
Kyrilos of House Pellaluna
Joshi,
I hope this finds you Well, and that you are not too Troubled by the recent Unpleasantness. I regret more than Words can express the Pain that you have suffered because of your Association with me, the more so because you are the only Decent thing to come from our Accursed House. Father has some Love for us, I know, but it will not save him from the Risks of his Profession. Pray for me, Joshi, I cannot Pray for Myself.
Although it is probably Unfair to expose you to more Horror, I feel that I must tell you about my most recent Adventures. Loraan, the young Scholar that I am protecting, has acquired a Student of his own, none other than the son of the Umer Tarquin Himself! His Quarters are quite Spacious, filling the Entire top Floor of the Dormitory, although he seems to find them barely Adequate. He Himself is a pleasant enough young Man, Arrogant as befits his Station, but not wantonly Cruel as some of the Powerful become. It has been made Clear that I might win a Position by making myself Available to him. It is Fortunate that he is a Gentleman, and allowed me to decline Politely, or there might have been some Unpleasantness. This Curse of Beauty is much more Inconvenient than the other Urges to which I am Subject, another Gift for which I have Mother to thank, Curse her black Soul to wander for Eternity.
To Celebrate his Arrival, the Umer threw a Party for the entire Dormitory, providing every Sort of Luxury to his guests. As is my Duty, I drank Sparingly. Loraan Indulged himself and the Umer practiced a Philosophy of Excess, which led to an axe throwing Contest with the Easterner, Kendrick. This was very Amusing, providing, of course, that one stood well out of the Way. Unfortunately, the Night did not End well, although no one was Struck by the Axes. Two Students who had retired to Loraan's room to Enjoy one another's Company were Murdered by the Bag of Putrescence that has been Pursuing us. As you can Imagine, the Authorities of the University found this quite Disturbing, and have asked Loraan to Acquire other Lodgings, so it is Well that his Master has some small Fortune.
Deeming it Wise that we make ourselves Scarce for a While, Master Salman-Azer sent us to Investigate a Mansion in the Country which had been the Site of many strange Happenings. What we found there that the Plants had been strangely Altered, so that the House was surrounded by a dense Growth of Things not Native to our Region. Due, perhaps, to the Unusual Climate, the House had withstood the Effects of Time quite poorly, and this combined with the Density of the Plants to cause us some Difficulty. Our Skills finally won us through to the Interior, where we discovered a goodly Library and some Signs of the former Inhabitants, including a Circle of Salt in the Master Bedroom. I hardly need to Explain to you what that Means. Loraan and the Nassur were inspecting the Library to Decide what might be taken away with us when we heard a Cry from the Outside. We rushed to the Horses, only to find that the Nassur's Slave had been dragged away by an unknown Creature. It was no Mystery where the Beast's Lair was, as it had left a Trail that a Blind Man could follow, and we found Ourselves with no Choice but to venture into the Cellar of the House. What we Encountered there defies Description. I can only say that no Work of our Father's, not even that Terrible last Night with Mother, has Induced such Depths of Horror as this Thing. The Slave not being Enough to Satisfy its Appetite, it Turned its Attentions to us, and we Escaped by the Slightest of Margins.
The above Experience notwithstanding, the Nassur had Determined that the Books should be retrieved from the Library, and Proposed an Expedition to secure them. Being no Fool, he called upon many Troops and requested aid from the Temple of Nabu to perform an Exorcism. From them he received thirteen Lamahu, and with them came a Lamahu of Shamash, who has taken it as his Duty to destroy things of this Nature, and wanders in Search of places where he is Needed. I speak Truth, Joshi, when I say that this man has been Touched by the Gods, for within his single Eye (He, too, bears the Marks of his Profession) burned a Fire of Belief which permitted no Fear to lead him from his chosen Path. After a little Conversation, I made a remark which Intrigued him, and he covered his Eye, and seemed to look at me with the Hole of the Other, which then wept Tears of Blood. He Saw what there is to See, what is my Fault and what is Not, and seemed to think no Worse of me as long as I was willing to Fight alongside him.
The Nassur was most generous in my Outfit. I was given a Set of Leather Armor, such as Soldiers wear, of Good enough Quality to suit an Officer, and taught some of the Art of Riding, as well as the proper Way of Falling from a Chariot. You may remark and rightly, that staying on a Chariot seems a more Useful Skill, but that is sometimes impossible, and at those Times it is of Pressing Interest to avoid the Wheels. I was a quick Pupil, I think, although it was hard to tell as the Men were Forbidden from becoming too Familiar with me. We fought together well enough, and much harm was done the Monster while the Nassur and some of the Men made a Strike for the Books, so the whole Affair ended in a way Pleasing to everyone. I am well Satisfied with my Role in this, and Hope that you may share my Feeling.
It grows Late, and my Hand grows Tired, so I must bring this Letter to an End. I have omitted much Detail, including the Character and Disposition of my Comrades, for which I Beg you to Forgive me. These Faults will be Mended when next I write.You will find with this Letter some Money, which I ask you to Accept and use in your Work. Don't Concern yourself for my Well-being, for I give you nothing which I cannot Spare. My Employer is Generous, and I find that I need very little to be Comfortable. Be Assured, this money was got by Honest means, even by your Standards, and I beg you to use it in good Conscience.
By my Hand and with my Seal,
Vainoni Pellaluna
(This portion is written in Western)
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Editor's Note: Growing up the daughter of a witch and a summoner, Vainoni was taught hpw to read although there was little in the way of reading material available to her. Consequently she learned her writing style from a mixture of old histories, esoteric magical books, and the occasional grimoire. This has given her a decent vocabulary and a rather impressionistic approach to capitalization. Her Western was learned in the Streets of Red Hook and is every bit as bad as it looks.
The Angel's Apprentice: Or, Vainoni Pellaluna Woman or Demon?
Being the Speculations and Observations of
Individuals Claiming to have Known Her.
A History.
The following are excerpts of the book listed above.
Given the almost mythical nature of our subject, it becomes important to provide proof that Vainoni Pellaluna was an actual person who lived during the time of the God-Kings Iqisz-Tiszpak, Dannum-tahaz, Dadusza, and Itomas, until about two hundred years from the present day. For this we turn first to the records of House Pellaluna, Gilead.
House Records, Pellaluna, year 10 of the reign of God-King Iqisz-Tiszpak:
To our great and everlasting joy, Mearian, wife of Aliosh, was safely delivered of a healthy girl-child on the Day of Ea in the second week of the month Ninsan. The child was named at dawn three days later, the name being given by her father in a private naming ceremony, and her public name being declared Vainoni of House Pellaluna. Many naming-gifts were given, including a number of jewels suitable for her later dowry, and a golden amphora set with emeralds and accompanied by a set of four matching cups.
So there was indeed a Vainoni of House Pellaluna born in the correct era. How, then, do we make the transition from the healthy child of a wealthy Gilead family to the poverty-stricken urchin who would become one of the great killers of our age? We must turn back to the records of House Pellaluna for the tragic proof of her family's downfall. Vainoni would have been no older than three or four at the time of this record, and it is unlikely that she retained any memories of Gilead in her later life.
House Records, Pellaluna, year 2 of the reign of God-King Dannum-tahaz:
It is with great sorrow that I record the expulsion of Mearian and Aliosh from House Pellaluna and from Gilead. To compound our loss, they have taken both Joshi and Vainoni with them. No small effort was made to retain the children, but the woman, Mearian, spit forth such vile and venomous curses, and pronounced predictions of such terrible consequence should we attempt to remove the children from her care, that many of our house were afraid and their resolution failed them. Aliosh is not yet so far gone, and perhaps he can be persuaded to tell the children something of their lineage and history, and to protect them, insofar as he can, from that demon he calls wife.
There are several items of interest in this passage. The first and most significant is the implication of some great transgression on the part of Vainoni's parents. It is important to note that they were expelled not only from Gilead, but from House Pellaluna as well. I have come across nothing in my reading, nor have I ever been able to convince any Elven person interviewed to even speculate on what such a crime might be. The second is that, even having committed a crime of such magnitude, they were allowed to take the children with them, however unwillingly. Elven children are considered to be the wealth and property of the House rather than the parents. Yet Vainoni's mother was able to terrorize the other members of the House so effectively that they were willing to give up part of the House's rightful wealth and heritage rather than face her. This indicates the possession of some real power on her part. This power is almost undoubtedly linked to whatever crime she and her husband committed which earned them expulsion from the House, and the last sentence clearly names her as the person most guilty. The faint hope which the writer obviously held for Aliosh was, it seems, rewarded, as we see in the following passage.
House Records, Pellaluna, year 12 of the reign of God-King Dadusza :
We are pleased beyond measure to record that Yseau, wife of Azuba, was safely delivered of a boychild on the Day of Mammi in the first week of the month Heshbanda. (In a private note after the official naming information.) There was one unexpected, though not unwelcome, guest at the naming feast. Vainoni, daughter of Aliosh. She brought news that was both tragic and welcome, inasmuch as it confirmed the death of her mother, Mearian, and the involvement of Aliosh in the matter. In truth, I could not anticipate a happier outcome for that sad family, and I am at least heartened to learn that my brother acted to protect his children, and has therefore not taken leave of all of our values. Vainoni herself is a physically lovely young woman, although she so closely resembles her mother that I fear the family is set against her by this. In manners she is coarse and uncouth, as is to be expected of one with her upbringing. She did, however, act with the greatest honor and courtesy available to her in the matter of the naming gift, and I think she has not been totally corrupted by her parents' evils. She tells me that her brother, Joshi, is an acolyte in the temple of Anu, a worthy vocation, and one in which I wish him every success.
Now that we have proven Vainoni as a person really existed, what did she look like? The popular lore on this matter is wide and varied. There are several portraits claiming her as their subject, although the women pictured in them differ so drastically from one another that little can be surmised about her actual appearance. The most famous of these is Mazuub's Lady Waiting, which features a black-haired, blue-eyed woman of pure classical Elven beauty. Certainly the overwhelming opinion is that she was very beautiful, even celebrated, although mostly among very high class society. This is unlikely, and probably apocryphal, given her fabled birth in Red Hook, and life of poverty and obscurity for at least seventy years, perhaps considerably longer.
Still, if she was not beautiful, why are we fascinated with her? What else would draw us to embrace with such a fervor of imagination a woman who was an acknowledged killer and reputedly soulless? There is that tension in the dichotomy of appearance and character which is essential to building a good romance. We are not so taken with monsters outright. If she had been, as some stories claim, a demon hag, hair matted with blood, face snarling, eyes glowing, would we now be speculating about her life and times, two hundred years after her supposed death?
Although her appearance has remained as much a mystery as the rest of her life, there were any number of contemporaries willing to share their version of her. Below we have arrayed some of the most verifiable of the descriptions to give the reader an idea of their variety and scope.
From the journals of Joshi, a priest of Anu, evidently written late in his life:
Today I saw a woman in the street who looked so like Vainoni I nearly cried out her name. And then she turned, and I knew it was not her. The woman was Elven, and beautiful enough, but her face did not cause that sort of light-headed thrill I used to get when I would see my sister again after she had been away for a time. I, her brother, and a priest always fell a little in love with her at our meetings. A rush, a tightening in the stomach - perhaps it was only that she was like the radiance of Anu personified and sent down to grace my days. Seeing her face again was like seeing the sun emerge from behind the clouds, although she seldom smiled, and had a whole bag full of nasty expressions for people who annoyed her, which was almost everyone. I think, looking back, that it was just that she had to live behind that incredible face, with everyone acting like they'd been poleaxed whenever she glanced at them. I suppose it could get on anyone's nerves.
Note in the margin: Brother Joshi, Anu bless him, will insist on this fantasy. Undoubtedly he has a sister, and undoubtedly she is a nice old Elven lady who works on her finework and her garden, and has never killed anything bigger than a chicken, but he does get strangely agitated when we try to convince him to see reason. It's harmless enough, I suppose
In Joshi's hand, also in the margin: You young ass, I may be old but I'm not addled. I know who I'm related to. Gardening-- HA! Show Vainoni a bunch of flowers, and she'd say, "You can't eat 'em", and that was that. And stop reading my diaries!
Below this, rather cramped: Joshi, I'm supposed to be reading your journals. I'm editing them, with footnotes. For posterity.
At the bottom, very cramped: Keep it up and I'll show you something novel you can do with my footnotes and your posterity
An account from a young woman in Red Hook:
"Well, there's a story handed down from mother to daughter for, well, I don't know how long. You see, one of my ancestors, a woman named Twilla, or Tyla, was supposed to have befriended Vainoni when she was young. Whatever else Vainoni was, it seems she was loyal to her friends, because she sort of stuck around and looked out for Twilla --the gangs at that time were supposed to be really bad-- and when Twilla finally died, for Twilla's daughter, and so on. It's just a family legend, really, although my great-grandmother says she saw Vainoni once when she was a child. The family was in trouble for taxes on account of great-great-grandfather having been sick, and this strange woman shows up with some money. She says her mother seemed pretty scared of the woman, and great-great-grandfather went into his room and didn't come our for as long as she was there, which means that he must have been scared, too, because he was very angry about the money afterwards. He didn't want to use it, but great-great-grandmother said that something good might as well come out of it, and anyway if they didn't she might come back. Great-grandmother said the one thing that struck her about the woman --sort of stayed with her, you know-- was her eyes. Very sad eyes. And she was very tall-- there aren't many Elves around Red Hook, and that was probably the first time she had ever seen one. Was she beautiful? I don't know --great-grandmother said her skin was very pale, and she did have nice hair-- black, all the way down to her knees-- but, I don't know-- sounds like any other Elf to me."
An excerpt from Black Hands: Killing for Money :
One notable exception to the intolerance of the Assassin's Guild in the matter of freelancers is a mysterious figure known only as the Angel of Death. This man, if he was a single individual, has been credited with over fifty notable assassinations, although the exact number cannot be determined with any real accuracy. The uncertainty stems from his unusual habit of leaving no trademark token or "calling card" at any of his kills, something almost unheard of in the Guild. The matter is further confused by the fact that the Angel apparently acquired an apprentice late in his career, a woman of legendary beauty and demonic origins, commonly thought to have been an Elven woman named Vainoni Pellaluna. This young killer, known only as the "Angel's Apprentice", created something of a sensation in the Guild, and reputedly used her beauty and unnatural origins to continue operating outside of their control. There are stories that she seduced the head of the Guild, or bewitched him, but for whatever reason, the Guild left her alone after her master's death.
Gangs are a fact of life in Red Hook today, and they were in Vainoni's time as well. Being a young, beautiful Elven woman in an area patrolled by wandering packs of human males can hardly have been easy. This may have forced Vainoni into a life of violence whether she willed it or no, and given her an added incentive to choose killing as a career. Certainly the relationship can not have been a peaceful one. Gang memory tends to be short, and a lesson taught once must be taught again in ten or fifteen years. To an Elf, this would seem annoyingly frequent, and there is some evidence that Vainoni resorted to more and more extreme lessons as time passed. Street legends and horror stories in Red Hook contain numerous references to a "dark woman", a blood-drinking siren who lures unwary men away to mutilate an eventually kill them. She seems to be something of a women's protector, especially of whores and the women kept by the gangs. "She eat your eyes" is a common curse among these women, although "she" is never named. That these stories and curses are found only in Red Hook indicate that "she" has an historical basis, and refer back to some real person or persons. The following is a typical myth of this type.
Red Hook gang member:
"Oh, yeah, I r'member that from when I's little. "Don' you hit yo' sister or the dark lady come get you," my momma used ta say. "An' she got glowin' eyes, and claws like a cat, and hair all matted up wit' blood from her other kills. You don' see her 'til it be too late, but she see you, and she come take you away drink your blood if'n you don' be good." Ha! I never b'leived none o' that, but some the boys, they be extra nice t'their girls, come dark of moon. An' it does get creepy out in th'alleys all by y'self."
Furin Idrel:
One of the problems that we encounter in tracing Vainoni's early history is the fact that she spent an unusual amount of time in the poorest human society. Many of the contemporary accounts of her have long since passed into human oral tradition, and been corrupted or lost. One of the few Elves with whom she spent any time early in her career is Furin Idrel, a noted mind-mage and member of the League of Magi. She is the only person still living to have known Vainoni in her youth.
"Well, that was a long time ago. Yes, let me see, there was Vainoni, myself, the Nassur Tarquin, Kendrick the Easterner, and-- oh, yes, Loraan. I was so young, then -barely twenty- and I wanted so badly to seem older than I was. Mother just wanted to marry me off to some safe, boring Qurub, but I had ambition. The Nassur Tarquin could be quite useful, I thought, if only he would notice me. Vainoni was bad for that-- I was pretty enough, but I was perpetually in shadow, as it were, next to her. Men would literally watch her with their mouths hanging open-- most people have no discipline anyway, but still-- and walk into things, just like bit-players in a bad farce. She could have cared less, too, which almost made it worse sometimes. I remember, the Nassur took us to a party --Sethlans, I think it was-- and I had a new dress from The Gilded Lilly, and jewels, and I just wanted to shine, so I spent half the evening dragging my poor escort around the room trying to avoid her. (laughs) But I can't say I minded too much, really. Even then I knew that discipline and power were so much more important than anything else."
It is true that Vainoni's early years were spent among the poorest of the poor, though when she was about fifty she experienced a change of fortune that brought her into contact with a much higher class of society, as alluded to in Mage Furin's statement above. There is some evidence of a long-standing relationship with both the Nassur Tarquin of that time (Hasmar of House Tarquin) and the scholar Loraan. Fortunately, both men were highly literate and left a great amount of written materials concerning their lives. Loraan, in particular, had the gift of a flawless memory, an attribute he used to good advantage in his career in the Ezida, and one which is a particular boon to us. Hasmar regularly traded letters with his brothers and father, although the ones to his father are notedly more conservative in style and content. Vainoni first encountered both men when they were quite young, and seems to have had her universal effect on them.
From the private journals of Talku Loraan of the Ezida :
I suppose it is the fate of all old men to look back upon their lives and contemplate deeds done in the warm summer of youth. It is certain that I have been to more strange and dangerous places in the course of my long life than any five men from the street, and would like to leave a coherent record of them for the edification of young scholars to come. Hah! For any young scholars who might, through an act of the gods, read this, pay attention to this one thing if nothing else. Whatever your master assigns you to do, it could always be worse. I found that out in year 23 of the reign of God-King Itomas. My life, until that point, had been much like any gifted young scholar's --too little sleep, too much beer, and too few chances with the girls. Then my master, Talku Salmaneezer, sent me on a mission for him. To buy a book. Simple, yes? Depends on the book. This one was very important, very secret, and very much sought after by other people in the University, people who were willing to use means not so subtle and not so gentle to secure it. Because of this, Salmaneezer decided I needed some protection on my trip to the house of the Baal who was selling the book to the University, and he hired two of the scariest women I have ever seen to protect me. The women were Vainoni Pellaluna and Furin Idrel. It didn't help matters much that Furin was beautiful and Vainoni was gorgeous. I was nearly killed between fear and lust --thought my heart was going to explode. Took nearly three days before I decided just to be afraid of them, although if one of them had had any, well, ideas, I wouldn't have said "no". She (Vainoni) was one of the most bloodthirsty people I have ever met, although in a strangely passionless way. She could torture somebody to death, and then have lunch with you, and talk about the weather and new fashions, nice as you please. It was as though the horror of what she did never really touched her. I think that to her it was just a job. She killed people like a tailor makes clothes, neat and efficient, then on to the next thing. It seemed strange until I met her father, and then things started making sense. There is no doubt but he was a creepy old bastard. I'm surprised his children turned out as well as they did.
Sometimes we find contemporary references in unexpected places. In this case it is The History of Dwarven Royalty in the Later Empire. In the 23rd year of the reign of God-King Itomas, an expedition was mounted by Prince Otto of House Valar to find the tomb of the Dwarven hero Drehk Valarian and retrieve his fabled Runeaxe, "Strength of My Blood". Gunnar Stonehand penned the official account of this famous expedition, dictated to him by Prince Otto himself. There are, in fact, so few rival versions of this history that, aside from commenting on the political significance of Prince Otto's retrieval of the Runeaxe, The History contents itself with quoting Stonehand's version in full. There is clear and unmistakable proof that Vainoni accompanied Prince Otto on this expedition, and was valued highly by him for her skills and bravery.
The History of Dwarven Royalty in the Later Empire:
And there went with Prince Otto unto the Tomb of Glories many stout companions, among whom were numbered five Dwarves, four Humans, and two Elves. And the swordswoman Vainoni Pellaluna, having paid fitting homage to the fallen Dwarven companions, and having proved herself on the field of battle to be courageous and trustworthy, and by her words and deeds having revealed herself to be a woman of honor and courtesy, was gifted by Prince Otto's own hand with two fine longswords forged by the smith Aelfred Breakhammer. As she was of noble character, and had honored the souls of the dead as befitted fallen comrades, Prince Otto caused to be inscribed around the grips of these blades a legend to let all who saw and could read know that she had not come by the blades through any coin other than blood, honor, and courage.
(This expedition was vital to Prince Otto's political ambitions, as the Dwarven royal house was falling out of power due to the creation of the Enkenkur Khazred Goldsaddle as Umur Iron Hills, and the feeling among the rising Dwarven middle class that their interests had not been well served by the monarchy. The Runeaxe was a powerful symbol of the monarchy, and Prince Otto hoped that the resurrection of this symbol would link him in the minds of his people with the powerful Dwarven kings of old, appealing to the Dwarven sense of tradition and rekindling support for the monarchy.)
This is rare praise, especially taking the natural racial animosity of their two peoples into account. It is clear that Prince Otto saw something very different in the swordswoman Vainoni Pellaluna than the blood-drinking monstrosity used to frighten children. It is also true that, for most of her career, Vainoni carried two fine Dwarven longswords. At this point, as a young woman of fifty or sixty, she had barely begun to build the reputation that causes her to be such a subject of fascination and myth even today. Do we here find a glimpse behind the myth into the woman who spawned it? Yet how must her character have changed over the years to provide that kernel of truth on which all myths are based?
House Tarquin is not known for being especially scholarly or mercantile, and the sparseness of their financial records shows it. They have, however, concentrated heavily on -- one might even say "obsessed over" -- the development of leadership ability among their heirs. As a result, this martial House has perhaps the best collection of "personal" correspondence relating to its former Umurs of any House in the Empire. This archive is maintained for internal purposes, and outsiders are rarely granted entry. This biographer requested access with little hope, and was startled to receive a positive response: of all things, the Second Umur Hasmar ("Hasmar the Radiant") had left instructions in his will specifically authorizing the release of portions of his early correspondence in response to requests from anyone researching a biography of Vainonie Pellaluna.
The excerpts below, first from an expense account and second from a letter to his brother Enli (Enli, Nassur Barakesh-Tarquin; by tradition founder of the Large Circle Sword School), are of excellent provenance; they seem to prove that Vainonie did indeed know the Umur Hasmar II prior to his elevation and suggest that she may have been employed by him in some capacity. Out of respect for the honor House Tarquin has done me in allowing me to guest at their estates and visit their private archives, this author will not speculate as to why later portions of the archive were not made available or, indeed, why this portion was.
Expense Tally, Fourteenth Kishyar, Twenty-third year of the reign of Ithomas (May He Rule Forever)
To my Noble Father and Umur, Glorious Light of our House, I send Greetings this day.
As per the Umur's request, his Dutiful Son has tallied all expenses incurred for the Time Period requested, and has made of them a Proper Accounting; they return to You by the slave You thoughtfully Sent for that purpose. Your Ever-Respectful Son trusts that in Your great Wisdom, You will view these expenses as needful and proper, and calls Your Attention specifically to the Necessity for him and his retinue to represent Our House in appropriate fashion at the recent Informal gathering at House Sethlans (during which Umur Sethlans learned a few things about having a go at Tarquins, he did -- ask Tibi if You want Corroboration, he wasn't there but as You well know he hears everything).
Ed. Note: Much of the phrasing above is standard formality, used in written correspondence at this level of society even between father and son. The reference to Umur Sethlans having "learned a few things" clearly refers to some specific event, but at this remove is tantalizingly obscure. The tally itself consumes forty-three folio-size pages, written close-spaced, in handwriting that deteriorates from start to finish. Your author has only included the more relevant, or puzzling, pieces here.
In Specific, Your Grateful Son has Required funds for the following Good Purposes:
Armor, Black Leather with Studs on, for Vainonie: 200 Sh. plus tailoring 22 Sh.
4 Scabbards, Black leather with Quick-Release Mechanism, for Vainonie: 175 Sh.
Dinner, Court of the Fountain, with Vainonie and Furin and Azaz: 478 Sh.
Payment to Innkeep for Axe Marks to Stable Beams: 75 Sh.
Drinking Tab for Dwarven Royal Legation: 128 Sh.
Half Chicken and Dozen Raw Eggs for Easterner's Breakfast (Father, he means Kendrick, whom You have met): 6 Sh./day = 84 Sh.
Ferry Services, all party and horses from Old Quarter to Grand Quay and Return: 574 Sh.
Docking Fee, standard: 50 Sh.
Docking Fee, supplementary: 150 Sh.
Evening Gown, Armanum, Silver with Black and Very Nice, for Vainonie: 1475 Sh.
Jewelry, rental of, Diamonds and Black Opal, Appraisal 23,625 Sh., for Vainonie: 2800 Sh.
Shoes, black, leather of crocodile, Armanum, for Vainonie: 375 Sh.
Dinner, Grand Quay, with Vainonie: 623 Sh.
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Letter from Hasmir, Nassur Tarquin-Addad to Enli, Nassur Tarquin
Eleventh Kishyar, 23rd year of Ithomas' Reign
Dearest Enli --
I hope this letter finds you well; I know the recent dry weather is good for your lung sickness. It has been good for me as well, as you may know if Father has discussed my recent purchases of water rights in Red Hook. Who would have imagined there was water there? Well, not me, until I saw it with my Own Eyes -- that's right, I've been in the Undercity, and have tales to tell you that, well, I'll tell you only in person. (Maybe that'll get you to come visit!) On my Special Honor, and our Oath: There are still RAT-MEN down there. That's right -- along with water, other things everyone thought were long gone may also be sleeping just beneath the surface.
But it is things Above the surface that I really want to tell you about. On your Honor and Oath, you are not to repeat this to Father: I think I am in Love. I know you said women at the Ezida are all mousy scholars or arty loons, but this Woman is different. I guess it doesn't really prove you wrong, because she isn't a student at the Ezida. I think she's a professional assassin, but if Father asks tell him she is a professional duelist and bodyguard -- she was my tutor Loraan's bodyguard when I first met her. Where do I start? Her name is Vainonie. She's an elf. She has really, really long black hair. Long legs. She moves like a Goddess dancing. One moment, she's standing there relaxed (well, she isn't very relaxed very often, she's like a drawn bow) and the next she has blades in both hands and is flying through the air. She's faster than YOU. Really. She is beautiful. She's also sad a lot. She speaks Old High Elvish, but like those books Master Akidda made us read, very formal and soft, with all of the funny cases. (Don't tell Akidda the Ferret, but I'm now grateful he taught us that; I think it's scored me points!) When she tries to speak Western, she sounds like someone off the streets of Red Hook. Actually, she is someone off the streets of Red Hook; she says she grew up there! I think she is from a high noble Elven family, and someone in her family (probably her mother from some stuff she's said) did something really bad, so they had to live in exile here in the City. Anyway, I've taken her out to dinner a couple times. She's very reserved but she's let me put my arm around her shoulder once, so I think she likes me and I may be getting somewhere -- but she isn't like the farm girls or party people we grew up around, so I'd better be very careful. Is there anything in the House library on Elven courting rituals? And could you see if there's anything on an Elven house called Pellaluna? (Before you ask, I can't use the Ezida for this because I'd have to ask Scholar Loraan where to find the stuff and then he'd wonder why and I'd come up with some excuse and I'd wind up writing a twenty-page paper about it complete with Abstract and Footnotes in proper form. They're sneaky like that here; knowledge has a price and it's not the kind you pay with Shekels.) Do you think Father would let me marry an Elven noblewoman, even if her family is disgraced? Come visit me when time, health, and Father permit, my beloved Brother;
I remain
Yours,
Hasmar [sealed]
Ed. Note: Under the seal wax, which has been lifted at some time during the letter's lifetime and is easily removed, Hasmar has scribbled in small letters: "Has Father packed Rebekka off, or is she still being a jackal? I hope she doesn't read this one too."
There are few people in the city of Ashur who are not familiar with the name Kendrick Franklinson.This great reformer arose not from the civilization of the Western Empire, but from the primitive wilderness settlements of the East, yet he changed the lives of many of the poorest people in Ashur through his hard work and original thinking. He was also a lifelong friend of Joshi Pellaluna, who had use his position in the Temple of Au to start an orphanage in Red Hook, and who helped Kendrick start his original Red Hook reform. (See Gardening in Hell)
Vainoni's Family and Friends
Aliosh, her father. A summoner of some 800 years, he is proud of the fact that he has lost none of his limbs or digits to the risks of his profession. He is crippled in one leg from a fight he had with Vainoni's mother on the night that he killed her, and walks with a limp and using a staff. Lillum are usually very fastidious in the matter of personal hygiene, but Aliosh is so driven by whatever work that has occupied him for the last several hundred years that he often forgets to bathe, eat, or change his clothes unless reminded. He was served by a succession of deaf-mute slaves until very recently, when Vainoni found him an apprentice to better care for his needs. He genuinely loves Vainoni and her brother, Joshi, although he is so distracted that his affection seldom takes on any concrete expression. He will use his power to heal or protect his children, and has been known to wreak horrific vengeance on those who have harmed them. The party has encountered him on several occasions, and found him quite genuinely scary.
Joshi, Vainoni's older brother. Joshi is a priest of Anu, an unusual profession for a Lillum, as their race remembers a time before the gods, and usually has some trouble taking them quite as seriously as humans do. Nonetheless, Joshi is quite devout and feels he has a real vocation. He runs an orphanage in Red Hook, caring for the numerous human children orphaned by the harshness of life in one of the poorest districts in the city. His life is one of penance and poverty, to redeem himself from what he feels is his accursed birth. He is taller than Vainoni, although still not tall for a Lillum, about 6'3", and he is extremely handsome. He is a gentle man, and walks with a slight stoop, perhaps to make himself less intimidating to his young charges, or perhaps because the ceilings of most of the buildings in Red Hook are a bit low for him. Genuinely saddened and upset by Vainoni's choice of profession, he didn't speak to her for five years after finding out that she had become an assassin, but has trouble seeing her as anything other than the little sister that came to him for comfort and protection when they were children. Vainoni has taken to sending him as much money as she can spare now that she has work that is 'respectable' by his standards, and still retains some of childhood's worshipful adoration for her big brother.
Kyrilos, Vainoni's uncle. Patriarch of House Pellaluna, he is Aliosh's younger brother. He has one child, a boy, who is substantially younger than Joshi and Vainoni. A sober, respectable gentleman, he dresses in a conservative fashion, and all of his energies are focused on preserving and increasing the fortunes of House Pellaluna. He is both saddened by Aliosh's choice of lifestyle and angry at him for abandoning the House to live with Vainoni's mother. Vainoni has met him twice, briefly, as a young adult, and he was kind in a pitying manner both times. He makes periodic donations to the Temple of Anu and keeps a distant eye on Joshi's career.
Grandmother, as she is simply known to House Pellaluna, is slightly over 1200 years old. She is the real leader of the House, and as a woman of great age whose children have had children, she has enormous status in the Lillum community. While she is quite elderly, and suffers from a few of the common ailments of age, she is fundamentally healthy. This runs contrary to her periodic announcements of her own imminent demise. Kyrilos, while he dotes on his mother, is no fool, and realizes that she uses the threat of her own death to get her own way when met with any real resistance. Not very mobile any more, she holds court in a second-storey suite of rooms, attended by the young women and men of Pellaluna House who have not yet reached their majority. This duty is both an honor and a burden, as Grandmother is a bit of a tyrant. She is slender to the point of emaciation, but still has all her teeth and possesses a full head of silver hair that she wears in a braid that is at least fourteen feet long. As is common with Lillum, her hands are the best indicator of her age, as her face is largely free of wrinkles and still bears the remnants of a striking beauty. She uses a silver-headed ebony cane to walk, and holds it even when reclining on the day-couch where she spends most of her time. She also uses the cane to express her displeasure with whatever is vexing her at the moment by pounding it on the floor or waving it in a manner hazardous to the unwary. Her voice, like the rest of her, is strong and shows little of her 1200 years. Vainoni has never met her, but that could be changing soon.
Twylla - about 45, Twylla has known Vainoni for 30 years. They first met when Twylla was 15, one of the youngest 'house mothers' in Red Hook. Members of the Long Knives, the worst gang in Red Hook, had decided that they would rather not pay for the services of one of Twylla's girls, and Vainoni interceded on the young woman's behalf. Although not yet trained in any of the assassin's arts, Vainoni was fast, tough, and street-smart, and had earned herself a reputation with the gangs as someone to be avoided, at least when there were less than 5 of them together. Twylla expressed her gratitude by offering Vainoni whatever was in her power to give, and nursed Vainoni back to health from several severe beatings. She briefly tried to convince her to become a whore, as Vainoni's astounding beauty could have earned immense (by Red Hook standards) sums, and as Twylla aged, she found herself in the unusual position of 'mothering' the young and apparently changeless Lillum. While watching her life fade as her friend remains young and beautiful cannot be easy on her, Twylla has remained a loyal to Vainoni, a loyalty that is returned. Vainoni often sends her money, much as she does Joshi, and has become something of a 'guardian spirit' to the House and girls. She has cleared up several 'misunderstandings' with the gangs, and often turns to Twylla for advice on personal matters, things Vainoni cannot expect her father or Joshi to have any experience with.