You amaze me. Giant magical caves open and shine at your command. Loving words fall from your tongue and cover the world yet they have never lived there. Ten million sweet songs of your mind rush out of your hands as you play them all and soothe me. Your joy your energy your love your passion your compassion I wish I had these. Please don’t hate me. With your perfect mind your perfect body all that you have learned all that you have known all that you will know you can save me. Where are you? I want to hold you an hour for every second I have lived. Wasted. I want to give you back everything I never gave you. I believe you. You are. I know. Come home. I love you.