How is it

How is it that I am not hung over today? Last night I was drinking iced wine, one after another until the wine box (yes, box of wine) went dry. Then switched to cheap vodka and diluted pineapple juice. I was drinking rapidly, for a couple of hours with only a couple of cups of water thrown in.
Today I feel prett food tho and got right out of bed rather than wanting to sleep in. As usual.
I guess that I did not feel that drunk last night but assumed I was given the amount I felt I was consuming.
One thing, I did go to bed about midnight which is pretty good for me. Didn't drink any coffee yesterday again and at night I just seem to get too sleepy to stay up till 2 am getting plastered.

Again

Getting drunk again. Had a number of iced wines till the wine box ran dry. Now vodka w/ pineapple juice. Will stay up kind of late, go to sleep drunkish, and snore so loudly so as too keep my wife awake. Fuck me.

As fast as I can

Woke up today with almost a hangover. Gently nursed myself into the day at the office. Luckily I did not have nausea or a headache. As soon as I get home, what do I do? Yep, start drinking diluted boxed wine on ice. Trying to get a buzz as fast as I can. I know it's fucked up but I cannot help myself. Alcoholic I am.

"Fast as I can" allusion to Fiona Apple song.

Have another?

Midnight and I have to get up at 6:30 am. I'Ve had several iced wines and finding it difficult to stop drinking.
This is my curse. Once I start drinking I just can't stop.
Of I don't go to work tommorrow, I don't get paid. Need the money.

Fuck me.

Still crickets

It is getting into the 40s at night these mid-November days. Wifey claims to have seen frost in the morning at least once, tho I haven't.

Buzz

Many, many years ago on the Seaside boardwalk I would see t-shirts with the phrase "A day without a buzz is a day that never was."
That is where I am at right now.

I am not sure how long I can keep this up.

Crickets

Still hearing crickets at night. No frost yet. Saw a cricket in the basement the other day. Let him go when I could have easily stepped on him. Seein more bugs lately trying to get into the house. Slow bug, spiders, millipedes.
-peace