Been drinking and smoking every night for the past 2 weeks. Fell off the wagon shortly after TG. W/ XMAS coming up i'm not sure how i will fare. My happy hamburgers are about to run dry. At least i am not hung over all the time. i actually remember my thoughts from the previous evening. this is pretty cool.
i'm working on focusing my energies on the here and now, rather than feeling guilty about all the things, people and places that i am not but COULD be experiencing.
