drinking straight thru xmas and new year's. didn't really feel like drinking on kj's bday but did, or should i say, overdid. gotta get control.

this summer i'd likr to be able to take off my shirt at the beach. unlike last year, when kj was beggin me to come in the pool, but i was too embarrassed to take off my shirt.

had some nuts last night and sides r hurtin today. i fear this is serious kidney stones or some internal ailment related to drinking and eating a shit load of nuts (i love em).