So here it is, another Monday. Feeling pretty good this morning.

So, I have started drinking again, since April 2009 sometime. Not drinking every night but getting drunk at least twice a week and 1 or 2 hangovers each week.

I am trying really hard to not have the drinking drag me down to that dark place again. It seems that I crave it, mostly out of boredom. Trying to minimize drinks during the week in favor of heavy drinking on the weekend. To that end, I have been looking forward to the weekends lately so that I can get sloshed. Suck down Cheeba too.

But these have not been as fun as I always hope. ANd the mild or heavy hangovers the next day put a damper on my energy levels. Often by Monday I feel like I need to sleep off the weekend. Also, I get a little depressed, maybe from the Cheeba.

To sum it up, I am limiting my drinking but still drinking hard. I still want and think about it almost evry day. I still largely drink alone, at home, at night while watching TV. And overall, it is kind of lame. I wonder if focusing more on drinking in social occasions would be more fun.

-Peace