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Nightmares
Meg: My room was
not a hospital room at all, but the Estee Lauder cosmetics
counter in a small department store in my hometown of
Stockton, California. The woman who was about to
perform some sort of medical procedure on me looked exactly
like Victoria, the project manager at the computer
consulting firm I worked for, and I refused to let her do
it. She kept insisting she was a nurse, and I finally
took her badge in my hand and took a look. Sure
enough, she wasn't Victoria. (Much later, Cindy, my
night nurse, told me that I grabbed her badge once and
looked at it.) I vaguely remember pulling my
nasogastric feeding tube out by accident. Then
something else happened where one of the nurses messed up
one of my catheters by mistake. I'm not sure if this
happened in real life. All I know is I sort of went
off on her. This is where it started to get
scary. Somehow I ended up at a condo with Ken Griffey
Jr., Hersey Hawkins and some other former Seattle area
professional athletes and their young sons.
(Incidentally, these are athletes who have reputations for
being nice guys.) Initially, they were really
friendly with me, then all of a sudden they turned on me and
wanted to attack me. I was horrified and somehow I got
away. I don't really know where I ended up. But
I do know, that the dream happened again, and this time, my
friend and ex-neighbor, Rod Jones, who used to be a pro
football player, and again, some other Sonics and Mariners
were hanging out with me. And again, they started out
really friendly, then just turned on me, becoming really
violent. I started running and running, and I came
upon a boat. I ran to the boat, and went down under
the deck of the boat and hid. I was surprised to find
another athlete's wife in hiding down there too. She
told me about the dark underbelly of the sports world and
both of us were really scared. At one point I decided
to take a peek and see of any of the athletes were still
around. When I stuck my head up above the deck, I was
on a boat back at the Estee Lauder cosmetic counter.
The boat was part of a nautical themed promotional, and the
colors of the nautical theme were red, white and blue.
I know this doesn't sound very nightmarish, but I was
really, really scared when those athletes came after me,
because they tried to get really physically violent with me.
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