Friends Testimonies
Testimonies and Comments concerning Prayer of God Ministries
Testimonies of Accidents
Testimonies of Angels
Testimonies of Alcohol abuse and prevention of suicide
Testimonies of the desires of the heart
Testimonies of Finances
Testimonies of Judging One Another
Testimonies of Health
Testimonies of Marriage and Love
Testimonies of Miracles
Testimonies of Ministries
Testimonies of Pests
Testimonies of Salvation
Testimonies of Spiritual Gifts
Testimonies from Mary
Testimonies and Comments concerning Prayer of God Ministries
Dear Sister Elena,
I have been getting your precious annointed poems
and keeping up with you now for 2 years.
YOU ARE BLESSED AND HIGHLY FAVORED SAYS THE LORD OF HOST !
Your ministry is blessed ! You are a light
and you draw people closer to Jesus !
You have blessed me many , many times. !!!!!
Father , I bring my sister to you this afternoon and I know her,
and I know that she has discouragement and I know where it is from.
My Lord rebukes this discoragement in Jesus Mighty Name. We stand and believe The Word Of The Lord.
We read, ask and BELIEVE what YOUR WORD says about us as Children of The Most High God !!!!!
Your Word says that you are a rewarder of those that diligently seek thee ~ and we do.
So.. we ask, BELIEVE and RECIEVE.
Father, you did it all at the cross. Jesus,
we love and adore you and Praise Your Name for allowing us
to be saved and filled with your spirit and for
answering our prayers. amen and amen !!!
Help my sister see answers to her prayers for herself.
She can pray and believe for others, but Lord Jesus ,
show her your Mighty Power and let her see in the spiritual world
that there is a mighty war going on and She has the Victory,
for The Battle has already been won !!!!!!!!!!
Praise The Name of Jesus !
He's Our Rock !
He's Our Fortruss !
He's Our Deliver, In Whom Will we Trust !
PRAISE THE NAME OF JESUS
Lift up your head and Praise Him,
for You are Blessed and are called.
love Your sister Brenda Baldwin, in Texas
.....I know God has already done great things with this ministry.....just from the BIG THANK YOU's I have received. On several occassions I have received......(Thank God for the timing of this email)........I've been sending them to a gal who thru the Grace of our Lord just deliverd (c-section implanted twins) who almost lost her own life in the caring of them. I saw her in the hospital the day I sent you this email and she thanked the creator of them and I for sending them on.......she said they had been a blessing to her in this time of trial........so keep up the good work we are being blessed.....Gayle April 15, 2004
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Thank you for the beautiful page so filled with God's love.
I really needed it today, I thank you for being an instrument of our Lord.
God's Love and Blessings to you as we celebrate the life giving miracles of that Old Rugged Cross and the empty tomb! Barbara J. Ervin-Weymouth April 10, 2004
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Elena, God only connects people for a purpose. You are my sister in Christ, and all of a sudden, God has given me time to use -- and I'd rather use it for HIM. Your gift of sending out the poetry really gave me a boost -- God used you to help me have a sense of purpose while I sat here feeling a bit blue. I don't know all the purpose, but I had a feeling that I was wasting the gift He gave me years ago -- and your ministry helped, so of course I will be praying for your purpose and that the devil not keep your message from any person who will find comfort in it.
Blessings to you, Theresa Woods April 5, 2004
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Thank you very much I have been forgiven, The Lord touched my heart this morning and I prayed to him. I now have complete assurance of salvation. You are doing a great thing, I delete many emails like yours everyday at work; I never thought this method would be effective. I see that I was wrong. I thank you once again and may God bless you and your ministry. Tim Dmitriev April 2, 2004
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That was absolutely beautiful!!!!!!!! Jackie February 28, 2004
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This is breathtaking thanks ..May God richly bless you... God Bless, Bernice February 24, 2004
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Testimonies of Accidents
The Accident That Was No Accident
Written by: V. Oranell Cupp
It was October 9, 1964 (a chilly autumn night). We were traveling from our Gas City, Indiana home. Destination; Corbin, Kentucky, where my mother lived ... going home for the weekend.
(Three weeks prior, Lawrence, my husband, had purchased a brand spanking new Chevy. Wouldn’t you know ... our first new car. It was powder blue, Lawrence’s favorite color.
So right was the color, that in eleven years of marriage, anytime he would buy me or one of my four daughters a new dress, it would be some shade of blue.
But then, we each had a fair complexion and blue eyes. Blue certainly did us justice.
Lawrence and I had planned to make this trip two weeks earlier. Then, of all things to happen,
I broke my lower dentures. Chomping on ice, as was a hang-up of mine, my lower teeth just cracked,br>
right in the middle. I just didn’t want to be seen all weekend without my teeth,
much less try to eat without them.Thus, we put off the trip.
Then a strange feeling came over me, a thought I cared not to think about.
Sharing this with Lawrence, "Honey," I said, "You know, the Lord may have just spared our lives this weekend."
"What do you mean?" he asked. "Well I don’t know, with us not being able to go and
this funny feeling I have," I replied.
As you might expect, we dropped the subject. But, as the days passed, it kept weighing
upon my mind. At that time, I really didn’t understand the fear that possessed me.)
Looking back though, it seemed to begin about seven months before. Lawrence and I
were members of the First Southern Baptist Church, Marion, IN. We were just ordinary members.
Lawrence was the Sunday School Secretary and I had complete charge of the Nursery,
which had been my privilege for three years. Since I love babies, it seemed quite fitting.
But, teach? Not me! In reading my Bible, it might as well have been Greek or Hebrew.
I’d have understood about as much. Reaching the conclusion that God gave some the ability
to teach and some He didn’t, I decided I was one of the majority ... the ones He didn’t.
Having been taught, as long as I could remember, that God had given everyone a talent and
that it was up to each one of us to find that talent ... I had a problem. Look as I might,
I couldn’t find mine. Then one Sunday afternoon, in March 1964, (the church having scheduled
an associational missions conference) a minister from Ohio spoke to us.
Emphasizing the importance of people seeing the need for missions in Indiana ... he referred
to many communities which didn’t have a Southern Baptist witness. (Remembering visitation
in the Gas City area, I knew there was no Southern Baptist Church there.
In the homes that we’d visited, we found people just wouldn’t travel very far to attend church.
As I’ve been told ... people wouldn’t cross a river, railroad, or a major highway to go to
church. They proved that to be mostly true.)
The minister continued on, hoping God would speak to some hearts
to begin mission work in our neighboring communities. As he spoke,
I felt a tug in my heart; desiring to start a mission somewhere.
It never even once entered my mind that I knew nothing about mission work.
As the invitation was given, he asked for any to come forward who had a decision
to make: salvation, rededication, the Lord leading them in mission work,
or any other decision. I stood there wanting to go forward so badly,
yet thoughts kept entering my mind, "You are married. You can’t start a mission
by yourself. Lawrence must have a desire also." So, I decided to wait and talk with him.
A little bit hesitant but finally approaching him, I asked,
"Honey, have you ever thought you might like to start a church?"
He looked at me as though he was thinking that very same thing,
also answering, "Yes, a little, I guess. It would be nice."
Then the flood gates burst. I shared with him how I had wanted to go
forward during the invitation and how I thought I’d like to start a church.
We talked for awhile. However, our opinions differed about where to start one.
Lawrence thought we ought to go to Swayzee and my heart pulled toward Gas City.
Well, as time proved out, we went to Gas City. (I won that one.)
We talked about this more as the days went by and two weeks later, Lawrence
and I went forward during an invitation to surrender for mission work.
As it happened, our pastor and his wife left the church to become our area missionary;
leaving the First Southern Baptist Church, Marion, IN, without a pastor for several months.
Fill-in preachers, within the state, spoke as was available.
As one visiting minister began his sermon in Genesis, my mind began to wander
(as it usually did). Very seldom did any speaker hold my attention for very long.
I would try to pay close attention. But in spite of myself, eventually
my mind would trail off.
Then suddenly, I heard something. The preacher read, "Now the works of the
flesh are made manifest, which are these: adultery, fornication, uncleanliness,
lasciviousness, idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife,
seditions, heresies, envyings, murders, drunkenness, revelings, and such like:
of the which I tell you before, as I have told you in time past, that they which do
such things shall not inherit the Kingdom of God," (Ga. 5:19-21).
Sitting there thinking about what he’d just said, it bugged me. I thought that it might
be so in most cases ... but Christians aren’t perfect.
Recalling how I had been saved and baptized when I was twelve years old,
I’d never held any doubt to that fact. I had sinned. I wasn’t perfect.
But, to not be saved, well ... this was one case that scripture did not apply.
I let these thoughts drop, not allowing myself to think anymore about it.
The next few weeks went on as usual, with a different preacher each Sunday.
Then, as my mind began wandering again, I heard something which made me sit straight
up in my seat. The minister read, "Know ye not that the unrighteous
shall not inherit the Kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators,
nor idolaters, nor adulterers, not effeminate, nor drunkards, nor revelers,
nor extortioners shall inherit the Kingdom of God," (I Co. 6:9).
Man, I felt like that preacher could see right inside me.
He seemed to be picking me out of the entire audience and giving me the
whole load of the sermon.
I said, "But Lord, I am saved!"
I went home, not being as comfortable as the weeks before.
Then I convinced myself that Satan was trying to get me to doubt my salvation.
After all, hadn’t I surrendered to mission work? This was just one of his tricks.
(In the meantime, we had put our house up for sale. Lawrence and I felt we needed to
live in Gas City in order to be effective there. We would get the daily newspaper
and look over the ad section day after day. Making several trips to Gas City,
we’d just drive around trying to find a house, but to no avail. There seemed to be
nothing available that was adequate for a family of six, with room to start church services.
Our house didn’t sell. Lawrence, having a business head on him, decided we couldn’t
buy a house without selling the one we had. Convinced that we could, I suggested the
idea of renting our house to meet mortgage payments until we found a buyer.
In months that followed, there were many heated discussions on this subject.
Still not finding a house, once more, we decided to try driving through Gas City.
Arriving home about ready to throw in the towel, Lawrence picked up the newspaper.
Rumbling through it, as big as life ... there it was!
The ad read, "For Sale, two story frame house in Gas City, 8 large rooms, bath
and a half, hardwood floors, new furnace, drapes, walk-in closets, and plenty
of storage space, with 1/2 basement. Priced to sell at $11,800."
Wow! We knew this was the house just from the ad ... plenty of room and at a price
we could afford! Lawrence immediately called the Realtor. Leaving right then
and there to see it, just as we’d suspected, it was the one for us. It just seemed to say,
"I’m what you need." We closed the deal on Friday afternoon and moved in the same weekend.)
As months passed, our church was still without a pastor ... having a different preacher
every Sunday. Then lo and behold (wouldn’t you know), another minister quoted that same
scripture at me! I began to feel a little like I think old Peter must have, you know ...
the third time. I was so thoroughly confused that I didn’t know whether I was saved or not.
I knew I needed someone to talk to, but who? We had no pastor and I don’t know if it would
have done any good if we had. Having never been accustomed to sharing my problems with a minister,
I stewed over it for awhile and finally came to the place that I had to have some peace of mind.
Getting down on my knees beside my bed, I prayed, "Lord, I don’t know if I’m saved or not.
But, I repent of my sins and ask you to save me if I’m not." Then, I waited. Nothing happened.
I didn’t know whether I was waiting for God to tell me I was already saved or for some
feeling to show me He had just saved me.
Looking back, I guess it would have taken an earthquake for me to have understood.
Finally, I got up and went on in the same manner I had been ... confused.
Later, I decided I’d ask Lawrence how he knew he was saved. Without revealing my problem,
perhaps he would have the answer. So, approaching him, "Lawrence," I asked,
"How do you know you’re saved?"
He responded, "If I didn’t know, I’d sure be getting on me knees and finding out!"
Wow! I didn’t expect what I got. Then, it dawned on me that he thought I was questioning
his salvation. It angered him. "Well." I thought, "I sure won’t ask you any more,"
and I didn’t. Now, I realize that it must have been difficult to live with me in those days.
Plagued with uncertainty, I’d still fall on my knees (from time to time) asking the Lord
to save me.
(As I recall in earlier years of marriage, I’d dreamed several times that Judgment Day
had come. Christ had come back for the saved. There was a big lake. On one side was Christ,
where all the saved joined Him. On Satan’s side was fire everywhere and all who weren’t saved.
I was standing there, at the end of the lake, trying to decide which side I belonged on.
Not knowing, this would trouble me.
Then I’d say to myself, "Oranell, get a hold of yourself. A dream is just a dream
and nothing more." During times like that, I remember thinking that maybe there was
something to the dreams after all.)
Finally, I just gave up and said, "Lord, until such time as you show me if I am saved or not,
I will continue doing the work I am doing. I’ll quit if YOU show me that I’m lost,
but until then ... I’m not quitting!"
So, this is how I lived until October 9, 1964.
It just so happened that it was my birthday (twenty-seven in fact.)
Since our barrel of money was very low (or I should say, "Almost empty"),
Lawrence called this my birthday present. I’ll always remember: Lawrence, myself,
and our four girls (ages 10, 8, 4, and 21 months) left Gas City - beginning our trip
to Kentucky at about 5:00 PM. As was our custom, the girls and I sang a lot.
It wasn’t that we were singers. Lawrence just never liked us to play the car radio
while driving. It made him nervous. It was a long trip, with small children
and nothing to do. We sang mostly religious songs ... songs I’d learned as a child.
This was about the only time the girls heard these old songs.
‘Till this day I can not say why but, that night we never did sing,
"JUST A CLOSER WALK WITH THEE." (In times past, we’d always sung it while traveling.)
How I remember the message it held for me. "Just a closer walk with Thee. Grant it Jesus.
This my plea. Daily walking close to Thee. Let it be dear Lord, let it be."
Then I’d begin with, "I am weak, but Thou art strong," and on like that.
It seemed as though my heart would be crying out for a closeness I didn’t understand.
(‘Till this day, I still don’t sing it when traveling.)
At about 7 PM, I got the shock of my life. You would have thought I made connection
with electricity. Joyce, my oldest, asked right out of the blue, "Mom, what if we had
a wreck and all got killed?" Cold shivers ran up my spine. Of all things to think of!
Finally, I answered, "What do you mean, ‘if we get killed’?"
"Well," she inquired, "What would happen to the mission?"
(We hadn’t started it yet. We were just making plans.)
"What do you mean what would happen to the mission?" I answered, still in shock.
"Well," she asked, "Who would start the mission work?"
"Joyce," I responded, "If the Lord wants your dad and me to work in the mission,
He will save us for it," carefully choosing my words and speaking slowly so as
not to reveal how I actually felt. Later, stopping at a station to fill up the gas tank,
we all made trips to the rest room (so we wouldn’t have to stop again). As we pulled
out of the station, for some unknown reason, I fastened my seat belt. I suggested to
Lawrence that he do the same, which he did. We’d never had a car with seat belts and,
not being in the habit, had never used them. In a little while I looked down to the floor,
under my feet. I saw several pop bottles. Without realizing I was preparing for anything,
I gathered them up (including the ones that were in the back with the girls) and braced them
under my seat. It wasn’t long until I was tired of listening to the girls chatter.
Having brought pillows to make a bed, I positioned them in the floor between seats.
My 10 year old and 21 month old laid down in the back seat and the 8 and 4 year olds lay
on the pillows in the floor (soon settling down and drifting off to sleep).
We were traveling on the interstate near Frankfort, Kentucky. (Interstates were new in
those days.) It was dark out (no other car lights could be seen) when, suddenly, the
interstate ended. Lawrence hit loose gravel. He locked his brakes, trying to stop the car.
I sat there relaxed, trusting him (as in the past) to stop just in the nick of time.
But as I could see, he couldn’t stop ... discovering later, that loose gravel just speeds
up a car. What does a person think of at a time like this? Seeing what was taking place,
I called out, "Lord, help us." (To this day, I don’t know if I said it audibly or not.)
At any rate, I told Him, "Lord, my life is up to You now. There’s nothing I can do,"
as I was facing what looked like a stone wall. Hitting the wall with great impact,
the car bounced back and hit the wall again and again. All the while, my head was
bouncing against the roof of the car like a rubber ball.
Finally coming to a halt,
as I well remember in those last few seconds, there was someone sitting next to me
in the driver’s seat ... next to my husband. I’ll let you come to your own conclusions there.
Then suddenly, Lawrence said to me, "You and the kids get out of the car.
It could catch on fire any second now. Hurry!" "My girls!" I thought. "My girls!
Are they alright?" I started to turn, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t move my right arm at all.
Funny, I never felt my arm hit. Then suddenly a voice spoke to me and said,
"Your girls are alright. I spared them because I want them to serve Me."
Relaxed, I called the roll because I couldn’t hear a sound in the back. "Joyce," I called.
"Yes, Mommy," she replied. "Pam..." "Yes, Mommy," Pam replied. "Bonnie..." I called.
"Yes, Mommy," Bonnie answered. About that time, Patty started crying and they
all became frightened, not really understanding what had happened. "Are you all alright?"
I asked. "I think so," one of them answered, "except, Joyce’s head is bleeding."
Well, that frightened me a bit. I tried to open the door, but couldn’t. About that time,
Lawrence yelled, "Get out of the car!" I replied, "I can’t. I can’t open the door.
My arm won’t move." He came around to my side and opened the door. I got out,
holding my right arm with my left hand. Then, I got all the kids out and away from the car.
Lawrence concluded that my shoulder must be dislocated.
Within a few minutes, a car stopped. There was a lady behind the wheel,
inquiring if she could be of any service. Part of the girls and I got into her car.
Jammed as we were, she took us to the hospital. (Lawrence and the other girls waited
for the police.) Remembering trying to pass out, I rolled down the window to let the
cool air in (so I could keep my wits about me). When we got to the hospital emergency room
in Frankfort, KY, Lawrence and the other girls had already arrived by ambulance.
As doctors and nurses took charge, they came to me and said, "Here, let me see about you."
"No," I replied, "Take care of Joyce’s head first. I can wait" ... and they did.
Then chilling, I thought I was cold. The doctor said it was shock and instructed
the nurse to bring me a blanket.
(Joyce required several stitches in her forehead. Upon examination,
the other three girls had just gotten pump knots. As I found out later;
Lawrence’s nose and mouth looked roughed up, he’d hit the windshield several times,
the steering wheel was bent almost in two - where he had held on, and his nerves were
almost shot.)
After most everything else was taken care of with the children,
they X-rayed my arm: which when the X-rays came back, orders were given not
to move it at all. The major bone was broken in a slant, in the big part of my arm.
It was lying right against the artery and main nerve. Any move could sever them.
When asked if my arm was paralyzed at the scene of the accident ... for the life of me,
I couldn’t remember. The doctor poked pins in me, but not even
the slightest sensation was felt.
Soon, Lawrence was given a form to sign for me to have surgery, with plans underway
to transport me to the hospital in Lexington. The doctor wanted Lawrence and the girls
to stay over night, at the Frankfort hospital, for observation ... also providing them
a place to stay for the night. Lawrence and I both were under the impression my arm might
have to be amputated. Looking at his face, my heart went out to him. I wanted so badly
to comfort him. With tears in my eyes and my heart taking over, I said,
"Honey, if the Lord wants my arm He can have it. If He sees fit to take my arm,
then He has a purpose and a way to survive without it. I don’t know how but, He will."
I couldn’t believe I’d said that. That wasn’t me talking. Something had taken over within me.
My right hand was as much a part of me as my head. I never could do anything left-handed ...
and I do mean ‘anything’. Then, being ready to make the ambulance trip from Frankfort
to Lexington, they strapped me on a stretcher. The gentleman, selected to ride in the
ambulance at my side, was given orders to not let me move - for fear of severing the
mechanisms in my arm. I couldn’t explain what happened to me, but it was as though
someone else was in that ambulance. I was just listening. There was such love for God
swelling up within me that just simply burst. I told the guy in the ambulance how I loved God,
how good He is, that He is wonderful, and of His greatness and majesty. I honestly do not
remember all I said, but I rattled on like that for about thirty minutes (or at least the words
seemed to be coming from my mouth). Something had possessed me. It wasn’t me at all.
(I had never talked about God like this. Visiting to get people to come to church,
I didn’t know anything to tell them about God. That was the preacher’s job anyway.
If I could get them to come to church, he could take over. Even though, I couldn’t give
them a good reason for coming. I tried to get by with saying that we are supposed to go
to church to please God.)
When finally finished, I began to realize that I hadn’t given him a chance to get a word
in edge wise. I apologized for monopolizing the conversation. He responded, "You don’t know
what your testimony means to me. You see, I’m a Methodist Minister. I’ve been to seminary
and all . I was pastoring a church, when I felt the Lord wanted me to work in the hospital
and ambulance service. I see men dying and tell them about the love of God, most of them
lying on their death bed cursing me. So, you see, it’s a pleasure listening to you."
Thinking back, if he had asked why I had such love for the Lord, I couldn’t have told him.
It was no longer me, but the Spirit which dwelt within me. I must have passed out because
the next thing I remember was ... lying on my stomach with my right arm hanging down while
two doctors put a cast on my arm. (They didn’t have to amputate after all.)
When the doctors were finally finished, they took me to my room ... the ‘bone factory,’
they called it. (It was called that because everyone on that floor either had broken bones
or some kind of bone ailment.) Arriving in my room around midnight, I was very much awake.
Looking around, I saw an elderly lady in the next bed. She looked to be about 80.
Wondering if she was a Christian, my heart started to pound. I thought, "I have to ask her."
(It simply scared me to death. The Lord had made it easy for me in the ambulance,
but this really frightened me.)
The next morning, I kept lying there trying to get enough courage to ask her
if she was saved. I wondered what to say and finally just blurted it out,
"Ma'am, are you a Christian?" She replied, "Yes, I am," looking kind of funny at me.
I laid back on my pillow with such relief. Then after thinking about it, I wondered, what
if she had said, "No"? I didn’t know what I would’ve told her. I’d never ‘tried’ to lead
anyone to the Lord, much less actually lead anyone. But then I concluded, I would have said
something ... that the Lord would have provided me with the right words.
My doctor came in shortly thereafter, telling me I had a nerve damaged in my arm.
The radio nerve (whatever that is) and the ones controlling my fingers were injured.
He had no way of knowing if the nerve was cut in two or just injured. The doctor made
it plain that it would be two years before I got the use of my arm back, if ever.
I was to wear the cast for twelve weeks and sit up while sleeping so the weight of the
cast would pull that large bone down to prevent it from growing crooked.
After that, it was bath time. And, not only was my head sore but, I found that I had black
and blue marks on both sides. It seemed the seat belts had held me against such force
that the belts left my body badly bruised. A month later, my sides were still so blue
they looked freshly bruised . Evidence seemed that had Lawrence and I not had seat belts on,
we would have gone through the windshield. The girls, had they not been lying down,
would surely have done the same. However instead, they were thrown on top of one another.
I would say, the mighty hand of God was protecting us.
A couple of days after arriving at the Lexington hospital, I had a new roommate.
(The elderly lady got to go home.) This new lady and I had a ball sharing the Lord
with each other. To everyone I came in contact with, I would tell about the Lord.
I was as near to heaven, that week in the hospital, as I’ll ever be on this earth ...
and loved every minute of it. When ready to leave, the nurses said that they would
really miss me and that I was the ‘life’ of that floor. I really wasn’t though.
It was that new person in me, because no one was more surprised than me.
I still didn’t understand what had happened to me. But, I praised the Lord for it anyway.
Of course, I didn’t stay confined to my room; visiting all the rooms I was allowed in,
while sharing this new found joy. I even got the privilege of sharing with a Methodist
preacher who was visiting at the hospital. I decided he was way off beam.
He hoped he would make it to Heaven. I felt sure one could know if they were going or not.
It isn’t according to how worthy you are.
A week later, I finally made it to Corbin. Lawrence had taken the girls
on to mother’s, to stay while I was in the hospital. Finding out our new car was
totaled and that it would take too much to fix it, they gave Lawrence a new one ...
only it was green. It was the only one they had on hand. (It’s surprising how six
After spending twenty-four hours at mother’s, we headed back to Indiana ...
though, not with her blessings. She felt I needed someone to take care of the kids and me.
Being as high as I was, I felt we could lick the world as long as God stood by our side.
Arriving back home on Saturday, the first thing that happened, a friend of mine
(who was a beautician) came over and cut all the girls hair - so I could comb their
hair with my left hand. Already, the Lord was blessing. I called our pastor
(we finally got one) and asked if I could come to church in a house coat ...
explaining that I was not allowed to move my arm even to change clothes.
He responded, "Anyone wanting to go to church that bad is welcome, even in a house coat."
For the first time in my life, I really wanted to go to church. I couldn’t imagine
not going to church for twelve weeks. Lawrence and I set out to find something for
me to wear to church. We found a duster that was full enough to go over my cast
and still button up. Later, a friend took a sleeveless dress and put snaps
on the shoulder so I could have a dress to wear to church. Wow! I wore that dress
everywhere I went, until my cast was off.
When my family and I went to church that first Sunday, it felt so good to be there.
From the beginning of the service, I wanted so badly to get up and testify.
I knew full well that our pastor never gave an opportunity for this.
I didn’t know what to do because something kept telling me to say something.
Once we had sung a couple of songs, the pastor made the announcements.
Then lo and behold, he asked, "Are there any other announcements?"
I leaped to the floor and said, "Pastor, could I say something?"
"Well, ugh, yes," he said.
I testified, "I just love the Lord so much. He has done so much for me.
If anyone isn’t saved, you don’t know what you’re missing."
One good old lady, across the isle, spoke, "Amen!"
The pastor never acknowledged either of us ... just continued with the service.
Though, I felt such a load lifted from me.
After benediction, this dear lady said she certainly enjoyed my testimony.
My Sunday School teacher suggested that I felt the way I did because I was
so grateful the Lord had spared my life. The thought hadn’t occurred to me until
she suggested it. We sure had some hectic days following. Patty, my baby, preferred
to go barefooted. You could put her shoes on and, in ten minutes, she would have them
off again. It was winter time and I couldn’t let her get sick. Bonnie, my four year old,
and I worked out a system. I used my left hand and showed her what string to pull.
So that’s the way we kept Patty’s shoes tied. I even wrote a letter left-handed.
It took me hours and still, I’m not sure anyone could read it. Though, I certainly was
pleased in that accomplishment.
It also got to the place where I learned to iron a piece at a time. I still couldn’t
iron left-handed. Taking my left hand and getting a hold of my right, I placed my right
hand on the iron. In about thirty minutes, I could have a pair of trousers pressed.
In months to follow, I was one hand and the girls were my other. I could vacuum, dust, cook,
and clean things off things. I also managed while the girls washed the dishes.
(Three weeks after the accident, I was so happy. My previous problem seemed to have vanished.
I wondered what happened to them.
Having been hungry inside for a long time and very unhappy, I thought it my destiny
to live the rest of my life like this. I couldn’t change all of these people or make
them love me. To my surprise, I found no one had changed but me. My entire outlook
on life was different. My deepest apologies go to my husband. How he lived with me,
I’ll never know. I know I wasn’t easy to live with. Thank God, He made the difference.
He didn’t do away with me. He just moved right in and over-shadowed me.)
In the mean time, my bone specialist (who the doctor in Kentucky had referred me to)
was looking over my case. He said they could do nothing for the nerve until the bone
was healed. Then he’d send me to a nerve specialist in Fort Wayne or Indianapolis.
They would do surgery on the nerve and hope it could be mended, depending on the extent
of the damage. In December, 1964, my fingers were becoming fixed. The doctor was
afraid I’d never use them again, if they didn’t do something. He sent me to Indianapolis
to be fitted for a brace. They fitted me alright ... right over top of my cast.
The little gadgets, with rubber bands that my fingers fit into, kept my finger straight.
Using my left hand, I was to pull my fingers down. The rubber band took them right back up.
This exercise continued several times a day. In January, I got my cast off. By that time,
I had a little feeling to my fingers. The doctor was amazed. He said that I didn’t know
how lucky I was. In his opinion, I hadn’t been the slightest bit concerned,
nor did I have a fight at all. He thought I was a lucky lady. I told the doctor, "I gave the
Lord all the credit." I hadn’t been worried. I was trusting Him to take care of my arm.
"Well," he said, "You can give anybody the credit you want to, but you are (bleep, bleep)
lucky. You could have never regained the use of that arm!"
I left his office in tears, thinking, "He may know a lot about bones, but he sure doesn’t
have much personality." Continuing to wear my brace through March, 1965, I was gaining
more and more strength and use of my arm. In January, 1965, we’d begun a Fellowship Bible
Class in our home on Sunday afternoon. (The girls helped me keep the housework done.
I owe much thanks to them.)
We could see right away that the people weren’t interested in a Bible Class.
They wanted preaching. Lawrence and I had talked to the pastor about this.
He seemed to think we should stay with the Bible Class.
Just one day later, while studying my Sunday School lesson, a verse in the text
just seemed to leap out at me.
The Lord said, "Oranell, do not give up. In due season, you’ll reap the harvest."
Little did I know just how much I’d be needing that reassurance.
Toward the end of the year, our pastor suggested that we drop the whole thing.
"It just isn’t getting off the ground," he said. We talked to the pastor
about preaching instead. He couldn’t see it. I burst into tears. I was so hurt,
I couldn’t help it. Neither could I accept his response without sharing
the passage where the Lord had spoken to me. The preacher responded,
"Seeing as how you have your minds made up, we will begin in January (1966)."
So, that is how the Calvary Baptist Church of Gas City, IN was begun.
I’ve reaped the harvest time after time again.
A couple years after the accident, the mission purchased a
church and called a fine pastor.
As we were preparing for a revival, the evangelist (a friend of our pastor’s)
shared what he was like before he was converted and also told his conversion experience.
As I listened to him, I thought how much it sounded like the experience I’d had
with the Lord in the accident.Thinking about this for several weeks, I wondered if
I was saved in the accident.
I believe the Lord did show me that I was really saved.
Finally, I talked with my pastor about this. He was convinced that I’d drawn
a closer walk with the Lord, having been saved when I was twelve. Well, I left it at that.
Then as time passed, when our pastor and his wife left for the Foreign Mission field,
we called a another one. This idea kept nagging at me until finally I went to this new
pastor and told him the story. He gave me the same answer.
Yet, as much as I wanted to let it drop, knowing I was saved no matter when it happened,
it would still come to mind.
I could think back, remembering how I couldn’t teach at all.
Then, after the accident, that was the first thing the Lord laid on my heart to do.
Believe it or not, it’s exactly what I wanted to do.
Seven years to the day, the anniversary of the accident, I was studying my Sunday School lesson
(teaching teenagers; our lesson was from John) when my heart started to pound.
I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. The writer was saying,
"Everyone that loveth is born of God and you can know you belong to Christ
if you love the brethren." My heart simply leaped. Why, seven years ago is when
that took place!
Then, he seemed to say, "We have fellowship with Christ when we are one of His. "Oh, boy!
That’s when my fellowship with Christ began!
He topped it off by saying how we would have life abundantly.
\ Man, life abundantly for me began October 9, 1964!
I could come to no other conclusion.
Before, God had always seemed to me like He was way out yonder. It was never a personal
fellowship and closeness. I thought about this and prayed that the
Lord would show me what I should do. I know that the Bible taught obedience
in baptism after salvation. But, I had worked in mission work for seven years!
What would that look like? What would people say and think?
So, I said, "Okay, Lord, if you want me to be baptized again, I will.
If I am to do this thing
then, give the pastor this message."
The next morning, He did ... and our pastor did a splendid job.
I stood there during the invitation
knowing full well I should go up,
but I wasn’t through trying to figure it out.
That afternoon, I shared my feelings with Lawrence. He understood, but asked,
"After all these years, what good will it accomplish?"
I answered, "Honey, I don’t know except to be obedient.
Two going forward (that night) for baptism, my sister also came
forward (to be healed from emphysema).
She just knew God wanted to heal her.
Well, let me tell you, the angels of heaven rejoiced with us that night!
A young man, of about 24, came forward: a very strong man, weeping, broken; saying he
had been saved about three years before, but had been baptized as a young teenager.
The pastor, at the time, had mistaken his conversion for rededication and he’d never
shared it with anyone. Several were at the altar searching their own hearts and praying.
The spirit of God was surely there.
After we went home that night, I said, "Honey, you asked what good would come if I went
forward and I answered ‘to be obedient’ is all I know. Well, do you see the good
that has come?"
"Yes," he said, "I do."
‘Till this day he still says, "No matter how small it may seem,
you never know what good will come of being obedient." He says, "It pays," and it does.
The following Sunday, four others (members of our church) were saved,
one of which was my own daughter. The presence of the Lord was evident.
As proof of the healing, my sister had tests run on her.
The doctor confirmed that her emphysema had been cured.
Her lungs were perfectly clear.
A few weeks later, the Lord laid it upon my heart to speak to my former
church and share with them what had taken place in my life. Though scared, I called
the pastor and made an appointment to speak to the church.
I felt sure there could be some church members that had never been converted.
The benefits that come in obeying the Lord is so wonderful,
if I could just help reach some searching soul, it would’ve been worth while.
© by V. Oranell Cupp
THE ACCIDENT THAT WAS NO ACCIDENT
Summary by: Joyce C. Lock
In visiting the scene of the accident, on our way back to Indiana,
one could view the many surroundings invisible in the night: the embedded imprint of the never seen original warning sign (which lay on the ground the night of the accident), along with shredded rubber debris ... evidence of a previous accident (occurring the night originally planned to travel); the curved ramp to avoid unfinished interstate road construction (with no clue it would come to an abrupt halt in the midst of a curve facing a rock wall); the road the ramp had been intended to lead us to; and no sign of light or life in sight.
One wonders what happened to the people in the first accident;
if they ever knew how God saved them from a two car accident, if their accident might have otherwise turned out worse, or if they even know God ... and, if they do know God, if they know how amazing He is.
Humble beginnings can sometimes grow into a Bible Class, a Mission,
and then a Church, and five Christian daughters serving in various areas of ministry... altering people’s present, future, and eternal destination; going far beyond the scene of an accident, creating seed that continues to multiply beyond number.
I wonder how many people know their lives have been either touched,
saved, or changed from provisions that were made before their time ... a broken denture, a searching heart, a loving God, and an accident that was no accident.
© by Joyce C. Lock
Another Testimony of Accidents...>br>
I sure have a great testimony, In 1999 I was in a automobile accident.
It broke almost every bone in my body.My face was crushed, both legs were crushed,
all my ribs were broken, pelvic was broken,left heel was completely torn off.
This accident left me in a coma for 3 weeks, and on a resperator for 15 days.
The only bones they even tried to fix was my face because they told my family
I was not going to make. I was so messed up that my children and husband
when they got to the hospital and to the Er they passed the cubicle I was in
because they did not recognize me. . WEll they fixed my face with plates
and screws the bones were crushed...But the Dr's Didn't know that I Had a praying family..
Someone was with me at all times praying and seeking God's face... They did at
one point lose me, but I had a good strong heart and they were able to bring me back.
At that time I saw my precious mother and dad..That had been gone for sometime..
I never left my body as some people say they do, I never left the Earth...I did
however see a place that I have never been , I recognized it, it was in Jersaleum,
It was so Beautiful... It must have been like the Garden of Eden use to be,
it was so beautiful and green and flowers. ..My mother met me and told me I had to
come back it was not my time. I spoke with her and told her I was to tired.
She picked me up, and when she did I looked toward the sky, and that is when
I saw the most awesome light . The only way I can describe what I saw,
Is like a door across the whole sky, and it was opened about 12 feet
and shining through that opening was golden rays of light...
The brightest light I had I had ever seen...The family told me,
I begin to start to come out of the coma and my sister was sitting beside me,
and I turned my head to her and opened my eyes. She said they began to weep..
Said I took my arms that was the only thing I could move and wiped the
tear and said I been with mommie and daddy....She said she knew then I was going to be ok...
Then came all the operations..... Of starting to put me back together.
Bolts and screws and rods in my legs.... Them saying I would never walk again
..... Praise God.... 9 months later Iwas out of the wheel chair on my feet.
Now I walk with out any kind of assistance.... I drive my Truck..
I do everything anyone else does. But I know that it is by the Grace
of God I am here and I praise him for this...
God Bless
Sister iN Christ
Ada
sweetestbriar@aol.com
Testimonies of Angels
Angel Unaware© March 25, 2004
Author, Barbara J. Ervin-Weymouth
This happened one August in the early 1970's. This is a true life’s experience and I have only shared it with a rare few. Momma and I had gone to our California State Fair this one evening. Our state fair takes place in August and runs through Labor Day. Our summers get pretty hot here in the Sacramento Valley and this particular time was a beautiful summer evening. I remember the nice cool Delta breeze, and how much we appreciated it. And the fair wasn’t too crowded. Just a perfect evening to enjoy!
We did the usual things, attended all the exhibits of interest, I remember
The Hall Of Flowers being exceptionally beautiful, and of course the livestock show. We always looked forward to these two particular exhibits. Momma had grown up on a farm in Colorado and of course I loved animals too. We even listened to a live band. We had a great dinner, and enjoyed each other’s company. I remember laughing so much that night. Just like a couple of School Girls.
We got tired finally and decided to head for home. We left the fair grounds as we always did and somehow got off track, I will say way off track. It is as much a puzzlement to me today as it was back then.
We were driving and driving and I said to Momma, where in the world are we. She said nothing looked familiar to her either. Well, I knew if we kept going we would see something familiar soon. After all, I had lived here my whole life, how could I get lost in my own hometown?
Well, we kept driving and nothing was looking familiar. It was getting darker and we somehow had ended up out in the country. I remember seeing a sign that read, Hogs for Sale. I knew we were in trouble then, but we laughed. Momma and I were really getting scared as it was so dark and no city lights as we were accustomed to. As we continued to drive we saw a car up ahead, it was a Volkswagen. Momma said, pull over there’s someone inside, I was scared and said no, that’s not a safe thing to do. Momma seemed to feel that it was okay. So I pulled over and Momma rolled her window down part way. There was a man inside with the most beautiful smile. We explained what had happened to us. He said, don’t worry it’s okay, follow me and I will lead you back to the main highway.
So we followed this man with the beautiful smile in the Volkswagen. And sure enough he led us back to the main highway out of the darkness. We wanted to wave and thank him, but when we looked to our right to do so, he had vanished completely from the highway.
Momma said he was an angel that led us to safety; I think she was right. I still get chills as I’m relating this story to you. The small town where we had ended up was called: Pleasant Grove, can you believe that! It turns out Pleasant Grove is approximately 26 miles from Sacramento. I’ll never figure out what happened that night, and probably never will. But as Momma said, “God sent an angel to rescue us”!
God moves in mysterious ways, His miracles to perform!
Copyright, ©March 25, 2004
Author, Barbara J. Ervin-Weymouth
Testimonies of Alcohol abuse and prevention of suicide
Here is my testimony. Almost a little under a year.
I wanted to committ suicide. My life to me had been
nothing but a big fat failure. My husband was abusing
booze for years and was mentally challenging ,My only child
was incarcarated at the age of 16 for some horrible things,
I have a mother and a sister who lives 5 minutes from me whom
I don't see but once in awhile. Mom seems to think she only has
one daughter and that wouldn't be me. I lost all of my friends and had no support.
Well let me tell you about Jesus and Mrs Pearlie Walker and new spiritual friends and my pc.
I wrote a letter to Pearlie I was in so much pain. I lost interest in my pc
for awhile When I logged back on not only did I feel moved ;
But I knew Jesus had sent me some guidance and support in the form
of new friends and faces I will never see and probably will never meet
lifted me up to the lord and let me know that satan is a liar
and Jesus is the only answer. I had hope where there was none.
I had my faith back where I once had lost it. I still struggle trying
to follow the way of the lord. I have fallen time and time again.
My husband is no longer drinking everyday and hasnt been for the past year.
My son will be going to trial 2004 after being held since year 2000.
New evidence has popped up that he possibly is innocent.
My Mom Has decided she needs to be one and my sister well
the lord is working on that as well. But the most important of all
I have the spirit of the lord down in my soul!!!!!!!!!!!
And a host of guardian angels who bought this trouble sheep back to its flock;
And gently reminded her of all her wonderful blessings.
Prasie to the Father and Thank you my Brother and Sisters.
pamela in mass
bratalicous@aol.com
Another Testimony of Alcohol abuse and suicide...
~ My Story ~
At about the age of 17-18, I tried to commit suicide three times
by driving my 1967 Mustang over a cliff, into Lake Michigan.
I just didn't feel like I belonged anywhere and that no one liked/loved me.
Every guy that I dated would go to the point of me getting very interested in him.
Then, like a hot potato, he would drop me and never call. At school, he acted
as if he didn't know me.
But, I know that it was the hand of God that stopped me.
I wasn't a full fledge Christian at this time. I did know my Jesus,
but not like I should have. At 16, I was baptized (fully submerged under water).
I didn't realize what I was doing. But, it sounded like the thing to do at the time.
I sure am glad that I did. I believe this is what saved me from going over that cliff.
It was our precious Jesus. He stopped me.
Then, at the age of 19, I was raped, ended up pregnant, and had to have an abortion
because my parents demanded it of me. This is the result of a date rape.
The guy denied everything and left me holding the bag. He called me every name in
the book except a lady. I was nothing to him but trash and easy to be had.
He got off scott free and I am still, to this day, holding the scars.
When my Mom and I flew to NY, I felt my baby kick for the first time. I was 12 weeks along.
It was as if (by the way, my baby was a boy) he was telling me, "Mom, don't do this to me!
I'm alive, here, feel. (Then, he kicked me again.)
See, MOM! I am here, please don't kill me, please!"
Well, to this day, I can't stand the sound of a vacuum cleaner or a meat grinder.
At the age of 21, I married what I thought was a wonderful man.
We had 2 children to please his Mom and Grandma.
I know, wrong reason and, believe me, I am still paying for this.
When our daughter was 3 and our son was 18 months, I was kicked out of our house,
our marriage. My children were taken from me and I couldn't see them for the next 6 months.
See, I was with my children 24/7 and did not like kids.
I knew what I was like around kids and did not want any of my own
because I knew what would happen. Well, it did! I almost killed my daughter,
but never harmed my son.
So, one of my 'so called' friends came over and lied to me.
She said that she worked for the Sheriff's department as an undercover agent.
She told me a number to call, to get a list of babysitters, so I could get away
for a couple of hours.
I did and that is where every part of my life fell apart!
That is the day my 'life' ended and a nightmarish hell started.
No one would let me talk to my husband to tell him what was happening.
I did not want to leave. I wanted my marriage to work.
Well, he believed everyone else but me. So, a couple of months later,
I read my name under the divorce column and he retained custody of our children.
I had no idea about the divorce either.
I also have to tell you that I saw a friend of ours at a fair, one night,
and he is the reason why my marriage was shattered. He would not leave me alone.
He found our unlisted phone number, somehow. Then, he also found where we lived.
I kept telling him to leave me alone and he wouldn't.
Falling for every word he put in my ears, I ended up living with him after I was
kicked out of the house. This poor excuse for a man raped me and my 6 year old daughter, too.
Well, after that, my sister and I entered into a Beauty College.
While I was there, my best friend introduced me to some one.
We met on January 16th and married on May 28th of the same year.
He was the perfect husband. He was kind, very nice looking, gentle,
and easy to get along with. Then, WHAMO!!!!!!!!!!! He moved out without notice or phone call.
He didn't even tell me. This was three years after our marriage.
About 1 1/2 years into our marriage, he did a 180 degree turn.
He became mean, hateful, and lied.
Then, one day, after I got off of work, I walked into a half empty apartment.
I had no idea that he was going to walk out of our marriage.
We had no children together. I had to sell my car to a salvage person,
knowing full well that he was going to move out. So, from the day he moved out,
I had to walk every where I went.
He had me kicked out of our apartment, too, by telling the land lord
that I was not going to pay him any rent. I did keep up with the rent,
but was still kicked out. So, my world was turned upside down, again.
(By the way, my Sister and I both passed, and with flying colors, too.
We are both licensed Cosmetologists.)
So, here I was, out in the cold, again. My parents suggested I move to Florida,
where they lived, and stay with them until I could get my life back in order.
Well, I did just that. What a hard decision to make ... I had to leave my children, again.
I lived in Florida for 5 years and dated a couple of guys.
Though I fell really hard for one, he totally dropped me because I was
living with my parents. Next, I dated one of his friends.
(I had no idea that they were friends, either.)
Then, after the second guy dropped me, I dated someone else and we became engaged.
We found a nice apartment and lived together for one week.
Only, I came home from work early, one day, because I had the flu.
While he was cooking supper, I fell asleep on the couch.
When he woke me up, I had asked him for the salt shaker. He got furious with me.
For three days this went on and, on the third day, he came at me like a mad dog.
He was frothing at the mouth, both fists doubled, and cursing at me.
He had every intention of killing me and he let me know that, in every way that he could.
The next day, I arranged for my sister to pick me up at work and had called
the police to help me move. Thank God, he wasn't at home!
After that, I met another man through a really close friend and we became engaged.
That lasted until I found out he was seeing other women behind my back.
Then, my parents moved to Michigan. Yet, I was left in Florida.
I lost my jobs, my apartments, my furniture; everything that was my possession.
Ending up in a crisis center, I thought I was loosing my mind.
When I had first moved to Florida, I thought I had the lingering of the flu.
I hurt so bad all over, was sick to my stomach, my head was pounding ... I just felt rotten.
Only, in May of 1987, I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia.
It became so severe that I was literally paralyzed three times.
Each time, I had to learn how to walk and talk, coordination and to write all over again.
Each bout required six months of physical therapy, too.
So, when I lost everything that I owned, had no place to live, no money,
no job, my parents told me to come home. So, since 1991, I have been living with my parents.
I don't mind it either. I was finally able to get full disability,
SSI with full coverage, Medicare A&B, and Medicaid.
I help take care of my parents and they of take care of me.
~*~
Oh, yea. One more thing ... I had a Migraine headache and which
led to a severe adverse reaction of Staydol. I really died 3 times, in one day.
I did see that light, it pulled me into it, and I did not want to come back.
There were two little hands on my shoulders telling me, "Mommy, come back to us, we need you.
Mommy, please, don't leave us. We love you and we want you to come back to us.
Please, Mommy, please, come home!" That was my daughter and son pulling me away
from that beautiful light. Then, there was a man that took my left wrist,
and said, "Come back home, where you are needed more there than here.
Your time isn't up yet." Everyone that I have told this to said
that it was my children that pulled me back home.
But, the man was Jesus ~ telling me to go back home to my children.
Praise be to God! Thank you, Jesus. I love you, Jesus!
Please forgive me if this sounds jumbled. But, I am very tired
and don't really like to talk about my past. It hurts me to bring those memories
back up, literally throwing me into what we (those with Fibromyalgia) call a "Fibro Flare".
So, I'm going to stop and say that ...
All the praise and glory belongs to Jesus for up holding me through my times of trials.
He brought me through so many rough times, held my sanity in His hands, and showed me His way
~ not mine. When I finally broke my evil habits and I turned my life over to Jesus,
that's when things started to click. If things don't work out the way I want,
then, I know that Jesus has my life back in His hands and He is, once again, protecting me.
If you don't know our precious Jesus and what He will do for you,
then you had better do some serious soul searching, turn your lives over to Jesus,
and let Jesus be your guide throughout your lifetime.
Look at what Jesus has brought me through. If I find that I am up against a wall,
I just ask Jesus to take over and I come out just fine!
I love and fully trust our precious Jesus! I would not have it any other way.
Jesus is the light in my life.
Thank you for allowing me to tell my story.
If I have saved at least one life, then I feel blessed.
If everyone would just "Let go and let God", this world would be a beautiful place to live.
That is My Story.
© 2003 by Vicki Wood
E-mail address withheld
Testimonies of the desires of the heart
Awe, Perfect!
Every so often, I enjoy browsing through Christian Book Stores just to read their wall hangings. It draws me to worship. Yet, no matter how beautiful, either the color or wood tone doesn't coordinate with my home furnishings. Thus, coming home empty handed is the norm.
Through the course of conversation, a friend gave me the idea to frame my poetry. What a Godsend! There is a way to decorate my house as a testimony for God after all!
For the next few months, every piece of paper caught my attention - from cards with framed messages (making beautiful borders) to designed stationery (for backgrounds) to picture posters (creating otherwise more expensive large wall hangings). Each and every creation is one of a kind. There's even a grouping of family photos, with one frame out in front that says, "Our God Reigns". My house is growing to be a visible expression of my heart. Isn't God wonderful!?!
However, there was just one snag (an object lesson, if you will).
In purchasing a picture of a temple garden with doves; no verse, poem, or saying had been included. It needed something more to mark its' religious significance. Not having before realized; doves are no longer easy to find in the stores. My husband helped search until we found enough pieces to complete a wall, shelf, and table grouping.
A poem was to set in the midst, to tie this grouping together. More than a half dozen changes in the framed poem occurred before I was satisfied with its' wording. Then, the materials used in the frame changed more times than I can count. It was a chore ever coming to the place that poem, fonts, paper, ink, color, background, and frame all worked together like it should. Eventually, the right combination came together that left that feeling of 'awe, perfect'. Concluding that this framed creation was never going to get any better than that, I vowed to never touch it again. Finally!!! I was glad that was over!
Then one day, while on vacation, I came across a gorgeous handcrafted Canadian resin dove frame. It was twice what I wanted to pay. How could I be sure if it were a perfect match, being several states away? After having labored over the decision, I concluded that I might not get another chance for a frame like this again.
Once home, I set the frame with the grouping to see how it might look. Still uncertain, after hesitation, I took apart my framed work, transferred it to the new frame, then set it in place of the original. Awe! PERFECT! It was BEAUTIFUL!!! How could that be!?! I always thought the feeling of 'awe, perfect' was God's way of saying something is just right/complete/as it was meant to be.
"How could that be, God?"
He answered, "See. My 'PERFECT' is even better than yours." And, yes, I did 'see' the difference.
I think God gave me that object lesson as a way of sharing with people something I'd already learned, Except the Lord build the house, those who build are laboring in vain (Ps.127:1). His 'PERFECT' is better than the very best we can do. All our righteousness is as filthy rags until God begins to live through us; trading in our knowledge, thoughts, beliefs, talents, abilities, creativity for His. 'Awe' to know Him! His ways are always 'PERFECT'!!! And, if we'd just let God build our house and His, they'd both be 'PERFECT', too.
© by Joyce C. Lock
http://my.homewithgod.com/blessingsandlessons/
Testimonies of Finances
How I praise God for You
For with tear stricken eyes
I prayed this prayer aloud
And how I came to realize
That I have been bound
But only until this hour
For faith has set me free
Through Jesus Christ' power
My health has been so poor
Financially, we've been under attack
But what the devil has taken away
In Jesus name, I'm now taking back!
Elena has been a vessel
That this day, God has used
To release me & my ministry
Which were both, so confused
God is the author of peace
I believe it is in this place
So I speak it into existence
May it manifest, by His grace!
A-men (So be it)
Thank you for your guidance Elena
Deborah L Haley
$ Financial Freedom $
A True Testimony of the Journey from Spiritual Poverty to Riches Beyond Measure
Having been raised/programmed with all the principals of a virtuous woman, Granny also lived in our home (a survivor of the Great Depression). Additionally, with four siblings, eight to nine people lived in our house at any given time. Parents being in mission work, we were also the 'home away from home' for uncounted numbers of leaders and missionaries.
Every which way we turned, there were lessons on being frugal - for which, funds always stretched just a little further. Also being first born, I was the closest to a big brother there was in our home. It seemed normal to carry over roles of care-taking/protector responsibilities into adult life. Neither did it help that the man I married came from a well-to-do family, for which we would not be accepted due to our financial standing.
Having already come through an abusive relationship, I concluded that if I just did all the right things, I'd never have to live like that again. Unknowingly, I placed myself in captivity to legalism.
Thus, from a variety of sources and pressures, I became a work-aholic. Religious training didn't afford the option of working outside the home. But, it did provide perhaps every feasible thing imaginable to save or make money while at home.
Among feats of putting in 16 hrs. per day for 16 yrs.; I was a foster parent to 12 children, a piano teacher, a baby-sitter, a professional rebater, groceries were not bought without a double coupon (stores hated to see me coming and I hated going - $369 worth of groceries for $53 & then to come home and match rebates was more work than any laundry day I ever saw). I held yard sales, sold craft items, even collected people's left over rummage.
Being an idea person, there was no end of ways on how to turn nickels into dimes. If my husband so much as bought a 10 cent candy bar, he was dead meat - as 'spending money' just wasn't there.
I could keep a column going on how to make a Kleenex last for three uses; how to reuse scrap paper; how to make your own Christmas post cards and name tags; how to use your talents to never have to buy presents again; and, what to do with most every piece of trash - besides trash it (to name a few).
In spite of the recession, in every way, we appeared to have 3 times our income. Though, it was impossible to make a budget with funds that weren't there and no one was the wiser. Through the years, what seemed never ending was being slammed (financially and otherwise) to such a degree that, before we could get up from one crisis, another would hit. And, no matter what image we could portray, it was never enough to become worthy in my husband's family's eyes.
Then came the day a friend, from our church, offered to do some remodeling for us. He needed the money, and we could get projects done due to the cheep rate he offered. We'd also seen that he was capable of doing good work.
It was a long story that ended with the interior of our house looking like a construction demolition sight, leaving us; $30,000 in debt for mostly destroyed materials, with an estimate of $240,000 in repairs and replacements, attorneys who wanted our case but said 'you can't get blood our of a turnip', an insurance agent and an insurance adjuster who lied and bailed on us, and an unsafe house to live in.
In addition, my husband's 15 yr. job was going down the tubes due to the administration's theft of funds. Income, hours, and benefits were being cut left and right. It wasn't even possible to file bankruptcy, as we couldn't afford the price of rent.
The hurt was much deeper than material things. It attacked my identity, took away my cover for a low self-esteem, and left me feeling broken and defiled that such a person we'd cared for, ministered to, and helped had done such a thing.
16 yrs. of labor was gone. I was 16 yrs. older than when we began. Being emotionally beyond spent, I just couldn't do it again. I would have been institutionalized before I'd have gotten up to try just one more time.
Finally completely defeated (I guess it takes more to bring down the strong), there was nothing left to do but get on my knees and ask God to give me something to hang on to - as there was nothing left inside of me. I couldn't hang on any more.
God took me down memory lane, reminding me of past experiences ... how we got married, not having yet found a place we could afford to rent and how God had provided a nice place (based upon our income) within two weeks thereafter ... how, when we moved to another state and couldn't find a place to rent that would allow children, He made a way for us to purchase a house we wouldn't have thought we could afford (sellers even helped finance the closing) ... and how, when we moved into houses that still echoed once we moved in, God filled them.
God promised there would be another house, bigger still yet, and that He would do that for us, again.
Always knowing, in my head, that we couldn't even breathe without God, I had found it difficult to give God all the credit in my heart - being that I'd worked sooooo hard! Seeing how God had been there when I hadn't recognized it as Him, I believed Him when He said He would do it, again. (After all, God had a good track record.)
So, this time, I did an about face and decided to let Him do it. All along, I'd been carrying a weight that wasn't mine to carry and I was, finally, giving it back to God. No more ideas, at all. I didn't want that load anymore!!!
With that promised and settled in my heart, suddenly, anger overwhelmed me. Once before, already being active in church, the question had come to mind, "What does Satan think we would do if he just left us alone? What is he so afraid of that he just keeps picking on us?"
I didn't know the answer, but determined I was going to find out and get even. I would take care of God's business and let Him take care of mine. Whatever God had showed me to do, that I'd put off to a better day - I would do. Whatever, God showed me to do now - I would do. What ever God showed me to do next, I would do. I would do, and do, and do, and do until I found what Satan was so afraid of. And, when I found it, I would do it. Then, Satan would be sorry he ever messed with me!
Suddenly, I realized that nothing I'd ever learned in any church, great or small, had taught me how to overcome these battles. When attempting to seek council from those thought to be spiritual, I would be shunned. In time, I came to understand that they didn't know the answers. Thus, I learned to suffer such attacks, from Satan, silently.
Verses preached hadn't worked either. They must not mean what people think they mean. Evidently, only God knows how to defeat Satan. I determined that, if I sought God's will and instruction on every given matter, it would be impossible to fail - as Satan can't defeat God. Therefore, I decided to erase my training and start over (as a little child, ye must be born again to enter the Kingdom of God) and bring my every question to God.
(I know that's not the way man teaches it - but follow on.)
The law made nothing perfect,
but the bringing in of a better hope did,
by which we draw nigh unto God.
Hebrews 7:19
When verses spoke to me, THEN that was God speaking. And, since man's interpretation hadn't worked, I would research God's word for definition of those words ... soon learning that God is His own best commentator!
Having begun seeing the Bible in a new way, I'd search like a detective, looking for How-To's (calling them "Master's Tools"). There's a promise of God's Word not returning void. So, whenever we'd be advertising a
program or church event, I'd look for a supporting verse.
Then, without proper tools to find a verse I needed, I spent two weeks, 14 hrs. per day, searching. I couldn't give up, as that would mean Satan had won. God promises, if we seek Him with our whole heart, He'll reveal Himself to us.
Suddenly, the Bible came to life! I could actually hear the words and they spoke to my heart! For the first time, I understood the Bible! It spoke to me in my language!!!
For the next several months, I wouldn't put God's word down. There where so many promises, Master's tools, and lessons to be learned - all over the place!
It was so neat! God's instruction works!!! Whatever big or little that I sought God's will on, He blessed! I learned the real meaning of "except the Lord build the house, those who build are laboring in vain - to not take the name of the Lord in vain." I also learned to let Him build mine. God provided and continued to provide tools for me to find deeper things in the Bible, as I was ready to receive them.
In the process of learning forgiveness at a level few have ever known, I came to realize that I was responsible for what happened to my house, that I hadn't sought God's will on it first. That was a pretty painful pill to swallow.
Though, God also taught me to know when to hold 'em and know when to fold 'em in terms of being manipulated by people who take advantage.
Seeking God, in all things, became my choice, as only God knows where Satan will be lurking next. Step by step, letting go of things I had been doing to keep financially afloat, I began taking God with me to the grocery store and wherever else I went.
The MOST wonderful thing, in addition to all I continued to learn, is this. I grew in a personal relationship, a moment by moment walk with God, engulfed in His love ... and finally came to terms in that I was already accepted by God the moment I received Him into my heart. I am royalty, an heir to the throne, a child of the KING!
In regard to finances, I later realized that Satan had been steeling from us all through the years - even in areas I hadn't recognized. Having once given myself too much credit as, perhaps, one of the most prepared for being frugal in the world, there were areas I hadn't even seen. Only God can defeat Satan every time!
It took 3 mos. just to clean up the construction mess enough for our house to be safe, though it never got repaired.
God gave my husband a new job (at 3 times our income) (at the very same company who'd promised him employment 15 yrs. earlier) and made provisions for finances to get straightened out - one step at a time.
However, we ran into obstacles every time we attempted to thereafter hire help and, not wanting to start another project without God's blessings, restored finances just got saved instead.
Additionally, just before God replaced lost inheritance and other things that had been stolen from us, He gave me this verse. "And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you." Joel 2:25
I had no idea what any part of that verse meant at that time. But, I knew God had just promised to replace ALL that Satan had stolen from us throughout the years. Tears of joy flowed at the awesome love of God! It was more than I'd hoped for and more of God than I had ever dared dream.
It has been 11 years since this part of my spiritual journey began. We've been free of financial bondage for a very long time now. And if not really that long, perhaps the memory has faded. God answered me in the joy
of my heart. He set me free, as only He can do!
I haven't seen anything since that was enough temptation to ever go in debt again. And, the growth with God has been wonderful! As painful as the transition was, it was well worth getting to know Him in a more personal way.
The house God promised, that day on my knees, we paid cash for (paid in full). Not only did we get three times our income, but, again, we live in a house that is three times greater than our income would afford and is more than we ever expected to have in our lifetime. Only by the grace of God, over 3,300 sq. ft., and I have no doubt but what God will fill it again.
God was more interested in cleaning the inside of the cup - making it healthy and whole. And when that's done, He owns it all!!!
Having learned appreciation for the verse "he learned obedience by the things he suffered" ... when our thoughts aren't lined up with who God is and His perfect will, we're not in our right mind. Everything God asks of us will prove to be for our benefit, every hard lesson learned will turn to glory. The battles are in the mind. To take Satan by force and get our mind back, we have to start all over and come as a little child.
The greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven are the children. In all things, God is our strength and OUR GOD REIGNS!
May you find the Peace that only He can give.
In His name,
Revised © 2003 by Joyce C. Lock
http://my.homewithgod.com/blessingsandlessons/
Let God be true, but every man a liar ... Romans 3:4
He that findeth his life shall lose it:
and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.
Matthew 10:39
Testimonies of Judging One Another
by Peggy McIlveene,
4-17-04
www.his-forever.com
You who know me, know that writing is NOT my forte (except in poetry format), but the Lord laid it upon my heart today to write you about a particular issue that I find to be a HUGE problem within the Body of Christ, not to mention detrimental to the work of the Lord... it is the matter of judging one another!
What brought this to mind was reading an article yesterday morning about the times we are living in. The author (an excellent author, I might add!) was talking about how our morals have collapsed over the last 10, 20 and 30 years, which I totally agree with. But one thing that really angered me was that he was talking about how some people are on their second and third marriages… of which I am one. But there are usually extenuating circumstances that others don’t know about! My first husband was an atheist, who chose to leave, so I was no longer bound to him. I was 18 when I married him, and had my daughter and eldest son with him. I was 24 when we divorced. He was not chosen for me by the Lord at ALL, nor did I seek His face in the matter. I wanted to get married so I could leave home and do what I wanted, because my parents were very strict… as it SHOULD have been, but 18-year-olds know it all!
I married my second husband when I was 25, mainly because I was trying to support my two children on my own on a VERY meager salary, was not getting child support from their father, and could not get help from the State because I “made too much”! This was also MY doing, not the Lord’s! He was a mental abuser, and led me into a very unhealthy lifestyle. I had my youngest son by him. After 18 years of marriage, we separated and divorced.
I married Richard at 43. We are bikers, and had a pretty wild lifestyle. We did not begin living for Christ until 2002. The first 6 years we were together, Richard had 6 or 7 major heart attacks (the first one when we’d been together for only 8 months!), was 2 days short of bleeding to death, literally broke his neck, had quadruple bypass, and his doctors found a stationary mass the size of a golf ball behind his breastplate… all of which were miraculously healed! We determined that the Lord was definitely trying to get our attention… and He certainly did! All of this, and trying to hold down a full-time (often overtime) job as an Administrative Assistant, just about drove me nuts! But when you know that only the Living God holds the keys to life and death, and that He is the ONLY one who can decide your fate, you either trust Him to take care of you and of the situation, or you run! Fortunately, after Richard’s final healing by the Lord, we were so very grateful to Him, we both rededicated our lives to Him, and have not looked back for an instant! Was it worth having to go through all that? In the long-run, you BETCHA!!! We are now both 51, and serving the Lord with GREAT joy and happiness! Richard is my true soulmate, and I am his! The Lord has strengthened our marriage, given us great peace in these turbulent times, and blessed us beyond compare! And it is wonderful to know that He can finally be proud of us! We are looking for the Rapture and Eternity as never before! Maranatha, come soon, Lord Jesus!
My point is, though, that the things that we have done in our past and asked forgiveness for have LONG since been forgiven, and God knows the reasons we did them at the time. What we did before we were walking in the Spirit should not EVEN be a consideration to our fellow brothers and sisters! The blood of Christ has washed us clean, and to Him, we are as white as snow! None of us start off being mature Christians, no more than a baby starts off wise in the ways of life. But as we mature in the Lord, we should become less judgmental of one another! And we should NEVER forget the things that we’ve done in the past to grieve the Lord, and realize that we are no better than our siblings!
Our focus should not be on what our sister or brother has done in his or her past, or how a sister or brother believes on a particular topic, or how the Lord uses them to witness (i.e., not every one can just go up to a stranger on the street and give them the Gospel story… we all witness as the Lord sees fit, using the talents that He blessed us with!), but it should be on the saving of the lost. Our focus should be fixed on the spreading of the Gospel and on working together with other true Christians, since indeed we are members of the same Body!
We are exhorted to lift one another up and encourage one another, and most definitely to LOVE one another at ALL times, regardless of what WE perceive to be the truth! We are to have a forgiving nature, particularly with our brothers or sisters! Those of us who are walking in the Spirit of God, serve the same God! If we know that someone has eternal life through the shedding of the blood of the Lamb, and that they have faith in Him, cut them some slack!
Your eternal sister in Christ!
Peggy McIlveene
"Do not judge so that you will not be judged. "For in the way you judge, you will be judged; and by your standard of measure, it will be measured to you. "Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? "Or how can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' and behold, the log is in your own eye? "You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye.
Matthew 7:1-5
As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us.
Psalm 103:12
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us
our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
1 John 1:9
Above all, keep fervent in your love for one another, because love covers a multitude of sins.
1 Peter 4:8
Therefore do not go on passing judgment before the time, but wait until the Lord comes who will both bring to light the things hidden in the darkness and disclose the motives of men's hearts; and then each man's praise will come to him from God.
1 Corinthians 4:5
But you, why do you judge your brother? Or you again, why do you regard your brother with contempt? For we will all stand before the judgment seat of God. For it is written, “As I live, says the Lord, every knee shall bow to me, and every tongue shall give praise to God.” So then each one of us will give an account of himself to God. Therefore let us not judge one another anymore, but rather determine this--not to put an obstacle or a stumbling block in a brother's way. I know and am convinced in the Lord Jesus that nothing is unclean in itself; but to him who thinks anything to be unclean, to him it is unclean.
Romans 14:10-14
Testimonies of Health
Life in Slow Motion
Changes in our lives occur. Out of the blue, certain health issues required my having to be hospitalized
with an emergency surgery. This surgery was successful but my system would not get back to normal for
quite sometime.
After this surgery, I completely lost my appetite which caused me to become malnutrition/dehydrated.
I spent 10 days in a nursing home to rehabilitate. I did learn to walk on my own but my appetite was far
from returning to normal. My medical doctor had me re-admitted to the hospital for testing to see why
I was unable to eat. All tests were fine but I stayed nauseous so therefore, I was unable to eat.
I came home and eventually, I did regain my appetite. My first surgery required a colonocopy so now that
I was regaining my strength, a date for my return to the hospital was set to have the bag removed. This
surgery, too, was successful but I was, again, nauseous so the repeat of the malnutrition/dehydration
came along.
I had only been home from the hospital a couple of days until my stomach started showing signs of
problems. The doctor admitted me once again. It was found that my incision had infected so I had to be
isolated into a room of my own. I was so sick of hospitals by this time but being isolated was the
worst. The fact that my daughter is a registered nurse was very valuable to me as she was giving me a lot
of good care and would explain why they were doing this and that.
Life is not always fair but I feel very blessed that I have come through all this trauma on the winning
side. I have fully recovered and thank each and every person for all the prayers that have brought me thus far.
Thankfully, life in slow motion is behind me. As my Lord and Savior know, I am so thankful for all
the blessings and answered prayers that have been sent my way!
Norma Liles
10/11/03
leedy@columbus.rr.com;
Hi there My name is Patty and I have a wonderful praise to share . I checked my husband Bob into the hospital 3 years ago . I stayed till about 11:00 p.m. then headed for home . I was awaken by the telephone at 3:00 a.m. I was told that My husband who had gone in for observation had died for 3 minutes . They advised me to come right in He had come back on his own but they didn't know what was next . I drove to the hospital I screamed Oh God let me die tonight if Bob dies . I was supposed to meet with a security guard at the emergency room who would escort me to where they wanted me . I just drove up to the front door and got out of my car and of course it was locked up tight . It seemed natural to punch in these numbers on something I saw on the wall out side the doors . It seemed natural for the wide big doors to open for me . It seemed natural that I got on the elevator and punched in a floor and it seemd natural to get off the elevator . Then it hit me I went to the wrong door and I am inside the hospital and now I don't know what floor I am on or what wing of this huge Hospital I am in . In a split second I heard voices and turned and there was my precious husband laying on this bed in the hall and nurses all around him . They got off the elevator right beside the one I just got off of . Oh what a blessing I was able to share with the nurses the Doctors our family and our church . They never expected my husband to live. It has been 3 years since that eventful night . We have now been married 43 years . If I close my eyes and think back to that night I can still hear my self scream oh God Let me die too if you take my Bob . Bob has a pace maker and Defibrillator in him . One year before this He had been diagnosed with a massive prostrate tumor which was cancer . He wasn't given much of a chance then either . God has our days numbered and now I know I can trust the Lord if He takes me first or he takes Bob . I have learned a lot and I have grown up a lot in the Lord . Jesus still raises the dead my Bob is living proof . I can still hear several Doctors say there was no way he could have come back unless it was a direct act of God. My husband is a poet and after saying hello Honey , his next words a couple hours later were " honey can you get me a piece of paper and a pencil I want to write a poem about the Lord taking care of me ". He named the poem " I'm In Your Care " by Bob Hefner. Thank you.
bobandpattyrhis@earthlink.net
A Promise Fulfilled
As young people often tend to feel invincible, my daughter would be employed two and three places at a time. Being born flat-footed, her feet didn't always cooperate.
In time, x-rays proved her bones had actually moved to where they were laying side by side (instead of on top of each other). Additionally, there were bone spurs.
Joints throughout her body would swell, and doctors had failed in diagnosing it. Shoes often created too much pain to wear. Medical tests required funds that were otherwise needed.
Becoming a common thing for her to run to the basement to put clothes into the dryer, only to find her sitting at the bottom of the basement steps crying (not being able to climb back up the stairs), we began to supply a wheel chair for outings.
Having no insurance and two young boys to provide for (not being able to take 6 mos. off work), God would provide her with feet just long enough to finish a shift.
Though having been a person with a heart for the needs of others, she was never able to manage her own spiritual walk.
Finally realizing God had allowed this to physically happen, so we'd realize her spiritual condition was an infirmity, I began to research scripture.
If two shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. Mt.18:19
The verse God gave us was this ...
"Make straight paths for your feet, lest that which is lame be turned out of the way; but let it rather be healed." He.12:13
Receiving that verse as God's instruction to teach the straight gate, she then began to walk both spiritually & physically.
Setting out to fulfill the required condition, we focused on listening for God and receiving His every next step of instruction - to not follow the laws in ink, but seeking to know God's heart.
Already knowing she had the gift of prophecy, her abilities became more refined. As long as her focus was on God, she'd continue improving. Seeking God with your whole heart, He reveals himself to you. Je.29:13 A few months into this journey, and she began experiencing God in newfound ways.
The following months were so exciting, she could hardly put God's Word down! She'd say, "Oh, this is so neat! I have to tell you what I found! I finally understand this!" ... as the phone would ring all hours of the night (being about to burst just to tell the wonderful truths of God).
From the day God began revealing Himself, she's had no desire to turn back ... and has had to separate from whomever would hold her to the Biblical laws (as both physical and spiritual conditions otherwise begin deteriorating).
There's no medical explanation as to how it's possible for her to walk, as surgeries were never done - or bones healed. Today, she is a walking testimony (both spiritually and literally) that you 'can' walk, if you keep your eyes on God. He isn't dead. He'll tell you when and which laws apply to accomplish His purpose.
God kept His word ...
If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. 2 Ch. 7:14
As the ability to stay home with her children was thereafter provided for, God even fulfilled a promise that wasn't sought.
Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, if any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. Ep.3:20
But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. Ja.1:6 And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight. I Jn. 3:22
And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us: And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him. I Jn.5:15
© by Joyce C. Lock
http://my.homewithgod.com/blessingsandlessons/
- God Wants to Heal You! -
Many years ago, God led me through scripture to show me that Jesus healed all who came to Him, no exceptions ... and that healing is still available for us, today ... God doesn't change ... according to your faith be it unto you. Even in Paul's case, grace always has a point of redemption.
My mother was in excruciating pain with Rheumatoid Arthritis. Thus, for years, I sought, searched, warred, and even spiritually crawled through battle after battle, when I could no longer stand ... as I wanted to learn how to heal! When I could no longer crawl, I begged God to hold on to me, to not let me fall. It would have been easy to have given up had there not been a greater love than for myself.
Only, through that, what God taught me was inner healing ... the zillions of ways that cleaning the inside of the cup would cause the outside to take care of itself. As a result, my insides were clean!!! And, that is what I share with whomever will receive.
However, the stress, hurt, and loss of everything I'd ever loved or placed any faith in, other than God, (often emotional abuse in the name of religion, from those who hate whatever they don't understand) finally caused an inner explosion of sorts, a breakdown, and I developed an anxiety disorder that left me without the ability to even remember who I'd just sent an e-mail to. All short term memory was gone. I could barely stand when holding on to something, making walking through a room by myself next to impossible.
None-the-less, I was determined that Satan would not stop me from serving God and I began spending 18 hours a day sitting and (mostly) sleeping at the computer. Then, when I'd finally give up and lay down, the sofa was only a few, hunched over, steps away. The good news is that I got to help hundreds in building their web sites, encourage many to work together instead of against each other, and several individual ministries were developed. God can always turn what Satan is doing into something good!
However, for the next 6 months, I used a cheat sheet of sorts ~ just to get out the daily e-mails ~ sending apologies for the repeats. The next few years, of not moving from the computer, wreaked other havoc on my body. Since doctors offered no solutions except more drugs, I began seeing a Chiropractor ~ as when the body is in correct alignment, it can gradually heal itself. The process of making a come back had been at a snail's pace ever since. But, every little bit counts.
Though, not even the Chiropractor could correct it all. So, when I learned of an area church that believes in healing, I became excited ~ finally, someone who believes God, too! Thus, I requested them to pray over me. Of all the things I've ever heard about phony faith healers, none of it was true.
After the church service, not a show of any sorts; it was semi-private when they prayed. All they did was touch whatever part of the body they were praying for. And, they knew to pray for things I hadn't even requested ... like lymph nodes! All I know about that is, when this seems to be the year for cancer in our family, my tests came back negative.
In addition, instantly, my shoulders went into right alignment, something that hadn't happened since the sixth grade! And, the curvature in my back was gone!
Their faith is based on the fact that all forms of sickness and poor health have demonic properties, that you don't even have to be sick to die, that God never makes anyone sick, that sickness does not come from God.
Also, they said I could expect to be sore the next day, as my bones were not use to being in right alignment and I would need to command my own body into place, whenever it would slip out of alignment again. Though, by this point, I did not want to do battle with Satan ever again ~ no more battles! No ........ !!! The battle belongs to the Lord. What God does is a done deal!
Only, my hip hasn't been so cooperative and it was another area not even the Chiropractor could budge. So, I'd wait until I'd had enough of limping and the pain it caused, then ask someone to pray over it again and again.
I know that it is God doing the healing and I've witnessed Him using others to accomplish this purpose. Also, I am not a bit afraid of demons. We know each other quite well. But, what I had begun to doubt was that I would be able to do this type of healing, too (God, through me, of course).
Comments would be made like, "You don't have to have the gift of healing to do this." "When you learn how, you can do this for yourself." Learn how? I had already been listening for God, asked a few questions, and finally have an answer to share.
Of all the types of healing there are, this one is the easiest and most pain free method of healing we can do for ourselves. Faith is the hardest thing to give, in complete surrender, but takes the least amount of effort in accomplishing ... no battle at all! Yea! And, you can do it, too!
Scoot your buttock to the back of a straight chair. Lift your legs slightly, then just gently hold them. Do you notice a slight vibration? Keep your legs lifted until the vibration stops. That vibration is God moving your hips into right alignment.
Now, stand up and reach toward heaven. Lift holy hands, stretch just a little, reach for God. Feel the vibration? Envision God taking impurities from your body (feeling them leave through your finger tips), putting your body into alignment where your blood will flow correctly, removing the Satanic forces that cause you to not be well, healing the inward parts. When the vibration stops, just Praise the Lord!
If you can't lift your arms, but only your hands, turn them upward. If you can only move your toes, lift them upward. If you know how to put parts of your body into place on your own, go for it. Just know that wherever you are, and however many times a day you get the urge to do so, until Satanic forces get the message, just do it. God wants to heal you!
Then, as we start believing God is who He says He is, He'll show us more! And, just to think ~ what all we might accomplish if our spiritual body were in right alignment, too! I want to receive some praise reports!
And Jesus went about all Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, and preaching the gospel of the kingdom,
and healing all manner of sickness and all manner of disease among the people. Matthew 4:23
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father. John 14:12
© 2003 by Joyce C. Lock
http://my.homewithgod.com/blessingsandlessons
Testimonies of Marriage and Love
Testimonies of Marriage and Love
When I was a child dreaming of who I someday would marry ,my heart said, one who was tall,dark and handsome (a clichet, I know) ,but my husband is that person. I also asked you not to ever give me any children that you intended to take back to yourself and you didn't,and I am thankful. You have blessed me and my husband with 2 beautiful sons and 6 beautiful daughters ,they all love and serve you in the church ,all but one of them and we're keeping him in our prayers,he loves you though ,but remains confused . We have 24 grandchildren and 2 greatgrand children,the amount of love shown puts a lump in our throats. Through the years, so many times the devil tried to kill (me ,in particular) ,has always failed , by some miraculous way. We ,my husband and I are about to celebrate our Golden wedding anniversary in June 04 , which is a blessing in itself . We have always strived to place you first in our lives and your blessings have poured forth onto us and our family. As I have strived to be closer to you , Lord , your answers are quickly given to me ,and I am so thankful for our divine obedience to you
through these many years ( the gift of obedience is a gift from you too), we love you and give you praise and honor ,now and forever. Amen. Love Arnold and Betty R.
Testimonies of Miracles
This is a tough one for me because God has allowed me to be a miracle watcher
once I gave my life to him. I was called to God in my mother's womb. My
sister passed through this life at birth. When my mother was four months
pregnant with me she was given O, ZERO, chance of me being born alive.
However, my mother was a prayer warrior with Agnus Sanford and others. I am
now 65. My most important gift from God is my wife of 43 years and 3 healthy
children and 5 healthy grandchildren and another on the way. When I truly
gave my life completely to God 23 years ago my wife and I were very
comfortable financially. Now we have no material burdens. God cleaned us of
everything materially, washing us inside and out, but always providing
abundantly, and allowed us to be His workers in inner city ministry. We have
seen virtually hundreds of lives changed by God through us. We have had well
over 900 kids assigned to us by the courts. Over 92% stayed out of trouble,
turning their lives around and becoming productive. Most gave their lives to
God also. Several were killed violently but had already come to Jesus so now
they are in heaven and their mothers, though sad, know they are finally safe.
We have seen many of these street kids go to colleges such as the Air Force,
Naval Academy, South Carolina, Vanderbilt, Clemson, Citadel, and many others.
And all we did was share the love of Jesus and accept them unconditionally as
Jesus accepts us, with love. I have also been healed of cancer by prayer and
have seen many, many prayers answered. I have been transported by God, seen
heaven, smelled the aroma of God many times, and seen Jesus. This all sounds
crazy but it is true, and I have the scar of stigmata in my hand to prove it.
I get up every morning excited to see God at work today. We are truly, truly
thankful. God Bless Jim and Frankie Ring
jimandFrankie@att.net
I don't want to write a book, but both my children were miracles, as I was not supposed to be able to have children. My husband is not a "kids" person, but I loved kids, and God gave them to me. My body had totally quit functioning right, and I totally quit having monthly cycles for a year and a half. The doctors ran tests and couldn't find the answer. Then one night we were invited to Fort Wayne to this minister and his wife's house. My husband was involved in church at that time. I was hesitant about going, because I did not know them, but I went, because my husband was supposed to speak at their church. The minister's wife was pregnant, and was within two weeks of her delivery. She was the sweetest person you could meet. Immediately, I was made to feel comfortable and at home, in their home. She talked to me alot, and i told her that I loved children, and what had happened to me. As we were going to church that evening, she asked me if I would mind if her husband asked their church to pray for me about what I had told her. I told her that I didn't mind, and they did. She took both my hands, and she prayed so long, and she wept, and I wept, and it touched my heart that someone I'd just met, seemed to care so much. That night when my husband and I were on our way home to Indianapolis, I told him that something felt different inside. Like some things had been moved around....its hard to explain. I had an already scheduled doctors appt. with my OBGYN, two weeks from that date, and he planned to schedule an exploratory surgery to see what was going on inside my body. He said that if this problem kept up, my uterus would begin to come apart. I went to my doctor, and during his exam, I told him that whatever he needed to do, I was ready for it now. He began to look puzzled, and he asked if they could do one more test. There had been so many, and they had been so painful. I reluctantly agreed, and the test was performed then and there. He came out in a little bit and he said "Pam, you're going to be a mommmy." He swung me around the office and his assistant sat there with tears in her eyes, while I was still trying to grasp his words. I asked him how far along he thought I was, because remember, I had no monthly cycles. He said "you're about two weeks"...It had been exactly two weeks since they'd prayed for me, and when I got home and told my mom, and my husband, I called them, and we all cried.
My baby was due June 10th, 1990, but he came on June 5th. I had a lot of trouble trying to have him even though he just weighed a little over 6 lbs., but I had my beautiful baby boy - Adam Christoper. I was having to stay at my moms, because they had me stitched a lot, and five days later, on June 10th, my baby brother, whom I loved so much, was killed in a motorcycle crash. My world fell apart, and I was mad at him, and I never thought I'd feel anything like this, but I was so angry with God. When I got the news, I was laying on my mom's couch, I couldn't sit up, and I remember I started screaming, and I screamed and I screamed at God, until I passed out. My brother had been backslidden, and I had prayed for him so desperately, and now I couldn't believe that God had took him in that condition. I screamed at God "How could You, Your word says our prayers would not return void! I've prayed and I've prayed, and now he's in hell." Oh how much it hurt and how the devil was having a field day with my mind. I don't remember a lot about the funeral. It was closed casket, and my parents were a mess, my brother was 27, he had two little boys, and a third baby due in 6 weeks. I remember looking at the grass, and thinking, how can you keep growing, our life has stopped. How can people smile, it's over. I remember people and food, and vaguely them bringing me something and pleading with me to eat, but I couldn't...I don't know when I began to eat. I remember holding my baby, that I had prayed for and desperately wanted, and I didn't even realize that I had a baby in my arms. I felt dead. I cried all the time. I had to return to work, and at that time I worked in a cubicle and I inspected electronic equipment, and I remember crying in that cubicle until the blueprints were tear stained, and the ink ran everywhere. I remember the torment of visualizing that my brother was in hell. I would almost scream out, and I guess it was God, unbeknowingst to me, that made people just leave me alone with my grief. My mom took care of my little boy, and I wasn't sure she could cope, they were having a horrible time, dealing with the issue. My brother worked with my dad, and was there every day. My dad sat up all night, and just stared into space. But as time went on, I could see that even tho I did not want to work, I wanted to stay home with my baby, that my mom and dad's being with him, was helping them to cope with their grief.
Donny died June 10th, 1990. His baby girl was born July 25th. She had so much hair the nurses told Kathy to bring hair berets to the hospital. I have yet to see another baby with that much hair. It came down to her shoulders. In August 1990 on one very hot Sunday moring, very early, my baby boy in the crib beside my bed, woke up and started crying. I tried to comfort him, but nothing helped. My husband said that he would go in on the couch, and let me get the baby over in the bed with me. It was hot and we just had a window air conditioner. But immediately when Steve left the room, the baby stopped crying. I patted him and kissed him, and started to lay back down, and suddenly I began to feel very strange. My body began to feel like it was being separated, and it felt really odd, but it did not hurt. I began to wonder if the rapture might be taking place. Though I am scared of heights, I began to see my bed and the ground get farther below me. Yet I could still feel my baby beide me, and I would pat him with my hand. Suddenly I stopped and I was in an area that seemed to be covered with fog. Thru the hazy fog, I saw the outline of people. In particular, I saw a woman, and it appeared as tho she was smiling, and she pushed her hair back. Then all of a sudden, as though you had taken a vacuum hose and pulled that fog back, in the clearness, I saw my brother, Donny. He was dressed in white, and he was smiling as big as I've ever seen him smile. With my mind all I could say was "Oh Donny" He didn't say anything, but I hugged him and he just kept smiling. I don't know how long that lasted, but when I came to myself, I was in our small living room, walking the floor, rubbing my arms, because I was so cold. I didn't remember anything right then, and Steve asked how I could be so cold, because I was so hot. I just said "I don't know". Later that morning, we were in church, and we were all standing - singing, when all of a sudden what had occured that morning was coming to me. I just slumped down in the pew, and when I could get myself together, I grabbed my moms dress tail, and tugged. She sat down, and I told her about that morning. She kept saying "Pam, what did he have on?" I just said "mom, as far as I could see, it was white." I knew it wasn't a dream, but I didn't know what it was, because I was leaning back to lay down, and my head never touched the pillow. The next few weeks I stayed puzzled over what happened, and a lady in our church said "honey, God gave you a vision" I still couldn't believe that though, so I kept trying to muddle thru life.
Then in October, our church always has a big bon fire and wienee roast with other things. We lived in a small concrete block house on our church property. It was very chilly that evening, and I was trying to get the baby and myself dressed for being outside. I had had my brother on my mind all day long, that day, and I had been crying just about all day. Steve left to go help get the bon fire started, and right after he left, I was still crying putting on knee socks, when all of a sudden a voice like I've never heard in my life spoke to me. That voice shook that concrete block house, and I mean it shook it on its foundation. It was very audible, and it was loud, yet understanding. I can't remember everything, but I remember it saying "WHY CAN'T YOU BELIEVE WHAT I'VE SHOWN YOU...DON'T YOU KNOW THAT THE ENEMY WANTS TO DESTROY YOUR MIND?" I wasn't afraid, yet I knew that was the voice of God that had spoken to me. My grandma told me once when I was little, that she had been praying in her house by herself, and she had been really seeking God, and God spoke in a loud audible voice to her. I never doubted her, because she was a true christian. I guess I just never thought about him speaking to me.
In December, my mom had heard that a little church across town, was going to have a gospel singing. She called me and asked if we would like to go. We were all having a horrible time trying to deal with our first Christmas without Donny, and she thought it might be good for us, because we loved gospel singing anyway. My mom, dad, nephew, me and my baby Adam went to the singing. The little church was very crowded, and the people who ran the church had sat folding chairs out in the aisles. The pastor's father, an older man, would stand back at the door and greet folks as they came in. Finally the singing started, and as would be expected, with the loss of my brother, and their songs about heaven, it brought on fresh tears. All at once the older man by the door, - the pastor's father, began crying, then he was sobbing, and he was praying, and it got louder, until he drowned out the singing up front of the group. They stopped singing, and he began trying to walk around the church, with chairs in the aisles and everywhere there was a space, making it difficult. The more he moved, the louder he got. He made his way with his hands raised, up toward the front of that church, and kept walking. He came trying to make his way down one side, praying and crying. We were about 2/3 rds back and he made his way down to where the row that we sat was. He was crying and praying, and he excused himself past several people still crying, and he got to my mom and dad. He took hold of their hands, and he lifted them from the pew. He cried and he said "I've never done anything like this before in my life, and I've never felt anything like this before in my life, BUT GOD TOLD ME TO TELL YOU THAT THERE'S PEACE WITH YOUR SON" My mom and my dad wept bitterly, because its one thing to lose a child that is a christian, and its another, to know they had once known the Lord, and as far as you knew they had left this world lost. I cried and I said "God, this is the third thing that you've let me know, in a way that was unlike anything I would have ever dreamed. I will never doubt you again. I believe what you've shown me, that my brother made it home, and I thank you for letting us know, and I especially thank you for your mercy, because I've truly seen what merciful God you are."
My brother from the time of the accident, until they pronounced him "brain dead", had been unconscious. It was felt that he held on until he knew my mom and dad were at the hospital. They wouldn't let my mom go in that day, they put her in a wheel chair, and called for the hospital priest person. My dad just couldn't go in the room, but my pastor did. He said everything looked normal, and he began to pray. He said he talked to Donny, and when he had to leave the room, as he was closing the door, he saw Donny's blood pressure start dropping. Then it was over. There have been a couple people since then, thats told us when they faced death in the hospital - that in their unconscious state, that God came to them in such a real way that they had never, and would have never known. That he talked with them, and held them. Another man who would drive his wife to church, and wait for her outside, was in an accient where a big rock fell on him in the coal mines in KY. He said he heard everyone talking, and he heard the machines. He said that the Lord started walking with him in that unconscious state. He'd never known the Lord. He said the Lord began to talk to him and deal with his heart, and he gave his life, right then and there to the Lord. He then began to hear the doctors uring his to let them turn off and unplug the machines that were connected to him, that it was no use. he couldn't live. He began to say Lord, if they unplug those machines, and you take me, my familys going to think I died lost. This man lived, and he sits in a wheel chair crippled, but he's at every service his church has at Big Creek, KY. Sometime betwen the accident and the pronounciation, God walked the corridors of my brothers unconscious state, unbeknowingst to the doctors, nurses, or anyone else. He was there all the time. He had mercy. He had wonderful mercy, and now theres no doubt in my mind, that I'll meet him again, if I hold tight to the cross. All the time I was angry with God, all the time that I didn't think I could live another day, when I thought I was pulling by myself, forcing myself to take another breath of air, and not wanting to, the Lord was carrying me, and I didn't even know it.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to write a book, but I just felt like writing this, and if you've made it this far, in all this reading, thank you for reading my little group of what I call my miracle testimonies. God bless Pam Belt
pamb2000@comcast.net
Testimonies of Ministries
My name is Rev. Danny Chapman, I was born in 1962. My parents went to Church every Sunday. In 1972 unfortunatly they were divorved and the home was split up. My mother and I moved in with my Grandparents. My Grandmother went to Church every Sunday, Sunday night, and on Wendsdays. In 1980 my Grandfather passed away and within a month my Grandmother passed also. Soon after that I got married and moved. I began looking for a Church. It wasn't until 1994 that I found a Church and was then baptized. By then of course I had two children.
I went to Church (but not regularly) taking my family. In 2000, my mother passed on and she stressed many things to me in her last few months of life. At the time I did not quite understand what she was telling me. She had told me that God had a plan for me and not to worry that I would know what it was when it was time. Soon after that my wife had become disabled and unable to work. We had to re-adjust our finances and relocate. Eventually my wife's (Brenda) condition worsend and I was forced to stay home and take care and watch over her.
We were forced to worship the Lord at home.
I had purchased a computer to try to do somthing to improve our income while staying at home. After searching for about eighteen months or so, I could not find a good business to get into.
My youngest son was being home schooled and needed a computer. So, another computer was financed for this purpouse. After being on the internet for a while I realized that there were a lot of poeple world wide in the same condition that my wife and I were in. Not being able to worship in Church for one reason or another. I then decided to go to school to study religon. Soon after I got started I realized that this is what my mother was talking about.
I then was ordained by World Christianship Ministries. I started an online Ministry for those that are unable to worship because of health or handicap reasons. I then organized a small Church in my home and then a web page.
http://tinyurl.com/t4dh
And know many months later I have organized a prayer ministry much like sister Elena's. I now have many prayer request daily, I also post a Sunday sermon an Saturdays linked to our Church site. I have many visitors daily from around the world. I spend my days now praying for others & soon we ill be going around to the local nursing homes spreading God's Word. Elena and I met online through an online prayer group call prayer warriors which I support also.
I have been blessed for the oppertunity to spread God's Word daily! I give thanks daily for this oppertunity. Now I know my true calling in life just by studying the bible! My dear mother never came out and said that she wanted me to be a minister, but she said that God would let me know what my true calling was when He decided it was the right time.
She was right!
We love you Elena, and we pray for your ministry daily!
Rev. Danny & Brenda Chapman
danon752@myway.com
Another Testimony of Ministry by Joyce Lock "Heavenly Inspirations Coordinator"
"Baby Steps"
From early childhood, my mother would agree that I was one of the most timid people you'd ever meet.
I was terrified to speak. Outside of family (my comfort zone), I often never spoke.
Hiding behind my husband's coat tail for a number of years, he was good at socializing. I just tagged along. Were it not for him, I'd have never gone in the first place. I would have been too frozen to speak. Having him around took a lot of pressure off me. If I thought of a few lines, fine. But, otherwise, I could enjoy following as he mingled among the people, with maybe an occasional smile or two.
When the opportunity came to not have to play the church piano or organ, but to finally get to sing in a church choir, I was so grateful. Though I couldn't speak the words, I could share my love for the Lord in song. It wasn't that I never wanted to play again, because I did. It was just that I'd discovered a greater ability to worship, making my heart the instrument.
As years came and went, growing in the Lord, God began showing me prophetic things. Sometimes, those things were so wonderful I'd feel like I was about to burst just to tell someone. When I'd attempt to share, people would immediately quote scripture so fast I couldn't take it all in to even know if I agreed or disagreed with their point. It was so intimidating, I'd close my mouth and just slither away.
When messages came with urgency, I'd have to share 'do or die'. It's God's Word to share such things or the blood will be upon your hands. Yet, because of their unbelief, God gave me a stammering tongue so others wouldn't understand what I was trying to express. It truly became a long term thorn in the flesh. I'd spend hours, days, and weeks (and sometimes even months) just laboring to make one important point in a way that others could finally get it.
Often feeling like I think the Apostle Paul must have felt, excellent in knowledge but rude in speech, my words would often create unintended offences. Being misunderstood became a hurtful way of life. Walking on eggs was a royal pain, mostly on my part - never being aloud to be real. Retreating, I'd often find comfort in expression through pen.
Having had the opportunity of first hand observance of some of the most wonderfully gifted encouragers in the world, and the effect they had to lift up people ... one day, God said, "Now, it's your turn." I couldn't speak! I'd already promised God I'd go where He'd send me, "But, you know I can't speak!!!"
It isn't that I refused to go. I truly wanted to keep my word to God. But, if I walked up to someone - my brain would go dead. Words seemed to vanish. "God, you know that!"
God responded, "Well ... could you say that you like their tie?" I paused, then responded, "It might kill me, but I 'can' say that."
After working up some courage, I walked up to the person God directed me to and said energetically, "I really like that tie!" The guy seemed both startled and surprised, as if no one had ever given him a compliment. He gave a big smile, but his 'thank you', seemed to be the only thing he could figure out to say (as if he'd never had opportunity to say it before).
Shew! I was glad that was over.
God showed me a lady, wearing a red dress. Passing in a church crowd, I made mention of how nice that color looked on her. Her face lit up and her mouth flew open. But, no words followed. It was as if no one had ever noticed before. She was both pleased and speechless. But, moving on through the crowd, it didn't leave time for her to feel pressured to respond. Though just for a brief moment, it felt good to have made a difference.
Then God said, "See that lady over there? Go say something nice to her." 'Something nice' means I'd have to figure out what the compliment is. I looked and saw she was wearing a pretty broach. I had the first line, but she filled in all the rest. It's just amazing how people's faces would light up when someone acknowledged their presence. All I had to do was speak first, then we'd find amazing things to discuss.
Oh, man. This was so cool! Just say something to the person in need that God shows you and stand back and see what He does with it. (Faithful is He who called you, who also will do it.) Hey! God's Word works!!!! And sometimes, all they need is someone to care that they came.
I was getting pretty good at this. Man this was a breeze. Just about that time ... God upped the ante.
"Now, I want you to go say something spiritual." Oh, no! Of all things, this would be harder. "Bubububut, God, you didn't tell me what to say!" "Observe," He said. "Find something nice to say about their ministry."
Every time I'd get comfortable, God would say, "Let's learn something else."
(Once, years ago, I was in a crowd and someone came from behind and touched my shoulder to get my attention. Feeling something spiritual happen from head to toe, I immediately had to turn and see who it was that touched me. It was so awesome, I never forgot it. The only explanation I know of is that his spirit transferred to mine.)
Again, God sent me with a message to another lady, before church was to start. This one wasn't even a really big deal. It was just something she needed to be informed of. But, she had a crowd gathered as she stood gabbing about the weather. I waited patiently for at least 10 min. and it was almost time for church to start, still not having gotten her attention.
I asked God what I was suppose to do. He said, "Remember the touch? Now it's your turn. Reach up and ever so gently place your hand upon her shoulder, then wait for her response."
The lady finished her sentence, turned around and spoke to me in such a spirit, I think my knees almost melted. She ministered to me in such a miraculous way, I was in awe. Her speech instantly moved from insignificant to spiritual. It was so wonderful that I turned to see if anyone else had seen it. I almost said out loud, "Did you see what God just did!?!" But, they didn't see. The crowd had vanished. They'd missed a blessed opportunity to witness the Power of a Touch.
In big ways and little ways, I began practicing the things I'd learn. Whenever I couldn't remember someone's name, which was most of the time, if I so much as tapped their shoulder, they'd greet with an instant smile. I'd say, "Hi", to people on the street - something they hadn't heard since years gone by (unless they'd visited the South). I'd look to notice little things, in letting others know their ministries were appreciated.
There's a verse that says the giver receives the greater blessing. I found it to be very true, as these people would begin ministering to me! And, as someone would begin to care about them, they were in turn multiplying seed by caring about others.
My youngest daughter once said, "Mom, that is so weird, walking up and talking to and helping people you don't even know." Could it be that this very thing of encouraging others could even be contagious on the streets? I don't know, but people are a lot kinder in our local stores than they were just a few years ago.
I never was able to be an encourager in the same way that others were. But, God didn't call me to be someone else. And with each new step, I learned something wonderful about God.
Next, He sent me to a visitation training program. Then I knew God had lost His mind! But, I'd already promised I'd go wherever He called and I'd already gone farther than ever imagined. (I didn't say I didn't dread it though.)
But, much to my amazement and appreciation, God didn't make me learn all the perfect quotes and memorizations. I didn't have to practice how to intimidate other people with scripture.
I failed the course, was accused of not submitting to authority, and was asked to leave the class. God never promised there would be no pain. But even amidst a hurt greater than I had ever known inside a church, not even good enough to serve God, He gave me a very special promise. The words He'd written upon my heart, He would bring to remembrance whenever I needed them.
God had something different in mind for me to learn ... how to minister, looking to the needs of their heart. In my weakness, God became my strength. And, I finally learned to speak by taking Baby Steps.
God doesn't call the equipped.
He equips the called.
I Co. 1:27-31
© by Joyce C. Lock
http://my.homewithgod.com/blessingsandlessons/
Testimonies of Pests
Those Nasty Blackbirds
by V. Oranell Cupp
Approximately twelve and a half years ago, my husband and I purchased a home in Gas City, Indiana. We moved in (along with our four daughters) and, to our amazement, found we’d inherited thousands upon thousands of blackbirds. This certainly was a new experience for us. Never, in my entire life, have I seen such a mess as the blackbirds left! Months went by, then came warm weather and they were as bad as ever.
One day, my brother parked his car in front of my house, for twenty minutes, and thought he’d never get it clean! Cleaning my sidewalk would take every bit of two hours and, the following morning, you couldn’t even see our sidewalk or front yard. The stink was out of this world!
Being raised on a farm in Kentucky, I’d raised chickens in 4-H Club. But, nothing compared to this! The rain seemed to bring out the entire aroma. Besides, my eighteen month old daughter wanted to play in it. Ugh! As energetic as she was, I had to keep her locked in the house.
As time passed, my nerves became very raw from this type of existence. Being desperate, I asked the Lord if He’d help me find a way to rid myself of these birds ... especially since I was using my home for Him. (You see, my husband and I had moved to Gas City for the purpose of starting mission work. In fact, we were already having services in our home.) So, believing the Lord would help me find the answer, I began my search.
Asking neighbors if they could tell me how to get rid of the birds, every answer they gave was either illegal or impossible. So, I called the Health Department, thinking ‘if they saw the mess - they’d have to do something.’ However, they never showed up. Then, a long time neighbor told me I might as well give up. Those birds had been there eighteen years and no one had been able to get rid of them. Having eight or nine trees didn’t help either.
Beginning to read the book, GO HOME AND TELL (by Bertha Smith, a Southern Baptist missionary to China), I was amazed as she’d tell of numerous accounts where the Lord had rid her of pests that were unbearable. She’d give scripture references of the Lord’s promises, then claim them as her own, as she went to her knees asking the Lord for deliverance. I must admit, I didn’t know what to think. Searching the Bible, as Bertha had given references ... sure enough, the promises were there. Oh, it touched my heart! I didn’t know the Lord did things like that. Could I really just ask Him to take them?
Appealing to Him, I said, "Well, Lord, if you can do these things for Bertha Smith, you can surely deliver me of these birds. Lord, I’ve done all I know to do except cut the tress down and my husband won’t let me do that. (He thinks it would greatly depreciate our property.) Lord, you gave me this house and I’m using it for you. You know this isn’t a fit place for worship, in this condition. So, Lord, just take them."
Praying for three nights, while getting angry at the birds ... I commanded them to leave, in the ‘name of Jesus’. My neighbor, then having come for a visit, noticed such quietness that she just knew something bad was wrong. Going outside to see what it might be, we discovered the birds were gone!
Quiet for the next three days, on the fourth evening the birds came back. I went to tell my neighbor to move her car, so she wouldn’t have to wash it. But, she insisted, "You prayed." I responded, "I know. No one but the Lord could have taken them, even for three days." Refusing to move her car, in about fifteen minutes, the all birds flew away at once. It was a sight!
After this, I‘d sit on a neighbor’s porch, in the evenings, and observe the birds as they’d flock to the trees, then flee. It was as though the trees were wired with electricity. Before, neighbors always avoided walking down my sidewalk. If they had no other option, they’d run past my house, and yet would, in spite of everything, get sprinkled from the birds. But now, they’d stop and ask, "By the way, what happened to those blackbirds?" I‘d chuckle, then share my testimony of what the Lord had done. They would leave amazed.
Living there for ten years, I never had that problem again.
© by V. Oranell Cupp
Testimonies of Salvation
I'd like to start by saying the Lord of our lives, Jesus saved me when I was eleven years old, but it was many years before I really started into the wilderness to do what He wanted me to do. He finally let something happen in my life as a wake up call. So I read and ate His word, but He let me keep going through it... refining me, until I was an OLD lady of sixty-six and my mother had died... I was in deep mourning and it came to me to write what I felt for her and for Christ Jesus. At first it was letters to her in care of Jesus, because I knew somehow, He would let her and my dad know... Today is her birthday and I still miss her so much, though she will be gone eight years on the twenty-sixth...Now I just concentrate daily on how I can write to let someone KNOW JESUS IS REAL and He will SAVE you from hell, if only you will ask and believe and invite Him into your heart. In almost all the poems I write, I try to portray this message to anyone in the World! Come to Him... He has done so many wonderful things for me. I have a wonderful, faithful husband, four beautiful children, six darling grand children and one of each little great grands... And they are ALL GRAND... God opened up my world to write for Him and to me it's worth more than riches. I am giving back to Him, who gave to me... Precious Jesus!
Thank you for having me Elena, and you, readers, for reading this.
In Christ Jesus,
Pearlie Duncan Walker
wildfern@comcast.net
Testimonies of Spritual Gifts
Oh yes I do believe and when I first found out about the gifts of the Spirit I begged God to give me the Gift of tongues, (the church I was attending at that time taught that the gift of tongues was Proof of the indwelling of the Holy Spirit) One Sunday while I was at the alter praying (no not praying begging in heart renting tears) for this evidence the gift of tongues a gentleman who did not know me or about my poetry came up behind me and whispered in my ear, “God said for you to stop begging, you already have the gift of tongues it is your poetry” Now the amazing thing is that God had given me a couple of poems at that time saying as much but I let that old enemy convince that it was my wishful thinking.
Now this same man whom God used for this message is the one God used to tell me a few nights later to go to the front of the Church as He (God) had something He wished to give to me. I went and all of the ladies prayed mightily for me and afterwards one said God kept telling her to pray for my heart. My response was to say Lord I didn’t know my heart needed prayer but I thank You for whatever You did for me. Two weeks or so later I was rushed to the Hosp unable to breath correctly a heart cauterization was done and the Dr discovered one side of my heart was not functioning at all but (in the Dr’s words) “a mysterious extra vein was coming from the other side to keep that side alive”. “That’s no mystery I replied I can tell you where it came from and exactly who put it there and the very night He did it!” Ever since then I have trusted God with my health and I have never worried about me, just that once I was having those shorts I was worried about who would take care of Phil if anything did happen to me! Silly me By Barbara Philbrook. Barbara, is one of the featured authors, who contributes her beautiful poetry, for "The Messages of Hope"
Testimonies From Mary
Mary, is a prayer intercessor, that I have recently met, and have had the
pleasure to communicate with. She and her husband reside, in Wyoming,
and they are in ministry. The following, testimonies, give glory to
God, for what he is able to do, in different situations. I have been personally
touched, with her love and dedication to Christ, and she expresses herself,
in a way, that truly one can sense, the power and love of God, in a
persons life. I encourage you to read them, and if you are intersted in communicating with Mary,
you may write her at: Hiswillministry@aol.com
Click here, to link to her e-mail
THE POWER OF COMMUNION
The Lord’s Supper
(Matthew 26:26-30; Luke
22:15-20; 1 Cor 11:23-25)
22While they were eating, Jesus took a loaf of
bread and blessed it. Then he broke it in pieces and handed it to them, saying,
"Take some. This is my body." 23Then he took a cup, gave thanks, and gave it to
them, and they all drank from it. 24He said to them, "This is my blood of the
covenant that is being poured out for many people. 25Truly I tell you, I will
never again drink the product of the vine until that day when I drink it new in
the kingdom of God." 26After singing a hymn, they went out to the Mount of
Olives.
Did you know that there is power in the Lord's
Supper (Communion), not only spiritual power, but physical power as
well?
Jay and I are living testimonies to the fact. You
see we partake of the Lord's Supper often in remembrance of Him. At 51 years old
we are typical American's, we are overweight, overworked and definitely overly
stressed. Yet, remarkably we are not taking a cabinet full of prescription
medications. We do take vitamins and I use an inhaler for asthma. Not too long
ago the two of us were sitting and talking with a Nurse Practitioner and she
looked us square in the eye and said "Statistically two of the three of us here
will die early with coronary disease." She wasn't thrilled when we brought up
the fact that even if the Lord decided to take us home early that we knew
exactly where we were going, did she? I am not making light of taking care of
the earthly temples the Lord has given us, Jay and I work on that daily, but in
some respects she was right, we are walking anomalies. We should have high blood
pressure, diabetes, clogged arteries, high cholesterol and numerous other
ailments. However, we always have enough health and stamina to get through the
day no matter how long it is. The only explanation is that we belong to Jesus
and we get together nightly for prayer, worship and the partaking of communion.
Yes, we do this every day, and no, it is not routine. There is power, power
wonder working power in the blood of the Lamb.
We know without a doubt that this is the one thing
we do that keeps us going, there is absolutely no other explanation for the
feats we are able to accomplish for the Lord (Glory to His Holy Name). Even our
secular activities such as work, shopping, cooking, cleaning, and numerous other
activities are blessed because we have the stamina to keep on going. Smith
Wigglesworth (read his sermons here:
http://wigglesworth.born-again-christian.info/smith.wigglesworth.sermons.1.htm) was known as the Apostle of Faith. He partook of Communion daily,
without apology. There are some churches who partake weekly, God bless them for
their frequent remembrance of our Lord and Savior. There are churches who
partake once monthly, which is better than not at all, but what power they are
missing out on as the Lord's Soldiers. We need the Power that only Communion can
give us, our brother Paul admonished the New Testament believers that many of
them were sick and dying because they did not discern the Lord's body properly.
Oh Saints, do not forsake partaking of the Lord's Supper no more than you would
forsake worship, prayer or the fellowship of other believer's, to do so will be
to your own spiritual detriment.
THE POWER OF FASTING
About seven years ago my youngest sister Debbie who
had been trying to have a child the entire 16 years of her marriage was having a
few marital problems. Some of this was due to years of trying to conceive along
with failed and costly fertility tests. She was not a believer yet, but she did
ask us to pray for her and her husband, Lee. Long story short, we prayed and
fasted and she ended up pregnant not once but twice praise God. She had a boy
the first time around and a little girl the second time. When her daughter was
six months old Jay and I was visiting, and I was holding her. Something within
me just sensed that there was something terribly wrong with her. She was very
small and pale. I began praying that the Lord would bring the problem to light
(I didn't say anything to Debbie at the time). Within a week a nurse was doing a
well baby check on her and told Debbie that she thought that the baby had a
heart defect. After many tests it was determined that she was born with a hole
in her heart and her left artery was attached wrong so it was recirculating bad
blood. My sister fell apart. They took the baby to a heart specialist who then
referred them to a hospital in Denver. A doctor in Denver told them it was a
miracle the baby had lived so long with such a grave problem. In Denver they
faced more bad news, all of the pediatric cardiologists had been fired recently
because of a too high mortality rate. They were told that the baby had to gain
at least five pounds to have surgery (she was only twelve pounds and wasn't
thriving because she couldn't suck properly because of the heart defect). Jay
and I decided to begin a fast at that time. We went to Colorado and anointed the
baby and ask the Lord to heal her. In less than ten days the baby gained four
pounds on nothing more than formula, and she turned a rosy pink color! The next
miracle occurred when they found a Doctor to do the surgery in Denver, the
hospital had just hired him, and wouldn't you know it he was the second most
renowned pediatric cardiologist in the Nation. Isn't our God wonderful! All
glory to Him. The baby gained two more pounds before surgery. The surgery was
scheduled and was a week away, Jay and I had been fasting the entire time (on
the fourteenth day we had switched from juice and water to the Daniel Fast).
They told Deb and Lee the surgery would take five or six hours and that it was
very risky and that the baby may not even survive the surgery. Then they told
them that if she survived she probably would be well behind schedule physically
and developmentally delayed. Debbie and Lee spent the night before the surgery
with Chinh (her name is oriental, her daddy is Vietnamese, and her name means
little flower) and for the first time (in her life I think) my sister prayed,
she called me crying and saying that she was scared that the baby would die and
she couldn't bare that. I told her that day I had prayed many scriptures for
healing out loud to the Lord for Chinh. I had pages of scripture I had printed
out and I was boldly praying them back to the Lord, (even though it felt awkward
to be so bold with the Lord). About half way through the Lord spoke to me and
said, "Enough, I have heard you." So, I told Debbie that Chinh would not die,
that the Lord would heal her and that her life would be a living testimony to
His Power. The next morning we waited by the phone, by now we were going on
three weeks of fasting. Debbie called me an hour and a half after the surgery
began and said that Chinh was out of surgery and doing well. How, I asked, was
that possible since it would take longer than that just to prep her make the
incision and crack the chest open? They had said it would be at least five
hours! Debbie didn't know how or care for that matter because her little baby
girl was fine. Our dear Jesus had made sure of that! When the cardiologist met
with them later that morning he was literally crying and telling them what a
miracle their baby girl was. He never came right out and said that when he
exposed Chinh's heart there was nothing to at all to repair, but all of us knew
that was the case. That is when my sister Debbie and her husband gave their
lives to Christ, (we had witnessed to them for years) another one of my sisters
and one of my brothers we had been witnessing to for years followed suit. There
is so much power in fasting we have seen numerous miracles. I just thought I
would share just one of them with you. Love you all, Mary
PS: Here is recent picture of little Miss Chinh all
dressed up for her preschool program (as a country mouse), she is five now and
she hit all of her physical milestones early, just ask her and she will tell you
who Jesus is. She talks to Him every night before bedtime, she, her mom, dad and
big brother bake Jesus a cake every Christmas and sing "Happy Birthday" to Him.
She will gladly show you her scar all the way down the middle of her chest and
she will smile and tell you "Look where God fixed me." You see our dearest
prayers were answered and her life is a living testimony to Christ. All glory
and honor to our dear Jesus. How magnificent He is. What power there is in
Fasting.
THE POWER OF LOVE:
I want to start this true story by saying that
all glory and honor belongs to Jesus Christ. I am forever indebted to Him, His
grace and mercy are constantly flowing for all of us. I just want to encourage
you to reach out in your own lives and to reach out to 'least of these' for when
you do you are serving Jesus.
Here in the book of Matthew Jesus explains this
truth:
34"Then the King will say to those on His right,
‘Come, you who are blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you
from the foundation of the world. 35‘For I was hungry, and you gave Me something
to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and
you invited Me in; 36naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me;
I was in prison, and you came to Me.’ 37"Then the righteous will answer Him,
‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, and feed You, or thirsty, and give You
something to drink? 38‘And when did we see You a stranger, and invite You in, or
naked, and clothe You? 39‘When did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to
You?’ 40"The King will answer and say to them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the
extent that you did it to one of these brothers of Mine, even the least of them,
you did it to Me.’
41"Then He will also say to those on His left, ‘Depart
from Me, accursed ones, into the eternal fire which has been prepared for the
devil and his angels; 42for I was hungry, and you gave Me nothing to eat; I was
thirsty, and you gave Me nothing to drink; 43I was a stranger, and you did not
invite Me in; naked, and you did not clothe Me; sick, and in prison, and you did
not visit Me.’ 44"Then they themselves also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see
You hungry, or thirsty, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did
not take care of You?’ 45"Then He will answer them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the
extent that you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to
Me.’ 46"These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into
eternal life."
Jay and I were having breakfast one morning in a
local restaurant in Pinedale, the place was very busy. While we were eating an
elderly lady came in and set down at the table next to us she was disheveled and
unkempt, and looked like she was a homeless person. She began looking at the
menu, shortly afterwards an elderly man joined her, his appearance was the same
as hers. They had an odor about them and after a few moments several people
sitting near them got up and very vocally left the room, saying they would
rather sit in the smoking section. We watched the couple counting their change
out and when they finally got the waitress's attention they asked if there was a
breakfast special. The waitress (one we knew quite well who was always pleasant
and cordial to us) snapped at them "Of course we don't have a breakfast
special," then she moved away from them just like they were lepers. Jay and I
looked at each other, our hearts were overwhelmed with God's love and
compassion, we both smiled and called the waitress over. Now we knew the
waitress quite well and we told her that we would like to buy those two
breakfast, and that she should give their bill to us, and to encourage them to
order whatever they liked. Well, suddenly she began to treat them like they were
royalty. They thanked us and we started talking to them. They lived in their van
and as they related their story they apologized for their appearance saying they
had slept outside the night before. The husband asked us after a few moments why
most of the world was so cruel, he went on to tell us about a group of homeless
people in Arizona that were living under a bridge with nothing more than old
mattresses. Apparently the authorities had burned the mattresses and what little
belongings the homeless people had and ran them out of town as squatters. I
began to tell them what the word of God said about the love of many growing
cold. After we talked to them for a while the man looked at us strangely and
said "last night I had a dream, I dreamed that there was an angry group of
people trying to harm us, suddenly two people came to our rescue and pushed the
darkness and anger away, these two people lived in a log cabin, and these two
people were you two I believe." Jay and I didn't live in a log cabin, but our
ministry office to this day is in a little log cabin. We marveled at that. When
we got up to leave they were still eating breakfast, Jay gave them all the money
he had in his wallet and we asked if we could pray for them, they said yes. When
I went to hold their hands the man said "Oh no you mustn't our hands are dirty."
We took their hands in ours and asked the Lord to take care of them and protect
them. They thanked us through tear streaked faces and we told them that Jesus
loved them. When we went to pay our bill and theirs, the waitress said "I just
wanted to thank you guys for buying them breakfast that was such a kind thing to
do." Jay told her, "don't thank us, thank Jesus." The waitress hung her head and
nodded. Jay told her "You know Linda, that anything we do like that is because
we love and serve Jesus and He expects us to love and serve all humanity." Later
that day we were driving around town and we saw the same couple with their van
at the Tire Store. Since they were from Arizona, they had bought used tires that
were defective from the heat. We stopped by the tire store, we know the guys who
work there quite well and they have done a lot of work on our vehicles over the
years. They were telling Jay that all four tires on the van had to be replaced
and they didn't think the two elderly people could afford it. They were going to
use the money Jay gave them to get some retread tires put on. Jay told Steve,
"Put all new tires on the van and bill me." Steve was flabbergasted and said as
much, so Jay was able to glorify Christ to Steve. I relate this story to you not
to glorify Jay or I in any way, God forbid, but to illustrate to you the Power
of the Love of Jesus Christ. When we show others Jesus through His love,
marvelous things will happen. The Love of Jesus is a powerful force and a
testimony in and of Itself. Don't miss out on the great privilege of lavishing
that love on people who need it the most, whether it is a sweet old homeless
couple, an overworked stressed out waitress, or a tire store manager. Everyone
needs the love of Jesus. God bless, and go love the world!
In His Love Mary
Part 2:There is truly nothing more powerful than
loving people with the love of Christ. Right before Jay and I came to Wyoming to
work in the oil field we were both working in a Nursing home in Colorado. I was
the activities director in this particular nursing home and I had many
opportunities to share Christ's love with others there. One time a fellow worker
told me "Mary, I don't know how you can always be so happy when you are dealing
with some of these residents, especially Edna, she is just hateful, I don't know
how you put up with her." Now Edna was a cantankerous woman, and to make matters
worse, years before she had been the head nurse of this same facility, so she
loved to tell all the nurses how they should do their jobs. Edna would park her
wheelchair right in front of the nurses station and not only watch their every
move, but report on them as well. But Jesus loved the unlovable and He expected
me to do the same, so I set out to win Edna over.
It was almost impossible for me to pry Edna away
from her perch at the front desk to take part in any of the activities. One
thing she enjoyed almost as much as spying on the nurses and reporting their
'wrongdoing' was playing word games. So, once a week I was successful in getting
her to an activity. None of the other residents enjoyed Edna's participation in
the word games because she would never let anyone else answer the trivia
questions. You see Edna knew quite a bit about everything except how to love
others. Once I got to know her story my heart went out to her. Her only son had
brought her to the nursing home and left her there against her will, up until
this time he had been her only caretaker and Edna berated him constantly. It was
not uncommon for them to have 'loud' discussions whenever he came in for a
visit. Another of Edna's peculiarities was that she didn't ever want anyone to
go into her room. From her perch at the nurses desk she could look straight down
the hallway to watch her room, and anyone who went in there was accosted by her
at the door in her wheelchair. I think she must have set some speed records in
that chair a few times getting to her room. One day as I was doing room visits
on Edna's hallway, I noticed Paul in her room. Paul was a resident who had
Alzheimer's disease. I escorted Paul out of Edna's room just as she arrived
lickety split in her chair. "Get him out of there" Edna said a little too
loudly, while trying to hit him. I stood between Paul and her and took the blow.
"Why are you protecting him," she snapped at me. "Well," I said, "because he
cannot protect himself." "What are you talking about, look at how big he is, he
can protect himself." I explained to her that he really didn't know what he was
doing and that she should take that into consideration before hitting him.
Well, she would have none of that, and so she
'reported me.' It seems that I was guilty of keeping some of the residents up
too late on two Friday's a month for movie night. Jay and I always brought in
popcorn and a video to show on a Friday evening for anyone who wanted to stay up
past seven to watch it. So, because of protocol, I had to receive a reprimand
concerning movie night. Later that week I went to see if Edna would like to come
and play word games. She said, "Don't you know that I turned you in for movie
night, why would you even want to talk to me now?" I told her that I did know
that she had turned me in, but I had already forgiven her. She looked up at me,
"You forgave me," she asked. "Yes, I did, if Jesus can forgive me for all my
sins, surely I can forgive you." Edna then did something that I suspect she had
not done in a long while, she started crying. I kneeled next to her wheelchair
and hugged her, and wonder of wonders she didn't push me away! What a sight we
were there in front of that nurses station, both of us crying! I think that Edna
had been holding those tears in for a very long time, after a few minutes Edna
did something else I don't think she had done in a long time, she told me she
was sorry for turning me in. I assured her I wasn't holding any grudges, and
then I wheeled her into the dining room for a lively round of word
games. I am sure you all know someone like Edna, or you have
known someone like her. Keep in mind that Jesus reached out to even those who
were unlovable, He forgave, and He loved. Oh, how He loved, and still loves. Let
us learn from Him brothers and sisters, because there is no finer teacher than
He. Glory to God! What a Savior we serve. Let's go love the world for His Glory!
In His Love, MaryPart 3:
The love of God is greater far
Than tongue or pen
can ever tell
It goes beyond the highest star
And reaches to the lowest
hell!
How I want to learn to love like that, don't you?
You know the Love of Christ will shine out of every one who belongs to Him.
Others will notice that love and sometimes they will even ask about it. When
Pastor Jay and I were still living in Colorado and he was offered a job as a
consulting geologist we prayed for God's will and was led to take the job. We
were both working at a Nursing Home at this time and while he went to Utah for
training I worked my two weeks notice at the Nursing Home. A few days into my
last two weeks I had to start training someone to be my replacement. I
interviewed several people before hiring Kelsey. Kelsey was in her early
twenties and a vibrant happy woman. She assured me that she was up to the
challenge of being an Activity's Director and I had no reason to doubt that she
was. For three days I asked her to come in and just observe me doing the job,
she was to follow me through each day and just to ask questions or make notes.
She was such a pleasant upbeat person to be around that I really enjoyed her
company.
On the morning of the second day we were doing room
visits. Some of the residents there could not or would not come out of their
rooms for activities, so I made it a part of my routine every morning to visit
with them in their rooms. During these room visits I would make shopping lists,
write letters, rub feet with lotion, fetch fresh cold water and other things
like this. On this day Kelsey and I were in visiting Ted, Ted was determined to
die alone. He stayed to himself and really didn't like company, however he
always put up with me. I would spend about twenty minutes in his room five days
a week, I would listen to him complain about everything, from the world news to
his general care. Sometimes I would read the paper to him and sometimes I would
get him cold water. This day I informed him that I was leaving and that Kelsey
would be taking my place. Ted didn't like this idea and said so in front of
Kelsey. I took his water pitcher and her and I went to fill it. I could see that
something was upsetting her and so I asked her what it was. "Well, Mary, I don't
see why we have to do the Nurse's Aids jobs. Aren't they supposed to get water
for the residents and rub their feet?" I said that yes that was normally in
their job description, but that by the time we were able to track one of them
down to do that we could easily go get the water ourselves. Then I explained to
her that the Nurse's Aids were already overworked and that this helped them out
as well. She said, "So why do we rub their feet, that isn't an activity?" I told
her that I do that because sometimes that is the best way to serve someone like
Ted. She said, "Well, he is just mean and I know already he doesn't like me, all
of these people love you and don't want you to leave, I just want them to love
me too." I told her that I had to win them over with the love of Christ from the
beginning and that they didn't love me back automatically that this took some
time. Then I told her "Kelsey, I serve Jesus, and when I am fetching someone
some cold water, rubbing their old tired feet or hands, reading them the same
book over and over, listening to them complain about everything from their care
to their children never coming to visit I do it just like I was doing it to
Jesus. Most of the time no one else notices, but I know that He does. Now, I can
guarantee that these people will love you if you show them love, it will take
some time and effort, but if you want them to love you that is what it will
take." When we got back to Ted's room with the water Kelsey poured him a glass
and handed it to him with a smile. Ted took it and thanked her, and that was the
beginning for Kelsey. She was beaming when she left that room. I told her that
even though there was a lot to the job she would have to learn such as keeping
records and attending staff meetings, that she was learning the most important
part of that job that morning. When Jesus says in the word: "Then the King will say to those on His right, 'Come, you who are
blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation
of the world. For I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty,
and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in;
naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me; I was in prison, and
you came to Me.' "Then the righteous will answer Him, 'Lord, when did we see You
hungry, and feed You, or thirsty, and give You something to drink? And when did
we see You a stranger, and invite You in, or naked, and clothe You? 'When did we
see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?' "The King will answer and say to
them, 'Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of these
brothers of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to
Me.'
So I ask you how much effort does it take to give
someone who is hungry something to eat, someone who is thirsty a cold drink of
water, to invite a stranger in, to clothe someone who is naked, to visit someone
who is sick, or to go to the imprisoned? Not much effort at all. Especially if
you are doing it as if it were Jesus. I encourage you saints to look around you,
you will find someone in need and when you do, love them just as you do Jesus,
serve them, just as you do Him. Don't do it for the accolades, do it because it
pleases Him. There are lonely, hurting, and abandoned people all around you,
love them and love them like He does. In His Love, Mary
THE POWER OF PERSEVERING PRAYER
G. Campbell Morgan said:
Oh, how strenuous is life! I know a little of it. Men "ought
always to pray, and not to faint." How fierce the battle! I know something of
the conflict, but I ought not to faint, because I can pray.
I want to relate how powerful a thing prayer is from a very
personal perspective. A few years ago in November on an evening that we were
experiencing a full force blizzard, Jay and I had just finished up with praise
and prayer at our little ministry office in Pinedale. I decided to take a shower
before heading home and upon stepping into the tub I slipped and nearly fell, I
caught myself with my left arm and heard a very audible snap. When Jay came into
the bathroom to see what the ruckus was all about he found me there with a
dislocated shoulder and a broken arm between my elbow and my shoulder. I was in
some serious pain people! I knew I had also dislocated my left shoulder, as I
had experienced this same shoulder dislocating years earlier, although I knew it
popped back into place when I reached to open the shower curtain. I also knew my
arm was broken, and said as much when Jay asked me : "Are you sure your arm is
broken?" This was one of those things I could be quite sure about. After helping
me get out of the shower and get dressed, Jay sat us both down on the sofa. Our
little town does not have a hospital, the nearest one to Pinedale is in Jackson
Hole about 72 miles away, the other one is 100 miles away in Rock Springs. We
were sure the roads were closed going to Jackson and since it was a Friday night
we knew the local clinic was closed, although we could probably get the
Sheriff's department to call in a Doctor, the blizzard would most likely have
prevented this, our only Doc lived in Daniel, about 14 miles away from Pinedale.
So, there we sat in a quandary as to what to do. Isn't that a
sad statement? Here we were leading an International prayer ministry and we
couldn't figure out what to do? There is something wrong with that picture.
After discussing our options, I looked at Jay and reminded him that we could
pray over my arm for healing. When he relates this story during a sermon he
always says that I pierced his heart by saying that if he were a Smith
Wigglesworth he would pray over my arm and the Lord would heal it. I think the
truth is somewhere in between what both of us recall. Jay sat next to me and
anointed my arm with oil, ouch even that hurt! Then both of us began to pray,
and we prayed, and we prayed, and then we prayed some more. This miracle in the
making needed lots of persevering prayer! Much later that night I began to
notice that the pain was going away. I told Jay that my arm felt much better, he
was delighted. So was I, at this point we decided to wait until Saturday morning
to go up to the local clinic and have it examined. Our clinic is chronically
short of medical personnel and this day was no exception, however the one doctor
available agreed to do an X-ray. She came into the examining room and posted the
X-ray on the light box and pointed to the shoulder area. "This," she said "is
where you tore your rotator cuff when you dislocated your shoulder" she went on
"And since it popped back in on its own we can probably get by with putting that
arm in a sling for a couple of days and then see if you need some physical
therapy." We were looking at the X-ray when she pointed to a white spot on the
X-ray about midway between my shoulder and elbow. "When did you break this arm"
she asked. "Last night," I told her. She laughed and went on to say that this
was impossible because she could tell the fracture was an old one just by how
beautifully healed it was. Of course it was beautifully healed because Jesus
does wonderful work. We told her the whole story including how long we had
prayed over my arm for healing. She looked incredulous and said "Did you say
that you dislocated this shoulder before?" I told her that I had, she asked if
there were X-rays of that shoulder available, I said there was and that I was
sure they would not show a former fracture. Jay and I witnessed to her for
another ten minutes or so, finally she asked us if we would mind praying for an
interview she was doing with a new Doctor that afternoon, we told her we would
be happy to. She also asked if we would mind if she sent the X-ray she had taken
to a radiologist in Jackson Hole to compare with my former X-rays. We agreed.
Two weeks later I received a call from the radiologist in Jackson Hole and he
confirmed what we already knew, I had never broken that arm before. He stopped
short of saying that I had fractured it the night I said that I had, but I was
able to witness to him too about the power of prayer. Of course all he could say
was "Well, that is good, whatever makes you feel better is a good thing to
believe." One more big praise was that I wore that arm immobilizer for exactly
one day and never had to have physical therapy on that shoulder, all praise and
glory to God our wonderful healer. So, remember anything worth praying for is
worth persevering for, Jay and I learn that lesson constantly.
KNOWING
WHERE YOU'RE GOING
I love
this quote by a Christian on her deathbed: "I cannot pray any more. As soon as I
begin, my prayers are all turned into hallelujahs. I would have esteemed it a
privilege if God had permitted me to spend my remaining days in supplications
for my friends; but as soon as I open my mouth, it is all glory, glory,
glory."
Years ago I worked at a nursing home. What wonderful
lessons the Lord taught me while I was working there. It is
amazing what you can learn while you walk among those who are so close to
death. Working there taught me so many things, the one thing I am going to
share with you today is there is power in knowing where you will spend eternity,
and there is a vast difference in those who die knowing Jesus as their Lord and
those who do not.
I will start with the stories of two believers who passed
away that I witnessed first hand.
The first time I ever sat with someone
while they died was the mother of a good Christian friend of mine. Jenny
worked at the same nursing home as I did, and her mom was a resident
there. One day Jenny came to me and asked me if I would mind sitting with
her mom while she passed on, her mom only had hours to live and Jenny just
couldn't bring herself to sit with her. I agreed, not really having any
idea what this would mean. Jenny said she thought her mom would like to
hear me read the Bible to her and gave me some of her mom's favorite verses to
read. I went in and sat down next to her mother's bed. I took her
hand in mine and began to read her God's word. She squeezed my hand to let
me know that she was aware and listening. I saw the biggest grin on her face
even though tears were running down her cheeks. I kissed her hand and
continued to read her the word. I don't know how much time passed, but
Jenny's mom let out a long sigh and went into the arms of Jesus with a radiant
smile on her face. It was really hard to tell Jenny, but I know she was
comforted when I told her that her mom died peacefully and with the happiest
smile on her face.
A few years went by before I sat at someone's deathbed
again, this time it was bittersweet. In the months that I ministered to
Helen I grew to love her as a daughter loves a mother. Helen had diabetes
and was only in her sixties when she passed on, in the months leading up to her
passing she suffered greatly, loosing one leg and facing the amputation of
another one. Every day that I did a room visit Helen challenged me
spiritually. One day when I arrived to read her the Bible she was
crying. I asked her what was wrong and she said "I just want to know why
God is doing this to me Mary, why He is making me suffer so, can you tell me
why?" I swallowed hard and leaned over her bed to hug her, as I was
comforting her and stroking her hair I told her that there were just some things
that we didn't have the answers for. But that I believed being able to partake
in Christ's sufferings could be a blessing. I told her that maybe the Lord
allowed her suffering to teach those around her compassion. I told her how
much I wish I could help her through the suffering, she assured me that I was
helping her more than I could know, of course soon we were both in tears.
She told me, "Mary I just want to go home, I want this to be over and I want to
go home to Jesus. I know that you love me and you want me to be healed, but I am
so tired and I just want to go home." I shook my head in agreement.
In the next two weeks Helen slowly slipped away, her family arrived from all
over the country to be at her bedside. Each day I came into check on her I
was so happy to see some family member holding her, laughing with her, reading
to her reminiscing with her. One morning Jay called me from the nursing
home while I was getting ready to come into work. He told me that Helen
had gone home to be with Jesus. Oh, how I cried, not for Helen, but
because I would miss her so much. I would miss her sweet crackling voice
as she sang off key with me "One fine morning when this life is o'er I'll fly
away." Helen had flown into the arms of everlasting love, never to suffer
again. I knew she was happy and would want me to be happy for her. Without
a doubt I knew she was happier than she had ever been in this world. To
fully appreciate the difference in the death of a believer and an unbeliever I
will recount the story of Imogene, and praise the Lord it had a happy
ending.
Imo was an unbeliever, she was alone in the nursing home, and never had a
visitor that I could remember. She had one son, her only family
member. One day Imo received the awful news that her son had passed
away. She immediately began mourning and refused to eat or drink.
After days of trying to coax her to take some water the nursing staff decided to
hydrate her with an IV. Three weeks later having starved herself Imo was
at death's door. The senior nurse on staff came to me and told me that Imo
had all the physical signs of impending death and that she was "dying
hard." This was a common term used in the facility, which meant she wasn't
passing away peacefully. The nurse asked me if I would mind sitting with
Imo. I ask the nurse who was also a Christian if Imo would know I was
there. She assured me that Imo would be aware of my presence. In talking
with the nurse I found out that Imo's chart listed her as a Jehovah's
Witness.
When I went into Imo's room I found her wailing and careening
it was such an awful helpless sound. I walked over to her bedside and
touched her, immediately she grabbed my arm and dug in her fingernails for dear
life. She was thrashing around and sweating profusely. I started to
speak to her all the words of comfort I knew in an effort to soothe her.
My twin daughters were there at the nursing home that day, and I had them come
into the room and sing hymns with me. These girls have the gift of music
in them and could harmonize like angels. Imo just wailed even louder as we
sang to her. Finally, I could think of nothing else but to try to
introduce her to Jesus. I leaned over her and asked her "Imo, are you
afraid to die?" She wailed a mournful "Yes." I held her hand and
asked her if she knew Jesus Christ as her Savior, explaining the plan of
salvation to her very clearly, she stopped wailing to listen to me. She
was very cognitive and understood everything I was saying, because she would nod
her head and speak as I was talking. I told her that she didn't want to
die without Jesus because she would go to hell, and she started crying and
nodding her head yes. I then asked her if she would like to ask Jesus into
her heart, she nodded yes. As she did this I held her hand and encouraged
her to repent of her sin and ask Jesus to be her Savior, and as she did I cried
like a baby. Immediately upon asking Jesus into her heart there was a
distinctive change in Imo, she stopped thrashing and wailing and she lay there
quietly and peacefully. An hour later I went home. Later on that
evening the same nurse called me and told me Imo had passed on peacefully.
No one will ever be able to convince me that there is no after life, or
especially no Heaven or Hell. Both are very real places and it makes sense
to know exactly where you are going. Death should never be feared by a
believer in Jesus, death is just a stepping stone into everlasting life with the
Lord and all of our loved ones who have put their faith in Jesus. And in the
light of that it makes sense to make sure you take as many people to Heaven with
you as you can during your time on earth.
In His Love,
Mary