Breathe Easier

I was sitting at my dining room table trying to breathe without coughing.  I had been plagued with a cough for six months.  I closed my eyes trying to will the cough away, knowing it was futile.  Months of doctor visits could not find and solve the problem.  I took a deep breath and then it happened.  A coughing fit so severe, it tore the lining of my right lung.  The pain was incredible.  I could barely move my right arm.  I had this happen once before, it felt like a pleurisy.

I started crying.  I had never felt so battered and worn down in my life.  How was I going to walk?  I needed both arms to hold on to my walker.  It hurt to even breathe, there wasn't any way to use my arm without more pain.  What was I going to do?  I did the first thing that entered my mind.  I prayed.

Sitting at my table I told the Lord how I was happy to be alive.  I told Him I needed Him to be my strength.  I said I didn't know what to ask for, please just take this pain away.  I told Him how tired I was.  How much I needed the rest He promises to all.  I sat there praying for everything and everyone that came to mind.  I always feel at peace when I am praying and wanted that feeling to go on and on. 

I needed to get up.  I managed with huge tears stinging my eyes.  As I slowly wheeled myself to the bathroom, I again started praying.  Every movement was pure agony.  I begged the Lord to take it away NOW!  Nothing happened.  I went through the rest of the day and into the night pleading for relief.  I prayed without ceasing.  Finally I fell into a deep sleep blessedly not aware of the pain.

I awoke the next morning afraid to move.  I knew it would hurt to push myself into an upright position.  I lay there as long as I could until my bladder commanded I do otherwise.  I rolled to the edge of the bed, swung my feet over and very slowly pushed myself up.  I was ready for the searing pain that was sure to come.  What did happen was nothing at all!  No pain !!  I raised my arm over my head, no pain!  I took a deep breath, no pain and no cough!  Was this real?  My cough and my pain were gone!  The Lord heard me and answered me!

Once again I have been shown if we pray without ceasing, we will get an answer from our loving Lord.  He will always be there for you because He loves you.  

 

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