The Enchanting Air Dances A Whispering Tune

 

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"Poets Against Drugs"
deserves our attention and support!
Although this poem was written to support this program and
refers to having a "monkey on your back", the "monkey"
could easily be any problem that has control of us.
We may get advice and seek advice but
in the end...
when we are ready to
change
and take control of our lives
with courage and determination
all our answers lie within ourselves!
No one else holds our answers.
 

Monkeys


                                                       i laughed 
                                                            	at his antics
                                                            	pulling his tail
                                                                   	"he's not mine!"
                                                        i jumped higher into
                                                                   	"it's not my tree!"

                                                            the nightlife
                                                                    stroking
                                                                          	each body
                                                             with spotlight dancing
                                                                     	injected drinking
                                                             	laughing needles
                                                                  	the days i came
                                                             	home

                                                             	alone

                                                             	drew me again
                                                             	perhaps

                                                                     	l
                                                                      	o
                                                                       	v
                                                                        	e
                                                              	and its wanting
                                                              	or maybe
                                                              	fearing nothing
                                                              	because
                                                              		invincible thoughts
                                                              	keep a perfect beat
                                                              	controlling
                                                                      	"not to me!"

                                                              	still
                                                                     	i want more
                                                              			lies
                                                              	tinted in every shade
                                                                     	except sunny
                                                              	"no way...
                                                                      	not on my back!"
                                                              	wedges
                                                              	tightly
                                                              	blocking any real dream
                                                              	shooting
                                                              	into my sanity
                                                              	i'm lost
                                                              	in the lovely, deceitful tears

                                                              	so cute
                                                              	with promising eyes
                                                              	needing today's thought
                                                              	of a roller-coaster ride
                                                                      	inching slowly to the top
                                                              	climbing
                                                                      	and then...
                                                              	a rush
                                                                      	of gulping air
                                                              	swinging
                                                                      	from place to place
                                                              	"come here monkey!"
                                                              	my back...
                                                                      	the deal!

                                                              	too late
                                                              	the payback
                                                              	landed
                                                              	leaving jagged teeth marks
                                                              	and shards of shattered glass
                                                              	stained
                                                                       	bleeding
                                                              	for help
                                                                       	at the last supper
                                                              	because my life
                                                                      	was the meal!

                                                              	"get him off me!"
                                                            god, give me a sign
                                                                 of the cross
                                                                   	burning
                                                                        	      	touching
                                                                            changing
                                                             another chance to
                                                         heal!
 

                                  	soft`rain
                                                                August 5, 1998

 

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