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Joel
Preston Smith Iraq Reports (Aug-Sept 2003)
Joel is
a Portland photojournalist. He is currently on his second trip to Iraq.
We greatly appreciate that he is sending us his first hand accounts. All
photos are copyright Joel Preston Smith. Check out: joelprestonsmith.com
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Kurdistan,
August 10
Dear Everybody: I think it's August 10, and I'm sure I'm in Kurdistan,
specifically in Ankara, a Christian village near Arbil. I came up
Thursday with Nasser Hassan, the director of cinematography and media
production for Kurdistan and all of Iraq. Adel Al-Tai, a famous (here)
Iraqi photographer invited Mr. Hassan to his studio to meet me. Hassan
offered to give me a tour of Kurdistan with Al-Tai. Al-Tai and I became
friends in January, shorted after I started working here earlier this
year. We were scheduled to do a photography show together in Baghdad,
but I was kicked out of the country in February on allegations of
spying, before we could do the show.

Before we crossed into Kurdistan, driving north from Baghdad, I
changed nationalities. Even though most Kurds feel grateful (as
they tell it) toward the United States for removing Sadaam Hussein
from power, Hassan thought it was safer>at least at the border>for
me to be German. Now that we are about two hours north, being an
American isn't a problem. It's far safer here than in Baghdad. We
drive sometimes leave the doors of the Jeep unlocked when we leave
it parked>something unheard of in Baghdad.
I haven't spent a penny since we left Baghdad. The people are so
generous I have to be careful of what I ask for, because, as the
saying goes, I will surely get it. Yesterday I thought I was actually
going to spend some money when I went into an Internet center near
the center of town. A Kurdish actress I met earlier in the day walked
in and, when I got ready to leave, refused to let me pay. She took
care of it. No one will take my money. I never ask about food or
water, because eventually, someone will feed me. It seems almost
rude to want something. It's like criticizing your hosts.

While I've gotten some OK photos here, and I appreciate the hospitality
of the people, and the chance to see something a lot of Americans
don't, we haven't really gotten out into the countryside (but then
I've only been here two days). Hassan had to conduct business yesterday,
and I mostly hung out with he and Al-Tai while they visited a TV
station, the Minister of Culture and an art gallery/coffee shop.
Last night, they took me to the University Club in Arbil and got
blasted while we discussed politics (I didn't bring up the subject;
they did).
I think that as a social experiment they wanted to get me drunk.
When I said that I don't drink, they thought I was joking. They
wanted to know if I was a strict Muslim. I told them my religion
was children. None of the men I was with had ever met an American
who didn't toss back a few. I'm sure they would have died of boredom
if they hadn't been impressed by the sheer novelty of it.
They turned out to be the experiment. Along with Hassan and Al-Tai,
one of the most famous Kurdish poets, Mahmoud Zamder was at the
table, emptying bottles of London Dry Gin and Johnny Walker into
his verse, sitting in the near darkness on a green lawn outside
the club. Zamder told me (with Al-Tai, who speaks five languages,
translating) that the Americans saved the Kurds when they deposed
Hussein. "We love them," he says, "and therefore
we love you."
He wanted to know what I thought of the situation. Ferhad Pirbal,
a Kurdish novelist, and Salah Hassan, director of TV Golan (a Kurdish
TV station) were sitting at the table and, naturally, were interested
in the topic. I told them I saw a lot of similarities between Hussein
and President Bush. I talked about how I felt about war, that it
was wrong under any circumstances, how Bush (and his father and
President Clinton) had shown their concern for the Iraqi people
by killing more than 400,000 children under the age of 5 through
the UN sanctions program. I told them I believed the Kurds were
useful as a tool for the US, because Bush could point to Hussein's
treatment of them in order to help justify a US invasion.
Zamder became somewhat angry and said that I didn't understand
the Kurdish position, how they had suffered under Hussein. "We
did not have the power to rid ourselves of him," he said. "We
have the Americans to thank for that."
The TV station director Hassan pointed out that the US was not
particularly critical of Hussein during the period in which Hussein
first gassed Kurdish villages (around 1987, I believe, near the
conclusion of the Iran-Iraq war). I got the sense that there was
some risk of pointing this out. The table deferred to Zamder.
I tried to think of some example that would illustrate how I felt
about the situation. I said, "Imagine a man owns a dog. He
keeps the dog on a chain. Every day, he beats the dog with a stick,
and the dog has no hope of getting away. The dog's life is miserable.
"One day, a man comes and kills the dog's owner. The dog thinks,
"The man saved me! He loves me! I am free!" Then the man
robs the house of the victim. He didn't care for the dog. He wanted
what the man owned. But all the dog can see is the fact that the
man who beat him is dead, and he believes, because of that, he's
loved."
"Zen," said Zamder. Meaning, "Good." But, he
said, "we are still grateful." He raised his bottle and
tried to pour me some dry gin and I respectfully declined. He said,
"I'm sorry if it seemed I was attacking you. We have hope now.
The Americans gave us this."
I told him I was happy we could disagree and be friends (I was
also happy no one had killed me for using a dog to represent the
Kurdish people; of course I meant no offense. I tried to choose
an example that would illustrate the relative position of the Kurds
to Hussein and the U.S government). Zamder kissed me on both cheeks,
spoke a spontaneous poem, kissed me again, got out of his seat and
hugged me, invited me to travel with him through Kurdistan while
he showed me "the real life of the people," threw his
arms around me. By the time the night had ended, he'd kissed me
at least 30 times.
He could barely stand, but he wanted someone to take a picture
of us together. The director and Al-Tai put Zamders arms around
their shoulders and carried him into the light. Al-Tai took the
pictures, the first of which shows Zamder schrunching his lips against
my right cheek. I couldn't stop laughing. We drove him home. Al-Tai,
Hassan and Zamder sang Iraqi folk songs all the way, and I drummed
on my legs. I helped Zamder to the gate, where he stopped me from
ringing the bell and, of course, kissed me. He didn't want to wake
his wife. He was going to sleep outside in the garden.
Today we are going to Salamaniya, where there is a beautiful lake
in the mountains about an hour from here.
Things are considerably quieter here than in Baghdad. I haven't
heard any gunfire, there seems to be little chance of running across
Ali Baba-thieves-and it's about 15 degrees cooler. The day I left,
Baghdad, I was working at the Al Rashid conference center (where
Paul Bremer, the US administrator for Iraq, holds press conferences)
when I saw a plume of smoke rising from an area of the city where
I hadn't seen smoke before. There are so many fires-from burning
trash, oil refineries and industries-it's hard to tell which of
them are out of the ordinary.
I asked a guard outside the conference center if it was a new fire
and he said, "No sir, that's just a trash fire that's been
going for months."
I decided to check it out anyway, so I got in a taxi, crossed the
Tigris River in Karck, the east side of Baghdad, and drove north
up Al Rashid Street. The driver spoke pretty good English, and asked
people on the street what was happening. It was a new fire, in a
shoe factory. Purely out of luck, we'd stopped at the alley that
led to the fire. I got out and started winding down the alleys into
the interior of the complex of buildings. People pointed out what
direction to turn; it was clear to them, given I was carrying two
cameras, what I was after.
The fire had already consumed two buildings and had been burning
about half an hour.
A group of about 50 men and children had gathered and were watching
the smoke boil out of the building above us, and the flames eating
the timbers of a building in front of us. All of them seemed to
live in the maze of alleys, and a few of them were salvaging goods
out of their stores. One man, about 25, kept asking me to be careful.
He organized a bucket brigade and men began hauling water out of
their houses and throwing it on the outsides of the buildings. A
couple of them climbed onto rooftops overlooking the fire and threw
water across, onto the flames.
A few windows blew out of the building above me, and bricks began
to fall. The awnings and landings above us caught most of the bricks.
Someone got the idea of throwing bricks at the crumbling walls to
bring them down, before the fire could spread to new buildings.
The problem was that there was no coordination. The fire was near
the intersection of two alleys, and the two groups stood out of
sight down each alley. When one group would throw a brick, it would
sometimes ricochet down the other alley and, of course, the second
group couldn't see it coming until it was almost on them.
I got hit square in the middle of the head with a brick. It just
exploded. It hit me and bounced off in fragments (a testament not
to how hard-headed I am, but to how poorly things are made here).
It didn't even raise a knot, but it still hurts. I got doused with
hot water after someone threw it up against the building and it
bounced back and went across my back. People were offering me cigarettes,
a man came up and poured water over my head because I was rubbing
my eyes, there was so much smoke. A little girl, about 7, kept going
into her house and bringing me stainless steel cups of cold water.
Then men started pulling electric wires off the buildings, which
was really scary. Wires were flying through the air, hanging chest
level into the alley, snaking all over the ground. Al Tai told me
later that they were probably trying to prevent shorts from causing
more fires, but if the wires were live, it seems like they would
have taken more care to keep from being electrocuted. They would
grab a few wires, three men at a time, and heave ho. The wires would
snap and sing through the air, sailing over their heads. Avoiding
being hit with one became my main interest.
A group of men found a 20-foot long iron bar and began prying at
the second level of a wall on fire at the head of one of the alleys.
I got ready to photograph it, waiting for it to come down. It was
about 15 feet high, and began about 15 feet off the ground. I figured
it would fall slowly and I would have plenty of time to get out
of the way, so I stood about 10 feet away from the base, composing
the shot. When it started to crumble, I got off two shots and turned
to run. The little girl who'd been bringing me water was standing
behind me and I ran into her, almost knocking her down. I don't
know if she'd even seen the wall coming down. I grabbed her under
one arm and ran. We cleared the wall by about five feet. The smoke
and dust boiled over us and everyone disappeared in it. A minute
later, the smoke had cleared and people were throwing rocks and
ripping more wires off the buildings. When I set the girl down,
she started crying, but came back in 10 minutes with more water.
She seemed to get over it pretty fast.
I wanted to photograph the single firefighter who showed up (how
he got the hose through the maze I'll never know), so a man took
me up to his apartment, which overlooked the alley. He couldn't
find a key to the door that led to the landing, so he improvised
a crow bar and began taking the door off the hinges. I tried to
tell him it wasn't worth the trouble and no thank you, but he insisted.
He laid the door aside and we walked out on the landing.
I photographed about 10 minutes before I turned around and noticed
that he was gone and two men were standing there in his place. One
put his hand out and said, very forcefully, "Money!"
I walked up to him, in his face, and said, "Enta Ali Baba?"
You're a robber?
"Enta la Ali Baba. Ana Ali Baba."
"You're not robbers. I'm a robber." I told him, get the
(word better left unsaid) out of here or I will rob you."
I went back to photographing and they stood there grumbling quietly
for five minutes, then asked to see the photos (on the monitor of
my digital camera, where I would stop every couple of minutes and
go through the shots, deleting ones I didn't like in order to save
space).
I left in another five minutes and they didn't follow me. Al-Tai
and I talked about it last night, after the drinking spree. I told
him I hated acting mean, which I've had to do a few times in order
to make somebody believe I'm scarier than they are, but it seems
like the only way to survive some days. I know there's a contradiction
in my conduct during these times and the goals I have in working
here, and I'm not happy about it. At this point I think it's worth
the risks, and facing off with some of the pushier or more violent
people is also worth it to me. If I let these things stop me, I'd
never leave the house.
With love,
Joel
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Ar
Ramadi, August 21
Dear Everybody: I'm fine. I'm with the 3rd Armored Calvary Regiment
at Hussein's North Palace in Ar Ramadi, about two hours northwest
of Baghdad. Today is Thursday; I arrived Tuesday afternoon, by bus.
We had a mortar "attack" on the base that night, but it
was only one round. My building shook, and you could hear the whooooof,
but no one was injured. Because the mortar attacks are fairly frequent,
and seem to come from the same area with the same degree of inaccuracy,
the troops here believe that it's the work of one person. He's called
"Mortarman."
Of course he doesn't have a face, or a name, but he's spoken of
in terms almost of affection, partly because he's relatively harmless
(unless you happen to be walking through a field or sitting in the
latrine; he's so bad at his job, it seems that the closer a soldier
is to something that's valuable, the less likely they are to be
killed or wounded).
"I wonder when Mortarman will call tonight," troops talk
among themselves.
"Haven't heard from Mortarman for a few days. Wonder what he's
up to."
Yesterday I went out into the desert about an hour east of here
to blow up 110 artillery rounds that were discovered in a weapons
cache. I went out with the Explosive Ordnance Detail and Army engineers
that were assigned to guard them. It was a wild ride across the
desert in the back of a 5-ton truck, with the dirt boiling in the
open bed of the truck. I spent more time flying around in the air
than I did sitting (if the truck had a propeller, I would have sworn
we spent the whole time airborne).
A sergeant gave me a helmet, goggles and flak jacket, so I'm about
as protected as anyone else here. That didn't prevent me from feeling
absolute terror when, after we located the weapons cache and they
were setting C-4 on top of it, a white Toyota passed by on the horizon,
turned around and came back. This is suicidal; you simply don't
hang out for fun around these troops. There's too much of a chance
of being mistaken as an enemy and fired on with rocket or grenade
launchers.
Weapons from all five trucks were turned on the Toyota and five
troops ran for a reinforced Jeep and took off after it. It turned
out to be a farmer (growing dirt, from the looks of the land).
Being out there, with absolutely no cover, no where to run, you
get a good sense of the danger that the U.S. troops face. Whether
a person agrees or disagrees with the conduct of this war, or any
war, it's easy, when you're just as afraid as they are, to feel
compassion for them. Ar Ramadi, and Fallujuah--45 minutes from here--are
extremely dangerous. There are two to three attacks on soldiers
every day, mostly from improvised explosive devices. These range
from radio-controlled triggers set on artillery rounds by the roadside,
to hard-wired primitive explosives such as a can of ball bearings.
A favorite of the locals is setting out some piece of garbage--like
a pile of rags, a 5-gallon alumimum can, etc.--by the roadside and
leaving it there a few days. After the troops get used to seeing
it, and if they haven't removed it, the locals come back and rig
it with explosives. If it's a radio controlled explosive, it can
be set off half a mile away as a convoy passes by. If it's hardwired,
the wire can run to a building a few hundred yards away. After the
bomb is detonated, the convoy will often be fired on by rifles or
rocket-proppelled grenades. There are an average of three casuslties
a week in Ar Ramadi (wounded or killed).
One solider from the 3rd Armored Calvary, the unit I am with, was
killed yesterday afternoon in Fallujah. The soldiers I was with
were going on a patrol in Fallujah in the afternoon, and I was worried
last night that it had been one of the soldiers I'd ridden with.
It turns out that I didn't know him.
I went out on a boat patrol on the Euphrates yesterday evening.
Four soldiers were searching buildings along the river for explosive
devices and weapons caches. Being on a boat is even scarier, because
there's so much cover for attackers to hide alongside the river.
The reeds are 12 feet high and grow from the banks 20 feet into
the water.
This morning I am going out on a patrol in Ar Ramadi and plan to
go on another boat patrol this evening. I might be back in Baghdad
tomorrow or Saturday.
Love,
Joel
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Ar
Ramadi, September 5
Last night (I arrived in Ar Ramadi at 10:30 a.m.) I went out on
patrol on River Road with 3rd Platoon (the Lost Platoon) again.
We were supposed to be out one hour. At 7:45 the soldiers in my
vehicle (there were six of us in the back of an open-bed Humvee
were handing out water and patting kids on the head. It was wedding
night (one of two a week in Ramadi) and kids were running out to
the street to say hello, give the thumbs up, ask for food.
Trucks and cars were passing us, with brides in the back seat with
their mothers, men hanging out the windows, dancing.
At about 7:42 a bomb missed our Humvee by 10 feet. The blast knocked
me down, I was sitting on the floor of the truck, composing a photograph.
A second blast caught the Humvee behind us, lifting it into the
air. Then a group of Iraqis opened up on us with rocket-propelled
grenades and machine guns. Instantly, everyone in my vehicle was
firing back, shooting at a building about 150 yards to our east.
Because I'd been lower than everyone else in the truck, they were
all firing over my head. I was trying to photograph and the medic
kept grabbing me (twice) and pulling me back down. I don't remember
him doing it. He told me about it later.
The
smoke is from a bomb that exploded 10 feet from our vehicle, seconds
before the photo was taken, and from incoming rocket-propelled grenades
striking the road.
It was dreamlike--a common way soldiers describe combat. I remember
feeling perfectly calm, completely at peace, looking from face to
face, watching them. The soldier to my left layed across the bench,
away from the building where the fire was coming from and looked
at me with something between terror and disbelief. It seemed that
he stared at me that way for half a minute, and I kept searching
his face, trying to understand. Then the first terror struck me.
I realized he wouldn't be looking at me like that unless he was
dying. I grabbed his arm and shook it and yelled ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?
He said, calmly--as calmly as you can yell--I'm empty. I knew he
was talking about his M-16 magazine. I thought he was too frightened
to go through the motions of changing it. The vehicle was starting
to speed ahead and we were completely exposed. I reached up and
pushed the button that releases the magazine. It fell from the rifle
and he didn't move.
He said, I don't know where the clips are. Then he looked around.
He yelled, Does anyone have a clip?
The others were too busy shouting and firing to hear or answer him.
We'd driven maybe 250 yards. The medic was yelling, Is anybody hit,
Is anybody hit? Not one was hit. Then the medic yelled, Where's
the Humvee? Jesus Christ, it's not there! We looked behind us. The
second vehicle was gone. He called out for the driver to stop. The
driver stopped and began driving in reverse back down the road.
The medic, who'd fired 27 rounds from a pistol, was calling out
the position of men on rooftops. Everyone held their fire.
Suddenly the Humvee came to a halt. The non-commissioned officer
in the front passenger seat decided that it would be better to surprise
the attackers, and safer for the soldiers, to come up from behind
the Humvee. We sped forward, turned down a road, with everyone hunkered
down behind the railing of the truck, made another right, drove
a few hundred yards with the medic calling out the positions of
anyone who looked threatening, and turned right again. We came up
behind the vehicle, expecting carnage. I felt a serious mistake
had been made (and it had) in leaving the vehicle behind. It was
an easy mistake to make, though, with everyone just doing their
best to live through the fight.
The second vehicle was dead in the road, an oil slick extending
a hundred feet down the road. No one was injured. The blast that
had rocked the vehicle into the air hadn't damaged it or the soldiers,
but a single machine gun round had passed through the driver's front
engine panel, ripped through a steel support panel and severed an
oil line. The driver had tried to back away from the area, but the
oil quickly leaked out and killed the engine. For the next five
hours, we walked through fields and searched empty buildings and
waited on the road, trying not to be silouhetted against the lights
of buildings behind us in the city.
Everyone kept asking me if I was all right and I kept telling them
I was fine, except that my ears were pounding. I remember thinking,
at the height of the battle, which couldn't have lasted more than
two minutes, I'll never hear again.
None of that my-life-passed before me stuff happened. I didn't think
about anything other than what was happening, and I didn't feel
afraid, although I did try to keep my body low. It was so much different
than the ammunitions demolition convoy I went on last week. When
the truck kept passing us on the horizon, and everyone believed
it was a set-up for a grenade attack, I was terrified.
When the fight was over I was tired, but I appreciated the ground
crunching under my feet, and the aching in my back, and the mud
I was slogging through in the farmer's fields, and the reassuring
voice of Sgt. John, and the briars that kept sticking me in the
legs, and having water to drink, and even the flak vest that kept
creeping up against my throat and choking me.
I was so grateful no one had been hit. I would love to have the
emotional capacity to be able to say how I feel about those five
hours. I understand the soldier's fears. I feel I understand the
Iraqis' anger--that I've seen enough of both sides to be able to
draw conclusions. But I feel, this close to surviving it, that there
isn't anything more to say other than when I was walking across
the sand later, in my bare feet, at Sadaam Hussein's South Palace,
the sand was cool and delicious and I felt like laughing, and all
the stars in the sky seemed to be like candles lit for an eternal
birthday.
With love,
Joel
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Bagdad,
September 11
Dear Folks: I just got back to Baghdad after being in Ar Ramadi (going
on combat patrols with U.S. troops in the 124th Infantry Brigade),
Al Baghdadi and Al Asad Air Base for about the past five days going
out on combat patrols and flying with Blackhawks. I am tired and dirty
but otherwise OK. I flew into Baghdad International Airport with the
same Blackhawk pilot that I flew out of Ar Ramadi with about five
days ago (the one who tried desperately to get me to throw up).

A street scene (wedding party) from Karrada Dakhil Street in Baghdad.
When I saw him, I said, "Oh, no, not you again. I didn't eat
breakfast, so don't even bother."
He laughed and didn't say anything. About 10 minutes later, after
I'd buckled in and was waiting for them to crank up the engines
and take off, I overheard him talking to the crew chief. He said,
"Our photographer passed the test last time. We won't be doing
anything too wild. I even scared ME."
The ride OUT of Ar Ramadi was like an airborne rollercoaster, only
there's no roller coaster in the world that could compare with that
ride. He would roll it over on its side, doing (I guess) around
110 knots, right it, roll to the left, climb steeply, dive, bank
again - Over and over again, first across the desert, then about
500 feet off the Euphrates, following the meanders.
During the ride (I was the only passenger on the wildest leg of
the flight), the door gunner kept looking back at me, then would
look out the door and smile and talk to the pilots. The Blackhawk
would dive or roll, then the gunner would look back at me, look
out the door again, and grinning, would report back to the pilots.
I think they were looking for the manuver most likely to do it.
None of them worked-although they came close.
I could feel the sweat boiling to my skin, but the wind roaring
through the cabin-the doors were open-would dry it immediately.
I could feel the terrible taste in my mouth. I thought about what
would happen if someone in the cabin were hit by groundfire (while
the pilots were mostly having fun, they later admitted, they do
make evasive maneuvers constantly, and check the aircraft, upon
landing, for bullet holes; it's impossible to see groundfire, unless
they're tracer rounds, during the day). About how hard it would
be to move around to help the door gunners if they were hit, about
being sick and wounded and terrified and vulnerable and mortal.
And that made me all the sicker.
I closed my eyes during a sharp left bank during which it looked
like we were going to dive nose first into the Euphrates, and all
I could see was water under my elbow as I looked where the horizon
SHOULD have been, and meditated. I said, "The world is beautiful.
The world is good. Everything is fine."
I felt the sickness pass away like no more than a bad dream, and
I looked out and the world WAS beautiful. The emerald river, with
old Roman bridges crumbling at the banks, snaking through the desert,
gleaming in the afternoon sun, was gorgeous. I enjoyed the rest
of the ride tremendously, although I did eventually feel a little
sick again just before we landed in Al Asad.
I talked to a Kiowa (observation helicopter) pilot about it two
days ago. She said it was a game that pilots play with civilians
and with "hard core" troops in particular. "Anyone
who thinks they're hot" (Special Forces, Rangers, Long Range
Recon Patrols) is in for a bad ride. The pilots want to make sure
that the troops arrive humble, and respectful of Army aviation.
She said, "If you didn't throw up, the next guy certainly
did." Apparently it's a point of honor to not allow two consecutive
non-puking civilians in a row.
There was a huge firefight in Ar Ramadi day before yesterday. The
troops I was with previously on 8 patrols were fired on by at least
15 attackers on River Road. No American troops were injured, but
two Iraqis were killed. How they got 15 as an exact number, I don't
know. I do know that there's so much confusion during a firefight
that the troops lose track of each other. That they could actually
count the number of attackers-unless they got aerial photos of the
incident-is, ummmmm, amazing. Or improbable.
Last night, a 25-year-old Medevac pilot sat outside with me from
11 to 1:30 a.m. and talked about her experiences flying wounded
troops out of Ar Ramadi. She was one of the pilots that picked up
the crew of a Bradley Fighting Vehicle that was hit by an Improvised
Explosive Device which it was driving through town with its rear
hatch open. There were three soldiers in the vehicle and each one
lost a leg. She said, "I had to get out and take a walk after
that one."
She said her crew had once been called to go out to River Road
and walk around and pick up pieces of soldiers after an IED had
hit a ground patrol. "Better us than their buddies," she
said, "but I don't like flying dead troops. Our job is to get
troops to the hospital, not carry bodies."
She says she's not staying in the military, but wants to believe
that the sacrifices the soldiers have made will utimately be worth
it for the Iraqi people. She's engaged to an artillery officer in
Samarra, Iraq (an American) and wants to be a stay-at-home mom.
She worries about civilian casualties here and says she tries to
be conscientious in the way she treats Iraqi prisoners.
Because she speaks Arabic, she's been asked to also serve as a
translator for several prisoners. A few weeks ago, she says, an
Army sergeant major was abusing a prisoner who'd been caught with
two handgrendes and an AK47, and she--an officer--says she screamed
at him. "The poor guy probably just found the stuff,"
she said. "Our troops do it all the time--try to sneak home
an AK or some rounds they found. It's nothing new."
"I don't know if it did any good," (yelling at the sergeant
major) she said. "They probably started on him again when I
left. 'I'm not doing that any more,' I told them. I'm not the person
for it. I'm like, 'OK, sir (in a voice sweet and fluid), why did
you have those hand grendades?' And they're like ... (she pretends
to shake an invisible body in front of her and mocks screaming)."
She said that the first time she went into Al Baghdadi (10 miles
or so off Al Asad Air Base), she was talking to a little girl about
7 years old, and a truck was driving by, too close, and ran over
the girl's foot, crushing her ankle. She wanted to fly the girl
to a hospital, but a senior officer told her it would set a bad
precedent, and the Iraqis would be demanding helicopter evacuations
every time someone in Al Baghdadi was injured. She said there WAS
a hospital nearby, and the child wasn't critically wounded, but
believes that because the family was poor, they never took the child.
What disturbed the pilot most was that the man who ran over the
child, an Iraqi, immediately stopped his truck, walked back to where
the girl was laying on the ground, bent down to look at her foot,
shrugged, walked back to his truck and drove away. "It happens
all the time in the US," she said. "Hit and run. But I've
never seen anything like that."
The incident is a good case in point. Many of the troops ARE conscientious,
and do work in some ways inside the system for humane treatment
of "the enemy," but many of them have stories similar
in character to that of the pilot. Not as dramatic, in some cases,
but full of brutality--Americans mistreating Iraqis, Americans mistreating
Americans, Iraqis mistreating Iraqis. It feels many days that the
world has come apart here. That there is no sane or stable place
or person. And no one, if they stay here long enough, is innocent.
With love (and fatigue),
Joel
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Bagdad,
September 16
Dear Folks: Thought I'd send a few more photos from Iraq. Brief
explanations are listed below. I hope you are all well. I will be
here around 10 more days before leaving for Jordan for about four
days, then returning to Portland, Oregon.
I was photographing this man yesterday in Medicine City hospital,
in the emergency room. He had been shot in the left leg 11 days
ago and steadily declined in health. He--Ammar Shackar--was brought
to the hospital in renal failure. He died on the table while I was
photographing him. His mother and aunt were waiting outside. When
they were informed, they fainted in the lobby. A man brought cold
water in a plastic liter 7Up bottle and poured it over them. When
they woke up, they began wailing and screaming and pleading. Shackar
was 26. The hospital had no record of who had shot him.
This
image was taken today at the University of Baghdad College of Culture,
in the former university library. The library was attacked by U.S.
forces soon after the war began in March. A student explained to
me that the roof of the building had anti-aircraft guns and they
were used to fire on U.S. forces. The building, she said, sustained
some damage, but Iraqis looted it partially, and then set fire to
the books that remained. A professor disagreed with her, saying
that the building was not bombed by U.S. troops, but was damaged
entirely by looters. This is a common problem, in terms of sorting
out the truth here. What the truth "is" depends sometimes
on the interests of the person being interviewed, their bias and,
of course, their knowledge. I have no idea which was the accurate
account.
Sincerely yours,
Joel
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