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Logan went to
the Professor's office.
"Ah, Logan. What can I do for you?" Professor Xavier asked.
"I am leaving for a while – need some time away again," Logan said. "I
want to go back to Alkali Lake."
"Oh? I would have thought you were satisfied with what you found out
last time," Charles said.
"Call it a going home trip of sorts – it's all I got of a past," Logan
said.
Jean walked in to talk with Charles but not realizing Logan was already
there.
"Will Danielle be accompanying you?" Charles asked.
"Yes, she will – with yer permission," Logan replied. "I don't know how
long we'll be gone – maybe a month. I know Danielle won't want to be
away too long – she's so dedicated to the kids," Logan responded.
"Logan, go and have a good time," Charles said. He reached into the
pocket of his suit and retrieved a sealed envelope. "I took the liberty
of putting together some spending money for you and do not hesitate to
call in if you require more."
Logan accepted the gift and shook hands with Charles.
"I knew this was coming," Charles added tapping a finger to his head.
Logan's thoughts were strongly picked up on by Charles the night before.
"Somehow, I feel you set this all up. I can't help but wonder why
you were so insistent I go on that mission to rescue her," Logan said
suspiciously.
"I am the headmaster of a school for mutants, Logan. I'm not a
matchmaker. Although, I am honored you think of me with such high
reverence and I am glad things turned out the way they did with you and
Danielle," Charles said with a soft laugh.
"Logan, we are all happy for you. She's good for you," Jean said.
"I know," Logan replied softly. As he began to head out of the room,
Jean excused herself to follow him.
"Look, I'm sorry I was so mean. I know you meant well," Logan
apologized.
"Logan, I know things have been strained between all of us. But, I am
glad it worked out this way. I think what happened with you and I
helped bring me closer to Scott. I have you to thank for that, as
strange as it may seem," Jean said.
"You will always be special to me – that will never change. You
reminded me of how I am not all animal as Stryker said I was. You
reminded me that I could love. I know I was a jerk trying to steal you
away from Scott. I'm sorry if I caused any problems between you two. I
lost my heart to ya and I just wanted so bad to have you love me. I
knew I couldn't have you – you love Scott too much to let someone like
me get in the way. You think Scott will ever forgive me?" Logan asked.
"Logan, you are a good guy - and I do love you, as a friend. Danielle
fits you perfectly. I know you two will have something very special.
You deserve each other. Scott on the other hand, I'll work on him to
lighten up," Jean added. Logan smiled.
"Yeah, she's really spunky and sexy too," he started to say with a
bright gleam in his eye, "but, not that you aren't in your own way.
And, she puts up with me even when I am being a really big jerk," he
said.
Jean gave Logan a hug and a kiss on his cheek before leaving to join
Charles.
"It's because she loves you," Jean said before opening the door to
Charles' office.
Logan stood
silent smiling to himself. This was the first time he ever heard
someone say he was loved. His heart was fluttering with joy.
"Logan,"
Charles called from the now open office door. "Why don't we meet down
in the garage in an hour. You and Danielle deserve a proper send off,"
Charles stated. Logan agreed and left to collect a few items for the
trip.
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Rogue entered
Danielle's room. Danielle was putting together a travel bag with a
couple changes of clothes. She was too excited to think about much of
anything other than being on the road alone with Logan.
"Hi Marie," Danielle said not turning around. She had sensed her
presence.
"I didn't hear you come back last night. So, give it up. Something
really happened last night. Logan was in far too good a mood this
morning at breakfast," Marie said.
"Logan threatened to castrate my ex-boyfriend. It was really quite
amusing," Danielle said.
"Nothing else?" Marie asked while reading Danielle's expression.
"Why do you ask when ya already know?" Danielle questioned.
"His behavior at breakfast caught us all off guard," Marie said
noticing Logan outside smoking his cigar.
"You mean the
entire school hasn't heard yet?" Danielle asked.
"Danielle, the
entire school does know," Marie replied with a giggle.
"And who's
fault is that?" Danielle asked.
"Look, you two belong together. We all knew it and everyone is so
glad you finally hooked up. Besides, it took you guys long
enough," Rogue said.
At that moment, her expression changed – Bobby had appeared outside and
was sitting down by Logan's side and began chatting with him. She
drifted to think of Bobby and how her powers still keep her from being
able to be very intimate with him. Rogue wished to be normal and have a
normal relationship.
"Hey, what's that look for?" Danielle asked.
"I was just thinkin' how cool it is that you and Logan have… you know…
gotten close – you know what I mean," Marie said.
"Listen here, physical love is the easy part – and being with Logan is
really incredible. But, loving with your heart is the hard
part," Danielle said.
"Yeah, but you got through that – for me, its the physical love. I love
Bobby and I want that part of the relationship too," Rogue said.
"If your love is strong, you will find a way. Trust me. Was it really
that obvious with us? Oh, God, what Charles must think,"
Danielle said.
Rogue giggled and shook her head in agreement. Danielle smiled.
"I don't think the professor is going to mind one bit," Marie
responded. "But, I just wish I could gain total control over my
power."
"Hey, you are
on the road to total control. Ya got one hell of a gift and it's
just takin' a little longer," Danielle said.
Danielle
noticed Marie looking at a picture on the table. It was one of Marie
and Logan sitting outside together. Danielle had captured that special
protective look on Logan's face.
"I snuck the opportunity to shoot off a few frames. This one is my
favorite. I know Logan is special to ya. You guys shared some pretty
tough times. It's one thing I really like about him – his sense of
honor. Hey, if ya like this picture so much, you can have it," Danielle
said.
"Really? Oh, but Bobby...," Rogue trailed off thinking how Bobby would
probably get jealous if he found the photo.
"Logan is your friend and that is all the picture means to you.
Remember that and stick to your word," Danielle said.
"By the way, Logan and I will be takin' off for a while. He wants some
time away and asked me to come along," Danielle said.
"Wow! That's great!" Marie said hugging Danielle.
"I am so nervous – it's gonna be just Logan, me and a long open road,"
Danielle said.
"Where ya headin'?" Marie asked.
"I haven't a clue. Logan just said north," Danielle responded.
"Well, not like you wouldn't be in good hands. Ya have fun and behave
yerselves," Marie replied.
Meanwhile, Bobby began probing Logan.
"So, you and Danielle...," Bobby began to ask.
"None of your business, bub," Logan replied sternly.
"Come on, man. It's so obvious," Bobby went on. "I wish I was you about
now."
"What do ya mean?" Logan asked.
"I mean you and Danielle – I wish it were me and Rogue. You know, to be
with Rogue," Bobby said.
"You two still haven't figured things out?" Logan asked.
"She's so afraid of hurting me. It's getting really frustrating. This
has been going on for over three years now, even though she's
gaining control over her powers," Bobby said.
"It'll happen when you least expect it," Logan said putting his hand on
Bobby's shoulder.
"I gotta go. We will chat more about this later," Logan said.
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Marie and Bobby escorted Danielle and Logan to the garage. Nearly the
entire school had gathered there. Scott unveiled the truck and camper
he refurbished and handed Logan the keys. Hooked up in back was even a
small trailer complete with a brand new Harley motorcycle. Logan looked
it over recalling his old trusty truck. This one was so similar it was
uncanny. And the additional bike, that made his heart race with
excitement.
"Gawd, it's just like the one ya had," Marie said to Logan.
"Have a safe trip, Hairball," Scott joked. Logan shook hands with Scott
then gave him a hug. Danielle said goodbye to all the kids. She hugged
each and every one of them telling them all to behave and study hard.
"Marie, I promise a big shopping trip when I return," she said.
Marie hugged her.
"Bobby, you take care of Marie," Danielle added as she hugged Bobby
next.
Storm, Scott and Charles all got special thank you's from Danielle.
Then, there was Jean.
"Danielle, can I talk to you a moment?" Jean asked. The two women went
off alone.
"What can I do for ya?" she asked.
"You and Logan – I just wanted to say I am happy for you both," Jean
said.
"Thanks, Jean," Danielle said.
"You two belong together. I really don't think there could be a better
match for him than you," Jean replied.
Danielle looked at her strangely.
"Part of ya wishes it was you, though. Jean, he's the first guy who has
really treated me good. Even through his gruff exterior, there's a kind
heart if yer open to it," Danielle said.
"I don't regret my decision. Seeing him with you this morning made me
realize I could never be for him what you are. I think you really bring
out his good side. He is so happy and that makes me happy," Jean said.
"Go and have a good time. You both deserve a little happiness. I'm just
glad he listened to me. By the way, you have a transponder in the glove
compartment, just in case you run into trouble," she added.
"Jean, can't thank you enough," Danielle said.
Jean hugged Danielle before they returned to the rest of the group.
Logan helped Danielle into the truck and then jumped in. He fired it
up, revved it, and looked to Danielle.
"Ya ready?" he asked. Leaning close to him, she replied yes. Logan
smiled before backing the truck out of the garage. They were on their
way.
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As promised,
Logan headed right into Canada. Danielle was glad she brought along
plenty of film for her camera. Logan made sure to give her plenty of
opportunities to enjoy the wintry scenery of Canada. They laughed and
talked and shared stories of their lives before meeting – really
bonding together. They had been on the road for nearly eight hours when
Logan pulled off the road. It seemed so desolate to Danielle – almost
strange. She wondered why he chose this spot but remained silent about
it – Logan knew Canada so well so he had to have his reasons.
"Come here, and bring yer camera. Yer gonna love this," he said.
He led her by her hand down a snow-covered path through the woods. It
opened up into a beautiful lake – deer ran free on the other side,
several eagles flew around looking for fish to eat, and Danielle looked
out with complete admiration.
"God, it's gorgeous," she said and started clicking off several
pictures.
He stood behind her letting her enjoy it. She finally halted taking
pictures and just stood there admiring the view and deeply inhaled the
clean brisk air.
After a few quiet moments, Danielle stepped forward. She closed her
eyes and appeared deep in thought. Rising to her feet again, Danielle
stretched out her arm and within seconds a bald eagle landed. Logan
stroked the bird's snow white head before Danielle set it free again.
"Ya up for a swim?" he asked.
"That water's got to be freezing," she replied.
"It ain't all that bad. Besides, I'll keep ya warm," Logan responded
slyly.
Danielle shivered at the thought of diving into icy cold water.
Although, her thoughts changed as she watched Logan quickly strip out
of all his clothes and then dove into the water. When he surfaced, he
looked to her.
"C'mon. It ain't that cold," he called out.
She pulled off her clothes one garment at a time tormenting both
herself and Logan. She slowly strided down to the lake's edge and
put a toe in. Sensing that it was cold but bearable, she started in.
Logan wasn't about to wait for the hour it would take for her to get
completely into the water and he pulled her in. She screamed with
intense fury as he tied her up in his broad arms. He kissed her softly
allowing her to slowly relax into his passion. She drew back and
stroked the side of his face, running her fingers over his long
sideburns.
"I forgot cats hate water," he said.
"I love the water - just not freezing cold water," she replied.
It didn't take long for her to forget about the cold. Logan's kiss was
enough to send warmth through her entire body, especially as his body
reacted to their being so close. She marveled at the thought that he
wanted sex - here and now.
"Just think of
being under that warm shower," he said between kisses and nips to her
shoulder and neck.
He held her in his arms as she wrapped her legs around his waist and
laced her fingers behind his neck. Their bodies became as one, and the
water churned around them with their frenzied physical activities.
He groaned loudly as she cried out his name as both climaxed
together and a deer peered at them hearing their vocalizations.
Coming down from the high, Logan smiled as Danielle looked at him
strangely. She still couldn't believe they had just made love in the
icy cold water. They got out and dressed and felt incredibly refreshed.
"There's plenty of other places just like this," he said wrapping his
arms around her.
They traveled for days stopping off here and there to sight see or rent
a motel room to shower and wash clothes. Logan wondered if these sleazy
places were right for her. She deserved to be treated like a queen.
But, anytime he had a look of worry accepting keys to another motel
room, she would put her arm around him and say, "as long as I am with
you, nothing else matters."
Every night, whether it was in the camper or a motel room or another
lake, Logan would make love to Danielle. He would tell her he just
couldn't get enough of her, which made her feel very special. Sometimes
after sharing their passion, they would just sit in bed with the TV on
and cuddle up close.
Other times, he would leave her alone returning later with a bottle of
wine and a plate of shrimp – one of her favorite meals. He would lay
down in bed by her side taking enjoyment in pampering her – feeding her
a shrimp from his teeth and kissing her when she accepted it. She
didn't expect so much romance from the otherwise gruff Wolverine.
They traveled right into the Canadian Rockies – right into that little
town called Laughlin City – where Logan's new life began. He showed
Danielle around the town he spent several months residing in. She had
been there but only on business - the gig that ultimately resulted in
their first meeting together. She felt so close to Logan
listening to him tell stories about his time there, how he met Marie,
and how things changed for him.
They parked the truck and took the motorcycle out for a spin around
town. He loved riding around with her clinging to him. Logan would
smile widely feeling her arms around his waist. He pulled up along a
cliff that overlooked an expansive forest.
The moon was just rising and Danielle moved to sit on the bike facing
Logan. Her hands grasped his sides as he held her hips. She leaned back
bearing her neck to him and he kissed her throat and worked his way
down. He pulled her shirt down enough to expose her cleavage and kissed
his way there and slipped his tongue between her breasts. As he left a
wet trail from her cleavage back up behind her ear, she was fast at
work undoing his belt buckle and unzipping his jeans.
There was something so primal that constantly drove them into fits of
sexual frenzy. One could guess it was Logan being back in the Canadian
territory or simply that they both shared a feral way about them and
making love outside was completely natural.
She released his erection from confinement, and as she leaned forward
to take him between her flushed lips Logan leaned back growling with
pleasure and approval. He flung his head back as she became more
aggressive - her hand wrapping around the girth of his shaft drawing
out long slow strokes as her mouth wet him.
"Christ, Danielle. Oh, Christ, that's so good," he stammered out
between labored breaths.
He held out as long as possible enjoying the way she administered to
his primal needs. Her grip tightened as she felt his shaft throb. Her
strokes increased in speed. Her other hand ran up under his shirt
stroking his tightened stomach. As he started bucking his hips, his
brain completely overloaded with her stimulation of him, he began
grunting louder with his impending release. His nostrils inhaled her
scent of sexual arousal.
He pulled himself up and aggressively pushed her off. She wondered why
until he leaped off the bike quickly setting the kickstand and pulled
her to him. She knew what he was going to do and pulled up her leather
skirt and hauled off her satin panties. Then, she leaned onto the bike
for support as he forcefully took her from behind. He bucked hard,
thrusting strongly, as his hands squeezed her breasts. She became
submissive to his will with the bite to her shoulder. His hips thrusted
several times more sending his seed into her and his head dropped back
as he groaned loudly with release. He leaned forward against her back
panting with exhaustion.
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They rode back into town where Logan took her inside the little bar
where he fought in cage fights. Mac surprisingly greeted him happily
offering him and Danielle the best table in the house and plenty of
free beer. Danielle was given a golden opportunity to watch Logan
fight. Of course, she remembered the first time she saw him fight and
how he was putting on an even better show since she was watching him -
his special girl. When he ousted several opponents, she went to him
stepping inside the cage and putting her arm around him and sinking her
hand into his back pocket. He was the champion of the cage and he had
the love of his life by his side. What more could Logan possibly need
at this point in his life?
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They proceeded
on to Alkali Lake the next morning, which was beautiful this time of
year. It was snow-covered and truly breath taking. They fished, told
stories, played around, made love in and out of the water, and
relaxed.
Walking further
down one of the trails, the feral animal in Logan sensed the freedom of
the open space. The air was brisk and he closed his eyes and inhaled
deeply – filling his lungs with a refreshing feeling. He was
really free – back in the wild and alone with Danielle. There were no
kids, no noise other than the birds chirping, and no Scott Summers to
break his balls. It was an odd feeling for him – he was home – being
more at ease and allowing him to focus his thoughts.
They hiked down one of the smaller paths. He began to become nervous
like a caged wild animal. Danielle took his hand and pulled him to sit
down. She began massaging his shoulders trying to calm him, but Logan
was just too tense.
For so long, all he had were his nightmares to keep him comfortable –
his loneliness in not knowing who he really was, and now he had
something – a new identity, friends who cared for him, a home, and now
his own beautiful and loving woman at his side. The last few years had
brought changes for Logan – he no longer needed to run or worry about
being feared or rejected. They continued on down the path. He became
agitated again, for now in front of him now was the source of his pain.
Danielle noticed him freeze with fear and tension, and she sniffed the
air inhaling something vaguely familiar. She looked out into the
distance at a the remains of a run down building that lay in front of
them. Logan sat down on a rock outcropping and just stared. Her
own senses were hard at work and she tensed. Danielle sat down by
his side putting her arm around him. He pulled her close embracing her
with a steely grip and was in need of comfort. Her hand gently ran over
his back – the feel of her fingertips gliding over him relaxing him.
"This is where my life changed – where Wolverine was born," he said.
"I'm here for you," she replied, her voice trembling with hidden fear.
"I wanted you to see it – to know who I am," he said turning to her.
Logan was really attempting to reach out to her.
"I need to go inside again – to see if I remember anymore," he added
and started trekking into what remained of the building.
Logan walked in slowly with Danielle following closely behind. Memories
began flooding back into his mind again – visions of William Stryker,
of the torture, the experiments, Jean's near death the last time the
team came here – nearly everything.
Just then, a shimmering silver object caught his eye. He slowly walked
over to it. The shining object was his dog tag and it was hung in the
branches of a shrub not too far from where he had tossed it to the
ground as a sign to Stryker that his past no longer mattered. It was
neatly hung there, as if someone deliberately put it there. Logan
pulled it loose and looked at it – the only item he had connecting him
to his past had been returned to him.
"I tossed this last time I was here," he said.
Danielle ran her finger over the shiny silver tag.
"Your military code name and number," she responded.
"I don't remember anything except the nightmares of what they did to
me," he said.
She sat down for a moment deep in thought. He wondered why but opted to
let her alone. She would tell him when she wanted to. Instead, he stood
tall in front of her peering deeply into her eyes and hung the tag
around her neck. She looked at it wondering why he was giving it to her.
"Yer my girl now," he said.
Danielle looked
at the tag and smiled at it. She had been claimed by the
Wolverine.
"I love you,
Logan."
He kissed the back of her hand and together they headed inside the
demolished building. His heart became heavy with the thought that he
could have learned everything about his past had he been selfish.
But, he had chosen his friends over knowledge from Stryker that
fateful day. He sat down near the water bath that housed him when they
cut him open for the metal implants. Deathstryke's decaying body was
still there – a horrible sight that startled Danielle.
"Oh, God," she said turning away.
He held her close as she buried her face into his chest. She
began to tremble strongly.
"We can go if this is too disgustin' for you," Logan said.
"No, you need to do this. It just took me off guard," she said softly.
Her voice was stressed and full of hesitation.
Danielle looked at the claw marks on the side of the container as if
they were familiar to her. He began reciting what he could remember and
from the pieces of information Stryker had given him the last time he
saw him. Danielle was horrified to hear the full story as Logan told
it. The look on her face was of total understanding and he sensed she
was hiding something with the way she became so silent. The hair
on the back of her neck stood up and a chill ran up her spine. He
sat down by her side and looked into her eyes.
"I just can't remember anything before this – only that Stryker implied
I would hate who I was before this all happened," he said with
frustration.
In the meantime, her eyes had welled up full of tears and she got up
and walked quickly over to the water bath. She collapsed down and
sobbed deeply. There were scents that still lingered that were
still so familiar to her. He went to her not understanding this
show of emotion.
"Hey, what's wrong? Why ya cryin'?" he asked cupping her face in his
hands.
"I haven't talked about this," she began. "They tried to change me too.
I can still remember the steely shine of the blade reflecting off on
the ceiling as the light hit it just right and then there was the
piercing pain as they cut into me. I had no clue where I was and I
didn't know what their intentions were, but they laughed as I bled. I
remember that so clearly," she explained. Logan was mortified.
"How did you escape?" he asked.
"They pulled back to get more instruments and that's when I bolted. I
found some inner strength that allowed me to break free and I ran –
fighting my way out of the lab and out to freedom. All the while, the
wound bled freely leaving a trail behind me. It wasn't until I found
the road and was picked up by Loni that I was able to really escape –
and heal," she said.
"Now, I
understand why you and Loni are so close," he said.
Logan pulled
her close. He wanted to cry with her.
"Why didn't ya
tell me about this before?" he asked.
"I tried not to
think about it. I had no idea they did this to others," she
replied.
"Maybe we both
need to learn to put our past behind us and think about the future
instead," he said to console her.
They decided it was time to return home.
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The school was
still the same place. Logan and Danielle returned to a flood of
enthusiastic hellos from all the residents. Marie
cornered Danielle later on having noticed the dog tag hanging around
her neck.
"Where did ya get this?" she asked.
"We found it along one of the trails near Alkali Lake. He wanted me to
have it – I am Wolvie's girl," Danielle replied.
Marie smiled
and giggled with Danielle.
"You two are just too cute together," Marie said.
Danielle never
told Marie of what she and Logan shared of their past.
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